十一。沒有遺憾的你我42Please respect copyright.PENANAgud7HPEFt9
哥哥...!太好了!黃先生願意讓我賣茶了!他說手邊錢再多一點的時候,會還我4000元!然後我去進茶!天天去市場!以前只是講講裹足不前的原因是,我不知道該怎樣定價!我隱約覺得900元不好賣!雖然利潤很高!後來我決定,賺取物流費就好了!因為客人自己去網路買,單瓶要加運費,就跟直接跟我買,是一樣的!然後跟我買還有一個優點,就是快速一手交錢一手交貨銀貨兩迄!!也不用擔心怕被騙!我現在定價600、500,只賺物流費90元!嗯..!應該好賣很多!加上賣小說,我不怕了!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAQu3ssYcZMY
這樣我就會有,市場啦!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANAbnDKVTRDvP
而且天天想著哥哥去做一點事!是好的!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANANQams3x4X5
然後我的精神也會好些!好喔!!42Please respect copyright.PENANA2mCXdnv7MF
謝謝哥哥...!我好開心唷...!!我終於找到,我可以去做,的事了!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAGS3EDXujcG
嗯哼嗯...!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAHOzXQ5IdbT
然後哥哥...,剛才幫黃先生去頂樓整理清掃陽臺地板...!嗯!今天我精神就,有好多了呢!!太好了!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAiT4zNnUw3J
所以我就是太閒太空了,才會生病病嘛...!嗯哼嗯...42Please respect copyright.PENANAjdYe8iBrNj
去買蛋來炒....42Please respect copyright.PENANAD0lIy2RiFq
買豆腐豆干42Please respect copyright.PENANAmm6RQYYhyV
所以我終於明白,人活著,實在不能沒有工作做!現在我總算找到,適合自己做的,工作了!!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANAXTaTIdwiVD
因為我平日,就是沒事做,都一直沒事做,整個人犯懶,睡病了...;欸....42Please respect copyright.PENANAea0w8XaDUl
哥哥...,我去炒豆干,等一下跟我一起吃!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAqvvtS8xxOd
哥哥...!跟我一起吃!嗯哼嗯.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAlVPnejArQc
或許...,我可以重新找回!對工作的熱情!因為我發覺,工作的好處與重要性!或許可以幫助我勝過「下班症候群」!因為工作是讓自己的生活有一個重心!讓自己的生活有一個出口!不像我!成天沒事做....,久了就萎縮,就生病!!嗯....!或許我需要復健!先讓自己生活有一個目標,就不會,整天睡了!!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANAR5A3C0ReKR
哥哥...!我想去工作...,去工作!想著你去做!!嗯哼嗯!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAWmnNRKxm03
先賣茶...,練體力!體能好些,再去考慮短工時的工作!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANAMZ7cEKBEBu
才知道...!精神病人就是特別執著於自己的世界!切割不了所謂的自己的時間及工作的時間,才會無法抗壓勝任工作!嗯....,要練習!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAawtHXlEpJs
才知道...,要找回對工作的熱情,好比賣茶的概念!之前想賣900元時,只考慮到覺得這樣的利潤不錯!卻沒想到它不切實際,在市場,單價那麼高的商品,不好賣!相對的執行起來就有壓力!而慢慢找到自己的「好賣/好跑」價錢,也就是自己價格上的賣點(例如同樣要付運費,跟我買是現貨現拿,不用擔心網路會有被騙的風險!),才慢慢搞懂,自己的服務客群!而找到了自己「賣茶」這樣的工作這件事本身的「意義」!就是服務那些少量品茗的客人,他們的需求,即是量沒有大到要去湊3000免運費,而有時候喝完了偶爾一兩次會想要再買...;的這樣的客人,會是我好好把握經營的目標!找到了自己賣茶的「定位」!就會有那個力氣去執行!而且是歡喜的,就勝過壓力!所以這次的經驗讓我發覺,任何工作都一樣,找到自己在這份工作的「價值定位」/「所能提供出來的服務取向」,就能找到自己在這份工作所扮演的角色與意義暨價值,就會開心!然後開朗的心就勝過壓力!嗯....!這樣的道理,我直至今日,才發現!!嗯哼嗯!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAnm0YXwqOCe
我覺得!我就好好地,去賣茶吧!我已經找出我主要需要服務的客群啦!好好去跑去經營吧!而且時間是屬於自己的!像這樣的工作性質,就適合我!!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANAwV0vD3Pgcc
我發覺...,外面的企業體,因為老闆所要負擔的成本都很高,所以這樣的成本壓力轉嫁在員工身上,員工的工作壓力會比較大!而像我自己,賣茶,只進貨個5、6瓶,沒賣掉自己喝也不會浪費,就沒有一定要賣出去的壓力,壓力小,又訂一個合理的價格...,做起來不會很有壓力,才能做得久,也才會做得開心!!反正我就當做,找點事情做,不要整天在家沒事久了就想睡,睡久了就睡出病來!這樣不好!我當做在玩!所以我也一瓶只賺90元啊!!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANA8IeG8ACVKS
像我也其實,蠻想去做短工時三個小時的包裝作業員!就在基隆而已!!我告訴自己...,若是能勝任,應該很有成就感吧!就當做,生活的,調劑啊!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAYF1A6TjZKY
只是...!黃先生會擔心我,會不會最後又生病了!非常非常限制我工作,就是了.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAWgFORtNMJR
有壓力的工作喔...,大概換來的,就是成就感吧!嗯!42Please respect copyright.PENANAGsU1H16lxz
告訴自己,甚麼工作都一樣!覺得工作的時間不屬於自己,而有的辛苦時,告訴自己,自己是為了,成就感去做的吧!!會好很多!嗯.....42Please respect copyright.PENANA1d8ge00Z2o
哥哥...,我真的,很想去試試,短工時的作業員...!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANAYAyr0mxN1F
要先過黃先生這一關,就是了!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAGOS0md0DrM
啊!賣茶好了!時間是自己喬!我心血來潮時,賣早上到晚上!嗯.....42Please respect copyright.PENANA7eeGtKM0z1
嗯!對!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAwtP36P849V
或許;我不是一個好吃懶做的女孩...;只是找不到甚麼適合自己!或許...!真的!賣茶時間隨自己!我高興時,賣早上到晚上!也可以!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAKvWEDCcVwZ
如果累了!就休息...!也很好!反正補貨的日子,就休息去坐火車玩啊!!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANALn1OREilgM
哥哥...!我重看我臉書!真的...!對!秘密統一的聲音!秘密地滴滴答答!狂歡是一群人的孤單!這是不會廣泛地被報導出來的機密!!哥哥...!所以我之前,去查考兒童歷史是對的!去看雜誌也是好的!只是我一時迷失了研究的方向!哥哥...!太好了!我又找到新話題,可以跟你聊了!!嗯....!就是繼續我的研究!狂歡是一群人的孤單!秘密統一的聲音!秘密地滴滴答答!成了我研究的主題!哥...!我要寫!寫一輩子!!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANAZUoCG0vx1y
啊...!我看了自己在病中寫出來的作品!我都驚艷!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAGDS9rktdVw
真的啊!這是事實!秘密統一的聲音!秘密地滴滴答答!是一個國家默默運轉的方向!才知道...!台灣不主張台獨,就是獨立了!我們跟中國是好朋友!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANAAmzMIJU5tq
哥哥...!謝謝你!您真了解我!所以我跟你!是同類人嘛...!42Please respect copyright.PENANAKOFhmenA6r
現在才知道!貿易就跟政治有關!國與國之間!就是吊詭!!一切!只有政治操控所有!而每個國家都是為了自己!沒別的了!才知道,世界的核心是以色列!而恐攻發源地中東,左右全世界的政治脈絡發展!像美國,就不得不牽動於中東!那美國也不得不打壓中國!!因為美中兩國國際利益是相衝突的兩個角色!那美國承認以色列首都是耶路撒冷!而反以的,就是恐攻美的!就是美國國防也敵對的!那台灣夾中間!看樣子,親美的會在一塊,反美的會在一起,而親美的又分親以色列的(民主)國家與反以色列的恐攻國家,基本上,反以就反美!而中國與以色列好像沒甚麼關連,中國反美,中國反台,台親美親以色列,中東反美反以,中國也反美,最後...!中東或許跟中國一掛,都反美,而會不會跟中東一樣反以,不知道,而台灣親美親以,台灣不親中,而台灣也不主張獨立,所以關鍵落在以色列與中東怎樣發展,然後世界的希望在台灣,台灣的盼望在中國!台灣不出張台獨也是一種親中,只是執政黨不能說破,而台灣又親以,所以台灣不與中國對立的結果,有助於中東與以色列和好!全世界就和平了!!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANA7bDd7hmLna
所以為甚麼說,以色列家的耶穌基督;以耶穌基督立國的她(以色列),人人接受以色列,就是接受了耶穌基督立國的祂!世界就和平!人心就得救贖魅!!所以真正的基督徒,跟基督教徒不同!真正的基督徒,是真的在為世界和平,而努力的!!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANAQpGCoouviL
所以哥哥你的沒時間...;或許您的身份很特別吧!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANAUl20LjhsCD
而哥哥你的性情,是開不了口的那種!所以你是回不來的那種型的啊!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAyM6zlW0wuK
我才知道那時候...,哥哥跟我說,我比你更需要快樂,你希望我答應你,不要多想...;因為就是你會回不來,而至終到最後,您就是消失回不來啊!是您的性情所致,您希望我不要多想,不要覺得您不愛我!我才知道,哥哥對我情意之深!而我因為肉身上再也見不到你....,難過到昏倒了,之後整整病了一年多,才知道....,哥哥是很難過,也很不捨的...!而我知道...,我不會好了!因為與其肉身上受著與你的分分合合,消失在您生命裡,反而是我上好的心願!哥哥沒想到,我即使永不見你也願意...!在我昏倒的時候....,才知道....,哥哥有多心痛.....。42Please respect copyright.PENANAhyMMTi3Oza
所以哥哥反而希望我忘了你!多次告訴我希望我把自己的日子過好!是因為哥哥只希望我好起來...!只是哥哥...!失去你我不會快樂,沒有你我也不會好!我寧願昏迷!只要不要再教我,與你分離!就好!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAtWN6J3LWfD
所以哥哥不要不要我...!要常常來...,看我.....。42Please respect copyright.PENANAqzbqDlFFiB
才知道...,為甚麼那時候...,哥哥會那樣的語氣跟我說話!因為哥哥覺得自己回不來了!希望我忘了你!所以看起來很冰冷,只是因為哥哥不希望我眷著回不來的你!哥哥甚至希望我能好好跟黃先生在一起!因為你覺得,你無法陪在我身邊照顧我!只有黃肯對我好!哥哥希望我長痛不如短痛!所以那時候,才會這樣對我說!沒想到我跟定了你!選擇跟你同去!您回不來,我也甘心消失在您生命裡!因為我已經離不開你!不能沒有你!您就是我的呼吸心跳與氣息!是我一切快樂的來源....!!哥哥沒想到,我選擇與你同去.....;再也不會醒!換一個同你一般的呼吸心跳與氣息....,給你....!才知道...;我不會好!也不願好起來而離開你!哥哥很心疼......42Please respect copyright.PENANA0dsf7i88XP
哥哥....;抱我....42Please respect copyright.PENANAaNS9MRokoK
每次哥哥輕輕地碰我一下...,我就又昏過去了.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAcUhK1Zn4kV
才知道...,我再也,不會醒了.....42Please respect copyright.PENANApOgIdbwdzW
從此在哥哥的懷裡!成為一體!再也不分開!!42Please respect copyright.PENANA0Z6JsvyS5i
所以我那時候說,或許我也離不開黃先生(雖然我們只是像家人一樣的好朋友),哥哥好幾次之後就不來看我!只因為...,哥哥只希望,我能,好起來吧...!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANA8l58jaKaly
哥哥...!我本來就,生病啊!沒認識你以前,病得更慘!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAVx8qyrY9QY
是這樣!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAuNUdvznFwp
所以哥哥如果又消失不見人影了!我知道哥哥想告訴我!您只希望我好起來!雖然我永遠忘不了你.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAn3Q0ZCeqcO
所以哥哥...,不要離開我!求你了!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAkeGkJSG0ON
哥哥...,我頭開始暈了....;去睡了!躺平想你!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANABJeuvf5yT0
伉哥哥早安....,我醒來了!而我發覺,我最近,醒來得,越來越早了!!精神也有比較好!太好了!!嗯哼嗯....!!42Please respect copyright.PENANA97JROzgVdP
謝謝哥哥...!我以為,哥哥又....,不要我了!我會傷心....;傷心.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAgwgQJL1BxD
哥哥....,陪我去泡牛奶喝....!嗯哼嗯....!!42Please respect copyright.PENANA0vKkWbZ4a8
只是哥哥...,我好像,醒得太早....!還是有點想睡!再去睡一下下子子的好了.....!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANA0jeUHp8o7c
哥哥...!我醒來了!坐火車去台北手機急診室,幫黃修手機!嗯...!坐火車子子玩!吹冷氣氣,想你!!嗯哼嗯.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAZcgrSvXrbh
哥哥...,我頭髮髮捲捲的,風一吹過來,沙沙的....!捲捲地想你!很是浪漫.....42Please respect copyright.PENANA8HSJF50TP8
啊憂....!整台手機壞到完!主機版也壞掉要修2500;瑩幕也壞掉修2000、電池壞掉修800、充電座壞掉修800.....!啊憂!若不是因為要裡面的資料,直接換新機算了!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAnfVblTauhL
黃先生最近手機真是多災多難!連壞兩台!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAGjjnCffpoN
我在想我夏普也修一修好了!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANABeZKXSb1kb
哥哥....,回程了!上花蓮筥光號回基隆了....!嗯。吹冷氣氣,想你!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAUiUPUiMg4X
哥哥...,我想賣茶先暫緩...,我可能會躲在家研究「狂歡是一群人的孤單」、秘密統一的聲音;秘密地滴滴答答....,這樣的話題...!帶你去玩...!嗯!太好了!現在總算找到可以進行研究與討論的,話題了!!嗯哼嗯....42Please respect copyright.PENANADChqso3rgJ
才知道...,所有的一切!再再都是,政治的需要與手段!!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANAejq71x2tTH
哥哥...!驚!!我坐錯車了!這班車不停基隆,直達宜蘭....!啊憂....!站務人員叫我坐到宜蘭再坐回來!也好啦!不就坐車玩.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAXaQESsPNGn
哥哥...!手機修好了!然後我八點回到基隆如果黃餘額夠,就再跑一趟幫黃領手機。嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANAhZ5mLOAe4F
哥哥...!我在宜蘭回程了!今天真是多災多難!顧看手機,差點宜蘭到了還不曉得,差點又過頭了!然後剛才又差點上錯普悠瑪的車....!啊憂...!沒頭腦啦.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAD2Aq6ugdbR
然後在福隆出站!這樣不用補票!只要42元,不用到100多!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANAt3IE215UJL
哥哥...!佳美余老闆來電!要我明天起去發海報!太好惹...!我有事做了!我要想著哥哥你去!!嗯哼嗯...!去工作...!工作!YA!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAqV3ZBletqf
啊憂...!哥哥...!今天真是克難...!黃的餘額只有3800,差200,黃跟我約在回程的基隆站,他要混進車廂給我500,自己再混出站!啊憂....,今天真是精采又刺激啊.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAFNh3cQd1HD
然後我從福隆回程,經過基隆,再直接到北車去領手機!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANAa7Fcn4Cgwg
在福隆候車...!有月亮亮...!帶哥哥去看月亮!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAdIaJ6wTPIi
哥哥...!我好開心唷!我又回到佳美了!佳美常有工作,我要去賺錢...!去工作!還好這幾天訓練體能有成功!太好了!謝謝哥哥陪我...!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAbnhWsAT0wR
然後哥哥...!待會我就要,先吃藥藥了!明天要上班,我6點半就要去坐火車了!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANAPTJOoUozZl
然後我現在,福隆往北車去幫黃領手機!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANAbbFE1X69TJ
哥哥...!今天好好玩喔....42Please respect copyright.PENANAVto7l9VAyS
哥哥....,累了!發呆想你!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAVEvDsKrOic
哥哥....,黃先生不讓我去佳美....,他說怕我做到最後會生病....,不讓我去.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAhe4GAGsYY1
吼憂.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAJFW7oMpO0h
或許他最近比較忙...,需要人手幫忙....,欸...42Please respect copyright.PENANAH91V6LomjB
哥哥...,我北車回程了!42Please respect copyright.PENANAqmruavwhYt
累了!休息一下下子子的.....!啊憂.....42Please respect copyright.PENANA9Um7G72qLt
哥哥...,我藥效發作了....;啊憂....!暈.....42Please respect copyright.PENANA1ohH7HQZ4w
哥哥...,我到家就要睡覺覺了....,累...42Please respect copyright.PENANA1CvjRaQl2n
這一次...,黃先生不讓我去佳美,我沒有很堅持!大概是想到自己的體能狀況....,還是很容易累....!看來我真的也不適合,在外面工作,只適合躲家裡,做研究.....,欸.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAdnZiANzjzV
