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自從和古榮掃街遇到Mia之後,總覺得我們的距離愈來愈遠。47Please respect copyright.PENANAmclO9cJsdA
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上個學期,我沒有見過Mia來我們的課室。47Please respect copyright.PENANATAOjNn40Ws
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現在幾乎每天的小息時間都會見到Mia來找古榮。聊天、問他借教科書、進來和他打鬧說笑,有著各式各樣正當的理由。47Please respect copyright.PENANAoXLuEADBFU
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我有時候很羨慕其他人的外向,他們總能夠輕易和別人交流。我開口說每一句話,都要在內心反覆演練,思考能不能講出口,明明只是很簡單的事,卻為我帶來無比壓力。即使我也有想過去認識其他新朋友,就是做不到。47Please respect copyright.PENANAZiYzhhHvZ8
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此刻Mia在我的後面(因為古榮的位置在我後面),拉著古榮的衣袖,宛如一對小情侶。47Please respect copyright.PENANA1iHrGgQpGI
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本來靜靜地坐在座位休息的我忍受不住他們的打鬧,決定到廁所逛逛轉換一下心情。其實我沒有想去廁所,只是覺得沒有理由一個人落寞地站在走廊。47Please respect copyright.PENANArUx2xjhn5d
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今天我們甚至沒有開口說過話。47Please respect copyright.PENANAJZ2NsLMWcO
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我正式從古榮的朋友變成一個邊緣人。47Please respect copyright.PENANAmXVidwpslu
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Mia離開前不友善地瞪了我一眼,使我的內心一陣發毛。47Please respect copyright.PENANAowhhG14siZ
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Mia不是說她喜歡的人是Kelvin嗎?為何要親近古榮?47Please respect copyright.PENANAIjavDhK6B1
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難道她做這一連串行為的目標是我?因為我和Kelvin親近,所以她要把我僅餘的朋友搶走?47Please respect copyright.PENANAOZAeelm37H
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小息完結,古榮跟我說今天不跟我和Kelvin吃飯了。47Please respect copyright.PENANA2JoPjjpuYf
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我問古榮跟誰吃飯,是Mia嗎?47Please respect copyright.PENANApdcC4toZUG
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他答我是的。47Please respect copyright.PENANAHKTD1uN1Wx
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噢…是嗎。47Please respect copyright.PENANA8N3jDvBH4Y
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理智上明白古榮沒有必要為我拒絕Mia;可是感性上我很想得到他的支持。47Please respect copyright.PENANAdNqDANGlX2
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古榮曾是我最好的朋友。性格圓滑的他明知道Mia討厭我,沒有為我抱不平,更選擇和對方親近。47Please respect copyright.PENANAQuiM6W769f
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因為Mia,我有一種失去古榮、以及被背叛的感覺。47Please respect copyright.PENANA04seA2RraH
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我相信Mia不會接受古榮與我親近。47Please respect copyright.PENANA4rWLytcmit
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以後不能再常常和古榮一起。47Please respect copyright.PENANA6pWzDhY44P
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愛情的幻想來得匆匆,連友情去也匆匆。47Please respect copyright.PENANApzILeTOfqw
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就像告訴你這種爛身世的人,不要妄想能夠得到幸福,借來的光景終需要歸還。47Please respect copyright.PENANARnqBupsbdO
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「行啦。今日又係得我地兩支公。」午飯時間,我和Kelvin說。47Please respect copyright.PENANAt9YVJxIok1
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「古榮又同Mia食飯?」Kelvin做出托下巴的偵探動作。47Please respect copyright.PENANAVkJQb58yCm
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「係呀。我喺度諗,會唔會係Mia因為我同你Friend,所以要搶走我嘅朋友。」47Please respect copyright.PENANAyVpLSqJjrY
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「點解咁講?」47Please respect copyright.PENANAoOBv4JAZyB
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「兩個禮拜前,Mia無啦啦話我姣你,叫我唔好痴住你。仲叫我食屎。」我到了今天才將這件事告訴Kelvin。47Please respect copyright.PENANAFeTLymUojm
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「咁過份!咁大件事,你做咩唔即刻同我講?我幫你去鬧佢。」Kelvin的反應讓我感動,這才是真正的朋友吧。47Please respect copyright.PENANA3tIfmUXFIl
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「我諗住好小事,廢時喺背後講人是非。」我說:「照Mia咁講,應該係鐘意你,點解要痴住古榮?到今日Mia都仲會啤住我,我真係覺得佢係為咗報復先咁做。」47Please respect copyright.PENANACN5vm5wTqf
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「我好驚佢呢種八婆格嘅女仔,所以一直都同佢保持遠離。」Kelvin說:「可能佢地真係Friend呢,我地三個本來都係咁。古榮啱啱識你果陣,放置咗我成個禮拜自己食飯,仲慘!」47Please respect copyright.PENANAUq3X7NtczI
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「哈,日頭唔好講人,古榮同Mia就喺前面。」Kelvin指著半條街前的他們。47Please respect copyright.PENANAmpeNRHPcx7
