No Plagiarism!O9aspYO6W7x8EzUuxlBGposted on PENANA 當作什麼都是徒勞時,我會去對街的小巷,買一些「快樂」。8964 copyright protection122PENANAXwFAiuSwzd 維尼
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無論是被毆打時,或者是被關在漆黑的房間時,只要吃一顆快樂,就能夠舒服不少。8964 copyright protection122PENANAiFAsYLAZgM 維尼
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「這也是我們的愛啊。」他們總是這麼說,但手中的藤條與皮帶卻總是沒有停過。8964 copyright protection122PENANAfYzFzZBIZn 維尼
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他們總是在快把我打死之前,就把我關起來,雖然身上有很多傷,但卻也不至於死亡。8964 copyright protection122PENANAuIX3IlbERc 維尼
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好苦澀。8964 copyright protection122PENANAWL9ocXzlyp 維尼
126Please respect copyright.PENANATXgy8RpeGX
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這樣的才不是愛。8964 copyright protection122PENANAJSidqVgPa3 維尼
126Please respect copyright.PENANAionBxah5Nc
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愛應該要是閃閃發光的,能夠為了他人付出一切,能夠接納他的所有,這才是愛。8964 copyright protection122PENANAFmpDIpRoN9 維尼
126Please respect copyright.PENANAd9m702h7oX
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不過,我早已放棄那樣的東西。8964 copyright protection122PENANA4w6bVyvznc 維尼
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若這是故事,早已用我的死迎接了結局。8964 copyright protection122PENANAa9N3p4KYkF 維尼
126Please respect copyright.PENANArLir9fk0h7
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若這是音樂,早已用我的逝去劃休止符。8964 copyright protection122PENANAwj2cTunjxN 維尼
126Please respect copyright.PENANAXm6ubdakAL
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然而,這就是我的現世,只連接著無盡的苦痛與現實。8964 copyright protection122PENANAWuJzSn9Oko 維尼
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不斷被抽打、被關起來的日常持續著,望不到結束的那天。8964 copyright protection122PENANA3gsgiZQp6A 維尼
126Please respect copyright.PENANA1jIwAKfVWJ
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然而,機會總是會造訪。8964 copyright protection122PENANAh4b2u0OX2R 維尼
126Please respect copyright.PENANAPRL2WlRTOe
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惡魔與幽魂雙雙倒去,箝制羽翼的枷鎖不在,我終於能展翅飛翔。8964 copyright protection122PENANAJvoExhNy4Y 維尼
126Please respect copyright.PENANA5qgxf5J3G8
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走在熟悉又陌生的道路上,我又下意識地想要去買快樂。8964 copyright protection122PENANAnow2e6jZLj 維尼
126Please respect copyright.PENANAUMOj5llK8e
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「喂!那邊那個!」8964 copyright protection122PENANAK8WQM09wTp 維尼
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有個手中拿著小刀的男子叫住了我。8964 copyright protection122PENANADeS7C6tXa9 維尼
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「老實點,把錢拿出來吧。」8964 copyright protection122PENANA8X4eDgQvnj 維尼
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「錢……?」8964 copyright protection122PENANA7tZD1ORXd4 維尼
126Please respect copyright.PENANAniIpDI5vrY
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男子不怎麼開心地看向我。8964 copyright protection122PENANAlhb1oFwXZ5 維尼
126Please respect copyright.PENANAEAp504qVbz
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「對啦,不想吃苦頭的話,就快交出來。」8964 copyright protection122PENANA53Adw7gvMS 維尼
126Please respect copyright.PENANAuG9Ku7wa7Y
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「你有……愛著的人嗎?」8964 copyright protection122PENANA5mDjmtr7kT 維尼
126Please respect copyright.PENANAC0PKfNpMbq
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「啥?」男子一臉莫名地看著我。「你到底在說什麼?」8964 copyright protection122PENANArSUMVtNtqO 維尼
126Please respect copyright.PENANAnMYYOMRbpd
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「有沒有,可以先回答我嗎?」8964 copyright protection122PENANANTeywXLMk3 維尼
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「怎麼可能會有那種東西嘛!」8964 copyright protection122PENANAwHXbIN8e06 維尼
126Please respect copyright.PENANAQ57loHaT6Y
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一個瞬間,他的臉孔在我的眼中,被劃上了大大的紅色叉叉。8964 copyright protection122PENANAw6a8kZYZkU 維尼
126Please respect copyright.PENANA0d4nnaZhO9
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這傢伙也不行嗎?8964 copyright protection122PENANAOZHz3ChDsM 維尼
126Please respect copyright.PENANAi43hHzQWNj
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「這樣不行啊……」8964 copyright protection122PENANA3toPntgzOf 維尼
126Please respect copyright.PENANA0afUjAu0np
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我伸出手,握住了他的刀刃。8964 copyright protection122PENANA6rg4mQSHGM 維尼
126Please respect copyright.PENANAKwuhVim9Rq
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熟悉的觸感,搭配上從傷口中流出的鮮紅……8964 copyright protection122PENANAKLb6CHZ2sn 維尼
