No Plagiarism!P0tjtXyFOinZB2czQQHXposted on PENANA 「告訴我,愛上一個必死之人,妳後悔嗎?」8964 copyright protection134PENANAQBSdMFsTXr 維尼
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劉霏睜開眼睛,過分清晰的夢境被那道提問徹底粉碎,留下悵然若失的她,側臥於空蕩的床鋪。8964 copyright protection134PENANAhm8qAgLwae 維尼
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雨聲淅瀝,洗去殘存的最後一絲睡意。8964 copyright protection134PENANAzT0MxsUYqg 維尼
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劉霏瞥向窗外,銀江城今夜的月又大又圓,就像李錦離開自己生命的那晚。8964 copyright protection134PENANATjL0RgDycq 維尼
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她起身,鳥瞰窗外夜景──圓月神奇地沒被雨雲遮擋,細雨映照月光,彷彿是上天向整座銀江城灑下一層又一層的碎銀。8964 copyright protection134PENANAhvPLc3A9mt 維尼
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月上的斑駁清晰可見,一如方才的夢:遙遠,卻無比真切。8964 copyright protection134PENANAh1AB9TIXi2 維尼
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某一瞬間,劉霏幾乎以為那場夢才是真的:李錦還沒死,她還依偎在他身邊看星星。8964 copyright protection134PENANAwuz5LrVogs 維尼
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床頭有一熄滅的火盆,劉霏看著火盆中殘存的餘燼,輕揉惺忪睡眼。8964 copyright protection134PENANARJTGJiK6w5 維尼
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──失算,燒得太少了。8964 copyright protection134PENANALZspfi45Rm 維尼
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可夢都醒了,她又能如何?8964 copyright protection134PENANAB4BmwCB3gl 維尼
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劉霏於是替自己斟酒,希望能早些入眠。她的酒量總是時好時不好,可卻偏偏是今夜,酒過數巡卻沒來半點醉意。8964 copyright protection134PENANA9FizyHE0fb 維尼
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最後,劉霏決定頂著遲來的微醺,打傘踏入微雨的凌晨──畢竟早到總比遲到好。8964 copyright protection134PENANAXjmRMRIQJ2 維尼
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她穿著她的渡師衣裝,最外層是一件色彩斑斕的大袖衫。即便打了傘,長長的袖子也很難不被濺起的雨滴弄髒。8964 copyright protection134PENANAm10tWebKIN 維尼
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可身為銀江城唯一的渡師,劉霏自有她的堅持──三年祭可不能馬虎。8964 copyright protection134PENANAS3FZAmW16v 維尼
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此外,她還抱著一隻密封的木盒......8964 copyright protection134PENANAkKA9xNum1x 維尼
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劉霏走了好遠,走過空無一人的街道、走出城邊一扇小門、走進郊外一座樹林……8964 copyright protection134PENANABzVxsxOhpP 維尼
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浩浩湯湯的銀江有不少分支,其中一條便是流入這座綠林的溪流,溪水最終匯入林深不知處,聚成一座人跡罕至的池塘。8964 copyright protection134PENANAn655ICl55c 維尼
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當她撥開最後一片灌木,斗大的滿月在池面上浮光耀金,與池畔點點飄盪的螢光共繪出一幅難以置信的幻景。8964 copyright protection134PENANAa3k7WeVeJj 維尼
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劉霏走上一座通往池中央的小橋,她望向水面上滿盈的月影,落入水中的雨滴,撥亂飽滿銀光的倒影,撥出了一圈又一圈銀環似的漣漪。8964 copyright protection134PENANASa3Y9c80Ji 維尼
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真美。8964 copyright protection134PENANAWTyI5H4xA0 維尼
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今夜之景,確實就像李錦死的那晚一樣漂亮。8964 copyright protection134PENANAzzNgBPUH2a 維尼
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劉霏抵達池中央的一座涼亭,這是李錦生前最喜歡的地方。8964 copyright protection134PENANA4PzCSiXOTS 維尼
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涼亭中央有一堆擺好的薪柴,那是她讓家僕提早準備好的──到了儀式進行時,劉霏只想獨自一人。8964 copyright protection134PENANAj4up4x1rvU 維尼
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可無奈李錦挑了個容易下雨的時節死,害她總擔心火會點不著。8964 copyright protection134PENANA298nJd1ufY 維尼