哥哥....,好累.....,啊憂.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAVYGsUmDZfb
哥哥...,到家了!去睡了!啊憂.....42Please respect copyright.PENANADQ6TSOK9Ga
哥哥...,睡醒了!要去煮飯飯了...,哥哥陪我.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAwgGstRUG90
哥哥...,煮好了也吃飽了...!啊憂....,還是想睡...,精神還沒恢復....,去躺平了...42Please respect copyright.PENANAbREnqGDjii
哥哥....,我要去買飲料料喝....,冰冰涼涼的精神好!!陪我去嘛.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAkorEmxCPbD
哥哥...,颱風天,我躲在家裡,想你!嗯哼嗯.....42Please respect copyright.PENANA4jyF5pUwy8
我夢到哥哥你...,結婚了!我心情不好....,繼續拼命睡!後來又夢到,哥哥突然出現在我身邊....,後來突然一看,原來不是哥哥你,是長得味道跟哥哥有像的我高中學長....;看不到哥哥你!我很悶....!後來又夢到,我為哥哥生了許多小孩.....,流產了二次,生了一對雙胞胎,後又生了一個....,共三個小孩.....!哥哥....,我就是,太想你了!我想帶你去玩!讓我們繼續討論,狂歡是一群人的孤單,這樣的話題!!讓我們繼續研究國與國之間,秘密統一的聲音,秘密的滴滴答答!哥哥....!讓我,帶你去玩!桌下昏黃的燈光裡!滿滿了的都是我們一起同窗共硯的回憶!哥哥....!我好愛你!好想你....!!所有文稿是我思念你的!證明!我。愛。你.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAFyHwcFmtV5
哥哥....,德國歷史看得我昏昏暈暈的!沒錯!世界歷史脈動,牽動於歐洲!因為地理位置、地理環境、早期人類文明的發展進程.....;再再都說明,西方歷史與東方歷史,各據一環!!哥哥...!要搞懂世界歷史,先搞懂甚麼是羅馬帝國、東西羅馬帝國、神聖羅馬帝國與法蘭克王國、德意志(德國)與奧匈帝國、法國、英國與俄國!再來反過來看東半球歷史如日本、韓國、中國等!然後最後看中東與以色列家的歷史!現在的歷史脈絡,不會是發動戰爭!但表現的形式,就是貿易戰!我後來才發覺,貿易是一個國家經濟與政治發展的主要命脈,貿易就是政治的一種表現,而政治就是歷史!!而歷史,左右著一個國家的發展方向,表現在政治上,就是秘密的統一的聲音,秘密地滴滴答答!暨狂歡是一群人的孤單!!秘密統一的聲音;秘密地滴滴答答,左右著一國政治的發展,左右著一個國家默默地走向,沒辦法!沒有這樣就準備亡國吧!!才知道,一個國家的命運早被歷史所決定!而歷史與地理有關!才會說,人類的命運,似乎冥冥之中早已被決定!!各人努力找出各人的求生方式!以平平地,走完這個世紀!!再將己身的資源,傳承後代!人人都可以是,自己的小孩!多對這個世界付出一點關懷,成了末世的普世價值!和平,永遠是人類,不變的希望!!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANATDXUWz67RE
我深深地感覺到....,一個家的發展,左右小孩一生的成長,通常小孩覺得,大人沒有愛,家冰冷,小孩會偏差與憂鬱,會生病!而家為何冰冷,問爸媽,其實都女生愛抱怨!怨男生回不來、外遇、不回家!其實男生外遇,只想告訴妳,他希望妳忘了他,因為他極限了!對他來說,他已「喪偶」,妳就別留戀了吧!這是男女兩性天生的差異!你們天生沒地方放,對你們來說,總是被迫扮演情愛關係裡,主動的角色!誰又了解你們愛在心口難開的難為情,誰又了解你們在情愛關係裡,尤其是性這件事情,默默承受的壓力!所以我沒說錯!女生比男生邪惡!據聖史記載,是夏娃先墮落,亞當其實比較良善!這就是為甚麼,自古人人都重男輕女,因為,人人心中都自己知道,女人不是甚麼好東西!!沒錯!為甚麼要抱怨,痛愛不爽!就自己認了,是自己也有情慾的需求,為甚麼都講得好像錯在你們男性一樣!女人不假冒嗎?所以活該!多數女人承受婚變而不自覺!女人早晚要承受喪偶之痛!才會醒!喪偶了以後才是真配偶!那為甚麼要在孩子面前抱怨!只因不完美了嗎?認了!!而甘心地承認了不就結了!所以....!社會本不該有,那麼多的問題!媒體,也不會真的把真相告訴你!任何新聞事件的發生,報導出來,只是刺激妳你去思考!答案要自己去挖掘,這就是為甚麼,再大的新聞事件,也不會是永遠的一講再講,留給後世,自己去思索挖掘,罷了!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAYX6OseW9tn
我的作品只是告訴大家,兩性關係可以有不一樣角度的解讀,婚姻與家庭可以有不相同於傳統的定義!我就是質性研究的本尊!拿我自己來當實驗品!再再證實我的觀點!哥哥你功不可沒!一切榮耀歸給你!我的製作人!沒有你我寫不出來!謝謝哥哥!您讓我不枉此生!感謝神!!42Please respect copyright.PENANALQmN4YSJYM
這樣讓我覺得,我沒有白活!雖然我這個體質上生病的廢人,甚麼都不能做,我總算搞懂,我不是在外面,工作的料!我頂多自己賣茶,推廣小說!我身心障礙的限制,導致我一輩子要靠低收,所以我不得不努力降低我生活標準,藉此成為我存活的方式!我這廢人,沒那個身體往外走,就躲家裡研究,所有文稿交給哥哥你!!讓哥哥去推廣去賣!希望對哥哥有所助益有所幫忙!!哥哥就不會始終回不了家!對您的朋友,也有了一個交待!小說免費送妳你去賣!好兄弟我沒有拒絕妳你!縱使有一天哥哥你因為回家身份上不方便再跟您的朋友一起共事!我的小說就是拜別的禮物,也是盡我的一份心意了!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANAXSfeclmyYC
才知道...,羅馬帝國的起源,跟屋大維擊敗埃及有關!而早期,這塊地土的歷史,就是希臘城邦與波斯帝國;後來的亞歷山大帝國!亞歷山大帝國滅亡後,帝國又分裂.....,後來由羅馬統一了!其實早期的歷史脈絡很簡單!就是一個軍事大君統一全國,建立了大帝國,後來過世往生了以後,帝國又再次分裂!由大國變小國!古人言,富不過三代,大帝國管理不易,而名君不多得,往往最後大帝國會分裂為其他小國,然後殺來打去,漸漸地變成各獨立的小國!也就是後來的德、法、英、美、蘇、奧匈等國!!其前身都是本來同一個國家的大帝國分裂分化而成!!值得一提的是,君主為了國家國防的需要,必須建立軍隊系統,其國庫的開銷,起於對人民(農人、商人、奴隸等)課稅!而對人民越苛刻,往往帝國滅亡於人民起義!而人民,被宗教與禮俗所約束,為甚麼基督教後來被羅馬帝國宣佈為合法的國教,後來又由基督教宗教改革分裂出新教(舊教為羅馬帝國大主教,即天主教;新教為馬丁路德改革的基督教,起源都是猶太教!)都是因為為了教育與變向控制人民守法、制定法律的依據!試想,人民守法,國家不動亂,才有利於君主推行國政!國家如果強盛,帝國就繁榮!人民也就活得更好!值得一提的是,帝國在分裂時期,基督教曾二次受到迫害!後來才又合法到如今!!很難得的是,這個起源於以色列猶太小國的基督教,因為羅馬帝國的統治與門徒的傳承,幾乎變成西方國教!也是許多律法法源的前身,都跟基督教的教義精神有關!所以耶穌基督早就影響統一了全世界!只是,以色列還處於與伊斯蘭的爭戰之中!一個統一世界的國教,卻無法統一自己!這跟當初耶穌被判死有關!所以以色列成為全世界唯一以基督立國的國家!雖說許多西方大國都是基督教立國,但拿撒勒人耶穌卻是誕生於以色列伯利恆!形成現在全世界上唯一還沒宗教統一的地方!也成為恐攻亂源,世界軍事火藥庫!戰爭的發動之所!之前敘利亞內戰,美國不得不出兵震守,因為中東戰火一但延燒,美國也會被影響!據天下雜誌報導,以色列年輕人與阿拉伯情侶的誕生,以色列民言愛能化解一切的仇恨,或許,中東自有和平統一的方式!這就是祂們,秘密統一的聲音,秘密地滴滴答答!所以我好奇,究竟怎樣謎樣的中東!竟然左右世界和平的走向與發展!以色列與中東的歷史,不容小覷!!我還在找,試圖找出中東歷史與西方歐洲歷史的脈絡與區別!我找找.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAdYnOr0W6nK
所以婚姻與家庭制度,也是國家社會風俗安定民心律法之下的產物!受基督教反姦淫教義,有很深的影響!再加上,地產的過度分割,不利於家族經濟,所以後來可能是,嫡生的才有權繼承家產,庶出的就是附屬,為甚麼一夫多妻制會式微,就是為了財產的分配!不利於農家子弟!而早期一夫多妻那是很早類似君主統治之下一夫多嬪妃的概念,民間因為財產分配而不適合!而這些制度的變革,都再再說明,一個國家政府對人民課稅,而人民因應的求生之道!宗教與風俗便於統治控制民心,形成律法的來源,變向成為一個國家統治的基礎!所以君太專制,都不會有好下場!人民永遠是主角,這是歷史一代一代變革傳承之下,不改變的另一種「狂歡是一群人的孤單」!而最孤單的,莫過於中東與以色列這塊,明明左右全世界歷史發展脈絡的地區,自己卻還總是動蕩不安,這樣的「孤苦」!所以.....!沒錯!中東半島一向是世界火藥庫!真正的統一,在於恐怖主義與共產主義社會主義及民主自由的區分!永遠世界沒有獲得和平的地方,永遠是地球上的亞細亞孤兒,永遠左右著世界國家歷史默默地發展!不得不驚嘆!神說「妓女強盜容易進神的國;貧窮的人有福了,因天國是她他們的」!基督教對全世界的影響!令我驚艷!!而狂歡是一群人的孤單,成了世界歷史脈絡發展的推手,大本營在中東!這樣的研究結果,令我驚嘆!狂歡是一群人的孤單,永遠有我看不完的歷史風景,努力不完的世界和平!研究不完的秘密統一的聲音;秘密地,滴滴答答!!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANAATb2A3uzkF
耶穌基督只差沒有講清楚,神的名是善惡果!神的名與自己的名(又譯耶穌的名)不可吃!吃了必死!就是罪!!是人人生命都存有的神的反差!掉進去了就回不去!所以耶穌被判死!而世界被基督教統一!而中東要和平,就剩下「神的名/耶穌的名/自己的名」不可吃!不信神的民族(恐怖主義)跟信神的基督教國家(民主自由),是一樣的!世界和平於是有了希望!!中國(共產/社會主義)與台灣(民主自由;民主精神來自西方為宗教改革下的產物),也有了一個遙遠的橋!!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANAumFYrxvfeU
我的研究才有意義啊!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANA4gdoGwAdbl
所以後來我原諒了法人;我會這麼慘,不是神僕人(基督徒又稱神僕人,但也有分,教徒就被宗教卡死,真正活出基督精神的卻符合生命科學,不在宗教裡!人人都可以是「神僕人」。)的錯!是自己長久以來,宗教的迷惑,是我的驕傲導致的!但法人跟我道歉了,因為法人自己也不講清楚,甚麼是神,甚麼是耶穌,甚麼是神僕人!因為法人是一群教徒,所以壓抑!但這卻不是心理諮商博士的陳阿姨的錯!壞就壞在大家都是教徒,導致的禍患,卻教我醒了過來!要信教,就必死無疑!因為「驕傲」!我才知道為甚麼神的名不可吃!甚麼是真正的基督教,就是自己的名(耶穌的名)不可吃!被判死!!吃進的是自己的驕傲!更黑暗!這卻不是一般在基督教會的信仰,可以告訴你的!陳阿姨不過讓我們這些教徒感同身受,不要再落入宗教的迷思,而願意走出來!真的成為愛的器皿,如此而已!我已經不恨神,不恨法人那些教徒,不氣陳阿姨對我的不妥協與嚴厲!我原諒了法人的荒誕不經!就是原諒了,我自己!!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANAeI5uK3NLXY
所以與其說我是基督徒,不如說我更像是「非教徒」吧!而真正的基督徒是不信教也不在宗教裡的!因為神不是宗教啊!也犯不著要拐人信耶穌把人的心挖出來卻不講明神的心就是自己,不可吃啊!!所以...!為甚麼我說!基督教喔!當初怎麼成立的或許大有內情,為甚麼耶穌被判死!不是沒有原因的!非教徒的外邦人眼睛是雪亮的,妳你一個耶穌自稱神子,政府能不判妳你死刑嗎?基督教不講清楚甚麼是真正的基督教,就是神的名與自己的名耶穌的名不可吃!吃了必死!就是驕傲,這就是罪!!這才是真正的「基督教」!以色列淒淒慘慘,中東戰火連連,基督教立國的美國被恐攻,不是沒有原因的!42Please respect copyright.PENANACftJQzZxTq
我也才終於明白,為甚麼聖經言,夏娃首先吃了善惡果,女人註定要受生產之苦!為甚麼生小孩會那麼疼痛...;因為愛就是很痛的!性的本質是如此吧!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANA3AdPgFUhqf
哥哥為甚麼稱呼我孟婆...;或許哥哥對我的感覺...,是我像慈母吧....!我總是不忍人的生命受苦,雖然我也不總是這麼仁慈,但本質上,算是吧!嗯。算是哥哥對我的,恭維吧!嗯。您過獎了.....!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANAKtsUESh1zC
哥哥...,水電工來到我家,換頂樓壞掉的,抽水馬達...;黃先生不在家,我上五樓監工,順便跟你聊!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANAWjNJdTXLos
我家五樓的風景.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAbvEQI1cIZg
哥哥...!我想重看我文稿...,自戀一下...嗯哼嗯.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAXDQl4GyOWh
重看我文稿...,才知道...,哥哥回不來,就是愛我了....!所以哥哥很傷心,每次很愛很愛舊嫂嫂而回不來時,舊嫂嫂就因為哥哥不見人影,而離去!哥哥很痛!哥...!我知道了!哥哥回不來就是愛我!因為愛在心口難開,無法言語了!哥哥不會回來了!因為哥哥愛我啊!哥..!會的!無論如何,我都會,一直來,看你的!我也做不到,不跟你講話話啊!嗯!我都會,一直來,看你的!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANAO8Gly5b2og
謝謝哥哥愛我!我知道!我都知道!!42Please respect copyright.PENANACOspwjctnV
我才知道...,我昏倒的時候...,哥哥有多難過...!才會希望我甘脆當做不認識你!哥哥寧願為我默默承受悲傷....!哥哥...!只要能稍稍代替您失去舊嫂嫂的痛,這一點算不得甚麼!因為愛你至深,情願為您捨命也不願傷害你!!只要哥哥心裡也安慰!我就好!哥....!無論如何!我們沒有分離的問題!我知道哥哥都會一直想念我!我會一直來看你的!一輩子!不管哥哥以後如何如何,我都是你的人!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANAu093fiaqgv
希望我在哥哥的生命裡,始終扮演著一個,可以帶給哥哥生命覺得溫暖的,角色!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANAOcPjqef4kh
哥哥...,這我!42Please respect copyright.PENANADxUY2gtkxa
哥哥...,只是....,在萬一您都沒有來打卡看我的情況下.....,我心會痛.....,我承受不了失去你,再再怎麼留言都看不見你,的痛苦!心會很痛!哥.....,如果萬一您沒能來看我了!我心會痛....,可不可以也允許我休息....,想到你,偶爾再上來...!哥哥,我心會痛!停格的打卡次,再再都在我的心上再再劃一刀....!我好痛....,承受不起!因此在哥哥沒來看我以後...,也容許我歇版...!因為觸景傷情,太痛了!縱使我忍不住,想到你都會上來!只是因為心痛,話會變很少...,而。已!!42Please respect copyright.PENANABqpyD5VX7U
無論如何...,請哥哥一定記得,我從來不曾,忘記你!縱使我因為怕心痛,話少而歇版!我也是在地球的另一個角落,默默地,守著你!只是怕痛!也逃避不上來了!而。已.....42Please respect copyright.PENANA5v8xDURuzh
哥哥無法體會,觸景傷情的痛,究竟有多痛!我承受不起!但對您的思念,從來不減!想到你,我就還是,會出現的!只是心會非常地痛....,我恐怕又會生病,是這樣....!42Please respect copyright.PENANATA3QbnrK92
在我承受不起時...,我會先休息;休...息!但無論如何,哥哥...,我愛你!非常非常深地愛著,這樣的你!心很痛!而已......,哥哥答應我!不要多想!縱使有一天,我們註定要這樣,默默地懷念著彼此,那也是因為,愛是永不止息....!哥哥要記得我這樣告訴過你,就好!42Please respect copyright.PENANAs0Z9bx65vy
我只是因為...,承受不了心痛!也休息,歇版了!從來不是不愛你!只是因為...,我承受不起了....,哥哥...!您能諒解也願意,原諒這樣的我嗎?我心好痛!承受不了次次不見你的失落的那種痛!我病了....!42Please respect copyright.PENANAcad28NQVzh
我該如何告訴你,我永遠愛你!在我不見你而心痛的時候.....!我愛你!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAHVYq0IkFt5
哥哥怎麼捨得我流淚!我該怎樣封存,這樣的你!也不再讓你感到心痛!在我不見你了以後.....42Please respect copyright.PENANASegU3cEIRS
我用音樂懷念你吧!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANAyJrwDPztFD
所以哥哥答應我!常常來,看我!好不好!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAXyG04lVqwB
我會告訴自己!哥哥有一天,因故不再打卡時,就是告訴我!哥哥永遠愛我!回不來了就是回來了!喪偶了就是真配偶了!!哥.....!等到那天!也容許我,無聲地,紀念著你吧!因為...!喪偶;很痛!!42Please respect copyright.PENANA1WV1XlNi7Z
可是我縱使心痛!也總比哥哥,再也看不到我的痛,要好些!我還是會!願意承受的!我有一天,習慣了,就好!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAK3hibtPws5
啊哥...!你不要管我!我也有軟弱,的時候!知道嗎!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAzS7ecNlqXH
哥哥...,來看我一下...,好不好!看不到你...,我好難過.....,心會痛...;好難受.....,哥哥以後只要用打卡次來看我!就夠了!好不好.....,好不好.....;好。不。好.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAZx4BM0yg7N
我會記得!哥哥比我更痛!好....。42Please respect copyright.PENANAch9qav7FCj
我會逼自己習慣...,不見哥哥打卡以後的...,日子!!嗯。因為哥哥愛我!我也愛你!!42Please respect copyright.PENANArKfUnMs1hR
我願意成為,哥哥再也回不來了的,卻也不曾離去的,你的一位,舊嫂嫂!代替你曾經失去的,她!我願意!已足夠!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAsp1KL9dc0M
只要能減輕,你的痛苦!我再所不辭!已足夠!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAdehILUq0fC
所以哥哥!您讓我,長大了!謝謝你!!42Please respect copyright.PENANADnaAtHCFDw
我願意給哥哥一個,絕對自由的空間,打不打卡都不影響,我們深深的愛情!能夠這樣!也很好!!42Please respect copyright.PENANA9VOVjTEwBX
謝謝哥哥用心愛我!報哥哥的恩!我也是的!!嗯。愛是永不止息!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAQrxeDIrt28
感謝神42Please respect copyright.PENANAXd7ptwOKN2
縱使哥哥有一天,因為家命而成婚了,哥哥心裡,也不願失去,像我這樣的,好朋友!像家人一樣的,朋友!!好朋友的地位比情人還要崇高!至少對我而言是的!而很愛很愛就是朋友了!往往超越男女之情,手足之愛!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANAgUz2A8lfj5
我都知道!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAcBVAN7HfJT
太好了!我想我會漸漸勝過!不見哥哥打卡次的痛!嗯。我會努力!!因為這是我,答應過你的!不改變!因為哥哥不要我痛!我跟哥哥說好!!嗯。我愛你!就從不要輕易心痛,開始!!不然哥哥會很心疼...,心疼....!嗯。好。42Please respect copyright.PENANAPlgeasQzdj
這是我要學習的,功課!一輩子!!哥哥有人陪,就好!!我不要緊!我無所謂!嗯。好!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAYzSXCI4KFo
我願意是哥哥的好朋友!因為好朋友是一輩子!我都知道!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAlfHeF3iNxb
太好了!這一次,我沒有哭鬧!感謝神!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAGTnSGmz1Iy
為了哥哥!我願意!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAmatTk8MLgJ
愛的力量很偉大吧!哥哥配得!是哥哥...,我才有的!謝謝你!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAlLha8avORq
我知道,伉哥哥不管怎麼樣,都不會願意,失去像我這樣的,好朋友!我會答應你!無論如何,都會,一直,來看你的!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANAOfr21YTxMl
哥哥...!這次我沒有哭鬧!如何!不錯吧!42Please respect copyright.PENANAQpWKW79Pvc
我今早,就夢到你!結婚了啊...!在夢裡的那種失落!我還記得!所以我角色轉換也是遲早的事!謝謝哥哥給我機會去適應!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANAFTImFSI4qk