126Please respect copyright.PENANAAbD3MMXkxY
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一切、一切都讓人感到懷念。8964 copyright protection122PENANAi09px8oo4y 維尼
126Please respect copyright.PENANACZyvI5P5rA
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「這種骯髒事,要為了所愛之人做才行啊。」8964 copyright protection122PENANAoXfZhvTXAw 維尼
126Please respect copyright.PENANAVY18B2jyrC
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他鬆手了,刀刃就這麼卡在我的手掌中。8964 copyright protection122PENANA01pGRoSdvX 維尼
126Please respect copyright.PENANAX3Az3dhNR2
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「為了愛啊,我認為可以去欺騙、去犯罪、去奪取,甚至去殺害都可以。」8964 copyright protection122PENANAaDTb5u96I9 維尼
126Please respect copyright.PENANA95136TYTMG
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將刀刃從傷口取下,我握緊了那把小刀。8964 copyright protection122PENANA1OhWfsS2G1 維尼
126Please respect copyright.PENANAuV1o6ENPWE
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「奇……奇怪的傢伙……」8964 copyright protection122PENANAPRn8KeH2mJ 維尼
126Please respect copyright.PENANAlXsbQvAne5
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原本跟我要錢的男子,現在轉頭就跑。8964 copyright protection122PENANAFoGex0YwJ5 維尼
126Please respect copyright.PENANA9f6MlMoenM
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「啊哈哈哈,要玩捉迷藏嗎?終於可以輪到我當鬼了嗎?」8964 copyright protection122PENANAqTNwN9fJl4 維尼
126Please respect copyright.PENANA3jLqZKB0OC
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老實說我還挺開心的,因為以前總是我被迫躲起來。8964 copyright protection122PENANA965IzvXAmB 維尼
126Please respect copyright.PENANA5SjSIHpAyP
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我一邊笑著,一邊追了上去。8964 copyright protection122PENANA9ZSoGge4Lb 維尼
126Please respect copyright.PENANAdhSpFBxLKd
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最後,我看到縮在牆角的他。8964 copyright protection122PENANABen7ChiIGB 維尼
126Please respect copyright.PENANA6GivLXCPpN
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「找 到 你 囉。」8964 copyright protection122PENANAktdE8qkxMz 維尼
126Please respect copyright.PENANAPu7wdFGNFF
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一個一個字的說著。不過,找到之後應該要做什麼?8964 copyright protection122PENANAwQkPKpQaGw 維尼
126Please respect copyright.PENANAdKk5053TfY
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我以前被找到的時候,總是會被毒打一頓,這就是那樣的遊戲對吧。8964 copyright protection122PENANANDIvVEb9kI 維尼
126Please respect copyright.PENANAmMOlahWcNb
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我望著手中的小刀,沒想到他連遊戲道具都準備好了。8964 copyright protection122PENANAjNYugfHTeG 維尼
126Please respect copyright.PENANAhdiTGIwTKd
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「那接下來就是懲罰單元了,對吧?」8964 copyright protection122PENANAnJ1G2sEgYj 維尼
126Please respect copyright.PENANA5xRUffEXkM
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我將小刀揮下。8964 copyright protection122PENANAsDLSLJ7ceR 維尼
126Please respect copyright.PENANAPpBeD6dmMq
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126Please respect copyright.PENANA8jNN8eILfY
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在懲罰的過程中,我嚐到了比被懲罰還要舒服的感覺。8964 copyright protection122PENANAyS6v9CM9IL 維尼
126Please respect copyright.PENANAEewM6cXzwN
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就好像知道自己該做些什麼一樣,身體比起思考先做出了行動。8964 copyright protection122PENANAa5NCpEdRY8 維尼
126Please respect copyright.PENANAvNUgeSoIAA
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不斷重複著戳刺與拔出的動作,這就是父母教會我的愛嗎?8964 copyright protection122PENANA9tle4xn23F 維尼
126Please respect copyright.PENANAsYBCnpJF2k
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好溫暖的手,但他的表情卻又如此冰冷。8964 copyright protection122PENANAwjxVpwUdKS 維尼
126Please respect copyright.PENANAKLWzYYlZa9
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我就這樣一直跟他玩著,玩到他再也不能動為止。8964 copyright protection122PENANA2FrIqWVXMw 維尼
126Please respect copyright.PENANAFm69s8BYeq
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「啊,玩得太過火了。」8964 copyright protection122PENANAlpE2z1cmil 維尼
126Please respect copyright.PENANALDdAL9nxOw
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拍拍手,將手上的污漬拍落。8964 copyright protection122PENANA9hUiGmw9wi 維尼
126Please respect copyright.PENANAkvQWuUhC0y
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「這樣應該也不用關起來了吧?」8964 copyright protection122PENANA72sOBmOwdF 維尼
126Please respect copyright.PENANASFaMhUQi8a
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我就這樣把他放在現場了。8964 copyright protection122PENANAghruIW8Hu9 維尼
