这是不知道第几次少女反抗眼前的男人,直到她耗光了全身力气,筋疲力尽跌坐在地,男人一脚把她踹倒,转眼瞥见男人要使用更粗暴的手段对待陈云昕,她本能地撑起身子,伸手去护住女人的头部。
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谭昕薇把母亲护在身前,谭文君的攻击全落在她身上,她疼得忍不住缩起身子,想逃离这场酷刑,奈何怀里还有个浑身抖个不停的女人,她只能拼命屏住喉咙里的呜咽,乞求打在身上的疼痛能少点。
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弱小的人要保护好更弱小的人,就如要海浪翻得比天高一样,只是痴人说梦,不可能实现。
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直到男人泄愤够了,打累了,谭昕薇才得以喘息。
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她看着男人回房的背影,他虽然完全醉了,步伐却很平稳,喝上头了脸也不发红,依旧是平日面无表情的模样,不论怎么看都是情绪平稳的样子,让人找不到一丝暴风雨来临的破绽。
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房门重重关上,巨大声响没能够唤回少女的思绪,脑中闪过千千万万的念头,有色彩鲜艳的,更多的是黑白的,一帧帧的回忆像是按了三倍速快速往后退,最后停在空白的页面。
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苍白,荒芜,只有白白的一片。
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她被惊醒了,因为从胳膊处迸裂开来的疼痛。
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陈云昕哭红的双眼正直勾勾盯着她,执拗地盯着,像是要勾出她的灵魂,嘴里用力咬着她胳膊的一块肉不放。
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她知道这软弱的女人在泄愤,她只敢在男人走后才做出反抗,只敢拿女儿当作出气筒,把宣泄不完的愤懑、委屈、悲哀,所有能吞噬一个活人的情绪埋进她的血肉里。
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鲜红的血滴顺着胳膊的破口一路蜿蜒曲折地一滴接着一滴掉落在地,女人的嘴周沾满血液,怨恨的泪水逐渐堆满眼眶,争先恐后夺眶而出。
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“够了吗。”
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“闹过了吗。”
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谭昕薇望向陈云昕的眼神平静无波,甚至可以说是冷漠。
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半响后,女人愣愣地松开嘴,不自觉咽下一口唾液,下一秒被浓厚的血腥味噎住,捂住嘴奔向卫生间。
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她没再关心女人,在这间终日昏暗的房子里一只苍蝇飞到她面前,最后停在红成一片的手背上,手指头微微抬起,才发现她已经没力气去驱赶这只苍蝇了。
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吞下药片,昏睡了很久,谭昕薇久违地没做令她难忘的噩梦,她的星星也很久没出现在梦里了,什么都没有,就是很平静地睡了一觉。
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她是在凌晨三点转醒的。药物带来的副作用持续了一个月,时而轻微时而严重,闭眼是翻天覆地的晕眩,睁眼是轰然炸裂的头痛,她经常处在半梦半醒的状态,能感知一切,又无力去做些什么。
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但是,今天她强撑着精神坐在桌前,等待眼前闪烁不停的黑白星星消失,慢吞吞地翻出陆辰借给她的考试重点笔记,进度极慢地开始复习。
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天边亮了,头疼得越来越剧烈,眼前是记不到一半的笔记,她头又更疼了。
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她很难受,很难受,她很想念陆辰,想抱抱那个温顺的少年。
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她很想丢下还未处理伤口的陈云昕,丢下还未清理的房子,丢下颜面,丢下自尊,丢下一切和陆辰相见,然后一起走出这个破旧的地方。
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她明明可以很清醒,明明很清楚自己想要什么,却还是被糟糕的生活绊倒,努力站起身时天已经黑得彻底,她又迎来失眠的夜晚。
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挣扎了那么久,她还是没有能力去做那些自己想做的事。
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浑浑噩噩度过考试周,天空每日如期地亮起来,时间仍然流逝不回,直到某日中午从床上起来,看见不像往常明亮的天空,还有天上飘浮一团团厚重的白云,谭昕薇才想起,冬天也如约而至了。
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她隐约觉得这年的冬天会很漫长,那么她只希望陆辰带给自己的甜能抵过寒冷的冬季。
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这天,她又因为药物的副作用早早就起了,谭文君出差去了,家里只有她和陈云昕两人,她去看了一眼睡在另一间卧室的女人,见她好好地睡着又回到房间写歌词。
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灵感断断续续,写了又删,她烦躁地往地上丢了一团又一团的纸团,时间不知不觉就到了早上七点。
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她也不在纠结于歌词上,把凳子搬到窗前,趴在上面,等待对面那扇窗打开后出现的那张笑颜。
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不久后,对面的窗口有了动静,窗帘被人徐徐拉开,陆辰的脸缓缓出现在她的视野里,少年的头发有些长了,软软地垂在眉眼间,眼中的睡意还未消散,整个人懒洋洋的,却在看见她的瞬间精神了很多,眼眸浮动着少年气的灵动。
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他们隔着一扇窗相望,她望着少年一会,才惊觉面前的窗户还未打开。
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她将窗推开,朝对面扬起笑容,不顾楼下走过的路人大声喊道:“怎么不开窗?”
