歌名:只怕想家─黃美珍
歌詞:699Please respect copyright.PENANAKMrN5BjdZP
我以為如果有熱情有成長有理想,699Please respect copyright.PENANAcspOI1ioQ3
最後總會被了解被培養被獎賞,699Please respect copyright.PENANAJ5xUV882vP
怎麼城市像戰場,充滿痛與傷,699Please respect copyright.PENANAkbH4yPJccj
好像終於能容忍,能頑強,能埋藏,699Please respect copyright.PENANAEri499Gf7S
心裡還是很孤獨,很迷惘,很悲傷,699Please respect copyright.PENANAXPWghr082j
不再笑得像太陽,靜得像月亮,699Please respect copyright.PENANAUc1jEi2az6
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什麼都可以不怕,只怕想家,699Please respect copyright.PENANAoN4IDmnKs8
和爸媽說我一切順利淚總會落下,699Please respect copyright.PENANAMbaStxvT7x
太辛苦就趕快回家,是最暖的牽掛。699Please respect copyright.PENANAc1PUNIbkGM
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我什麼也不怕,只怕想家,699Please respect copyright.PENANAY655M7XuUF
武裝的冰冷遇上溫熱就會融化,699Please respect copyright.PENANAywZPsqRZO7
就算曾被責罵,699Please respect copyright.PENANAoVdy7o3Z6y
現在明白是心疼啊。699Please respect copyright.PENANA6CuVunIn5o
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你能不能別閃躲,別複雜,別說謊,699Please respect copyright.PENANAQN7hJDLVws
痛快承認太遙遠,太漫長,太渴望,699Please respect copyright.PENANAqKIuIoGSJP
所以有了新對象,忘了我在他鄉。699Please respect copyright.PENANAhaAoz8oDYK
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我什麼也不怕,只怕想家,699Please respect copyright.PENANAa3WPIsvfGR
和爸媽說我一切都好累總會落下,699Please respect copyright.PENANAhycQewvIHH
太辛苦就趕快回家,是最暖的牽掛。699Please respect copyright.PENANAnddTVnNuPc
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什麼都可以不怕,只怕想家,699Please respect copyright.PENANA6NX9vUf8qi
武裝的冰冷遇上溫熱就會融化,699Please respect copyright.PENANAp3kYLrF5No
就算曾經責罵,699Please respect copyright.PENANA8GU0WuUsxh
現在才明白那是心疼啊。699Please respect copyright.PENANAGkOPrJ8yUT
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寂寞就是想從前,想逃亡,想分享,想回家。699Please respect copyright.PENANAUWpx4vN4T3
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那是碩二下,我已經五個多月沒回家了,因為論文進度堪憂。699Please respect copyright.PENANAcKozYspQAB
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每天8-12小時的趕論文持續了三個多月,看樣子還得繼續下去。坐在台北街頭的路易莎裡,看看一言難盡的data,我突然好想喝爸爸的手沖咖啡。699Please respect copyright.PENANAbfwHwzMHgV
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高中畢業以後離家,至今也有6、7年了,往年再怎麼忙,每月至少回家一次,蹭飯、充電,再繼續闖蕩。699Please respect copyright.PENANAO7MMFOS4aL
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這麼久沒回去還是頭一遭。我拿著外帶的第二杯咖啡離開路易莎,心想,北高來回的車程可以推進很多論文進度,必須挪出來用,非常時期。699Please respect copyright.PENANAvxEcj4bIFB
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嘆氣,掏出鑰匙,嘆氣,開門。699Please respect copyright.PENANAs45OwwdrP5
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「我回來了,忘記帶變壓器,筆電沒電了。」我說,放下咖啡。699Please respect copyright.PENANA8fjIxAuMmn
「娃,那要休息一下嗎?」當時的男友從召喚峽谷裡發出關心,臉轉向我,但眼睛沒離開螢幕。699Please respect copyright.PENANAdGIDRvuL06
嘆氣。「不用,我送電接著寫。」699Please respect copyright.PENANAvY7tCuY28G
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有時候,有點感激冬季的台北還有這樣一個去處,雖然只是一個三坪大的房間,無時無刻都透著一點滯悶的潮氣,但總歸讓我在週末時除了宿舍和實驗室以外,有個散心的地方。699Please respect copyright.PENANAEpqbGKbPnG
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雖然我還是做著一樣的事—寫論文。699Please respect copyright.PENANAJ8pXOpqi0U
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獲得首勝的某人心滿意足地關掉遊戲,爬上床準備睡午覺,於是我抱起筆電,從單人床上移動到書桌前,推開桌機鍵盤放上我過勞的筆電,繼續。699Please respect copyright.PENANAQgXGDyjF4S
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桌機喇叭放著男友隨手播的音樂,我不是很在意,最好是我比較沒共鳴的歌曲,才不會分心。699Please respect copyright.PENANANps6AyHMpP
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youtube從滅火器唱到流氓阿德,再唱到Leo王,然後,突然鬼轉到一首既不是我的喜好,也不是男友喜好的歌曲。699Please respect copyright.PENANAxdjecRjueA
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『怎麼城市像戰場,充滿痛與傷,699Please respect copyright.PENANACdoD5GbmMN
好像終於能容忍,能頑強,能埋藏,699Please respect copyright.PENANAl7buDTRotU
心裡還是很孤獨,很迷惘,很悲傷,』699Please respect copyright.PENANANUAt8JDz2r
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我愣了一下,這是一個清澈的女聲,樸實的曲調更凸顯清晰的咬字,我感覺有什麼東西從深處被挖出來,攤在我面前。699Please respect copyright.PENANARPAJCuGloW
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我停下敲鍵盤的手,托腮看向螢幕699Please respect copyright.PENANAdFuHWMmkBB
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『我什麼也不怕,只怕想家,699Please respect copyright.PENANA8vVPbzi9oF
和爸媽說我一切都好淚總會落下,699Please respect copyright.PENANAckigx0C7zv
太辛苦就趕快回家,是最暖的牽掛,』699Please respect copyright.PENANAxzgmcAucCd
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在我反應過來前,已開始嚎啕大哭,才剛喝完的咖啡好苦好苦,難以忍受的苦澀殘留在嘴裡,和挫折、自我懷疑、委屈一起,苦的令人鼻酸。699Please respect copyright.PENANAF9EnDxiX3y
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昏昏欲睡的男友嚇一大跳,從床上彈起來,抓起一包衛生紙塞到我手裡,急急忙忙要切掉音樂。699Please respect copyright.PENANA74rcHhyzZE
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我抓住他的手,一邊大力搖頭,一邊哭得上氣不接下氣。看著MV裡的女主角就著眼淚吃老家寄來的粽子,想起連電鍋都沒有的我,去年端午節沒吃到家鄉粽子,眼看今年也即將從缺,哭得更起勁了。699Please respect copyright.PENANAhHfrPaDoK0
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男友無奈地拍拍我的頭,熟練地安慰:「好了好了,總會寫完的,妳不是每天都寫很多嗎?寫完就可以回家啦。」這些安撫的詞句,經過幾個月的磨練他已經能信手拈來。699Please respect copyright.PENANAS4Gl7yz1P9
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我什麼也不怕,只是怕想家。699Please respect copyright.PENANAdFRGHxW8c4
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有時候有點怕大蟑螂。699Please respect copyright.PENANA90GNWsxOC6
以及論文。