126Please respect copyright.PENANAsJyiFtM4Ob
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126Please respect copyright.PENANAhVRUttu64i
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不過,漸漸的我發現,快樂不再讓我快樂起來了。8964 copyright protection122PENANA7LcIgap6H5 維尼
126Please respect copyright.PENANADXXdkrICe9
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應該說,已經不能再滿足我了。8964 copyright protection122PENANAnom09qRkD3 維尼
126Please respect copyright.PENANAKkadkX29dJ
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自從體驗過懲罰他人的感覺之後,好像其他東西都不能再讓我開心起來了。8964 copyright protection122PENANA77kArSRkYW 維尼
126Please respect copyright.PENANApyxKiJtMUe
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所以,懲罰他人就是愛的表現嗎?8964 copyright protection122PENANAuPAMFAicge 維尼
126Please respect copyright.PENANAQcRBGF3yRw
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問題的後面,總是接著另一個問題。8964 copyright protection122PENANAajmiqXC3j1 維尼
126Please respect copyright.PENANAjubaUzmpJo
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我愛我自己嗎?8964 copyright protection122PENANAyf9BpurlQP 維尼
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不知道。8964 copyright protection122PENANAVw4FBu8yE1 維尼
126Please respect copyright.PENANA9DbIsrqb9Q
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那就試試看吧?8964 copyright protection122PENANATxcDu8jime 維尼
126Please respect copyright.PENANAHaPSWziJkI
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於是,我拿起小刀,往我的手臂割去。8964 copyright protection122PENANAQ3RFkwxniS 維尼
126Please respect copyright.PENANAsUDAgsz4RZ
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看著流淌而出的鮮血與滿溢而出的疼痛感,我不禁大笑出聲。8964 copyright protection122PENANAu5rd7XvPZS 維尼
126Please respect copyright.PENANA6UvixlarUq
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從來沒有一種感覺讓我這麼興奮過。8964 copyright protection122PENANAY5wMZenrl4 維尼
126Please respect copyright.PENANAA7tdIRSgI1
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於是,我開始嘗試著各種方法。8964 copyright protection122PENANAXCSBJI21oI 維尼
126Please respect copyright.PENANALVPAzqq7Hg
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撕扯自己的頭髮,拔去自己的指甲,用鐵鎚敲打自己的手指。8964 copyright protection122PENANA2SGuPPbygW 維尼
126Please respect copyright.PENANAHbzkm5UKkv
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然而,當某天再次用小刀娛樂時,卻發現已經不如以往快樂了。8964 copyright protection122PENANAZfRNWjm2Lk 維尼
126Please respect copyright.PENANAePO8nY7Ycy
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「還不夠……」8964 copyright protection122PENANAMeKuE9mkye 維尼
126Please respect copyright.PENANA5iXmIqCDD6
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痛覺不能被習慣,但能把它變成快感。8964 copyright protection122PENANAgCNHA15zd8 維尼
126Please respect copyright.PENANA5uFFUFdstv
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而現在這份快感快被習慣了,再這樣下去只會留下苦痛而已。8964 copyright protection122PENANAmjfY2gqhri 維尼
126Please respect copyright.PENANAbLhyDQHVq6
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還不夠……不滿足……8964 copyright protection122PENANAI5sePQwRcR 維尼
126Please respect copyright.PENANAzPD6yrzRif
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還要更多,更多更多才行……8964 copyright protection122PENANAjaNCZyS3c2 維尼
126Please respect copyright.PENANAIQYfdYjcPD
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風險與疼痛,最後導出的結果,就是填了五發子彈的左輪手槍。8964 copyright protection122PENANAjpQr1CkO8E 維尼
126Please respect copyright.PENANAfsXxB1o3yu
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俄羅斯輪盤?是叫這樣的東西對吧——8964 copyright protection122PENANAVIHAgZ3OjC 維尼
126Please respect copyright.PENANA2T0iCm5kia
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只抽掉一發子彈,因為這樣能受到更多疼痛與刺激的機率比較高。8964 copyright protection122PENANAcuQjG57BoN 維尼
126Please respect copyright.PENANAthdYwsrJoU
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如果中了六分之一的機率,就能活下來想更刺激的娛樂方式……8964 copyright protection122PENANAkp2p9gLd2a 維尼
126Please respect copyright.PENANArJK0i8iCkQ
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無論是哪個,都具有迷人的吸引力啊。8964 copyright protection122PENANAxBOpuFNj6F 維尼
126Please respect copyright.PENANANgk4zoTTkS
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拿起槍,轉動槍膛,對準了太陽穴。8964 copyright protection122PENANA6DNMubQaLI 維尼
126Please respect copyright.PENANAy9g18mYqZN
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我扣下了板機……8964 copyright protection122PENANAUTl3bYxlTX 維尼
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