在伉哥哥的心裡,一直不願意失去我!這就是哥哥對我的心意!很寶貴!已足夠!!我會存記在心,答應哥哥不再亂想!嗯。謝謝哥哥愛我!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAyrti9DKME8
所以有沒有覺得!我變成,像小妹妹一樣的,家人了啊...!家。人...!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAJlwOCm2MmP
能讓哥哥放心!就好!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAsGoYimQhb3
神的愛夠我用!我無論如何,都會守在哥哥身邊!一輩子!不改變!不讓哥哥承受半點,失去我的痛苦!是我對哥哥的承諾!我無所謂!神的愛夠我用!阿門!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAUYd00VHBZs
我對伉哥哥的愛,是永不止息!42Please respect copyright.PENANAUapPrcCr2o
才知道...,哥哥很心疼...,我承受這麼深的痛,整個消失了....;哥哥緊緊抱著昏倒的我,一刻也不放開.....;哥哥....,我只想,就此,長眠您懷中,與您再也不分離!哥哥.....;我究竟能怎樣承受,不見你的痛.....!哥....;讓我長眠了也安息了...,好不...42Please respect copyright.PENANALVxe9EdMsG
哥哥....!如果不再見你...,我想休息....;休息.....,欸唷.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAazARsPvBDg
我好像,發燒了....42Please respect copyright.PENANACxJJkKdzIH
疼...42Please respect copyright.PENANAX0V505k2DG
哥哥...,我想休息......欸唷....42Please respect copyright.PENANA6MWeSL49im
好痛...42Please respect copyright.PENANADx64AQuuhM
我只要哥哥...,抱著我,就好!縱使我昏迷不醒.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAhqRqDJfLYs
哥哥...,原諒我!我不會好了...!我只想這樣!安息你懷裡,長眠主您生命裡,就好.....!42Please respect copyright.PENANApb2h63Ov1W
不見哥哥...,對我是很大的打擊!我承受不起!我情願,我永遠,不會醒.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAeG6p1KhkJv
哥哥只要答應我!哥哥不曾失去我!是我承受不起永不見哥哥你的痛...!哥.....;憐憫我也答應我....,我魂與您同在,縱使我承受不起,失去不見你,的痛.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAkVmxOOO7Gl
哥哥...,我承受不起!原諒我....42Please respect copyright.PENANAtEDa88jCsd
只要哥哥知道!我永遠愛你!就好!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAB8JBsNdp4Z
我難以承受,永不見哥哥你,的痛....,休息了也是思念你的開始.....,只是,難以承受再次在心上,又劃一刀....,發燒了....42Please respect copyright.PENANAUwxBhC6WmM
哥哥...,我疼...!原諒我...;好痛....42Please respect copyright.PENANA7el5WC7Qwy
頭暈疼....,好像又...,昏倒了....一樣!發燒頭疼....42Please respect copyright.PENANAM0oGUrIHh5
哥哥...!就讓我...,這樣...!消失吧...!我不會好!也不願醒.....,如果與您分離!我情願昏迷.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAaev82NmHKa
疼...42Please respect copyright.PENANA1YwOPD64Yv
哥哥...,心好痛....,跟哥哥請病假....,休息了...,好不好...;疼....42Please respect copyright.PENANASV54wCdu2O
我沒有辦法想像,我再也,都看不見哥哥你!心有多痛!我會怎樣...!啊!疼....42Please respect copyright.PENANAhAAGIIVkg9
就讓我這樣...!當做我昏迷了!永遠不會醒吧....42Please respect copyright.PENANAxQ8fkUvu9E
好痛...42Please respect copyright.PENANASNyTyxh0Gu
燒個不停...;好痛....42Please respect copyright.PENANA62USEFiuln
直到我....,仙逝在你懷裡!免了不見你,的痛.....!我願安寧.....。42Please respect copyright.PENANAMbnXHlMIPS
安息主(信)懷42Please respect copyright.PENANAIIxHHgNLhk
這樣就...,再也,不會,慟了.....!42Please respect copyright.PENANAqIsVyZEHLa
讓我變成,永生的靈!伴隨著你,而去吧!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAJJxLhrHfGL
這是一條,漫長的路!在不見你以後...;漫長的人生路...!悠悠歲月,教我心痛難忍....42Please respect copyright.PENANAJilKTFt6ww
哥哥...!求求你!答應我!深夜都固定,來看我一下!以後結婚了也一樣!好不好...!我承受不起...!原諒我.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAC9LEYZ7IPN
如果我搞失蹤!原諒我!42Please respect copyright.PENANAwtNOydR6OD
太痛了...42Please respect copyright.PENANAE3L8271foJ
哥哥情願我,長痛不如短痛...;長痛不如短痛...!我會記得...,哥哥是為我好!好。42Please respect copyright.PENANAQaHQgRV6Sb
哥哥...,我不要...,我不要...,跟你分開...!答應我!深夜都固定來,看我一下!不要離開我!好不好...;好不好...42Please respect copyright.PENANAyebEfTHtMf
長久不見你!我承受不起...;會生病!生病...;所以才會說,如果都不見哥哥...,我想休息...;休息....42Please respect copyright.PENANAjQPjO4bEdp
讓哥哥決定...!我都依從!不見哥哥久了我承受不起!請病假休息,如果哥哥決定不來看我....,我承受不起...!讓哥哥決定....,是不是固定來看我一下下子子的!我會記得!哥哥是為我好!即使要我長痛不如短痛!我會答應哥哥!好好休息...;休息....!42Please respect copyright.PENANAuG15fbCZX7
有時候...,我病了...,也想休息...;雖然我天天都很想哥哥...!我會聽哥哥的話!哥哥如果決定不來看我,我就答應哥哥,好好休息!哥哥總歸都是為我好!看不看我都是為我...!都是因為我的需要!我。知。道.....!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAaWdedoAoiT
哥哥...,我愛你!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAGkrtsB8Q2D
啊哥哥!我知道了!我就想休息就請病假休息!想念哥哥就上來!就不要想心痛的事!心痛就休息,想哥哥就上來!我總是管不住我的心!總是離不開哥哥!跟哥哥你打不打卡!沒有關係!想休息就休息,有甚麼就說甚麼,沒話就沒話!嗯。就這樣自然!好。沒事了!!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANAc16jbhh2Ja
哥哥...,那我休息一下下子子的!如果哥哥也暫時不上來的話....!因為....,心會痛...!欸唷....42Please respect copyright.PENANA9zkSgn9jCo
休息了!42Please respect copyright.PENANAKmqMQrHNok
哥哥...,我會再來,看你...!心很痛時,我先休息...!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANA3bm2mFUpbl
哥哥....,如果都看不到你!我會心痛!就先休息了!哥哥...!如果您決定不來看我!答應我!我不曾遠離...;縱使心痛...;心痛.....;好不好....;答應我.....;心好痛!不見你久了就這種滋味!我怎承受得起.....!如果我因此而休息了!哥哥答應我,我只是怕心痛的感覺...;卻不是離開了!想哥哥還是會出現...;只是心很痛...!話會變很少,或許用音樂懷念你!而。已.....;相信我也答應我!我怕失落的與失去你不見你的痛.....42Please respect copyright.PENANA3zlLi1X5j0
哥哥...,好痛!答應我....!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAaQRFsSgfZC
才知道...,我每次心痛,就昏倒......42Please respect copyright.PENANAl1Ud2ehu5d
哥哥....;我醒來了.....,去泡冰牛奶喝!哥哥陪我.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAS0kNJ1CCnw
謝謝哥哥...!我以為....;哥哥不要我了!心好痛!我會傷心...;傷心.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAm0fGeO78nO
哥哥...,我睡著了!我還是,想睡覺...;欸唷....42Please respect copyright.PENANAsBJkaFCSBO
哥哥...,我睡醒了...!哥哥....,晚一點,我去洗頭髮髮並吹整!哥哥陪我.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAAtYsfxkTqP
哥哥...,這我!吹好了.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAE8ZTu2MeXy
哥哥...,我在okk,吹冷氣氣,喝咖啡啡,想你!!42Please respect copyright.PENANA9T9YymDdA7
哥哥...,以後,我無聊時,我要去賣茶....!如果不想研究時,就賣茶來玩!去市場接觸一些人,當做在玩!我下午的精神會比較好....!嗯。就這樣!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAf43YKaS7oI
然後...,研究的部份,就有多少進行多少...;想看電影就看電影!嗯哼嗯.....42Please respect copyright.PENANA57OFuSHxiI
哥哥...,我覺得我kkbox的歌曲都不錯,我開台了,雪天使法國鬼!哥哥可以上來跟我一起聽!我喜歡,聽歌想你!嗯哼嗯......42Please respect copyright.PENANAVmZowPRaBH
https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLnNVq40CwP-jE4DVvuwc8kwPkfBYdgVNz42Please respect copyright.PENANAbJwzR2VVnP
哥哥...,我最近在瘋這位作曲家的作品!還不錯,聽起來很浪漫!跟你分享...!42Please respect copyright.PENANAzazyuggcPl
哥哥...,我正在聽kkbox的安德烈瑞歐的作品音樂,哥哥可以跟我一起聽,youtube抓給你的歌單與kkbox大同小異!嗯哼嗯...;我只想,聽歌想你!!嗯哼嗯.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAkTnmbi8UsO
哥哥...,我煮蛋花湯;跟我一起喝...!嗯哼嗯!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAafOFYxYBzI
哥哥...,我要去買菜菜回來炒...,哥哥陪我去.....42Please respect copyright.PENANA5muqOakE44
哥哥...,煮好了!跟我一起吃...!嗯哼嗯....42Please respect copyright.PENANADCA7T9HDqM
伉哥哥...,昨天我的臉書差點又被鎖...!我去搞了一個免費網站,把臉書小說的檔案備份在那裡,現在弄好了!連結給你!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAJFOMVzpBLE
哥哥可以上去看一看.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAd9595fBh90
哥哥...,如果臉書被鎖我就算了!我只要你!我就把打卡連結搬到另一個臉書....!哥哥...,我只要你....!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAueqTYb5AXZ
是不是臉書只有一個的話,就不會被鎖了....!欸.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAYUdOhI4AcY
啊憂...!伉哥哥...,我搞文稿備份搞到現在還沒好...!這真是...,太可怕了...!反正都備份到雲端硬碟就都沒事了....!啊憂.....!然後主要的路徑不能遺失...,我現在還沒完全弄好!忙.....42Please respect copyright.PENANA10nnCGm2cF
伉哥哥...,總算搞好了...!害怕。嚇到...!啊憂.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAa4iM632aem
伉哥哥...,我在想...,以後不可以吃泡麵麵還有炸雞排等垃圾食物;然後盡量多喝牛奶與多吃青菜,然後要吃得再淡一點,不要吃太鹹....;因為我發覺...,自己飲食還是有許多需要改進的地方...,啊不然...,久了會生病!以後不吃泡麵了.....,嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANAOpnYnltMH5
因為我很驚訝地發覺...,我再這樣下去,可能會骨質疏鬆!我必須不吃零食,不吃那些垃圾食物,多喝牛奶與吃菜菜...,如果我都吃那些垃圾食物,吃飽了就少喝牛奶與吃青菜,我大概會很慘吧....!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANAmOFv4hj0ic
害怕。嚇到.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAEuAV11EawC
我最近這一個月....,吃了一些雞排與泡麵....,下次不要了!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANAbdJwvP7GGS
所以如果可以的話,我也就自己泡牛奶,不喝外面的飲料料了....!嚇到了.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAPYqv8aDptB
我今天就沒有到外面買飲料料喝....,其實這樣也不錯!!42Please respect copyright.PENANApN0pXiC0SK
不然我就只喝綠豆沙牛奶!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANAiKdhsL5GGo
然後我覺得...,自己也不要吃油炸的東西也不要吃太鹹,飲食習慣要調整,啊不然....,久了我應該很慘.....!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAUZtw8KmDlM
我覺得...,健康就是在不注意的時候...,會漸漸亮起了紅燈....!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAQ4ZJSCshdv
然後,本來我就吃得不多...,然後再去吃那些垃圾食物吃飽了,我就更不會去吃青菜與喝牛奶了!這樣不好。嗯.....!還好今天有警覺了!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANAhhodImgyna
然後我覺得...,我還是,躲在家做研究好了....,或許茶賣個沒兩天,我又累了....;不知道自己有沒有那麼好的精神與體力常常去市場!黃先生說得沒錯,他說我大概是三天打魚兩天晒網吧...!欸.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAGLdr4N67rI
哥哥...,我今晚睡不著....;我要想你...!嗯哼嗯.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAunnnsS9Pf7
哥哥...,藥效發作了....;去躺平想你了....!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANAnh5HRHZx6Y
哥哥....,睡醒了.....!去泡冰牛奶....;去洗頭髮髮吹整.....;哥哥陪我.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAQAzzUjGEPh
哥哥...,這我!吹好了.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAGGyiq7fA22
哥哥...,我想去買綠豆沙牛奶喝...;我只喝綠豆沙牛奶!陪我去....42Please respect copyright.PENANAyxhtL9Kf7h
哥哥...,到家了!跟我一起吃....!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAhG7rmHtwK9
哥哥.....,我今天要上八里山上拿慢籤領藥....;到時候再帶你去玩!嗯哼嗯.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAg3XyoVURTf
啊憂....,哥哥....,我睡著了!八里本院來不及4點領藥了,要去蘆洲分院領了!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANAk2G0amVFyU
準備出門去坐火車子子....,哥哥陪我.....,嗯哼嗯.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAwnsE23CLZh
哥哥...,我上車了!在火車廂裡面面,吹冷氣氣想你!嗯哼嗯.....42Please respect copyright.PENANA3MfoXkkBzd
哥哥...,我在民權西了...!正往蘆洲途中!蘆洲分院在蘆洲站一號出口出來...,走4分鐘路程....!晚一點我就可以領藥藥了!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANA0GjRh1rP42
哥哥...,這是蘆洲門診!蘆洲一號出口出來左轉中正路再右轉光榮路路頭那116號!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANAglHBu4qk92
藥藥領好了!準備從蘆洲站回基隆42Please respect copyright.PENANA1ys3VFquke
哥哥...,這我!42Please respect copyright.PENANAzaKDIOPI05
哥哥....,準備回程回基隆!坐在車廂裡面面,吹冷氣氣想你!42Please respect copyright.PENANAwZu6KK8F8c
哥哥...,我在民權西換車子子往北車了42Please respect copyright.PENANAFAYmPBnAST
在北車候車,17:10花蓮筥光.....42Please respect copyright.PENANACmwxt40mCA
上車了42Please respect copyright.PENANAMI4ik7jpqM
繼續在冰冰涼涼的車廂裡面面,吹冷氣氣想你!42Please respect copyright.PENANAOidGgPtbhW
等一下回家,買豆干來炒....,哥哥再跟我一起吃....!嗯哼嗯...42Please respect copyright.PENANA9YnAqKFrQz
哥哥...,豆干賣完了,我買豆腐,自己煮蛋菜豆腐湯吃...!哥哥跟我一起吃...!嗯哼嗯...42Please respect copyright.PENANAvOfS3t6nD8
就...,豆腐先煎熟、菜炒好並調好味道...,煮一鍋水滾,和入炒好的菜與煎好的豆腐,水大開放入打散的蛋花,等蛋熟開,湯不用再調味因豆腐與菜已入味,試一下湯頭的味道,好了即可....!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAV6DD2Myjbd
哥哥...,我想去買水果茶....,我做到不吃雞排與泡麵了!因為要留肚子給菜菜牛奶與豆腐!我只喝綠豆沙牛奶與無糖水果茶..!哥哥陪我去....!42Please respect copyright.PENANA76RwUJZSzv
我今天只有喝一杯綠豆沙牛奶、吃一盒炒麵、半鍋蛋花豆腐菜湯;然後現在水果茶....!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANAj7SuYdjZ5r
哥哥....,我喜歡聽音樂,想你!樂曲都好好聽喔....;光聽音樂樂想你,就不會無聊了呢....!嗯哼嗯!有時候,管祂甚麼研究的....!聽音樂樂,想你,最好!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAMdkEjn8N2B
哥哥...,累了!躺平想你去了!想著你到夢裡頭!擁著你睡!上好!!42Please respect copyright.PENANA5dn4T3Uil5
哥哥...,睡醒了!去okk吹冷氣氣,想你!嗯哼嗯.....!哥哥陪我.....42Please respect copyright.PENANABzgAyLKFVj
