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自從和古榮掃街遇到Mia之後,總覺得我們的距離愈來愈遠。382Please respect copyright.PENANArtqFLoJrk3
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上個學期,我沒有見過Mia來我們的課室。382Please respect copyright.PENANANcfgp4C9YN
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現在幾乎每天的小息時間都會見到Mia來找古榮。聊天、問他借教科書、進來和他打鬧說笑,有著各式各樣正當的理由。382Please respect copyright.PENANAJq3fT0yOfI
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我有時候很羨慕其他人的外向,他們總能夠輕易和別人交流。我開口說每一句話,都要在內心反覆演練,思考能不能講出口,明明只是很簡單的事,卻為我帶來無比壓力。即使我也有想過去認識其他新朋友,就是做不到。382Please respect copyright.PENANAzyO6yz007b
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此刻Mia在我的後面(因為古榮的位置在我後面),拉著古榮的衣袖,宛如一對小情侶。382Please respect copyright.PENANAoeGRQw5A9o
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本來靜靜地坐在座位休息的我忍受不住他們的打鬧,決定到廁所逛逛轉換一下心情。其實我沒有想去廁所,只是覺得沒有理由一個人落寞地站在走廊。382Please respect copyright.PENANAZdrBNAh6fb
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今天我們甚至沒有開口說過話。382Please respect copyright.PENANAqRDqRKwMA1
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我正式從古榮的朋友變成一個邊緣人。382Please respect copyright.PENANAbF955b9RCD
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Mia離開前不友善地瞪了我一眼,使我的內心一陣發毛。382Please respect copyright.PENANAC7unBnbTIN
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Mia不是說她喜歡的人是Kelvin嗎?為何要親近古榮?382Please respect copyright.PENANANk5DGaJymP
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難道她做這一連串行為的目標是我?因為我和Kelvin親近,所以她要把我僅餘的朋友搶走?382Please respect copyright.PENANAxfdwXlfXlM
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小息完結,古榮跟我說今天不跟我和Kelvin吃飯了。382Please respect copyright.PENANAj5UdeaVNTN
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我問古榮跟誰吃飯,是Mia嗎?382Please respect copyright.PENANANU9E1Ccsyd
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他答我是的。382Please respect copyright.PENANAOIhLMiW4mB
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噢…是嗎。382Please respect copyright.PENANAfM7kXKgLd5
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理智上明白古榮沒有必要為我拒絕Mia;可是感性上我很想得到他的支持。382Please respect copyright.PENANAHL85wqztAi
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古榮曾是我最好的朋友。性格圓滑的他明知道Mia討厭我,沒有為我抱不平,更選擇和對方親近。382Please respect copyright.PENANA7H98YxwS2f
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因為Mia,我有一種失去古榮、以及被背叛的感覺。382Please respect copyright.PENANA8VUHDp0hvp
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我相信Mia不會接受古榮與我親近。382Please respect copyright.PENANAt106frPV36
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以後不能再常常和古榮一起。382Please respect copyright.PENANAutIOlPCyZc
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愛情的幻想來得匆匆,連友情去也匆匆。382Please respect copyright.PENANAsDgd1xVn8p
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就像告訴你這種爛身世的人,不要妄想能夠得到幸福,借來的光景終需要歸還。382Please respect copyright.PENANAPKmyG6aCcX
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「行啦。今日又係得我地兩支公。」午飯時間,我和Kelvin說。382Please respect copyright.PENANAs5Xvq6hi31
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「古榮又同Mia食飯?」Kelvin做出托下巴的偵探動作。382Please respect copyright.PENANAc8abkyISmb
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「係呀。我喺度諗,會唔會係Mia因為我同你Friend,所以要搶走我嘅朋友。」382Please respect copyright.PENANA04oLNZjSMP
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「點解咁講?」382Please respect copyright.PENANAp6HN8lKpR1
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「兩個禮拜前,Mia無啦啦話我姣你,叫我唔好痴住你。仲叫我食屎。」我到了今天才將這件事告訴Kelvin。382Please respect copyright.PENANAjL7fL83va6
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「咁過份!咁大件事,你做咩唔即刻同我講?我幫你去鬧佢。」Kelvin的反應讓我感動,這才是真正的朋友吧。382Please respect copyright.PENANA9tdxOsCyF8
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「我諗住好小事,廢時喺背後講人是非。」我說:「照Mia咁講,應該係鐘意你,點解要痴住古榮?到今日Mia都仲會啤住我,我真係覺得佢係為咗報復先咁做。」382Please respect copyright.PENANAahuWjeO67P
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「我好驚佢呢種八婆格嘅女仔,所以一直都同佢保持遠離。」Kelvin說:「可能佢地真係Friend呢,我地三個本來都係咁。古榮啱啱識你果陣,放置咗我成個禮拜自己食飯,仲慘!」382Please respect copyright.PENANAo0c2DKIsmy
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「哈,日頭唔好講人,古榮同Mia就喺前面。」Kelvin指著半條街前的他們。382Please respect copyright.PENANAmWLzY3uqYo
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Mia和古榮肩並肩行走。382Please respect copyright.PENANAm0eC1A18sZ
