已經不知道走了幾天,實際上在逃離那對男女之後,就再也沒有多餘的力氣奔跑。120Please respect copyright.PENANAXLzbzNhorN
不敢隨便亂吃東西,因為小牛被毒死的模樣歷歷在目……120Please respect copyright.PENANALmR6nLMbGP
只能在陰暗角落裡走著,小白被虐待發出的叫聲,仍讓我感到恐懼……120Please respect copyright.PENANA5835UacHib
浮現的人類情感又漸漸淡掉許多,身體狀況不佳所傳出的警訊十分強烈,很快就對小白和小牛的遭遇變的麻木。本來就不該存在的人類情緒,在突破那臨界點後再次爆發,可能只有我會這樣,一般動物絕對不會傷心難過吧。120Please respect copyright.PENANAGsI10NMDqA
我在胡思亂想什麼,事實就是,自己也無法確定動物究竟有沒有情感這種事情。120Please respect copyright.PENANABynEGrh71P
回頭想想,這應該是所謂的報應吧……想起小時候我虐待過一隻很小的小狗,當時根本不懂何謂生命,只覺得欺負比自己還弱小的動物,會莫名得到快感。120Please respect copyright.PENANAfPwS0FafRE
但是邪惡的劣根性,在放走那隻小狗時瓦解了,牠舉步艱難的顫抖背影,使自己徹徹底底感受到罪惡感油然而生,沒多久便是深不見底的愧疚,久久無法消散。120Please respect copyright.PENANAFZias0kziN
不懂珍惜弱小動物的生命,現在的我正在承受報應吧……120Please respect copyright.PENANAOetMYFCUBs
等到回神過來時,才發現靠著直覺得自己,正朝某個方位前去,在容量有限的大腦裡,想著的是曾經熟悉的家。120Please respect copyright.PENANAPUG6TbXxH4
可是,那還是我的家嗎?我還有那樣的地方嗎?120Please respect copyright.PENANAfCYT5PlLWe
即便家已成過去式,但莫名的衝動仍然克制不住自己的行為,情緒再次湧現,情感又變的跟人類一樣。儘管步伐已餓到發軟,仍像個魁儡般不受控地邁開腳步,每一步都覺得生命正一點一滴的失去。120Please respect copyright.PENANAXLVeuEf9fJ
家在哪……120Please respect copyright.PENANAQBs6Eh8XQW
我只是一股腦兒地想著,只想再見見品萱和士杰而已……120Please respect copyright.PENANAfDKhgRXLI7
120Please respect copyright.PENANAAV4rMSKvA6
埋頭走了許久,知道換過幾次晝夜,抬頭一看正是夕陽黃昏之時。搖晃的身軀隨時都會倒下,求生意志燃燒殆盡了,我真的沒有體力繼續下去。120Please respect copyright.PENANA7qWeuFiiCP
可是,就在打算放棄的同時,我對於眼前的景象感到驚訝,因為憑著本能,自己無意間來到離家不遠的地方,只要過了前面的樹叢小道,就會到家了。120Please respect copyright.PENANAh3HqeUyS9o
那片樹叢,也是我丟掉黑貓的地方,在差點失去意識的視線裡,赫然瞄到樹叢裡突兀的一隻黑貓,正露著詭異笑容看我。120Please respect copyright.PENANALgX9ORK9n5
跟當初我死前一樣,陰魂不散。120Please respect copyright.PENANA66WSI48lEb
可能是我害死你的吧,儘管內心說再多次對不起,仍無法改變那段回憶的結果。120Please respect copyright.PENANANsjKQIEDNo
讓我想起小時候虐待狗之後的頓悟,結果長大後……再次不當生命一回事。120Please respect copyright.PENANA9cPydxmB2R
別只會怪在氣頭上,也不要怪士杰考不好所以遷怒。120Please respect copyright.PENANACjffayFiir
說穿了我只是把動物的生命看的很輕而已。120Please respect copyright.PENANAxAfEB3QFH1
為此,我也付出了代價,到離世前,與自己兒子的關係依舊沒有恢復。120Please respect copyright.PENANAPz009MNTj0
我和士杰應該會是像朋友那樣的家人關係,而不是無話可說、避不見面的陌生人。120Please respect copyright.PENANAM4h61bkjso
對不起……120Please respect copyright.PENANAA8H6NHHEvU
我無法再走下去了,四隻腳越走越偏,最終直接倒臥在路旁。120Please respect copyright.PENANAhcrteE2s4y
眼皮好重,好想吃東西,好想喝水……120Please respect copyright.PENANAHSQYLz3k6i
好想你們……120Please respect copyright.PENANAY8euHoM2yb
躺在地上的我,意識到只剩最後幾口的微弱呼吸,似曾相似的情況再次上演,只是這次多了無盡悲傷,情感如破裂的玻璃碎片紮心,靈魂再也無法負荷。120Please respect copyright.PENANAGA0syJr3B1
我累了……這一次真的……120Please respect copyright.PENANApVSxXRL1Q0
快閉上眼睛時,模糊的視線出現熟悉的臉龐,身上的氣味很快就讓我認出……士杰。120Please respect copyright.PENANASUPYodleTS
或許……是死前的幻覺吧……120Please respect copyright.PENANAdCcOuKztHk
120Please respect copyright.PENANAfURdFy7EpM
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