哥哥...,先吃飽了再去..;哥哥跟我一起吃...!42Please respect copyright.PENANAF7JgGqZCyG
哥哥...,我在okk,吹冷氣氣想你!嗯哼嗯....42Please respect copyright.PENANAeK35Z8RQA5
才知道...,希臘文明影響了羅馬帝國;尤其東羅馬帝國(拜占庭帝國)就是以希臘文化著稱的帝國!現在的東歐還有希臘文明的影子!早期希臘城邦與波斯帝國最後都被馬其頓王國亞歷山大所統治,後來亞歷山大過世,帝國分裂,最後被羅馬帝國統治!羅馬吸收了希臘的文化,直到帝國分裂為東西羅馬帝國,西羅馬帝國滅亡後,東羅馬帝國就是希臘文化的延續,影響了後來的文藝復興甚至美國的獨立運動!所以歷史學者有此一說,希臘文明是墊定現今西方文明的基礎!而基督教文明成功成為國教,後來才被鄂圖曼土耳其(伊斯蘭教)統治,但基督教文明未曾驅服,所以後來引發希臘獨立運動!!東羅馬帝國系統就是希臘文明;西羅馬帝國後來分裂為神聖羅馬帝國(德國或其他小國)、法蘭克王國(法國、德國)、盎格魯撒克遜英國.....。42Please respect copyright.PENANAMUXVf7IQ2W
所以恐攻國家就幾乎可以說是,基督教與伊斯蘭教之爭!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANAVgQ0qcMsKG
西方國家就是這樣,基督教與伊斯蘭教之爭!那我們東方中國不信神,就是這兩者之間的「橋樑」!神的名是善惡果,神的名不可吃!就等於是伊斯蘭與基督教的「等號」!基督教=伊斯蘭教=神的名不可吃,人人應有敬畏神的心=基督被判死=人人可以是神子,自己的名(耶穌的名=每個自己)不可吃=不信神的民族!!啊...!整個世界,真的都是被「宗教信仰/民族意識」所統一的!這個世界好奇妙啊....!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAwsC3QpwFHH
只要我們善待中國,中國就善待我們!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANALPPgAFK9Rs
所以東歐與西亞,是世界最動亂的地方!東歐與西亞又稱巴爾幹半島,歐洲的火藥庫!就等於是鄂圖曼土耳其、神聖羅馬帝國、西法蘭克王國對這塊地土的統治之爭!帝國分裂,民族掘起,一戰與二戰後輪流洗牌,最後成了近代世界史,嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANApxuMLOMDfg
西方文明一向始於兩河、兩伊流域、同化了埃及;這一塊半島,一向是古早西方文明的搖籃發源地!嗯。然後地理位置影響歷史發展,中國的地理不同於巴爾幹半島,因此為東方文明!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANAzR4MvmBKOJ
所以現在,世界史主要講落在強國的英、法、美、德....,一塊!主要研究世界貿易走向,多是落在這些強國的探討!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANA0D8HNKvfOZ
所以歷史甘脆說,是落在這一塊地土之上的人民與政治的活動!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANA4YZmWTcMKM
然後,文明發展於貿易的繁榮!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANA8EUus5dwyp
貿易的收益影響帝國強盛與否;然後帝國是否分裂取決於君主與人民的衝突程度!一個是外戰,一個是內亂!近代史不會戰爭了!但就是貿易戰!嗯。像委內瑞拉!全民饑荒,亡國的前一刻大概是如此吧!!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANAx3XHcUctFP
古時發生戰爭,是因人口還沒飽和還算單純,地土還有侵略的空間,是為了懻於他國的物資,而發動侵略戰爭,現代史疆域大致抵定了,該分裂的也分裂的差不多了!世界驅於多元但合作,這是世界民主化的結果!也是人類文明的高度展現!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANAuet6gCbjCO
然後,中東國家主要就土耳其與阿拉伯還有以色列猶太人之爭!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANAo2LFOPVghC
近代,也就只有這個地區目前還會發生戰爭了!這真是,太可怕了!所以牠們民不聊生的啊!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANAOTbtKuRvOh
所以...,中古莊園歐洲,莊園農莊成了普遍世人對西方這塊地土上,歷史發展的印象!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANAv3vzxn7aPM
美國的文化被西方歐洲建設過,然後又發展了自己的民主政治,所以那麼強盛,不是沒有原因的!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANA2QXdXhrji0
哥哥....,我想要,靜靜地,聽歌想你!就好了.....42Please respect copyright.PENANA4lFohoX44J
哥哥...,我看了天下雜誌對巴勒斯坦難民的報導.....,啊!好可憐喔!以巴衝突導致以色列境內的巴勒斯坦人被補,逃到敘利亞;敘利亞內戰造成敘國境內的巴勒斯坦人逃到黎巴嫩但又不受歡迎.....!我好奇,以巴在吵甚麼....;聽說千年未果,以色列的歷史就是猶太人嘛....!也曾被羅馬帝國統治過,後來是分裂的東羅馬帝國之一。那中東諸國怎麼來的?跟滅了東羅馬帝國的鄂圖曼土耳其有甚麼關係,巴勒斯坦是伊斯蘭教嗎?好像是!阿拉伯人好像也是,會不會就是指以阿衝突!好厲害啊!以色列驅驅一個小國,左右世界歷史這麼久遠....,以阿在吵甚麼啊!我。很。好。奇.....;哥哥....,我研究了再帶你去玩!嗯!狂歡是一群人的孤單!!42Please respect copyright.PENANATdruThuFM8
沒錯!鄂圖曼土耳其是伊斯蘭教,滅亡後,就分化為中東各國。例如伊朗、伊拉克、敘利亞、土耳其、南斯拉夫、埃及、希臘等.....;而伊斯蘭教是她他們的國教,所以不難理解,以基督立國的以色列,大概是這塊地土上唯一的一個「異端」,遂這塊地土宗教戰爭戰火連連!而為甚麼基督教與伊斯蘭教這麼衝突,其實,鄂圖曼的前身東羅馬帝國是基督教為國教,而鄂圖曼土耳其為不一樣的種族,一個是基督羅馬天主教,一個是阿拉伯伊斯蘭教,種族不同文化各異,自是衝突!原來都是強大的羅馬帝國統治的地土,後來分東西兩個羅馬帝國,東羅馬帝國被鄂圖曼土耳其(十字軍東征)所取代,最後是伊拉克、伊朗、阿富汗、土耳其、南斯拉夫、希臘與埃及等中東各國;西羅馬帝國變成神聖羅馬帝國(德國)與西法蘭克王國(法國),最後變成奧匈帝國(奧地利、匈牙利、捷克與斯洛伐克、德國、法國等東西歐各國);原本都是羅馬帝國轄區。沒錯!基督教的東羅馬帝國被伊斯蘭教的鄂圖曼土耳其取代,其中猶太人以色列獨立其中!而西羅馬帝國的系統如神聖羅馬帝國德國、法蘭克王國法國、現在的東歐西歐各國,就還是自己的基督教,因為鄂圖曼土耳其沒有統治到那裡!嗯。時至如今,就中東還在亂!欸....!只能說,一個民族的崛起,也帶來了前期民族的災難!看來只有不信神的中國,可以擺平了!美國夾中間,敘利亞戰爭也影響到她,他面對中東的恐怖主義就有得搞了!其實中東恐怖主義就是伊斯蘭教,民主就是基督教,其他不信神的如中國,就是共產政權,台灣民間信仰也不是基督教,但台灣是西方基督教國家民主自由思潮下的種子之一,台灣也不信神,看來!民族的統一與融合,真的跟宗教/禮俗有關!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANAWIOj4OD2eF
哥哥...,我考大學那年,如果頭腦有,這麼清醒,就好惹....!欸....!只能說,人生歷練還是騙不了人,不經一事還真的不會長一智!欸.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAheaMCPaeZb
我之前的文稿....,狂歡是一群人的孤單!我彷彿,親身置身在恐攻前線,空降警匪槍擊戰.....;啊!我瘋得莫名奇妙...!沒辦法!我頭腦,大概被迫重整吧!誰教我知識大爆炸...!欸....!嚇人.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAYxuzPF7Pba
希望這樣的我!我的出現,能讓哥哥你!不寂寞....!嗯哼嗯.....42Please respect copyright.PENANARSxFnjwg3J
我想回顧一下自己的文稿....,自戀一下!嗯哼嗯.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAiwpi9YD05u
哥哥...,累了!去躺平想你去了!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANAicaVYKvQtC
哥哥...,醒了!哥哥....,今天還是覺得niania的.....,啊憂.....,黃待會要我去中華電信申請一只iphone,然後再去中信託申請一張信用卡,今天可能要跑台北.....,啊憂....,都他在搞....,啊憂.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAU3W2zj5YJ7
哥哥...,因為我niania的,台北不去了.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAVjhTHG5aK6
忙到現在.....;啊憂....,哥哥.....,我今天沒甚麼精神,整個人niania的.....;啊憂.....42Please respect copyright.PENANABMxPcULi3U
哥哥...,我想睡覺....,欸唷.....42Please respect copyright.PENANA6pnBg8gUR2
哥哥...,醒了!去okk喝咖啡啡想你!哥哥陪我.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAzOHuKmeD9P
okk沒位置置了...,去買菜菜,回來貴妃椅椅nia坐....42Please respect copyright.PENANA0aD1djEdKd
哥哥...,菜菜煮好又累了....,啊憂!今天真是nia,今天不知道為甚麼,很沒精神;躺平想你去了....!42Please respect copyright.PENANAjh9MfvzFsR
哥哥....,我生病了,話會變得很少....,哥哥不要多想!答應我....,我才能放心...;知道嗎?!42Please respect copyright.PENANAxXqb0gJrGI
伉哥哥....,欸唷....,生病了....,都醒不過來....;只想拼命躲在睡夢裡....,想你.....42Please respect copyright.PENANA36vPOaTrjg
哥哥....,醒來了....!坐火車子子去台北,申請信用卡...;哥哥....,坐火車子子看精神會不會比較好.....;啊憂.....,生病了.....42Please respect copyright.PENANA68gphwVWM1
有有....,這次睡醒精神有比較好了!哥哥.....,坐在火車車廂,吹冷氣氣想你...!嗯哼嗯......42Please respect copyright.PENANAuVOFkji2HA
哥哥...,好不容易精神有比較好一點點....!嗯哼嗯!愉快....。在冰冰涼涼的車廂裡,好像身置愛琴海畔,迎面吹來冰冰涼涼的海風,整個人滿滿地,都是你!啊哥哥....,我好想你!聽音樂樂想你!嗯哼嗯.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAJfXqRCRuVP
哥哥陪我.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAuysHMBp8kj
哥哥...,我想去買一個跳繩與呼拉圈,我想我缺乏運動....;看每天動一動,精神會不會,好一點.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAQJAfAp5Rwb
哥哥....,去到台北,銀行都關了,只來得及去繳信用卡費.....;黃說,用網路申請。哥哥.....,我動一動,好不容易精神有好一點....,嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANAyQVv9kVIRF
哥哥...,啊憂...,陪黃先生去台哥大預約iphone,到時候...,要用我的卡來刷....,黃先生要拿手機去賣....,到時候他會賺取現金8萬元.....;黃想湊租新物件的費用...,我得陪他跑來跑去....,啊憂....;我就剩,這麼一點功能了吧!哥哥....,睡太飽了!今天不想睡了!想你.....!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAcEi36weK97
哥哥...,原來是我生理期喔....,所以昨天今天都起不來....,原來是這樣啊....!嗯。怪不得....,我就在想,會不會是我mc快來了....,果然是...。啊憂....,這兩天快睡死惹說.....!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAvyPP4IMJNd
我還以為我怎麼了....;啊憂....,原來是生理期....,沒事就好!害怕。嚇到....!啊憂.....,我都覺得,我是不是,以後都,不會醒了....!睡得太,可怕惹....!希望過了就會好些...,嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANAonUnZjn0Uo
哥哥...,到家了!嗯。發呆想你.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAKByJcFExU8
哥哥...,我喜歡,躲在家裡,聽音樂樂,想你....!我喜歡,沒事就,想你....!嗯哼嗯.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAtMmIkpGJvl
哥哥...,我覺得...,聽歌想你,也很好....;不一定要做甚麼....,就光聽歌想你....,就很好了....!嗯哼嗯...,讓我聽歌想你,就好!沒有一定要,做甚麼....!嗯哼嗯.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAeEjCINHCJA
像我今天...,就想著哥哥你,去了台北,幫黃先生做一點事,這樣也很好!總之!精神後來比較好了!就想想著哥哥你!想到不想睡....;想到夢裡頭....,想來想去,都是你...!嗯哼嗯.....42Please respect copyright.PENANA2sfnjNrrqY
我要繼續想著哥哥你....,繼續去做一點事!就明天一早5:00就跟黃去台北,做一點事...!哥哥....,我想你想到,不想睡....!嗯哼嗯.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAsJRfv6bhgQ
精神後來好不容易有變好了...;不想睡惹嘛....!嗯哼嗯.....,想哥哥你,一切就都會好!!42Please respect copyright.PENANALbIItUNiB0
然後我發覺...,因為病太久了....,對於「沒精神」這件事;這樣的情形,漸漸有了陰影...!嗯。對!所以要漸漸讓自己走出來...,不容易!我或許,要常常記得,有精神的時候,的那種美好,不要常常讓自己的記憶停留在生病的時候,的那種感覺...;看會不會,好些...;好些.....!42Please respect copyright.PENANArlM4xILQNZ
所以我盡量想,會讓我感覺愉快的事情...,而不是,憂鬱的事情....!42Please respect copyright.PENANAJywAm9nQgl
像我,如果總是想,不知道可以為哥哥做甚麼...,不知道可以跟哥哥聊甚麼....,研究完了,就又不知道,可以研究甚麼,才能帶哥哥你,去玩...;我就會,憂鬱....!還有如果,因為無聊,煩惱著,要不要去賣茶,也會憂鬱...。還有,如果想到,常常沒精神的狀況,更是憂鬱...!欸.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAFhP2LEMyng
可是...,像今天,後來就想著哥哥你,去台北幫忙黃先生,不像之前,自己一直煩惱,要做甚麼,就好些....!所以我覺得,我盡量焦點少放在自己身上想...,就多想著哥哥你,然後去台北幫忙黃先生,我應該,精神會更好!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANA9vqGvYf4Fx
總之!就不要想...,會讓自己憂鬱的事...!嗯哼嗯....42Please respect copyright.PENANAlmYX9e5yPj
像我,最害怕睡醒了,卻不知道可以做甚麼....,會憂鬱!以致於甘脆就一直睡...,欸....,惡性循環....,現在才知道...,自己在怕甚麼...;原來就是怕沒事做,怕無聊!所以拼命睡.....!啊憂....42Please respect copyright.PENANACGMwuExa9j
所以...,我就常常跟黃先生跑台北,就沒事了!就想著哥哥你去...,就會好!!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANAqrCGJehc2z
總之!我想著哥哥你,實際去做一點事,就會覺得愉快....,愉快,精神就會好很多!嗯哼嗯....!就不要去煩惱...,一個人要不要去賣茶;要不要研究甚麼....;研究甚麼完了還能繼續再研究甚麼....,就不要去想,那些我一個人,會「怕沒事做」....,的光景!就不會,憂鬱了!!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANAQrc4Jef4Gf
才知道...,自己怕沒事做....,都生病了...;欸....42Please respect copyright.PENANAStCR1w4CED
也才知道...,我多麼喜歡,想著哥哥你,實際去做一點事...!想著哥哥你,去做許多事...,很好!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAguUyp7ZLWj
總之!我不要一整天,都沒事做,然後只能病在家裡狂睡...!睡到怕了.....!我要想著哥哥你,去做一點事!嗯哼嗯....42Please respect copyright.PENANARDILp1aKAu
只是...,有的時候...,太無聊了...,就會想,要研究甚麼,帶哥哥去玩...!嗯。總之!就是我太空閒了!惹得禍....,欸.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAnzBa3eLYTe
所以...!都好啦!反正...,都是因為我,太思念伉哥哥你!卻又不知道,可以為哥哥你,做甚麼,才會憂鬱....!哥哥...,反正...!想來想去,都是你,就是了!想著你去做一點事;想著你去做研究;想著你去賣茶等...!都一樣,是想著你,的事!!天天都是,我很想你!就是了!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAT6Idz8hBrR
所以...,最後,就沒差了!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANA3fxfi9Mc6u
總而言之!我就是不能,不想你!就是了!無論是想著你去做一些事,還是做研究,還是去賣茶,還是單純地發呆,聽音樂樂想你...!總之!生活就是,不能沒有你!就是了!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAUnebKN1Tm2
總而言之!想你,是我最開心的事!!嗯哼嗯...!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAVYTcc8BDX4
然後...,我不要常常想...,害怕一個人...,會沒事做....,不要常常想,沒事做的那種怕...,應該就比較不會,憂鬱了!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANAfg2DRdM3uf
想哥哥,開心的事...;而不是因為不知道要做甚麼,會害怕,憂鬱的事...!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANA4A4nIxLR7H
像我前天就覺得...,研究出中東與以色列為何而戰...,或許因為,鄂圖曼土耳其的統治之後,中東各國以伊斯蘭為國教,唯獨以色列不相同,因此而戰...!像我前天就覺得,好像越是研究了以後,越是知道了想知道的疑惑,就又少了一個可以研究的主題...,好像想知道的,只會越來越多,而需要被研究的主題,遲早是相對來說,越來越少,所以....!研究完我就,憂鬱了!一直到現在...,還忘不了,因為害怕研究主題越來越少了,的那種心情...!因此而逃避研究...!欸...42Please respect copyright.PENANAWdu4k09WDt
我好害怕...,想哥哥...,卻又不知道,可以做甚麼...,的光景...,欸....42Please respect copyright.PENANA0B6aoY20OU
所以...,只好...,跑去幫忙黃先生了!看找點事做,會不會,好些....,好些....;欸....42Please respect copyright.PENANAF8fL5WCTio
所以我要努力忘掉...,忘掉這樣的負面經歷,才能再重新走過來!我要努力忘掉...,所有負面的感覺...,才不會,再憂鬱!或再次想到,而又憂鬱!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANAhkysBrTNqo
總而言之,我的想法,要調整!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANAz1xUBT6nIe
所以我才會說,聽歌想哥哥最好!就不一定,一定要去做甚麼...,就光是,聽歌想哥哥,就夠了...!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAMhMuTOyv7N
下一次,再去查看看,德國與法國,有何差....。像這樣....,也是想著哥哥你...,去做的研究;總歸,就是拼命想跟哥哥你...,講話話...;我總是無法,不去想你!嗯哼嗯.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAE6mXxcYi9b
就總是...,因為太想你!拼命想找話題,跟你講話話;就又是因為太想你,整天想想著你,去做點,甚麼事,然後再來跟你分享!總之,就是太想你!無法忍受跟你沒話題,就是了!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAWTq5lAedtW