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「好close阿佢地。」我問Kelvin:「男仔都鐘意咁樣?」382Please respect copyright.PENANA8j281rMvSR
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「睇吓邊個啦。係你嘅話就唔好啦。」Kelvin說。382Please respect copyright.PENANAkyIUZzzMLj
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Mia和古榮進入了一間韓式餐廳。382Please respect copyright.PENANAfb0oSe5Kpl
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「要唔要入去?」Kelvin問。382Please respect copyright.PENANA5VslqFwt5h
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「吓?入去做咩。有啲尷尬。」382Please respect copyright.PENANA86uQ9UMweS
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「八卦吓,阻住古榮。我唔明尷尬嘅位喺邊。」382Please respect copyright.PENANAPjvHcsysJ4
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「陣間俾Mia見到我同你一齊又唔高興。」382Please respect copyright.PENANArReVgfNV0t
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「咪當幫你報仇,激吓Mia。佢轉移咗對象,我戥大家高興就真。」382Please respect copyright.PENANA0ZvxNdtaUR
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「細佬,兩個有位呀。」餐廳大媽說。382Please respect copyright.PENANAvvvfZzP77B
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「入去啦。」382Please respect copyright.PENANAeUdXe1EfJ4
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在進入餐廳的瞬間,Mia和古榮眼光便轉向了我們。382Please respect copyright.PENANAPP3HhpOrTM
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他們一副堂堂正正的樣子,倒是我眼神閃縮,內心感到一陣尷尬。382Please respect copyright.PENANATZlwi2Iljk
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Kelvin的聲音變得模糊:「你想食咩?」382Please respect copyright.PENANAR4rlu84vHB
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我的目光一直停留在Mia和古榮身上。382Please respect copyright.PENANAOggHyRnvLa
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「喂。」Kelvin忍不住叫了我的名字一下:「葉瑞恩!」382Please respect copyright.PENANAyIOqKznl69
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「嗯?⋯⋯」382Please respect copyright.PENANA3yXnBHvQqq
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我的腦海一片空白,整個人定格,無法反應過來。382Please respect copyright.PENANAva1wdB68Qu
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古榮、Kelvin、古榮、Kelvin,這兩人對我同樣重要。382Please respect copyright.PENANAcre8LXACZY
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失去他們任何一人,這絕對是對一無所有的我最大的懲罰。382Please respect copyright.PENANAYq0UXJcvGX
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我完全記不起整餐飯Kelvin和我說過些什麼。382Please respect copyright.PENANALZV71Sa2jq
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我只知道看著古榮和Mia兩個人在一起的時候,我好難過。382Please respect copyright.PENANAXGQqmn3XqQ
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我清楚明白我喜歡古榮,也喜歡Kelvin。他們是我最要好的朋友。382Please respect copyright.PENANAyyg3YHAeIf
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我從來沒有意識他們比我想像中重要得多,沒有做好失去的心理準備。382Please respect copyright.PENANAkcQtn82N8O
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滿腔情緒,欲哭無淚又如何?382Please respect copyright.PENANAVAUfAJ7vwg
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我根本沒有身份妒忌。382Please respect copyright.PENANAEwxs9x0Q0p
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我只記得我當時吃不下一口飯。382Please respect copyright.PENANAKfLrZz0W5A
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古榮和Mia離開前經過我們的位置主動打招呼。382Please respect copyright.PENANA4v0X1jEHQE
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我很勉強地擠出了一句:「你地好襯。」382Please respect copyright.PENANAYSeKtlgWuZ
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Mia露出一副勝利者的笑容離開。382Please respect copyright.PENANAXev16cBpuE
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對,我是失敗者。382Please respect copyright.PENANAFqWx7HFCnY
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我是失敗者。382Please respect copyright.PENANAWTUQYlfEAc
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我是失敗者。382Please respect copyright.PENANAtmKYnS5DcZ
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他們不是附屬品,沒有被我擁有的說法。382Please respect copyright.PENANAjdYE63JmW1
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我們只是一起吃飯的關係,根本什麼也不是。382Please respect copyright.PENANAI2qhkldqWV
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【十、沒有被我擁有的說法】
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