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Mia和古榮肩並肩行走。47Please respect copyright.PENANAWHdtLkEm6e
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「好close阿佢地。」我問Kelvin:「男仔都鐘意咁樣?」47Please respect copyright.PENANAVWqLA5e2f0
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「睇吓邊個啦。係你嘅話就唔好啦。」Kelvin說。47Please respect copyright.PENANAwY9V4fQ4jH
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Mia和古榮進入了一間韓式餐廳。47Please respect copyright.PENANAR2CLJG69cj
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「要唔要入去?」Kelvin問。47Please respect copyright.PENANAHoVEKeaoeP
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「吓?入去做咩。有啲尷尬。」47Please respect copyright.PENANAmza6ntWnB4
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「八卦吓,阻住古榮。我唔明尷尬嘅位喺邊。」47Please respect copyright.PENANARbwMQn2MDZ
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「陣間俾Mia見到我同你一齊又唔高興。」47Please respect copyright.PENANAEZAmE1fVqU
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「咪當幫你報仇,激吓Mia。佢轉移咗對象,我戥大家高興就真。」47Please respect copyright.PENANAxeuXnln3Fc
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「細佬,兩個有位呀。」餐廳大媽說。47Please respect copyright.PENANA1jmYxxLCKU
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「入去啦。」47Please respect copyright.PENANAhLRcjIYcVi
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在進入餐廳的瞬間,Mia和古榮眼光便轉向了我們。47Please respect copyright.PENANA7ich29izlV
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他們一副堂堂正正的樣子,倒是我眼神閃縮,內心感到一陣尷尬。47Please respect copyright.PENANAzYMR9syBFM
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Kelvin的聲音變得模糊:「你想食咩?」47Please respect copyright.PENANAJbeIP33i4g
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我的目光一直停留在Mia和古榮身上。47Please respect copyright.PENANAFdlIXHL0Rk
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「喂。」Kelvin忍不住叫了我的名字一下:「葉瑞恩!」47Please respect copyright.PENANABcibpLJ2Tl
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「嗯?⋯⋯」47Please respect copyright.PENANAq0SBWA6Dmr
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我的腦海一片空白,整個人定格,無法反應過來。47Please respect copyright.PENANAwr5rT0LHTy
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古榮、Kelvin、古榮、Kelvin,這兩人對我同樣重要。47Please respect copyright.PENANApfRSj2TaJd
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失去他們任何一人,這絕對是對一無所有的我最大的懲罰。47Please respect copyright.PENANA5gio5lLNOG
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我完全記不起整餐飯Kelvin和我說過些什麼。47Please respect copyright.PENANAwdNMhBn6Ig
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我只知道看著古榮和Mia兩個人在一起的時候,我好難過。47Please respect copyright.PENANANIPLWIPl1m
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我清楚明白我喜歡古榮,也喜歡Kelvin。他們是我最要好的朋友。47Please respect copyright.PENANAvq4CmhxReJ
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我從來沒有意識他們比我想像中重要得多,沒有做好失去的心理準備。47Please respect copyright.PENANAvrE4cJKiBV
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滿腔情緒,欲哭無淚又如何?47Please respect copyright.PENANAmNSBOnmOcp
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我根本沒有身份妒忌。47Please respect copyright.PENANAzfog16NzOB
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我只記得我當時吃不下一口飯。47Please respect copyright.PENANAzpI7h3eIXc
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古榮和Mia離開前經過我們的位置主動打招呼。47Please respect copyright.PENANAuCUGwfCcVj
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我很勉強地擠出了一句:「你地好襯。」47Please respect copyright.PENANA3EGmwm4SxW
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Mia露出一副勝利者的笑容離開。47Please respect copyright.PENANAafRoWsMQjJ
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對,我是失敗者。47Please respect copyright.PENANA2hDGWqwAjP
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我是失敗者。47Please respect copyright.PENANAkoRiLBXABC
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我是失敗者。47Please respect copyright.PENANAkpzOnZlCij
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他們不是附屬品,沒有被我擁有的說法。47Please respect copyright.PENANAVGS9le2fRp
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我們只是一起吃飯的關係,根本什麼也不是。47Please respect copyright.PENANACs7ifDMwjZ
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