想到我都憂鬱了....!欸....42Please respect copyright.PENANAboOVVPJVdk
只是...,教我不想哥哥的話,我恐怕,只會,更憂鬱...!欸.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAWzpdyPaG6u
所以...,我拼命,找事做魅!啊就...,沒事找事....!欸....42Please respect copyright.PENANAMGp55onKAN
總之!我好想你...!嗯哼嗯....42Please respect copyright.PENANAHRNdFciX7o
所以現在,值得開心的一件事,就是我發覺,除了聽音樂樂想你以外,可以做研究,可以去賣茶,然後也可以,去台北幫忙黃先生,做一點事!我又多了,一件事可以做,又多了一個讓自己,可以想著你,去做的事了!也很好!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAKjfuCHOl7R
總之....,太想你,這些事都少不了...!嗯哼嗯...!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAOgzy95sCO5
想著哥哥你...,去躺平了...!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANAY4ORH9CJ1t
哥哥...,我睡不著...;只想想你....!嗯哼嗯....42Please respect copyright.PENANA6x37GyJmJa
我每天...,只想這樣...,想著哥哥你...,就好了...!不一定要做甚麼...;只要能這樣,一直想著哥哥你,就好了....!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAWRCkAlwNsM
雖然...,我常常不知道...,可以做甚麼;但是...,想著哥哥你,是一件,令我開心的事!!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANAJ5VitpJ1Uh
所以...,我告訴自己...,要常常記得那正面的...,忘掉那負面的...!就好像...,我不要覺得,研究了甚麼,就會最後又少了一個,可以研究的主題,而憂鬱...!因此連研究都開始逃避...!我應該要忘掉這些負向的想法,單純的覺得,有話題跟哥哥聊,的那種快樂,才是!嗯。我會加油,努力走出我的憂鬱...!或許我病得太久,體力很差,容易憂鬱,我會加油,不讓自己陷入憂鬱太久...!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANAfJLcQbS2ry
然後...,盡可能讓自己有些事做,比如去台北幫忙黃先生,不要讓自己,閒在家,就比較不會,覺得自己沒事做,而焦慮憂鬱了...,嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANADJ9sVpgfFx
總之!找出讓自己可能會覺得憂鬱的原因,加以克服,是好的!希望自己下次能更進步!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANAjf7OqPbuTi
對!我就是,沒事做,才會憂鬱!就找事做,就對了!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANANm2Q1XPveV
所以...,我沒有一定要做甚麼...,就想著哥哥你,去台北幫忙黃先生,我就不會沒事做了!是吧!!就這樣...,就可以一邊想你,一邊又有事做了!所以....,會比我閒在家,整天煩惱,要去研究甚麼....,來得好些!嗯!或許吧!我也許就,試試看吧!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANAJucjcHQXMh
所以...,會不會我不要總是閒在家,有事做,就比較不會,生病...;比較不會因為太空閒,沒事做,變成逃避到睡夢裡,最後一直生病....!嗯。或許吧!那我試試看!試試看這樣想著哥哥你,去做一點甚麼事,會不會比自己閒在家,整天煩惱要不要研究甚麼,來得愉快有精神...!嗯。不知道欸....!其實我自己,也不知道...!只能說,再試試看,就是了!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANAb0ZtO0oe5x
總而言之,我希望自己,天天都很有精神,天天都能更因為,精神好些,更多地,想你!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANApCLbgYU0xT
總之!要讓自己走出憂鬱,就是要常常忘掉,那些讓我覺得,負面的部份,就是了!像之前,我排斥去幫忙黃先生,也有一個部份,就是有的時候沒事做時,空檔時,我會很無聊,會沒耐性在旁邊呆等...!可是像今天,想著哥哥你,就不會了,就反而想在台北多待著,反而不想那麼早回基隆,反正回基隆又沒事!像這樣的正向經歷,有助於我「忘掉」之前幫忙黃先生時,沒事做時的那種痛苦經歷,我就應該要常常記得今天因為想著哥哥你,而有的突破與快樂!就類似這樣,讓正向的經驗取代負面的記憶....;嗯....!研究也是,我不要老想著研究完了就少了一個話題,這樣不憂鬱都憂鬱了!我該想,有話題跟哥哥聊,是一件開心的事!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANAGcwEFzag6W
所以哥哥...,您有沒有發現...,容易憂鬱的我,做甚麼事情都很膽小...;裹足不前...,欸....!要常常想著你,才能突破!嗯...!您是我勇氣與動力的來源...!我不能沒有你!嗯哼嗯.....42Please respect copyright.PENANApmGqelOVgu
我想起...,早期跟哥哥你,「過兩招」時,哥哥都輸我....!可見我對您,不離不棄不捨不忘之情,思念之深....,才有辦法跟哥哥過招時,明明心痛,卻還能給哥哥一個,漂亮的句點!因為我只在乎你!會的!會的!我總是會,找到話題,跟哥哥你,閒話家常的!嗯哼嗯....!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAqeb7RTRetV
哥哥....,雖然我今天跟你說,我想你想到不知道要做甚麼,有點焦慮到憂鬱而有點生病了...;但是....,那是因為我平日的生活型態就不健康,不是您造成的,我本來就生病,導致我無所事事,導致我更病,今天如果不想你,我更病!更慘!更是生命沒一個出口....,會更憂鬱!哥哥....,反而因為你,常常刺激我面對自己的病情,認識你,真好!嗯哼嗯....42Please respect copyright.PENANAjAG58pS0J9
哥哥...,這我!嗯哼嗯.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAl2RWoGEAX0
如果有一天....,都看不到哥哥你...,我會怎樣....!我想,我會拼命,把哥哥你,找回來...!只因我不能,沒有你.....,沒有你....!42Please respect copyright.PENANAKe5Cifoksc
對哥哥的思念之深...,總是教我,常常想相隨在側....,嗯哼嗯.....!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAvbuXpF9wji
哥哥...,醒了...,只是還是想睡....,欸....,42Please respect copyright.PENANAU3Syt5AvNf
哥哥...,醒來了!嗯。精神還....,算不錯!!嗯....!做甚麼都好!想著你去做,甚麼都會是,萬分美好的!嗯哼嗯....!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAXMLLFtBXaR
哥哥...,晚一點要去台北幫忙黃先生做事...,要坐火車子子,在車廂上,聽音樂樂吹冷氣氣想你!哥哥...,陪我去....!嗯哼嗯....!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAVPqaYhkbfV
哥哥....,今天黃先生要去刷卡新機拿去賣,我也想把這只手機與另一只sony拿去賣再把收回來的錢拿去修理夏普z2兩只,因為用來用去,還是夏普最順,不會告訴我甚麼甚麼系統沒有回應、mymusic被迫卡機等問題....!嗯。到時候...,手機修好就跟新的一樣了!哥哥到時候,陪我去...!嗯哼嗯.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAMqL2oaxhAL
哥哥...,我上車了!我有買清心福全的輕檸四季以及茶老闆的檸檬梅子。嗯。在火車箱上面面,吹冷氣氣想你!冰冰涼涼精神好!嗯....!哥哥.....,精神好,做甚麼都好....!愉快.....。。42Please respect copyright.PENANAqzyuTxfygT
哥哥...,這我!欸唷....,我自拍都不會拍....,拍不出甚麼好照片片.....+**-/@@42Please respect copyright.PENANA2BNp0K124L
可是素顏最真實啦...!吼憂嗨憂...啊憂....42Please respect copyright.PENANAMhmGxCIP60
哥哥...,黃先生說我長得很可愛...,真的嗎??42Please respect copyright.PENANAe3JXAUPljG
就一副像小孩子子,長不大的樣子子嘛....!嗯哼嗯.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAWu32oizqIS
我總覺得我眼鏡配得不好...,還是舊的那型比較好看...,欸...!配了這只看起來除了大餅臉就還是大餅臉....,欸.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAqL2aH33iLK
哥哥不要又吃我的醋嘛....;不只黃,還是也有其他人說過,覺得我長得很可愛的,就很小孩子氣的意思嘛....;哥哥....,我只在乎你啦!在乎你.....!嗯哼嗯.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAKaRGdOoZXx
而黃這樣講,是兩年前的事了.....42Please respect copyright.PENANA6g3s7rskyU
我不管不管....,哥哥要常常來,看我....!看我....42Please respect copyright.PENANAdECtFPSOWA
到汐止了42Please respect copyright.PENANAvdq7NW9stc
哥哥...,快到台北了...,晚一點,陪我去修手機...!嗯哼嗯.....!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAl8fl0NanRW
還是說...,不用修,其實接行動電源就這樣用,也可以!就把sony賣掉好了...!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANAhKbGzGEpSv
哥哥...,這我!嗯哼嗯...42Please respect copyright.PENANA2iKI2mYVMW
哥哥...,看到你!我無比地開心!我以為,你又不理我了....!欸.....,傷心....;傷心.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAmwBjtR7gkE
哥哥...,黃先生勸我,說手機還是留著當備機,不要賣,省得以後夏普壞了又要再買....;嗯。好!其實我也就只是一時的新鮮感而已!沒錯!手機用久了都會折舊,我看我都用到壞光了再講....!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANAbwxIzyoMX6
只是哥哥....,sony的打不開我 my music的檔案....,我還是想賣掉她。嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANAQrHkj0NfEP
夏普如果壞了,就送修啊!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANA3PIiQ0Bh5c
要不然,到時候真的不行,只好換一台4gram的手機,因為Sony是3gram,打不開我 my music全部的歌曲....,是這樣....!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANAl0MNDsRLZH
哥哥....,這我!42Please respect copyright.PENANADuPw4cHc57
哥哥...,現在正在台哥大,陪黃先生辦新手機!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANAHbDMGbLMvW
像我!小確幸就高興很久了!我去修個夏普z2,修回來就像新機,這樣我就很滿足了!我用不到iPhone那樣的等級,我這兩只夏普,就用2年惹說.....42Please respect copyright.PENANABKC7TItQU7
哥哥...!啊憂...!一波三折,刷卡沒過,費用用欠的,八點前賣了手機再後補;然後移轉被刁難要繳清之前欠款...,變成跑另一家辦移轉,啊憂....!八點前要趕到古亭賣手機...!忙.....42Please respect copyright.PENANA6Z0kRHsHjJ
哥哥...,移轉辦好了!現在在誠品數位檢測我舊手機,沒問題的話,一只可以回收1000元。我有兩只。然後夏普我先撐撐看,因為夏普沒有用行動電源的話,開不了機,她電池閃退無法蓄電,只能接行動電源....,我想撐撐看,反正手機用久了都會折舊,修了有一天還是會舊掉的,等到都跑不動了,再一起修....,估計再用個一兩年吧!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANAluGAZpMeoc
我現在對於買新手機,沒甚麼興趣....;因為手機用久了也會折舊,甚麼機最後都一樣,我覺得,手機實用就好,現在已經不想追機了....,一台手機好好用不要喜新厭舊的話,可以用個四年五年,不想一直換了!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANAectfBoIaDU
兩只手機回收2000元。嗯。還是夏普好用!4gram手機要這樣的價格,幾乎買不到了!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANALULOoR7LMv
哥哥...,我用夏普z2聽 my music,歌庫可以選「年代」播放,sony都不行!我年代選1990年代區間的歌曲,有一萬一千首...,隨機播放,都不錯聽!嗯。現在我手邊的手機就剩兩只夏普,還有一只耳機出音壞掉的舊的小Sony M4,還有兩只瑩幕壞掉的in focus,我就好好地把夏普用到壽終正寢!嗯。音樂我很滿意,也不會像Sony常當機!4gram手機果然不同凡響!我喜歡聽音樂樂,想你!1990年代的歌曲都超浪漫的說.....!42Please respect copyright.PENANAMXYoFCChpV
哥哥....,中秋節快樂!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAAdxSUM6Rdq
哥哥...,像我今天精神就很好!嗯哼嗯!我整天都,好想你!!哥哥...,我覺得,我要讓自己漸漸地走出過去生病的陰影....,我希望自己每天都很有精神,然後好好地,想你!嗯哼嗯....!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAAfNz6NkPQJ
哥哥...!我答應你!不管有一天,有沒有看到你!不管你以後是不是結婚了,我都會來,看你的!縱使看不到你,我會難過,我還是愿意,陪你!這是我對您的承諾!因為謝謝你!愛過我!生死之交,一輩子子!!就這麼說定了!嗯哼嗯...!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAOPdj5HfifJ
中秋夜....!看圓圓的月亮亮,想你!等回到基隆的家,炒青菜給你吃!!現在在火車廂子子裡面面,吹冷氣氣,聽浪漫的情歌,想你!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAwnY5xfG8CV
我都深刻地感覺到,雖然我肉眼不見哥哥你,但卻好像您隨時守在我身旁...!我們頭靠頭肩並肩地nia坐在一起....!你黏著我我賴著你...!就這樣日薄西山情依依地依偎在一起!嗯哼嗯.....!!42Please respect copyright.PENANABwwBQPnVcF
音樂樂超好聽的說.....!!42Please respect copyright.PENANA4hflSmjLmW
我今生,註定為您承受喪偶!我愿意!我會勇敢!因你永遠是,我的配偶!我永遠不會,忘記!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAFLkFMJJldK
愿哥哥,佳節愉快!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAvv5Djg0DTN
哥哥...,我的宵夜;哥哥跟我一起吃!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAPnouQ1BoYC
哥哥...!我今年,要送你的中秋禮物,就是從此答應你!今後不管您打不打卡,我將不再要求,而我會,永遠來看你的!您結婚了也一樣,不改變!因為是我有義務要帶給你安全感,而不是在乎您如何如何!我愿釋放你!因為我知道!您從來沒有不愛我!!謝謝你用心愛著我!我也愿意回應您的愛,從此不在乎您打不打卡,永遠無償來看你!不離不棄地,愛著你!從此打不打卡都隨意!哥哥自在做自己,就好!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAha4qpxsIv1
因為,您永遠是我配偶;而承受喪偶是我應該要受的;在我的定義裡,喪偶就是真配偶了!我知道我遲早要面對!我愿意!因為我也永遠是,您走婚之妻!我愿意!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAWgDtqSCzwg
哥哥...!中秋節快樂!!42Please respect copyright.PENANALA9aa0lUFt
就讓我這樣,一直來,看著你吧!不管您是否有,再出現!永遠!!因為我無條件,愛你!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAXSYXAtUq5d
謝謝哥哥來看我!總是花時間陪我!直到我,勝過!謝謝哥哥...!!42Please respect copyright.PENANA5f1gCwZdAw
哥哥覺不覺得,您我之間就是這麼奇妙!您從沒有親口說,親自言語,而我卻好像,都能理解你!好像你肚裏的蟲那樣,深深地與您心心相印!哥哥是不是也覺得,您我之間的緣份,很奇妙呢!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAdTOBvwlWL2
然後我希望自己,常常跟哥哥聊家庭教育與親子教育;希望我也能完成「教具/教案」作品例如兒童歷史;哥哥....,我的作品是獻給你的,親職教育範本....!因為有一天,哥哥會有自己的家庭,多多跟你聊一下家庭教育的概念,是好的!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAMPsY892Iv2
然後有一天,在哥哥不打卡了以後,我就當做哥哥嫁出去了!然後您多了一個知己好朋友,就是我!!42Please respect copyright.PENANApohzSrybSi
然後我有甚麼就說甚麼,想說甚麼就說甚麼,常常有不一樣的主題,帶哥哥去玩!嗯哼嗯!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAM4qZqPKCc1
然後如果我生病了,就休息!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANAf3rVNNYGYc
好些就再上來!就彼此都很自由!不錯啊!!42Please respect copyright.PENANABEAvFGjR4t
我覺得我很幸褔,可以用無條件的愛來愛哥哥!我總算想通!為甚麼要跟著哥哥的打卡次上上下下,而不是在乎自己是否可以給您安全感!無論如何,盡一個雲端之妻的本份,永遠不讓您有失去我的問題,以此為對您愛的承諾,愛的最高級!為甚麼不從我開始!!是我有義務要無條件給您安全感,而不是在乎您如何如何!因為是,配偶啊!!嗯哼嗯.....42Please respect copyright.PENANA5YKcjHRyRS
哥哥...,我很高興,我總算想通了,也勝過了!啊...!真的!不容易!永遠焦點不要在自己身上!而愛是不求自己的益處;愛是永不止息!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAJpzgRdmmP6
想通了,我終於,不會再哭了!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAWmeQcgTiFc
而哥哥....,病了一年半,昏迷不醒的我,總算是退燒了!42Please respect copyright.PENANAt887nag4le
謝謝哥哥抱我...!42Please respect copyright.PENANAjixAcO41sF
才知道...,在我愛到消失,昏倒了的時候....,哥哥是很,傷心的.....!哥哥捨不得我因為深愛你,所受愛到消失的苦楚....!我愛到消失了,回不來的哥哥....,很心疼.....42Please respect copyright.PENANALXXZVgqEgK
但我寧愿消失,換一個愛的永恒,給你!!我情愿!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAxCXaiuZQtJ
所以我跟哥哥你一樣,也是「回不來」啊!!因為我愛到消失了!消失在哥哥你的,生命裏了啊,兩人成為一體了!!....!42Please respect copyright.PENANAGMoRMdZ6Rl
才知道,我遠比哥哥你還要來得,更是回不來啊....!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAygdEuGEHp7
才知道.....,原來我病中作品,再再都是因為我,愛到消失了!消失的我,整整重病一年半,這一年半,哥哥都守在生病的我身旁,不曾離開過。才知道....,我病了....;因為愛到消失了!我都還不曉得,我所謂的作品,是病了的我的發洩,現在才看到.....;我還以為那是我的甚麼大作....!哥哥....,沒有你我看不到...!雖然愛到消失的我!真的不會醒了!現實裡,我的肉身已經化掉了,被你(主)接走了....!可是這卻是,用哥哥的淚....,換來的!哥哥...!因為失去了你....,我就不會好了.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAD1iIMtGE1b