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少年知后觉“啊“了一声,嘿嘿一笑,脸皮没她厚,用手机给她传信息:“我忘记了。”
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入冬了,陆辰望向外头光秃秃的枝丫,一向怀旧的他难得没有感叹什么,脸上的笑容怎么也消不下去,倒是谭昕薇看不下去了,戳了戳他高高翘起的嘴角,有些无奈,“干嘛这么开心啊?”
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“当然要开心啊!” 少年笑得很明朗,举着成绩单说:“你看,你进步了很多,全班第十名,全级三十二,你不满意吗?”
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“没有,我很满意。”她被陆辰的快乐感染,眼神跟着明朗了一些,揉了一把他的脑袋,“谢谢小学霸,你过来给我亲一口。”
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周围不少人都悄悄关注着他们,她这番不知羞耻的言论想当然的引起一片哗然,他们趁着老师不在,一起拍手起哄。
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谭昕薇一向不介意高调秀恩爱,所以她就顺他们的意亲了陆辰一口,还是带响的那种,陆辰脸红得像蒸熟的虾子,在桌底下捏她的手,让她不要再闹了。
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她偏不听,与他十指相扣,在他还没反应过来前拽起他们相扣的手,在大伙面前轻轻晃了晃,眼中带着明晃晃的轻蔑,嘲笑他们这群单身狗。
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正好下课铃声响了,大伙闹够了也逐渐散开,谭昕薇抱着双臂,缓缓打了个哈欠,陆辰见状便说:“我给你打饭吧,还是你有想吃什么吗?”
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“我没什么胃口。”少女拽过少年的一手,放在鼻前闻了闻,亲他的手背,而后把他的手放到脖子上,“你手有点凉,我帮你捂捂。”
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陆辰不禁温柔一笑,看进那双从冰中化开柔情的眼睛,却没打算放过她,“豆奶也不想喝吗?还是哪里不舒服?”
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“经痛?你月经不是来过了吗?” 问的人面露担忧,还有些心疼。
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体贴的态度让谭昕薇的心猝不及防地变得柔软,她捏捏陆辰的手,只好让他给自己买面包和豆奶。
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她也没说是什么面包,陆辰还是买来了她爱吃的红豆面包。
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两人边吃边聊,谭昕薇让陆辰也吃一口自己的红豆面包,他偏头咬了一口,漫不经心地说:“我想到以后要读什么科系了。”
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少女举在半空中的手一愣,随后若无其事地收回来,少年继续说道:“我想读心理系。”
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陆辰转头看向她,眼眸亮了几分,“我上网查过了,有个城市的音乐大学附近就有个大学,还是一所名校。”
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“我们一起去吧。” 他的语气透着七分期待,三分紧张。
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“好啊。” 少女很快就给出回应。
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谭昕薇有些恍然,她都快忘记了,在他眼中,自己原本是一个可以让他热切渴望未来的人。
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但她又变得敏感起来,不满意陆辰语气中的那三分紧张。是对她没信心吗?是觉得她不想跟他走吗?
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即便后来她才想起,错不在陆辰身上。
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