No Plagiarism!SZlY6sywPpCXREZzvnKZposted on PENANA 當作什麼都是徒勞時,我會去對街的小巷,買一些「快樂」。8964 copyright protection38PENANANpbODZuX2j 維尼
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無論是被毆打時,或者是被關在漆黑的房間時,只要吃一顆快樂,就能夠舒服不少。8964 copyright protection38PENANAyngLoeOF7L 維尼
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「這也是我們的愛啊。」他們總是這麼說,但手中的藤條與皮帶卻總是沒有停過。8964 copyright protection38PENANAmYSjcG0Zke 維尼
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他們總是在快把我打死之前,就把我關起來,雖然身上有很多傷,但卻也不至於死亡。8964 copyright protection38PENANA20zePKfqKd 維尼
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這樣的才不是愛。8964 copyright protection38PENANAUhddvdhijx 維尼
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愛應該要是閃閃發光的,能夠為了他人付出一切,能夠接納他的所有,這才是愛。8964 copyright protection38PENANAHio73Ea0MW 維尼
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不過,我早已放棄那樣的東西。8964 copyright protection38PENANAixzR6d2ArE 維尼
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若這是故事,早已用我的死迎接了結局。8964 copyright protection38PENANA6DJYIURdRV 維尼
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若這是音樂,早已用我的逝去劃休止符。8964 copyright protection38PENANASd3D58EW9L 維尼
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然而,這就是我的現世,只連接著無盡的苦痛與現實。8964 copyright protection38PENANAghe5aknz0s 維尼
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不斷被抽打、被關起來的日常持續著,望不到結束的那天。8964 copyright protection38PENANAZH8edXMoNg 維尼
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然而,機會總是會造訪。8964 copyright protection38PENANAEM0GpCRXai 維尼
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惡魔與幽魂雙雙倒去,箝制羽翼的枷鎖不在,我終於能展翅飛翔。8964 copyright protection38PENANAmwa4fISozF 維尼
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走在熟悉又陌生的道路上,我又下意識地想要去買快樂。8964 copyright protection38PENANAswKgujvQDD 維尼
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「喂!那邊那個!」8964 copyright protection38PENANArxL56hEVpI 維尼
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有個手中拿著小刀的男子叫住了我。8964 copyright protection38PENANAmUmCn7iumB 維尼
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「老實點,把錢拿出來吧。」8964 copyright protection38PENANAET1oFXcA6H 維尼
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「錢……?」8964 copyright protection38PENANAsPrSm4rfyk 維尼
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男子不怎麼開心地看向我。8964 copyright protection38PENANAc9An7agTrM 維尼
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「對啦,不想吃苦頭的話,就快交出來。」8964 copyright protection38PENANAwas9of6c6i 維尼
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「你有……愛著的人嗎?」8964 copyright protection38PENANAZQyk9snOpX 維尼
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「啥?」男子一臉莫名地看著我。「你到底在說什麼?」8964 copyright protection38PENANAkmERj3qmnY 維尼
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「有沒有,可以先回答我嗎?」8964 copyright protection38PENANAVuSdu78JTR 維尼
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「怎麼可能會有那種東西嘛!」8964 copyright protection38PENANAecwRmVX90r 維尼
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一個瞬間,他的臉孔在我的眼中,被劃上了大大的紅色叉叉。8964 copyright protection38PENANA4phwoYWFrC 維尼
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這傢伙也不行嗎?8964 copyright protection38PENANAipVgbxn1Zt 維尼
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「這樣不行啊……」8964 copyright protection38PENANAuSRqMOmXfH 維尼
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我伸出手,握住了他的刀刃。8964 copyright protection38PENANALtfhdB47Tw 維尼
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熟悉的觸感,搭配上從傷口中流出的鮮紅……8964 copyright protection38PENANA8Q0bwiOOI4 維尼
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一切、一切都讓人感到懷念。8964 copyright protection38PENANAHrWXP8yacu 維尼
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「這種骯髒事,要為了所愛之人做才行啊。」8964 copyright protection38PENANAmrJtlfhEfi 維尼
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他鬆手了,刀刃就這麼卡在我的手掌中。8964 copyright protection38PENANA0OwyFHdYyS 維尼
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「為了愛啊,我認為可以去欺騙、去犯罪、去奪取,甚至去殺害都可以。」8964 copyright protection38PENANAoVI0NsWQGS 維尼
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將刀刃從傷口取下,我握緊了那把小刀。8964 copyright protection38PENANAMAp6Gyxhqg 維尼
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「奇……奇怪的傢伙……」8964 copyright protection38PENANAxO2taNBBWs 維尼
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原本跟我要錢的男子,現在轉頭就跑。8964 copyright protection38PENANA3Db5UnXVeH 維尼
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「啊哈哈哈,要玩捉迷藏嗎?終於可以輪到我當鬼了嗎?」8964 copyright protection38PENANALkkPlk5WMp 維尼
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老實說我還挺開心的,因為以前總是我被迫躲起來。8964 copyright protection38PENANA4f9uIE1RZZ 維尼
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我一邊笑著,一邊追了上去。8964 copyright protection38PENANAqowona3niF 維尼
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最後,我看到縮在牆角的他。8964 copyright protection38PENANAaevGMT9o2w 維尼
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「找 到 你 囉。」8964 copyright protection38PENANAswKSBeIxPF 維尼