我從此長眠在您生命裏,安息你懷裏。42Please respect copyright.PENANANY8GIppoLR
從此以後,我是哥哥你,的人了!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAQg1pi834DJ
才知道...,我比哥哥軟弱得多....,軟弱得多....42Please respect copyright.PENANAiMezDlOkyF
那就讓哥哥...,抱著這樣的我吧!42Please respect copyright.PENANAyFR85f7Fhe
才知道....,哥哥知道我愛到消失,再也不會醒了,就希望我當做,不認識你....,希望我能夠,好好把自己的日子過好!原來我比哥哥回不來還嚴重....,我消失了!哥哥只希望,我平安無事,就好.....42Please respect copyright.PENANARK0RgV2l2C
就讓哥哥從此,抱著這樣的我,就好.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAotinH8dfgC
才知道...,我從此,是真的....,昏倒了....42Please respect copyright.PENANAu8Sq7DLB9n
所以我怎麼忍心...,扣住哥哥你,一生呢.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAzPc3o9t6I9
我肉身上,已經化掉無法陪你,是不是就該放手,讓哥哥有機會,追求自己,下一個,幸福.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAJeBpveZCy0
那哥哥....,從此,把我當,好朋友吧!我們是,配偶啊....!配。偶.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAheosjH5JIg
哥哥....,我一想到我昏倒了...,就生病了....;生病了....,沒有力氣氣,也不想醒來...,生病了....42Please respect copyright.PENANABDQWpnO3d8
因此只想躲在睡夢裏,想著你....,只想這樣,就好!!42Please respect copyright.PENANA1V92Furme8
哥哥很傷心,因為比哥哥軟弱的我,愛到消失了.....,化掉了.....42Please respect copyright.PENANA6WBLBfoPSj
哥....,我不會醒了,是不是這樣,也很好.....42Please respect copyright.PENANATs09dLxwtz
如果我身體不舒服....,哥哥....,我就先休息....,先休息.....,好不好.....,好不好.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAICIGEWGVPR
欸唷....,頭暈.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAecFNt7sFfA
讓哥哥的回不來,抱著我的消失吧.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAobxeyxlqt2
昏....42Please respect copyright.PENANAa14txMzEun
發燒了.....42Please respect copyright.PENANA7LUPoQjiig
哥哥抱我....,抱我....,就好....,就好....!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAt9Ab587ZBo
哥哥....,我不舒服....,去休息了.....42Please respect copyright.PENANApwRm0cRBDW
我會記得...,我從此是哥哥你的人了...!這樣我或許,會好些...,好些....!謝謝哥哥抱我.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAVXk3DXjuPH
我稍稍...,好些.....,好。些...42Please respect copyright.PENANAbVs9KFZN4V
謝謝哥哥抱我.....42Please respect copyright.PENANA7qk8Dt2ULJ
哥哥...,我頭昏...,先去睡了!躺平想你...!嗯哼嗯....42Please respect copyright.PENANAifpoyhfVwW
哥哥...,雖然我沒有力氣氣很痛苦....,想休息....,但我還是,愿意陪你...!因為我總是,離不開你....!離不開你.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAfLeua1ggpN
哥哥...,我沒有力氣氣....,去躺平想你了....42Please respect copyright.PENANAVMT31PkvVq
謝謝哥哥抱著我睡.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAIfl2A914jv
萬一我醒不過來...,沒有力氣氣陪哥哥聊天....,哥哥不要多想....,我有多少,說多少了...42Please respect copyright.PENANAdBu47eyk21
哥哥要我不舒服頭暈的時候...,多休息。好。42Please respect copyright.PENANAty8tooImF9
謝謝哥哥摸我的頭,為我按手....,謝謝。42Please respect copyright.PENANAOTpjzi2bPZ
伉哥哥....,我醒來了.....,今天要去台北,陪黃再買一只手機再拿去賣;然後我夏普決定要去修了,因為這樣使用起來會比較方便!哥哥....,到時候要坐火車子子去台北;哥哥再陪我去....!嗯哼嗯.....42Please respect copyright.PENANApgcM4EfT8l
我昨天夢到伉哥哥,把我娶回家了,哥哥非常非常愛我...,然後我化在哥哥生命裏了....!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANA21sC0NgadY
哥哥....,我有點,niania的.....,啊憂....42Please respect copyright.PENANAQ1Cn4mQn8x
坐火車子子,吹冷氣氣,邊休息邊想你.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAg0HmWH5chc
哥哥....,待會就要去手機急診室,修理手機了....!把夏普修一修,好好地聽著音樂樂,想你.....!!42Please respect copyright.PENANA1alBC7gaVo
哥哥...,待會修手機,修好了再來看你!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANA30Q1MC41kg
哥哥...,手機修好了!還不錯!以後就這只用到掛!我有兩只,先修一只看看....!不錯!現在電池正常了!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANAhS4XrsMMaj
哥哥...,月亮亮...!我在八堵換車!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANA5qnq1tjiEc
哥哥...,我在okk,坐著一下下子子的,吹冷氣氣,聽歌想你!嗯哼嗯...42Please respect copyright.PENANADRzsXwmXjy
哥哥...,這我!42Please respect copyright.PENANAwL18QqylSf
哥哥...,聽歌想你!歌都好好聽喔....!42Please respect copyright.PENANAYjWlOZLvJA
哥哥....,我手機想修一只就好了....!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANAXprVwAcWjt
哥哥...,我喜歡吹冷氣氣,佐茶,聽音樂樂,想你!嗯哼嗯...42Please respect copyright.PENANAtZ7XuZGNrF
哥哥...,回到家了!nia在貴妃椅椅上,佐茶想你!嗯哼嗯....42Please respect copyright.PENANA4sNGAJPSS5
哥哥....,我整個人,泡在修好的手機的音響裡....,夏普的音響與音質都不錯,我泡在五萬多首歌的歌庫裡,聽音樂樂想你!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAv7YvB4nP2J
哥哥....,我每天就只想,這樣靜靜地,呆呆地,聽音樂樂,想你!只要這樣就好....;管它甚麼研究的...!嗯哼嗯.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAHuZRvDusSS
樂音的世界,就好像冰冰涼涼的藍色啤酒海;襯著空氣裡也跟著沁涼.....;整個人躲在想你的世界裡....,隨著樂曲遨翔四海;滿滿地都是想你的浪漫!42Please respect copyright.PENANA5EMinnwjH6
我睡在音樂的世界裡,醉在思念你的夢魂中!42Please respect copyright.PENANArtMt3siA0T
哥哥....,醒來了.....,等會要坐火車子子,去台北幫黃做一點事;又可以在冰冰涼涼的車廂子子裡面面,吹冷氣氣想你了!哥哥....,我等一下去買綠豆沙牛奶,哥哥陪我去....!嗯哼嗯.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAlTVzucB28W
哥哥沒有要打卡了沙(是啊)....?沒有關係,說好了我都會來,看你的!哥哥自便,就好喔...!嗯哼嗯....42Please respect copyright.PENANAoPJNVduitC
哥哥....,我就不再研究了;我雜誌也退掉了.....,我只想,聽歌想你,就好!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAfHA7fR3vYw
以後....,讓我靜靜地,聽歌,想你!就好...!就只要這樣,就好...;就好...!42Please respect copyright.PENANANH4yW7TB3a
這樣也好...,我就可以,也休息了!就不再煩惱,要跟你,說甚麼;或要帶你去哪裏玩了...!這樣也好!以後,我們就聽歌!聽歌!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAJet7yhXlje
哥哥...!我音樂圈為你而開!my music,卡機與卡紙的圈圈.....!天天開著!哥哥可以上來,跟我一起聽!我用音樂,陪著你!我用我的心,默默地,陪著你!!嗯哼嗯.....42Please respect copyright.PENANA9m6dv9GoJL
哥哥...,我開台了!眼中之愛我的心/浪漫派(甜靜風)!為你而開設!哥哥可以上來跟我一起聽!!42Please respect copyright.PENANADlV09F9VQq
哥哥...,因為主機開台,開台間無法使用Youtube,我點播給你,您上my music抓來聽!眾藝人的眼淚偷走我的心(秘密),這首二胡樂曲不錯!42Please respect copyright.PENANAcAL24hvnQ0
范瑋琪最親愛的你!42Please respect copyright.PENANAG2gDiDlgXS
哥哥...,上來跟我一起聽嘛...!我好想你!只想躲在音樂的世界裡,想你!反正我不會知道,哪一個是你!我想與您共享,我思念你的時光...!嗯哼嗯...42Please respect copyright.PENANAbYBnvfP7QL
喬邦飛 rich man living in a poor man's house 42Please respect copyright.PENANAvn0S7NqTJ0
大衛藍茲David Lanz的 Reverie 42Please respect copyright.PENANAjAfkiI4Ygn
林慧萍 當初我怎么會不懂42Please respect copyright.PENANAKon9ald4mR
哥哥...,剛音樂圈跳掉,又重開了!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANAMhb1HOzdfl
哥哥都不會上來聽是嗎?那我用Youtube點播給您!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANAjEKqGwNYXL
哥哥...,黃先生新辦了兩個台哥大吃到飽的門號,明天開通,到時候,我就會多了一個my music的帳號,到時候其中的一個會拿來開音樂圈,另一個跟聽,這樣這一台主機拿來跟聽,就又可以用Youtube點播給你了!!嗯哼嗯....!以後我們就聽歌...;聽。歌!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAx2lSm065BI
哥哥一定也是希望,我能走出對你的患得患失!希望我走出來醒過來好起來...!好!!42Please respect copyright.PENANANYVMhv7Uur
聽著音樂樂...,就覺得整個人都,被哥哥,環抱著!嗯哼嗯....!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAAjQGmDJ2uo
哥哥又來看我了紗....!哥哥....,就這樣嘛....!常常來,看我嘛...!嗯哼嗯!看到你!我無比的開心!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAullDqJpxIx
哥哥....,可以的話,還是常常來,看我好嗎?我好想你!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAzUHR8lVWW5
哥哥....,我好想你....!只想這樣,幽幽地任著音樂樂,想你!!42Please respect copyright.PENANA8qQttZR3Gf
Youtube抓不到:黃品源 就算痛的是我;夏川里美 給心愛的人。42Please respect copyright.PENANAMCg4wTlzsn
昏倒了的我,就好像,為你而死的冰點陽子,因為太愛你...,情愿隨著你而去了....!不會醒的我,只想再也不要跟你,分离!昏倒了也無所謂.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAIA7rDgEZ80
我只希望....,就這樣讓哥哥...,一直抱著,發高燒的我.....,永遠也不要,醒過來!只要能這樣,永遠在您懷裏,就好...!42Please respect copyright.PENANAU1i2lXuXEq
念你之深...,只希望能,常常看到你...!常常...;看到你....!我好想你.....42Please respect copyright.PENANARtoNdE7Xer
想到我...,化掉了....42Please respect copyright.PENANAm9CmZCghtH
就讓不停止的樂音;療癒著,這樣的我吧!42Please respect copyright.PENANAAHzlNmMWvY
總而言之!我知道...,哥哥愛我!就是了....42Please respect copyright.PENANA8WLRvEm9ca
才知道...,自昏倒了以後,我就一直在哥哥懷裏,從來沒有,分開過....。42Please respect copyright.PENANA1433bQSrCR
喬邦飛 I'm with you42Please respect copyright.PENANApH13vUW1Ia
哥哥...,想著你睡!42Please respect copyright.PENANAlkh7JpS75d
謝謝哥哥抱著我睡42Please respect copyright.PENANAPeXNpPm4OG
哥哥....,或許...,昏倒了的我,話不多了..,不多了....,而但總之,我只想這樣,靜靜地想著你,就好!就。好.....42Please respect copyright.PENANA9YYor2gfan
哥哥....,我頭好痛....;好痛....。哥哥....,我愛你....42Please respect copyright.PENANACuwrDtcCKK
不舒服....42Please respect copyright.PENANAXt4BtZVTgN
哥哥...,可不可以天天陪在我身邊....,不要再離開我了....;好不好..;好不好....;我會想你...我好想你....42Please respect copyright.PENANAmHcdWKn3cR
這影片很可以!快來看 아기❤❤ 發了什麼!#TikTok > http://vt.tiktok.com/91kWF/?linetype=042Please respect copyright.PENANAQYFAgMQeYc
看看影片吧!心情會比較好...;放鬆一下!這個軟體不錯!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAHLCH0aDAVJ
哥哥...,我不看電影了...!看短片就好了!電影看得心好痛...!不舒服....;欸唷.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAyWOgkYADma
哥哥...,我好想你...!欸唷.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAcmvyy6GeCw
看到影片中,其他人都甜甜蜜蜜的...;我的心就會痛....!哥哥....;我好想你....42Please respect copyright.PENANAgXa37AKdl9
哥哥...,醒來了...!要去樓下喝昨天買好的水果茶;哥哥陪我去....!嗯哼嗯....42Please respect copyright.PENANACulACI3Hfv
哥哥...,我晚點會測試新帳號的my music,我們聽歌;聽。歌......42Please respect copyright.PENANAByyv2FFm6W
哥哥...,新帳號的my music還是無法登入,我用舊帳號開了音樂圈,哥哥可以隨時上來跟我一起聽!眼中之愛我的心/浪漫派(甜靜風)!為你而開設的,嗯哼嗯!!42Please respect copyright.PENANA6Y1AYxkkCS
哥哥....,這我!嗯哼嗯.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAAeY2oBSLC4
哥哥....,黃先生說,等他有錢,他要領養幾個投緣的小孩.....;哥哥.....,到時候,我就把小孩當做是我跟你生的....,好好地帶他她.....,這樣我就不會是廢人了....!好!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAS7WUi5v6Ki
哥哥....,我好想你!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAfkU9x9VOD5
做人不可以,這麼地自私....,為了自己的安舒,就不管他她人的感受!我本來想,我要不要就從此一個人過,可是不忍心,銷滅黃先生的夢想!我願意忍耐!!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANAV9Goyu5550
就像我總是不忍心,讓哥哥一個人,忍受寂寞!我再怎么樣沒看見你,都不會,捨得離開你的!我總是都會,來看你的!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANAuGMHbPSLQv
只是哥哥....,養小孩不是小事,如果我覺得自己的身體受不了... ,或許還是會,離開吧!嗯.....,其實這是我感到,最痛苦的地方!欸....42Please respect copyright.PENANAvppVSFrPFe
可是哥哥...,如果我的身體受不了....,我還是會,離開的!這是我感到,最痛苦的地方...!欸.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAgYMAhFZYRs
哥哥....,我覺得,在黃先生身邊...,我壓力好大...!他總是不滿足....,我配合的好累...!若不是我太害怕一個人的孤單....,我想,我早就,離開了.....!42Please respect copyright.PENANARb2VQyyUK3
哥哥...,你覺得....,我該,怎麼辦....?他總是,不知足.....;我該繼續留在他身邊嗎?我如果離開了,就是一個人了!我一個人....,就像個廢人.....,整天無所事事.....,那樣的光景,也照樣,令我怕.....!啊哥哥.....,我不知道我自己....,到底要甚麼.....;欸....42Please respect copyright.PENANAKQCddKIeH5
離開他,我也會,捨不得....!42Please respect copyright.PENANAxgEEPxxwuM
可是我們人生價值觀,差太多了!!42Please respect copyright.PENANA1Dz9dySKok
我留下來,只是因為,或許這樣,我比較不會,像個廢人吧!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAzwa36iHrUY
我總覺得,人是群居的動物;或許看起來是辛苦了點,但應該是有益於我的心理健康吧!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANAi9kKtDQ0TZ
我就想著哥哥你,過著瞎忙的日子吧!!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANABPkihtX4UJ
然後,我不想因為他收養小孩,就做結婚登記;因為我一個人,是低收,一人飽全家飽,65歲以後,如果我無兒無女是獨居老人,政府會安置,現在的小孩我見多了,許多根本不會理你妳,財產認定上卻佔個名額....!欸...!我還是,相信我自己吧!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAlTzBKux4AJ
其實哥哥早就看出來了,是我一直捨不得離開;其實留下來,未必對我是最好!哥哥早就看出來了,我捨不得.....42Please respect copyright.PENANA0cb3etRGu5
除了捨不得以外,我留下來只是因為,一個人也是活得,很無聊....;欸.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAj8qqbQwloE
或許...,支持我的,剩下「不為自己的安舒活、不在乎自己的安舒」這句話了....!嗯。沒辦法!這是神的愛!!我想我會忍....!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANAex0Sd53dUt