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好在篝火最終還是點燃了──接下來只要燒去盒中之物,劉霏就能將之渡給黃泉之下的亡夫。8964 copyright protection134PENANAZ0yWtm1vPF 維尼
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這並非是坊間燒紙錢這類的習俗,作為渡師,她是確確實實能將燒掉的東西交到死者手上。8964 copyright protection134PENANAYZSEKdtgmz 維尼
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這點早有引師召回的亡魂證實,無消世人爭辯。8964 copyright protection134PENANAL4UmnzqQGu 維尼
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劉霏打開木盒,取出一疊摺好的紙張。8964 copyright protection134PENANAUsiIR77IRQ 維尼
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這是寫給李錦的琴譜,是她親手編的曲子。8964 copyright protection134PENANA9jNYX2Lg80 維尼
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聽過李錦演奏的人都說這是天上曲度,不似人間之物。可比起彈給別人聽,李錦更喜歡和劉霏躲在這座涼亭,和著潺潺水聲演奏,讓她獨享。8964 copyright protection134PENANAyngb78xqm5 維尼
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只可惜,這曲子編得太難,如今就連編曲的劉霏都彈不出來。8964 copyright protection134PENANAsZmHuKPoan 維尼
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她將琴譜一張一張攤開,最後一次看過自己的傑作。接著,便毫不猶豫地扔進火堆,將這些曲子付之一炬。8964 copyright protection134PENANApjTdqLRERW 維尼
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畢竟,沒人有本事演奏的譜,就是天上曲度,留著又有何用?不如渡給九泉之下真正能演奏的人。8964 copyright protection134PENANATqXfiCC9Xl 維尼
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當篝火點燃紙張,劉霏看著引燃琴譜的火光,殊異的事情發生了──8964 copyright protection134PENANAaaaUmPEpKN 維尼
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光芒在她眼中如滴入水中的墨一般暈了開來。8964 copyright protection134PENANAwuKe2AqM1s 維尼
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待火光染開,劉霏環顧四周,景色早已不是微雨夏夜,而是百花齊放的春日。8964 copyright protection134PENANAgqH918zkZH 維尼
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而涼亭的中央,李錦就坐在那裡,身前擺著一張黑木製成的絕世好琴,笑著看她。8964 copyright protection134PENANA31CqrXskdS 維尼
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有人說這是為了在物件渡往彼岸時,精準無誤地交到正確的人手中,渡師會在物件引燃的時刻,進入一道幻境,一窺附於物件的回憶,並以此作為引導。8964 copyright protection134PENANAmM203KZM1R 維尼
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劉霏不在乎真相是否如此,她只想利用這栩栩如生、真假難辨的幻境,重溫那些李錦還陪著自己的時刻。8964 copyright protection134PENANA6PjhLIulKY 維尼
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和著匯入池塘的溪流聲,李錦開始演奏。這是專屬於她和夫君的記憶,沒有其他人見過,也從來不必與人分享。8964 copyright protection134PENANAuQMdTty4hD 維尼
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只見李錦抬手,十隻修長的指頭引動琴弦,那份無論對誰來說都太難的譜,便輕易奏成世間最美的曲調。8964 copyright protection134PENANAFaEMX2ipCl 維尼
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劉霏倚靠到演奏的丈夫身邊,即使知道這會妨礙他彈奏,她也喜歡這樣。8964 copyright protection134PENANAqZ9OiozFSS 維尼
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她能聞到李錦身上的味道、以及春風吹來的野花芬芳,耳畔的琴曲比模糊的回憶中更加動聽……8964 copyright protection134PENANAZ0Q47Xsjwv 維尼
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可越美的曲子,曲終人散後就越令人落寞。8964 copyright protection134PENANAYDOnmNeHrm 維尼
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幻境在李錦迷人的微笑中結束,現實在劉霏潸然淚下之後回歸。8964 copyright protection134PENANAHFbHzVUnX5 維尼
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她又想起那句李錦臨死之前問她的話──8964 copyright protection134PENANATvUcnkgHX8 維尼
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「告訴我,愛上一個必死之人,妳後悔嗎?」8964 copyright protection134PENANACjsdiCEWih 維尼