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一個一個字的說著。不過,找到之後應該要做什麼?8964 copyright protection38PENANAkBao3QYI1s 維尼
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我以前被找到的時候,總是會被毒打一頓,這就是那樣的遊戲對吧。8964 copyright protection38PENANAiER580MjV9 維尼
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我望著手中的小刀,沒想到他連遊戲道具都準備好了。8964 copyright protection38PENANA3WFEEo3pLi 維尼
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「那接下來就是懲罰單元了,對吧?」8964 copyright protection38PENANAMSSH0GZ2Rc 維尼
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我將小刀揮下。8964 copyright protection38PENANA18o59SGTr8 維尼
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在懲罰的過程中,我嚐到了比被懲罰還要舒服的感覺。8964 copyright protection38PENANAgIqapkpoqi 維尼
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就好像知道自己該做些什麼一樣,身體比起思考先做出了行動。8964 copyright protection38PENANAgDXkFHiASd 維尼
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不斷重複著戳刺與拔出的動作,這就是父母教會我的愛嗎?8964 copyright protection38PENANAHEuYxk18HA 維尼
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好溫暖的手,但他的表情卻又如此冰冷。8964 copyright protection38PENANAjjP4W7hEYp 維尼
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我就這樣一直跟他玩著,玩到他再也不能動為止。8964 copyright protection38PENANA0epOqzxEmL 維尼
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「啊,玩得太過火了。」8964 copyright protection38PENANANufRK3IxkP 維尼
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拍拍手,將手上的污漬拍落。8964 copyright protection38PENANAf0n44EzaLd 維尼
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「這樣應該也不用關起來了吧?」8964 copyright protection38PENANAxso5uzHetQ 維尼
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我就這樣把他放在現場了。8964 copyright protection38PENANAzcxrfAbdNK 維尼
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不過,漸漸的我發現,快樂不再讓我快樂起來了。8964 copyright protection38PENANArs9xTMFzeT 維尼
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應該說,已經不能再滿足我了。8964 copyright protection38PENANA33MPg26PHs 維尼
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自從體驗過懲罰他人的感覺之後,好像其他東西都不能再讓我開心起來了。8964 copyright protection38PENANAtGzlw1hXvm 維尼
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所以,懲罰他人就是愛的表現嗎?8964 copyright protection38PENANAXVjKGFTtgZ 維尼
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問題的後面,總是接著另一個問題。8964 copyright protection38PENANAY08IlroK9b 維尼
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我愛我自己嗎?8964 copyright protection38PENANAdMXiRjmOIA 維尼
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不知道。8964 copyright protection38PENANAZP3e4ovhoq 維尼
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那就試試看吧?8964 copyright protection38PENANAbb46SbADNP 維尼
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於是,我拿起小刀,往我的手臂割去。8964 copyright protection38PENANAQDO1QmZd81 維尼
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看著流淌而出的鮮血與滿溢而出的疼痛感,我不禁大笑出聲。8964 copyright protection38PENANA0jao3dxfNk 維尼
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從來沒有一種感覺讓我這麼興奮過。8964 copyright protection38PENANAmvkObghAXD 維尼
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於是,我開始嘗試著各種方法。8964 copyright protection38PENANA2GnQBRem5e 維尼
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撕扯自己的頭髮,拔去自己的指甲,用鐵鎚敲打自己的手指。8964 copyright protection38PENANAyEuoBeiKS4 維尼
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然而,當某天再次用小刀娛樂時,卻發現已經不如以往快樂了。8964 copyright protection38PENANAY44b5ozeED 維尼
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「還不夠……」8964 copyright protection38PENANATm9frs8gRA 維尼
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痛覺不能被習慣,但能把它變成快感。8964 copyright protection38PENANA7EcVi6GQmD 維尼
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而現在這份快感快被習慣了,再這樣下去只會留下苦痛而已。8964 copyright protection38PENANApB1bTQaHME 維尼
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還不夠……不滿足……8964 copyright protection38PENANAPdsjlbO33w 維尼
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還要更多,更多更多才行……8964 copyright protection38PENANAHLmeCZTsoX 維尼
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風險與疼痛,最後導出的結果,就是填了五發子彈的左輪手槍。8964 copyright protection38PENANAEbm24Lq2HG 維尼
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俄羅斯輪盤?是叫這樣的東西對吧——8964 copyright protection38PENANAxVT5JTNuZV 維尼
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只抽掉一發子彈,因為這樣能受到更多疼痛與刺激的機率比較高。8964 copyright protection38PENANAXBWtBYCNbr 維尼
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如果中了六分之一的機率,就能活下來想更刺激的娛樂方式……8964 copyright protection38PENANAMaNtsEM56m 維尼
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無論是哪個,都具有迷人的吸引力啊。8964 copyright protection38PENANAX5XtSGiTr6 維尼
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拿起槍,轉動槍膛,對準了太陽穴。8964 copyright protection38PENANAHzzP2K35XS 維尼
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我扣下了板機……8964 copyright protection38PENANAQA3PvDYG4a 維尼
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