哥哥....,好像因為我領有精神疾病身障手冊,收養小孩的評分比較不會過....;那這樣,我應該就不用「嫁」給黃先生了!他就自己單身收養.....!!好喔!我不想嫁給哥哥以外的人...!我只要你...!嗯哼嗯.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAy8zxPZCpVl
哥哥...,如果不小心因為收養小孩的關係登記了結婚.....,我還可以來,看你嗎?......;我只要你....!我想我會跟黃先生說清楚,我只是「名義上」與他做結婚登記只因為他收養小孩方便....!而我還是,會常常來,看你的....!42Please respect copyright.PENANAAb0cfnNxdk
所以我希望我評分不會過啊!省得麻煩.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAPaFhMv3KuV
哥哥...!反正!我會來,看你!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANAQ7fcXdDDNn
我會把那個小孩,當做是你的!這樣去收養她他....!哥哥....,即使我因故登記結婚,我人還是,你的!!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANAbzL34MzD6n
哥哥....,跟我一起吃....!嗯哼嗯....42Please respect copyright.PENANASRGXtQ7hl0
從此...,我會告訴自己,我就為了你!過著不體貼自己,的日子...!小孩我會當做是你的!好好帶他她....!一個人實在太空閒,不再是一個人以後,我就好好想著你,去做所有的事!不體貼自己的事!因為....!我只想想著你!為你而活!勝過一個人,當廢人.....!!42Please respect copyright.PENANA7eihYlbPnt
哥哥可以原諒我嗎?原諒我答應黃先生,多年後可能收養小孩的要求!即使因此身份上,有所改變!我的心都在你身上.....42Please respect copyright.PENANANx3nvIc4aa
一個人實在空閒得可怕....!哥哥...!原諒我!不要恨我太久...!我想想著你,去做一點事!我不想,當廢人....!我只要你!我只想想著你!去做一點事!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANATJi4K1Dpwy
我會盡可能,保持單身!因為低收的身份上,還是單身比較單純!我盡量!我只要你.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAuL0XGSaeIh
哥哥...!我不要!我不要嫁給黃先生!我不情愿!我只在乎你!我人與心,都是你的!我會堅持!!我答應他養小孩已經是我最大限度了!我會把我低收單身身份比較單純這一點搬出來...!我不嫁!我只要你!我人在黃身邊,只因為是我自己,一個人太空閒,然後我不忍傷害他,如此而已!我真的!比較在意你!完全是不一樣層次與等級的感情...!在我心中,我們是配偶,黃是家人!不一樣.....!!42Please respect copyright.PENANANdqoxmTNfs
因為我是想著你,去做所有的事!你才是我的主!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANAohjKlemPhc
在我心中,我的先生是你!42Please respect copyright.PENANAClug0dROCW
所以我不嫁!我永遠單身!嗯。就這樣!!只要我單身,誰都不能限制我愛你!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANA3vIgIufAaV
我永遠單身!是我對您的承諾!我不要和你分開!我不嫁!我誰都不要!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANAYNEUrxKfFV
我把小孩當做是我跟你生的,那樣去養,不在乎自己,就夠了!!42Please respect copyright.PENANABiy1Cjoexh
如果.....,因為收養小孩的關係才做結婚登記,我會要求,不可以限制我來看你...!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANAcQ1sR0Jo0H
是真的,小孩才不會管妳的死活!我是真的保持單身,財產認定上,會比較單純!嗯。登記結婚對我沒有意義!我會堅持!嗯。或許,我真的,可以,永遠單身吧!42Please respect copyright.PENANAErTuHXjntr
走一步算一步了.....42Please respect copyright.PENANA5ytOSsw3nh
哥哥....,我好想你!你真的,都不來,看我了嗎?我好想你.....!!42Please respect copyright.PENANA5fRk61xH7I
我知道,您只希望我能夠,走出來!哥哥...!我會當做那個自己,已經長眠你夢裏,不會改變不會醒來....!她永遠是你的人了...!如此,我也暝目了....42Please respect copyright.PENANAdPG3pTz5Ha
就讓我分化為兩個我!一個是您永遠的好妹妹,是知己!沉睡的那個我,不會醒了!她嫁給你以後就化掉了!她永遠是最美的新娘.....!不會醒來的,我!!42Please respect copyright.PENANALHFzeGUfkW
我只知道....,失去了你,我就再也,不會好了.....;但我寧愿不會醒,這樣就不會,再次與您分離了....!42Please respect copyright.PENANATZ62rddu3Y
哥哥...!黃先生答應我!永遠保持單身了!我告訴他了!我說我低收身份財產的認定上,不想被影響!他答應我了!太好了!!因為我告訴他,我領有精障手冊,跟我登記結婚的話,收養小孩的評分會降低!他說好!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAcxUw8zcz3a
我鬆了,一口氣!!42Please respect copyright.PENANANk0o7xqtoE
哥哥...!我只要你!來看我嘛...!我好想你!嗯哼嗯.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAvIAJWG7rBv
我從此,會愿意,為了你,過著不在乎自己,的日子!不在乎自己,就不會是,廢人了...!嗯哼嗯....42Please respect copyright.PENANAymOuSBva3b
不管哥哥有沒有來看我!我都會,一直想著你的!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANAMuJqheWphQ
我只知道...!哥哥希望我,醒過來好起來...!好!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAAyPzB2LrLL
youtube抓不到;林隆璇 交心 不錯!42Please respect copyright.PENANAX32LqTxAu0
啊...!我知道了!哥哥每次不打卡來看我...!就是告訴我!哥哥被我愛到不能自己!消失在我生命裏了!所以如果我不會醒了,哥哥也就消失了...!哥哥...!我不要,我不要你消失...!我們一起,醒過來!好不.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAa64iCpmSWN
那我答應你!醒過來就是了!只要哥哥你,不要再,離開我了!就好!42Please respect copyright.PENANAL9GJzqD19p
就。好.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAPMLmaxxc3f
我知道...;哥哥選擇跟我一起....,消失了!因為知道我,再也醒不過來了.....42Please respect copyright.PENANANUDM576dTc
讓我永遠躲在音樂的世界裡,懷念你吧!42Please respect copyright.PENANAZEQvjtGGaO
哥哥....,看不到你!心會很痛...!容我話因為受傷而變得不多...;不多.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAbVCdglwgOJ
我問天天不語....,為何總是教我面對你時,總是永遠心都充滿著,悲。傷.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAQZNkk4Jpg5
想起那些令我心痛的日子....,我的心就永遠不會好!不會好....;不。會。好.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAGYMeIHOyRe
就讓我這樣,永遠沉睡在,你的夢裏!42Please respect copyright.PENANAU78TDGBjD9
我於是逃避到,一個沒有你的世界,拼命想念著你,去做盡一些,不在乎自己的事.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAEVepOgvuWL
哥哥...,我好想你...;請不要,離開我!好。不。好.....42Please respect copyright.PENANArLg2KloSBu
讓音樂的世界,抱走長眠而因心痛而不語的我吧!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAUlJ3yafznY
如果我很久沒有上來...!哥哥...,原諒我!因為心很痛....,選擇神隱我傷逝的心.....42Please respect copyright.PENANASpTGzjvC1F
我們以後就...,聽歌吧..!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANARTY9nKeo3p
哥哥永遠記得....;您永遠在,我的心裏!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAklzVFuEVEC
不管我是否...;有再對您,說甚麼;即使我因為心痛而不語!也從來不曾,忘記你...!!42Please respect copyright.PENANArRByCWTPNC
哥哥....;不要離開我!不要離開我!求求你!看不到你!我心會痛!我承受不了...!聽到鋼琴的聲音...,沒有你,我心都碎了...!哥哥...!求求你,陪在我身邊;不要再輕言消失...!好不好...!好。不。好....!沒有看到你,我承受不起...!我又哭了...!心好痛...;好痛.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAz5cvz39eqv
我才知道...;我做不到這麼瀟灑....;都不見你打卡,久了還能承受....;我錯了!我才知道...!我做不到!做。不。到....;做不到.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAyHBYOAvGH0
我好難過...;心好痛...;好痛....42Please respect copyright.PENANAUAFjiL9ClX
哥哥....;不要離開我....;離開我.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAEDy59WP6QI
哥哥...,我答應你!會天天好好想著你,去做一點事,不要變成了廢人...!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANA55CztoAbHN
吃柚子子...;哥哥跟我一起吃....!42Please respect copyright.PENANAySzXzcNcid
哥哥...,這我!!嗯哼嗯...42Please respect copyright.PENANA5eYv3JN3BK
哥哥...;我想聽翦愛千首歌單來想你...!嗯哼嗯...!我們一起聽!有1466首了!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAs0dPXV1zkb
哥哥....;醒來了!要坐火車子子去台北了,等會又可以,在冰冰涼涼的車廂子裡面面,吹冷氣氣喝飲料料聽音樂樂...!想你.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAfEXaGUUxeG
哥哥....,我知道....,您不會再,上來了.....;都看不到你的我...,心會痛會難過...!哥哥....,請您也要記得,不管我有沒有再言語,您永遠在我心中!哥哥... ,看不見你我心會痛,會不舒服....;容我也休息聽歌吧!以後我們就,聽歌吧....!我或許也選擇神隱我傷逝的心;因為都不見你...,回頭一次心痛一次!請記得,您永遠,在我心裡!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANAbmGwN8sNiL
謝謝哥哥告訴我,您永遠放我在心裏!我亦是的!42Please respect copyright.PENANARQTMmOu29b
就讓我們默默不說一句話;日薄西山情也依依吧!42Please respect copyright.PENANAX3iXYAJuZb
我知道....,你始終在沁涼的空氣空間裡,電影放映般地,陪著我!42Please respect copyright.PENANAFvewgrNMgq
哥哥...,我捨不得與您分離...;我會來看你!我痛無所謂!我知道...!哥哥你,都在!我捨不得您孤單寂寞!我會來,看你!!42Please respect copyright.PENANANfMw4aNzNL
哥哥...!這我們另一個租處中庭!帶你去玩!嗯哼嗯....42Please respect copyright.PENANAfXPr2fkcdX
陪黃先生帶看中42Please respect copyright.PENANAcdDyYbSl8L
我愿與您分享,我的生活點滴!因不願見你孤身一人,會寂寞....;寂寞.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAOvli0Bq3mI
我會記得,我們是「配偶」...;就幫助我,心痛時,純想你,就好!!42Please respect copyright.PENANANhfvgd4q52
我知道,哥哥一直抱著我...;在我覺得心痛的時候.....42Please respect copyright.PENANA16cQ2QgDWI
天冷了!裹著冬被就好比裹著你!一樣的溫暖!一樣地令人,離不開.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAVD9EJRaHBj
在秋冬冰冷地空氣裡!想你!想你好似也冰在沁涼的空氣裡,幽幽深深地,陪著我!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAQW4OZ3TvHj
哥哥...;我愛你!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAjvKcwEncqi
你永遠,在我心裡!在我心裡!知道嗎....42Please respect copyright.PENANANfuyWJrfN2
我會天天都這樣!深深地,想著你!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAZKccxd86Ho
不改變!42Please respect copyright.PENANAZCpMFvL3cy
哥哥...;我看到一則影片,新娘遇害;婚禮在殯儀館舉行,先生輕輕執起太太的手.....;我心又痛了....!啊哥哥....,是不是消失的我,也一樣這樣讓你痛!哥哥...!我不要你痛!我都在啊.....!您天天牽得到我的手,我天天都來,看你啊.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAL69AcsdPdi
才知道...;哥哥在我昏倒時,有多難過.....42Please respect copyright.PENANABUwTp5UhBT
哥哥...,我已回不去;這輩子,無論是電影、還是短片、還是樂曲....;註定看到聽到某些特定的橋段,我的心,就會痛...!啊....;不舒服...;頭昏.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAvKXqcCSXka
希望哥哥就這樣,一直抱著我!就好....;就好.....。42Please respect copyright.PENANA1qWjqwqWAZ
對哥哥而言,我是否就像在殯儀館舉行婚禮的那個新娘;已經不在了....;不在了.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAcyFHymCwJL
哥哥...!我心好痛!消失的我!靈裡魂裡;都巨慟....42Please respect copyright.PENANAeSmyGVP8Sa
好痛...42Please respect copyright.PENANAkPBTpvpMdA
已經化掉的我!只能用我的心伴隨著音樂,默默地,陪著你了.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAZg3Vas83vk
我雖然已經,化掉了!但我對您的思念卻,永遠不會改變...!永遠不會,改變....!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAON4Qe4MrMw
在嚴冬...!希望哥哥就這樣,一直抱著我睡!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANAcjOVhHfyTG
才知道...;我一直是哥哥你,最美的新娘....42Please respect copyright.PENANAZi06II5T1u
或許我們都是,幸福的!我們並沒有真的失去了彼此;相反的,我們的心,更是靠近了!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANAW0gGVdLd5D
所以我該往正向地方向去看...!這樣,或許就不會,那麼容易,昏倒了....!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANA9B8fNfAOeL
因為心痛而昏倒了的那種痛...;我會記得,因為我是,配偶啊.....。42Please respect copyright.PENANAjj14c555sp
這是我答應你的!我會常常來,看你!!42Please respect copyright.PENANALU8HlMgqN1
我痛無所謂!只要哥哥你,不寂寞!就好!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAQQuzahDZ7p
我知道哥哥或許是因為,覺得黃要領養小孩,就覺得,甘脆祝福我!就不再來,看我了!只是哥哥....,你知道嗎?小孩我是想著你去帶的!我現在在生活中,所有的事都是想著你,去做的!我只想為了你,想著你去做一點事,才天天跟黃跑台北的!我心裏,只有你!也只要你!因此我覺得,可以有因為你,而不在乎自己的機會,很寶貴!所以我繼續留在黃身邊,因為只有我身邊有人,我才不會一個人,太空閒!哥哥....!這些都是,想著你,才有的!你知道嗎?......42Please respect copyright.PENANA3MieZbTsqg
總之,不管怎麼樣,哥哥永遠在,我的心裏!42Please respect copyright.PENANAdSw4ipSDyH
我會在音樂的世界裡,懷念著你的!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAJIZXeQLhOr
你知道為甚麼我會答應黃領養小孩嗎?那是為了你,不體貼自己!生活中,就有許多不體貼自己不在乎自己,的機會!很寶貴!而不在乎自己,是神的愛!我已經無法在外面工作了,一個人,將真的變成廢人,我只想想著你而活,只想想著你去做所有的事,只想想著你去做一點甚麼事,然後再天天跟你分享!我只想...!更多地能在生活中,真實地想著你去做點甚麼!這樣我會覺得,您就好像,跟我生活在一起那樣,不曾分開!我拼了命希望我的生活多姿多采,天天都有,跟你說不完的話題!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANALFjPBtDpi6
我希望自己,每天都能跟你分享,因為你,我又去做了什么不在乎自己的事.....!嗯哼嗯.....42Please respect copyright.PENANA8McK134vPE
我會當做,我已經,嫁給你了!為了你去洗衣燒飯;為了你去帶小孩,為了你去做盡一切,不在乎自己不體貼自己!的事。我會當做,所有的一切,都是為你而做的!我用神的愛,愛你!!永遠!不改變!42Please respect copyright.PENANA54VFWzEjo0
我才知道....,於是我,慢慢地,醒了過來...!醒了過來.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAXkuYGoqjtQ
冬雨了!颱風來了....,驟雨像極了我想你的情緒.....!啊哥哥....;每天都來,看我一下;就好了!好。不。好.....;好不好嘛....!我好想你!我好想,見見你!每天都,來看我一下,就好...;就好!讓我不致於,在大雨思念你的夜,太過寂寞....;太過寂寞.....42Please respect copyright.PENANA3iiwL10dMP
我還看得到你嗎.....?42Please respect copyright.PENANAdCrkiUKcEw
我好想你!想你想到我心痛.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAiq692wUofS
我知道...,哥哥想告訴我的是,哥哥永遠把我放在你心裏....!知道了!哥哥回不來就是愛我!把我深深地放在,您的生命裏了.....。42Please respect copyright.PENANAKLCYZgFlwg
我跟我中心的好姐妹,約本週六11:00吃飯...!啊!我會告訴她們...!失去你的我!失戀了....;心好痛.....!42Please respect copyright.PENANACseXro6qqU
而但總之!喪偶就是配偶了!我會堅強!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAjujLDdFu5u
哥哥...,這我!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAwYOFOa2BRl
哥哥...,我音樂圈開了!上來跟我一起聽!嗯哼嗯...!!42Please respect copyright.PENANATEgKXCaPRu
