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自從和古榮掃街遇到Mia之後,總覺得我們的距離愈來愈遠。59Please respect copyright.PENANAj4pIkHrsU6
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上個學期,我沒有見過Mia來我們的課室。59Please respect copyright.PENANAsSK40VpelX
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現在幾乎每天的小息時間都會見到Mia來找古榮。聊天、問他借教科書、進來和他打鬧說笑,有著各式各樣正當的理由。59Please respect copyright.PENANAP1Af1CSDC1
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我有時候很羨慕其他人的外向,他們總能夠輕易和別人交流。我開口說每一句話,都要在內心反覆演練,思考能不能講出口,明明只是很簡單的事,卻為我帶來無比壓力。即使我也有想過去認識其他新朋友,就是做不到。59Please respect copyright.PENANA9DlMhYnJQB
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此刻Mia在我的後面(因為古榮的位置在我後面),拉著古榮的衣袖,宛如一對小情侶。59Please respect copyright.PENANA56XHG3UwVQ
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本來靜靜地坐在座位休息的我忍受不住他們的打鬧,決定到廁所逛逛轉換一下心情。其實我沒有想去廁所,只是覺得沒有理由一個人落寞地站在走廊。59Please respect copyright.PENANAPaoNpAh943
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今天我們甚至沒有開口說過話。59Please respect copyright.PENANAA1GUnNRr51
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我正式從古榮的朋友變成一個邊緣人。59Please respect copyright.PENANA1ua4btroSf
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Mia離開前不友善地瞪了我一眼,使我的內心一陣發毛。59Please respect copyright.PENANAT7UGFYb6jt
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Mia不是說她喜歡的人是Kelvin嗎?為何要親近古榮?59Please respect copyright.PENANA4mvQh3nIVl
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難道她做這一連串行為的目標是我?因為我和Kelvin親近,所以她要把我僅餘的朋友搶走?59Please respect copyright.PENANAilx6nxHCF2
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小息完結,古榮跟我說今天不跟我和Kelvin吃飯了。59Please respect copyright.PENANAMqMwMCOmM6
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我問古榮跟誰吃飯,是Mia嗎?59Please respect copyright.PENANAtcXxGjoRAa
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他答我是的。59Please respect copyright.PENANAwQqutxKQXS
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噢…是嗎。59Please respect copyright.PENANA2KiIs4aJWx
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理智上明白古榮沒有必要為我拒絕Mia;可是感性上我很想得到他的支持。59Please respect copyright.PENANAEb3nwGKfxP
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古榮曾是我最好的朋友。性格圓滑的他明知道Mia討厭我,沒有為我抱不平,更選擇和對方親近。59Please respect copyright.PENANAIU77rfhUkX
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因為Mia,我有一種失去古榮、以及被背叛的感覺。59Please respect copyright.PENANAUuIVzeAu5T
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我相信Mia不會接受古榮與我親近。59Please respect copyright.PENANAWqeHAoGhvR
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以後不能再常常和古榮一起。59Please respect copyright.PENANAkvMEPRpEmd
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愛情的幻想來得匆匆,連友情去也匆匆。59Please respect copyright.PENANAT2BaCPAod8
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就像告訴你這種爛身世的人,不要妄想能夠得到幸福,借來的光景終需要歸還。59Please respect copyright.PENANAyJdv8CYoKj
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「行啦。今日又係得我地兩支公。」午飯時間,我和Kelvin說。59Please respect copyright.PENANAliQ9p2vZxr
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「古榮又同Mia食飯?」Kelvin做出托下巴的偵探動作。59Please respect copyright.PENANADfHWwinD3V
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「係呀。我喺度諗,會唔會係Mia因為我同你Friend,所以要搶走我嘅朋友。」59Please respect copyright.PENANABstP7VpldA
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「點解咁講?」59Please respect copyright.PENANAa9InoPIkdx
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「兩個禮拜前,Mia無啦啦話我姣你,叫我唔好痴住你。仲叫我食屎。」我到了今天才將這件事告訴Kelvin。59Please respect copyright.PENANACu8Lpn8mip
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「咁過份!咁大件事,你做咩唔即刻同我講?我幫你去鬧佢。」Kelvin的反應讓我感動,這才是真正的朋友吧。59Please respect copyright.PENANAG9WVCdMi0q
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「我諗住好小事,廢時喺背後講人是非。」我說:「照Mia咁講,應該係鐘意你,點解要痴住古榮?到今日Mia都仲會啤住我,我真係覺得佢係為咗報復先咁做。」59Please respect copyright.PENANAcbeeJkve2y
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「我好驚佢呢種八婆格嘅女仔,所以一直都同佢保持遠離。」Kelvin說:「可能佢地真係Friend呢,我地三個本來都係咁。古榮啱啱識你果陣,放置咗我成個禮拜自己食飯,仲慘!」59Please respect copyright.PENANApZYW1upHDk
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「哈,日頭唔好講人,古榮同Mia就喺前面。」Kelvin指著半條街前的他們。59Please respect copyright.PENANAXrbtPdPI7c