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打從相識那日,她便知道李錦只是一位向天多借了十年陽壽的續命之人。十年一到,李錦必死,毫無轉圜的餘地,也沒有續借的道理。8964 copyright protection134PENANAFAEP0uYifD 維尼
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可劉霏仍舊義無反顧愛上了他。8964 copyright protection134PENANAnQuyRnqONN 維尼
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李錦也確實在三年前的今天死了。8964 copyright protection134PENANAOVV68WUoWm 維尼
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他提前告別所有在乎過的人,在生命的最後,只有劉霏一人陪在身邊。8964 copyright protection134PENANAhqHl7LKRgF 維尼
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不,是他只陪在劉霏一人身邊。8964 copyright protection134PENANAix0Oo97s8l 維尼
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她抹去模糊視線的淚水,起身倚上涼亭的欄杆──碎銀似的細雨在月影之上泛起漣漪,與池畔的流螢一同繪出這片迷幻之景,和三年前一模一樣。8964 copyright protection134PENANA22H3l2LC4l 維尼
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──後悔?怎麼可能?既然李錦都死了,那計較該不該愛又有什麼意義?8964 copyright protection134PENANAchHO6ZfDWy 維尼
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可就是無怨無悔,生離死別的痛仍舊如渡物時的幻境同樣真實──喪夫的悲苦如影隨形,唯獨在她墜入幻境時能暫時消解。8964 copyright protection134PENANA1rKnV66uBv 維尼
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三年了,李錦留下的東西已被劉霏一件一件燒去。祭祀也不過是藉口,她甚至在無數個失眠的夜也靠著渡物的幻境入眠。8964 copyright protection134PENANANEHzgeafkP 維尼
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劉霏也曾試著找來引師招魂,李錦卻從未回應。人們安慰說:夫君是想讓她放下執念,好好過生活。8964 copyright protection134PENANAjWLixYxz50 維尼
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可劉霏從來不願如此相信。8964 copyright protection134PENANAcnfGpNa3Zk 維尼
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或許是借命之人無法回應召喚?還是李錦在埋怨自己什麼?還是……8964 copyright protection134PENANAtABC22R2ts 維尼
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還是他不來,是因為想要我去找他?8964 copyright protection134PENANAgz8mdq1VQY 維尼
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想到這,劉霏的眼早已再次模糊,她抹去淚珠,從木盒中取出一雙耳環:這是李錦送她的第一件禮物……8964 copyright protection134PENANAqpn4TmzwCM 維尼
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就這樣,劉霏將木盒中準備的物件一樣一樣燒去……當她燒光全部的回憶,雨已歇、月也落,池面的倒影,只剩滿天稀薄的殘星。8964 copyright protection134PENANAAtFyArVwjZ 維尼
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這也和李錦倚在自己身上死去後的景色一模一樣。8964 copyright protection134PENANAkEiRTC3Hiz 維尼
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看著篝火的餘燼,劉霏突然感覺自己有些可笑──李錦在彼岸動不動就收到這麼多東西,肯定無奈至極。8964 copyright protection134PENANASEdMHm7YC4 維尼
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可她不在乎。8964 copyright protection134PENANAW1mpAfG3mp 維尼
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劉霏只擔心:若是李錦留下的痕跡和回憶終於被自己燒光的那天,她該靠什麼東西活下去?8964 copyright protection134PENANAtmMZaPRf0X 維尼
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還是……8964 copyright protection134PENANA2gcRuiOntR 維尼
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當最後一星火光燃盡,劉霏想到一個點子。8964 copyright protection134PENANArZWlIPDFtz 維尼
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──若是引火自焚,「我」能不能被精準無誤地渡給李錦,親赴九泉給他一個天大的驚喜?8964 copyright protection134PENANACLAoljPMyA 維尼
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她不曉得,可劉霏感覺自己真的會如此嘗試。8964 copyright protection134PENANAwF9vqH8ogp 維尼
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若是成功了,她就要牽著李錦的手,給他一個真心實意的答覆:8964 copyright protection134PENANAlaB0SCA4Ma 維尼
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