已經不知道走了幾天,實際上在逃離那對男女之後,就再也沒有多餘的力氣奔跑。44Please respect copyright.PENANAq0Tz3gBEya
不敢隨便亂吃東西,因為小牛被毒死的模樣歷歷在目……44Please respect copyright.PENANAuSm4ZBWRQJ
只能在陰暗角落裡走著,小白被虐待發出的叫聲,仍讓我感到恐懼……44Please respect copyright.PENANArVUNWKjJoQ
浮現的人類情感又漸漸淡掉許多,身體狀況不佳所傳出的警訊十分強烈,很快就對小白和小牛的遭遇變的麻木。本來就不該存在的人類情緒,在突破那臨界點後再次爆發,可能只有我會這樣,一般動物絕對不會傷心難過吧。44Please respect copyright.PENANAFoj0E64oDl
我在胡思亂想什麼,事實就是,自己也無法確定動物究竟有沒有情感這種事情。44Please respect copyright.PENANAUmcemH7gGA
回頭想想,這應該是所謂的報應吧……想起小時候我虐待過一隻很小的小狗,當時根本不懂何謂生命,只覺得欺負比自己還弱小的動物,會莫名得到快感。44Please respect copyright.PENANAfocI5Ic2PM
但是邪惡的劣根性,在放走那隻小狗時瓦解了,牠舉步艱難的顫抖背影,使自己徹徹底底感受到罪惡感油然而生,沒多久便是深不見底的愧疚,久久無法消散。44Please respect copyright.PENANAgcmzYI0QMG
不懂珍惜弱小動物的生命,現在的我正在承受報應吧……44Please respect copyright.PENANAlXlT0RHVfE
等到回神過來時,才發現靠著直覺得自己,正朝某個方位前去,在容量有限的大腦裡,想著的是曾經熟悉的家。44Please respect copyright.PENANA9Qh44vxfan
可是,那還是我的家嗎?我還有那樣的地方嗎?44Please respect copyright.PENANAL8YBRXamqc
即便家已成過去式,但莫名的衝動仍然克制不住自己的行為,情緒再次湧現,情感又變的跟人類一樣。儘管步伐已餓到發軟,仍像個魁儡般不受控地邁開腳步,每一步都覺得生命正一點一滴的失去。44Please respect copyright.PENANA1mrr6K41mC
家在哪……44Please respect copyright.PENANAyQkR9qDxJ4
我只是一股腦兒地想著,只想再見見品萱和士杰而已……44Please respect copyright.PENANA6H3HKBvKKn
44Please respect copyright.PENANAHXxwAmMvhq
埋頭走了許久,知道換過幾次晝夜,抬頭一看正是夕陽黃昏之時。搖晃的身軀隨時都會倒下,求生意志燃燒殆盡了,我真的沒有體力繼續下去。44Please respect copyright.PENANAWoRX7voWyw
可是,就在打算放棄的同時,我對於眼前的景象感到驚訝,因為憑著本能,自己無意間來到離家不遠的地方,只要過了前面的樹叢小道,就會到家了。44Please respect copyright.PENANAg5xgtEHDmp
那片樹叢,也是我丟掉黑貓的地方,在差點失去意識的視線裡,赫然瞄到樹叢裡突兀的一隻黑貓,正露著詭異笑容看我。44Please respect copyright.PENANA8L2uaJuV4t
跟當初我死前一樣,陰魂不散。44Please respect copyright.PENANAFiPBadIjRI
可能是我害死你的吧,儘管內心說再多次對不起,仍無法改變那段回憶的結果。44Please respect copyright.PENANAHMBSgT7dTH
讓我想起小時候虐待狗之後的頓悟,結果長大後……再次不當生命一回事。44Please respect copyright.PENANAMMrxZ82WDc
別只會怪在氣頭上,也不要怪士杰考不好所以遷怒。44Please respect copyright.PENANAUxGdj4mdPg
說穿了我只是把動物的生命看的很輕而已。44Please respect copyright.PENANAebzVT7yJVX
為此,我也付出了代價,到離世前,與自己兒子的關係依舊沒有恢復。44Please respect copyright.PENANAftOgkn1tqy
我和士杰應該會是像朋友那樣的家人關係,而不是無話可說、避不見面的陌生人。44Please respect copyright.PENANA5sPAAvurFL
對不起……44Please respect copyright.PENANALrZ854ExC3
我無法再走下去了,四隻腳越走越偏,最終直接倒臥在路旁。44Please respect copyright.PENANA2LtQb6UeFg
眼皮好重,好想吃東西,好想喝水……44Please respect copyright.PENANA9RmESHskIf
好想你們……44Please respect copyright.PENANANHSi4sMLhu
躺在地上的我,意識到只剩最後幾口的微弱呼吸,似曾相似的情況再次上演,只是這次多了無盡悲傷,情感如破裂的玻璃碎片紮心,靈魂再也無法負荷。44Please respect copyright.PENANAEE0ASlix8w
我累了……這一次真的……44Please respect copyright.PENANAQq0bZUVLV9
快閉上眼睛時,模糊的視線出現熟悉的臉龐,身上的氣味很快就讓我認出……士杰。44Please respect copyright.PENANADCOguxV33z
或許……是死前的幻覺吧……44Please respect copyright.PENANAPIoxyDv052
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