讓我躲在音樂的世界裡,療傷吧....!42Please respect copyright.PENANAPsIyvY0lMK
哥哥...,都不見你....;我心好痛....,好痛.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAXfUDhHQAS5
你來時的天空,像嬰孩甦醒般的臉;42Please respect copyright.PENANAcPq8SDjGfS
溫柔的紅霞,圍繞在池塘邊.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAJ4pPgQmjot
你走時的天空,像嬰孩哭泣後的臉;42Please respect copyright.PENANAkccvrUKyCQ
殘餘的淚珠,垂掛在松樹尖.....42Please respect copyright.PENANArgFIDygwoB
哥哥想告訴我的是...;您已經,深深的回不來了!就這樣,把你忘記了也好吧!好好跟黃領養自己的小孩,過好妳的日子...;不要再念著我....;忘了我吧!哥哥...!我不要!我情願為你承受喪偶!也決心!不離不棄地對你....!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAxTIshYrHZ0
心若倦了,淚也乾了...42Please respect copyright.PENANA8NKS2B76nx
這份深情,難捨難了...;42Please respect copyright.PENANAD0T6893HfX
曾經擁有,天荒地老;42Please respect copyright.PENANA8DsATH7Wic
已不見你,暮暮與朝朝....42Please respect copyright.PENANA8KRi9eBELZ
這一份情,永遠難了;42Please respect copyright.PENANAylpOdi5TBw
願來生還能,再度擁抱.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAYZLuPyDwGk
我始終,忘不了你!你始終,在我心裡的,某個角落裡....42Please respect copyright.PENANAovs5y6aBx0
就這樣...;縱使再不見你!也就這樣...;讓我,靜靜地來,看著你.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAvsWK2zJxNQ
就算我愛你的自由,都將成為泡沬...;我不怕!帶我走.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAZIxgwmmzyx
涼涼地空氣裡...;是哥哥抱著我的,感覺.....42Please respect copyright.PENANA7A7hBuRqNy
我不管哥哥怎么想...;反正我離不了你!都會來跟你,講話話的....!42Please respect copyright.PENANAi2RA6mSLMZ
哥哥...;我有一個小跟班了!其中的一個是我自己!嗯哼嗯.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAvV4PLY3Arx
iPad是黃先生的....42Please respect copyright.PENANAwCdmXt8L0L
哥哥...,我睡醒了....!陪我去賣回收;買飲料料喝....!陪我一起去嘛.....;嗯哼嗯.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAFi0QXov3vq
是不是從此...,我失去了你的人;卻得到了你的心.....42Please respect copyright.PENANALE2hx6g5Ep
都不見你,我的心會痛....;那麼也請容許我,默默地把你帶走,在我記憶裡的某個角落.....;允許心痛的我,將你封存吧!心很痛...!無法一個人待在家,於是天天往台北跑....;泡在音樂的世界,療傷.....。自此;音樂圈為你而開!音樂常在....。42Please respect copyright.PENANADoJjObmcRx
哥哥怎麼捨得離開我;哥哥怎麼捨得我難過.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAGGOS05l2jV
無論如何...,哥哥永遠在我的心裏....!42Please respect copyright.PENANAE89GTRFIxP
哥哥真的都不來看我了嗎?我好難過.....42Please respect copyright.PENANADzxNazj58t
哥哥希望我長痛不如短痛;我知道....;我都知道.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAdD9gsgEptT
我會記得...;從此我們枕頭在,彼此的,生命裏!彼此的,心中!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAkrKpP9aEbj
就在秋冬的天...;教我嚐盡,失去你的滋味.....42Please respect copyright.PENANA6bZIpMn4BM
我求神給我信心,好教我看見,甚麼是你離開我的愛.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAE1j9mJaYUi
哥哥...;我小跟班有3個了!唯獨欠少了你....;少了你.....42Please respect copyright.PENANA9IzcA8AQx9
你只是,不希望我,心痛!於是選擇將我,封存了!我知道...!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAxHPLow3rzj
我會記得...!我永遠是,您的配偶!好教我心痛時,想起你對我的愛....;也一樣是,不曾遠離.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAZfWZ9CQusu
我會記得,哥哥離開我,是因為,哥哥愛我....!好教我不再心痛!好。42Please respect copyright.PENANA3U75HALNE9
吼...!看到了看到了!哥哥打卡次停格,是想告訴我!哥哥永遠愛我....!好!知道了...!感謝神.....。42Please respect copyright.PENANAVdMnOCPhZV
這樣...,心比較,不會痛了...!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANAFa6uaUtVkk
因為我,化掉了...;我也釋放伉哥,去找下一個...;下一個....;新嫂嫂.....。42Please respect copyright.PENANAQ67AGpPK3P
不打卡也是愛我!我亦是的!!42Please respect copyright.PENANA5v9RHL2fzx
所以伉哥哥...;我也願意祝褔你!讓你自由!因為我愛你!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAF5ENroaXAN
我們...;以後就;聽歌吧!!音樂圈開著!音樂常在!!42Please respect copyright.PENANA84cZUyQJQl
我如果偶爾有來看你!就把我當,好朋友吧!42Please respect copyright.PENANAbzUKBT5Gdz
對我來說!很愛很愛就是朋友了!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAWWlUBG9Io8
我知道...!哥哥想告訴我的,就是封存彼此的,這段情!好。哥哥...!我答應你!因為我愛你!以後我們就....;聽。歌!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAwqL9CS6O9z
哥哥也要答應我!好好愛下一個,新嫂嫂!不可以再沒時間,回不來囉!這樣才沒有,辜負我...!知道嗎?嗯哼嗯.....42Please respect copyright.PENANA4c5Uc4Xyxx
哥...,知你莫若我!我會陪著你,在你身邊;直到您有了,下一個她,為止!我不知道您現在的狀況!總之!一人獨居不好!我會陪你!直到你不再是,一個人!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAMujiGD9zOk
我願為你承受喪偶!再痛也沒有關係!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAAtyNzBRtJ1
我會當做,我如果是舊嫂嫂,嫁給你了以後,反正你回不來了,我註定肉身上不見你也失去你!但卻是,您的配偶!!已經夠了!而我不會要求要和你登記!我這廢人....;走婚我已經很滿足了!42Please respect copyright.PENANAKhyzpJk9iG
我決心用神的愛來愛你!無條件的愛你!42Please respect copyright.PENANA6hXFDWSAuX
哥哥...,手機沒電了,到基隆再跟你聊!42Please respect copyright.PENANAO2pqMV5ORJ
哥哥...,到家了!42Please respect copyright.PENANArP5DbR94bc
哥哥...,你知道嗎?我好想你!沒有看到你,我的心都好痛!哥哥你知道嗎?我真的好希望,能夠常常看見你...!我以為,我再也,見不到你了!我很傷心.....。哥哥....,沒有你....,我不可能,不憂鬱...!我一切只是,強忍著,我的悲傷.....!事實上....,剛才我還在想....,為什麼哥哥再也不來,看我了!我很痛,也很難過....!哥哥....,懇請您,不要再,離開我!好不好...!我心會痛....;會痛.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAw4vEPzHAt7
心好痛.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAXfLv02BWA9
哥哥...,我會難過....;會難過...!求哥哥不要;離開我...!好不好....;好不好.....,好不好.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAXbeVV256S0
我已經....,哭了....!我再也無法承受....;失去你的痛....;逝去你的感覺....!您知道嗎?42Please respect copyright.PENANAUt8Iy0sk2s
哥哥....;常常來....,看我!好不好.....42Please respect copyright.PENANABsD9Hm9oaz
我似乎,只有在看到你...,才會覺得安心,安心.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAFNMoEEPuFn
哥哥來看我...,我都很開心...!開心!!謝謝哥哥鼓勵我!本來今天因為沒頭腦....,一直被黃先生唸,然後哥哥又不見了,我憂鬱又開始發作.....;哥哥來看我!就甚麼,都會好了!!我答應哥哥!我會好好振作,為了哥哥,天天不體貼自己地活著...!42Please respect copyright.PENANAjNbtVLLfms
哥哥...,我會加油!嗯。因為這是我,答應你的!一定!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAUUP5E4vNiH
哥哥...,我們聽歌...!我小跟班有四個了!其中的一個是我!!42Please respect copyright.PENANA9FJYD3rd2u
我知道...,哥哥三不五十就都還是會,來看我一下下子子的!好。42Please respect copyright.PENANAR84jivSssc
哥哥....;我們以後就這樣...;哥哥三不五十來看我一下下子子的!然後我陪你一輩子子...!嗯哼嗯....42Please respect copyright.PENANAo9CNlIdQU0
我現在知道了...!哥哥跟我一樣,會三不五十來看我!跟我一樣,不會狠心離開我!我就好好地開開心心的繼續每天的生活!對!為了哥哥...!我要開心的活著!好。42Please respect copyright.PENANAXTMltEby4R
哥哥...,我像不像一個小妹妹...;你的一個小孩子子...;嗯哼嗯.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAruG0i8edtm
我答應哥哥...,會更有精神的,把我的日子給過好!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAPAYHO5l5JX
也答應哥哥...;以後不要亂想...;覺得哥哥不要我了....,嗯哼嗯....42Please respect copyright.PENANAVoVhne794H
我知道,對哥哥來說,愛得很深,就是回不來了....!跟我的消失,是一樣的意思....42Please respect copyright.PENANAPhpUKtYOQG
哥哥...;醒來了!哥哥....,陪我去買飲料料喝......!冰冰涼涼的好想你!嗯哼嗯!42Please respect copyright.PENANAj2T88t7ofM
哥哥....,飯飯煮好了!跟我一起吃...!嗯哼嗯...42Please respect copyright.PENANAGpPi8Bk0tn
哥哥...,小跟班有10個了...!嗯哼嗯.....42Please respect copyright.PENANALUFHPVStWA
哥哥...,整理家裡,忙到現在。現在在okk喝檸檬汁,想你...!等18:10要倒垃圾圾了....!嗯哼嗯....42Please respect copyright.PENANAg6MRJ8CvbM
哥哥...,你是我生命中,最重要的人,我不能沒有你!!哥哥...;我好想你...!天天為了你,讓自己忙碌.....;哥哥....,我愛你!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAoFdyoEHZhO
在夜深人靜的夜晚,哥哥是否也曾,深深的把我想起!這樣的我!是否也曾深深的讓你....;不。寂。寞.....!42Please respect copyright.PENANAzCVIVe9tSo
哥哥....,我小跟班有11個了!嗯哼嗯.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAlO7Sjw9eqZ
哥哥...,累了!想睡了。外面大雨,躲被子裏想你正好!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAUPsS4SVsl2
哥哥....!啊憂...!醒來了,陪黃先生去基隆法院,他告人家,今出庭。啊憂...!沿途坐公車....,還是想睡說....!啊憂.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAfrk72fad34
哥哥...,這我!小跟班有22個了,現在變18個。42Please respect copyright.PENANAbh7VwWAIz8
哥哥....,明天跟姐妹吃飯飯,其中的一個姐妹也邀請了我基金會的前室友...!吼...;我就跟基金會有仇啊!明天我可能從頭沉默到腳不發一語!還要講甚麼,還要聽甚麼?啊不就是哥哥你不見人影了我很傷心,如此而已啊!還不是八卦來滿足別人的好奇心!姐姐找基金會的姐姐,我就不說了!甚麼都,不說了!哼!!42Please respect copyright.PENANA1esVlkb2Nc
心情不好啦.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAJsIZTG1CEY
罷了!跟久久不見的姐妹一起吃飯,是不錯的難得機會!就盡可能跟大家愉快的相處!欸...!我真是個任性的傢伙!脾氣要改一改....!欸.....;想著哥哥,高高興興的去吧...!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAt1fmZ040me
哥哥我不管...,我要減肥!我想去買個呼拉圈,做運動!我要減肥...!減肥啦.....!啊憂.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAwFcHrbETB0
因為我自己覺得,跟眾姐妹相比,我的感情生活幸褔多了!要開心,也要感恩!基金會的過往,先放一邊吧!!反正姐姐也不會知道,我在臉書上罵人的事!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANAg3eXfJsp8Q
然後哥哥...,我再休息一陣子,一陣子過後,再去賣茶!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANA7Horwy7psh
然後...!我就躲在家裏,聽音樂樂,看電影,想你!嗯哼嗯.....42Please respect copyright.PENANADt5d1S1ofP
哥哥...,這我!42Please respect copyright.PENANATYgVTBMqF7
這我!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAFWiwfhSRm2
哥哥...,現在在凱擘大寬頻,陪黃先生辦退租.....。42Please respect copyright.PENANAaAnEFZLSWH
我每天逃避到,一個拼命做事的世界裡!逃避到想你卻沒有你的世界,拼命做著一些,不妥協自己不體貼自己,的事.....。42Please respect copyright.PENANApHF4307piJ
我跟黃先生說,我不想回家,因為回到家,只能睡覺,不能幹嘛..!我賴在台北,不肯回家.....;回到家,只能對著空空的房間,想著不見人影的你!襯上冬日的寒!心酸的碎著.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAi37if6KpnB
哥哥...;跟我一樣寂寞的粉絲....;有23個了!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAEjrZWp4nMh
哥哥...,黃先生希望我當他的眼睛,勝過我去賣茶.....!我就知道....;他沒這麼好說服....,欸....42Please respect copyright.PENANAKzr7YqgLVb
反正...,我決定,每天都把自己搞得很忙....;勝過一人困在家,空空地想著你!心會痛.....42Please respect copyright.PENANAz09CKz68U3
總之!我知道伉哥哥希望我能看得開一點!終歸,愛得深的最後都是一樣的!回不來與消失!換作誰都一樣!承如我所言,這是愛與家庭必經的生命週期!哥哥也希望我能看得開,走得出來!我知道。42Please respect copyright.PENANA5d5BKx3Chz
但再怎麼樣,我從不曾因為想得開,就撇下你!我做不到!42Please respect copyright.PENANA3yUaJ3bZgH
所以也就這樣子!接受你或許人在我身旁卻不一定打卡;他日或有下一個新嫂嫂....;在我走出來了以後,也不曾,忘記你!還是一樣會把你當老朋友/老情人般地,來看你!縱使我....,走了出來!還是不曾,忘記你!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAAqRSLBbeq9
所以我該高興!您我算是已達老夫老妻境界!回不來與消失;僅花您一年半!讓您擁有更多自己的生命空間,可以去愛下一個!是我對你極深的愛!!我們已達老夫老妻境界!彼此圓寂,沒有遺憾!我願意,用這樣的愛來愛你也祝褔你!嗯。42Please respect copyright.PENANAa2OmU2a3j0
我們這樣,算是中年之愛吧!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAuoY3EBkguo
我願用神的愛來愛你!因為這也是我的愛!而愛是不求自己的益處!愛是永不止息!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAhGic8eW6WY
用神的愛善待我身邊的人,我將不再孤單!阿門!!42Please respect copyright.PENANA9wBdGx0bO3
然後哥哥...,這樣的體會,是認識了你之後,才有的!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAnw6IFJRz9W
哥哥...,晚餐煮好了!跟我一起吃!!42Please respect copyright.PENANApdgiChKVPP
然後....,都一直看不到哥哥你....,我會難過....;難過....!42Please respect copyright.PENANAsy5A03cq6T
只是...,我會說服自己!我們之間,沒有遺憾!我該感恩!!42Please respect copyright.PENANA6TD1V0Nw2t
好。那也就,這樣吧!如果我再也見不到你!如果您也堅持不再來看我!心痛的解藥,或許還是,我願意吧!!42Please respect copyright.PENANASdWxatJ5by
我會記得....,日薄西山;情也依依!我感謝神給我們一段,沒有遺憾的愛情!這樣就足矣,撫平我傷慟的心!想像著您我若似兒女已成群,皆長大成人!您我各自在秋水伊人;夢裡闌珊處!我們業已圓寂,到金婚般地永恒!無論如何,我都會像現在一樣,守在你的身邊,不改變!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAPliO5wvb7o
所以我該感謝伉哥哥....,那時候要我消失在你生命裏!因為給我的是看不見的愛情,反教我剛強了看不見的心!如果哥哥那時候,不是這樣待我,您我之間很難說會不會留下遺憾!!所以很值得高興的是,您我之間,沒有遺憾啊!啊!!不容易!!42Please respect copyright.PENANA4ct20yAIvB
這不是一件,容易的事!但我們卻都,沒有哭泣...!啊!真是不簡單啊!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAEvergt6per
一段感情能夠這樣,是不是也很好!也很美!又豈在朝朝暮暮!42Please respect copyright.PENANAQWJGWo60E2
所以哥哥!我遲早會想通!請。你。放。心!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAy9o8NDFbPh
一段感情可以這樣沒有遺憾,真的很不簡單啊!所以我會記得!您對我的愛!如果不是太貪心的話,這樣子也可以了!!42Please respect copyright.PENANAh99PrjO8Dl
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