I don't really know but life is so precious but i don't know how to enjoy it i can't really and i am really sad I mean we suffer most because we have fear of suffering and don't want to get out of our comfort zone, i don't really know about others well I don't even no myself but i didn't always that but something i never imagined happened to me I was very sad and suffered at times I wanted to die, even now I want to not because everything is unbearable but i can't stand suffering but because of my familys i knew there were many who love me and they have suffered much more let's not talk them just when I look at people who are in much worst condition than me but still some are happy and some are sad and here I am scared because of little suffering compared to other people it's not much but they are they and I am me but the who is wrong here is i always thought why does it always happen to me or this or that but when I looked around I am not the only one who has hardship everyone has and being born as a human being is hard as you don't really know what will happen after death but when I thought About i mean God has given me a good body enough to eat and people who care for me but i can't even do anything for them how can I when I am not happy myself but i think i am really lucky as I am still alive so many people die everyday but we still don't appreciate life it's so beautiful but we only live in a drama created in our mind 1234 copyright protection659ＰＥＮＡＮＡFHylrRhTdA 尼

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