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Mia和古榮肩並肩行走。59Please respect copyright.PENANAGR6P6e8boW
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「好close阿佢地。」我問Kelvin:「男仔都鐘意咁樣?」59Please respect copyright.PENANAQ9wqnYi9uG
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「睇吓邊個啦。係你嘅話就唔好啦。」Kelvin說。59Please respect copyright.PENANA8ubKJS1jZD
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Mia和古榮進入了一間韓式餐廳。59Please respect copyright.PENANAad6lnpuCxS
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「要唔要入去?」Kelvin問。59Please respect copyright.PENANAU1G5ema8eW
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「吓?入去做咩。有啲尷尬。」59Please respect copyright.PENANAvmYOL93gpc
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「八卦吓,阻住古榮。我唔明尷尬嘅位喺邊。」59Please respect copyright.PENANAVonMOTQnTF
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「陣間俾Mia見到我同你一齊又唔高興。」59Please respect copyright.PENANAvKeF8BVyTM
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「咪當幫你報仇,激吓Mia。佢轉移咗對象,我戥大家高興就真。」59Please respect copyright.PENANAp86pG2Eyc1
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「細佬,兩個有位呀。」餐廳大媽說。59Please respect copyright.PENANAi9LvHlmJNc
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「入去啦。」59Please respect copyright.PENANAyD0WOFz3i8
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在進入餐廳的瞬間,Mia和古榮眼光便轉向了我們。59Please respect copyright.PENANA0xjvv9949S
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他們一副堂堂正正的樣子,倒是我眼神閃縮,內心感到一陣尷尬。59Please respect copyright.PENANA7v1GnOVXdE
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Kelvin的聲音變得模糊:「你想食咩?」59Please respect copyright.PENANANVNdOKsXiB
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我的目光一直停留在Mia和古榮身上。59Please respect copyright.PENANAYCFz5YAOx8
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「喂。」Kelvin忍不住叫了我的名字一下:「葉瑞恩!」59Please respect copyright.PENANAz4jtaLMDCT
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「嗯?⋯⋯」59Please respect copyright.PENANAPHmqaJeodu
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我的腦海一片空白,整個人定格,無法反應過來。59Please respect copyright.PENANANSE451FdRO
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古榮、Kelvin、古榮、Kelvin,這兩人對我同樣重要。59Please respect copyright.PENANAB0VMs3TURH
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失去他們任何一人,這絕對是對一無所有的我最大的懲罰。59Please respect copyright.PENANA9Fnympu4uu
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我完全記不起整餐飯Kelvin和我說過些什麼。59Please respect copyright.PENANA2gRzgrJqut
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我只知道看著古榮和Mia兩個人在一起的時候,我好難過。59Please respect copyright.PENANAuxTat7jq5V
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我清楚明白我喜歡古榮,也喜歡Kelvin。他們是我最要好的朋友。59Please respect copyright.PENANAvIP60NuaXE
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我從來沒有意識他們比我想像中重要得多,沒有做好失去的心理準備。59Please respect copyright.PENANAbNOoLcdtmQ
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滿腔情緒,欲哭無淚又如何?59Please respect copyright.PENANAqwmIDII8Q5
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我根本沒有身份妒忌。59Please respect copyright.PENANAHYSww5SysF
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我只記得我當時吃不下一口飯。59Please respect copyright.PENANAsk2gy7exER
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古榮和Mia離開前經過我們的位置主動打招呼。59Please respect copyright.PENANAh5bawCs2Rm
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我很勉強地擠出了一句:「你地好襯。」59Please respect copyright.PENANAv2EJ0UQZzd
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Mia露出一副勝利者的笑容離開。59Please respect copyright.PENANArPXxDK6Tlp
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對,我是失敗者。59Please respect copyright.PENANAU1ZtthtwUn
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我是失敗者。59Please respect copyright.PENANABebcn9oYtM
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我是失敗者。59Please respect copyright.PENANAOUiZOiWjED
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他們不是附屬品,沒有被我擁有的說法。59Please respect copyright.PENANAOnUZ5I1RfL
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我們只是一起吃飯的關係,根本什麼也不是。59Please respect copyright.PENANAby67XzKInk
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