歌名:只怕想家─黃美珍
歌詞:187Please respect copyright.PENANAzkvrk2qu7d
我以為如果有熱情有成長有理想,187Please respect copyright.PENANAgH45Pnw7j1
最後總會被了解被培養被獎賞,187Please respect copyright.PENANA5iHaz03TY9
怎麼城市像戰場,充滿痛與傷,187Please respect copyright.PENANAlqJN7fGZdP
好像終於能容忍,能頑強,能埋藏,187Please respect copyright.PENANAQDADNh04DI
心裡還是很孤獨,很迷惘,很悲傷,187Please respect copyright.PENANAbv5PXeB5MQ
不再笑得像太陽,靜得像月亮,187Please respect copyright.PENANAa97i4lczfU
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什麼都可以不怕,只怕想家,187Please respect copyright.PENANAPkqvqOQ5BP
和爸媽說我一切順利淚總會落下,187Please respect copyright.PENANAHHCMMDQ5V4
太辛苦就趕快回家,是最暖的牽掛。187Please respect copyright.PENANARqS14nX6NW
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我什麼也不怕,只怕想家,187Please respect copyright.PENANAVBbmXc7F79
武裝的冰冷遇上溫熱就會融化,187Please respect copyright.PENANArFulFhFg8m
就算曾被責罵,187Please respect copyright.PENANAuHcmLXelHe
現在明白是心疼啊。187Please respect copyright.PENANAWWDCSBmLeP
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你能不能別閃躲,別複雜,別說謊,187Please respect copyright.PENANA5AMa9NNgrZ
痛快承認太遙遠,太漫長,太渴望,187Please respect copyright.PENANATDhJc2wbXq
所以有了新對象,忘了我在他鄉。187Please respect copyright.PENANACwVpcvAUUJ
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我什麼也不怕,只怕想家,187Please respect copyright.PENANASM7r5GVjAI
和爸媽說我一切都好累總會落下,187Please respect copyright.PENANA8imZ7kioAE
太辛苦就趕快回家,是最暖的牽掛。187Please respect copyright.PENANAIWlUcCMPvD
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什麼都可以不怕,只怕想家,187Please respect copyright.PENANAD0LmfCZVyZ
武裝的冰冷遇上溫熱就會融化,187Please respect copyright.PENANAyoKFIhK1ht
就算曾經責罵,187Please respect copyright.PENANAgTcwxzQL0m
現在才明白那是心疼啊。187Please respect copyright.PENANArWDz6ak2km
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寂寞就是想從前,想逃亡,想分享,想回家。187Please respect copyright.PENANAUhNDABC9PW
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那是碩二下,我已經五個多月沒回家了,因為論文進度堪憂。187Please respect copyright.PENANACYfUWfkpls
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每天8-12小時的趕論文持續了三個多月,看樣子還得繼續下去。坐在台北街頭的路易莎裡,看看一言難盡的data,我突然好想喝爸爸的手沖咖啡。187Please respect copyright.PENANAsYH7cLs9zD
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高中畢業以後離家,至今也有6、7年了,往年再怎麼忙,每月至少回家一次,蹭飯、充電,再繼續闖蕩。187Please respect copyright.PENANAAQibTUprwz
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這麼久沒回去還是頭一遭。我拿著外帶的第二杯咖啡離開路易莎,心想,北高來回的車程可以推進很多論文進度,必須挪出來用,非常時期。187Please respect copyright.PENANABqVYBAh8KY
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嘆氣,掏出鑰匙,嘆氣,開門。187Please respect copyright.PENANAchZ87r2A3D
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「我回來了,忘記帶變壓器,筆電沒電了。」我說,放下咖啡。187Please respect copyright.PENANAD7OxjeznZI
「娃,那要休息一下嗎?」當時的男友從召喚峽谷裡發出關心,臉轉向我,但眼睛沒離開螢幕。187Please respect copyright.PENANAVaFgrGrUtp
嘆氣。「不用,我送電接著寫。」187Please respect copyright.PENANAxy3DRwiNPz
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有時候,有點感激冬季的台北還有這樣一個去處,雖然只是一個三坪大的房間,無時無刻都透著一點滯悶的潮氣,但總歸讓我在週末時除了宿舍和實驗室以外,有個散心的地方。187Please respect copyright.PENANAOusvGQdQUN
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雖然我還是做著一樣的事—寫論文。187Please respect copyright.PENANA0XvDmFZAl5
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獲得首勝的某人心滿意足地關掉遊戲,爬上床準備睡午覺,於是我抱起筆電,從單人床上移動到書桌前,推開桌機鍵盤放上我過勞的筆電,繼續。187Please respect copyright.PENANAsywVEfXQqW
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桌機喇叭放著男友隨手播的音樂,我不是很在意,最好是我比較沒共鳴的歌曲,才不會分心。187Please respect copyright.PENANAjJSP0KHYx1
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youtube從滅火器唱到流氓阿德,再唱到Leo王,然後,突然鬼轉到一首既不是我的喜好,也不是男友喜好的歌曲。187Please respect copyright.PENANANCXqg80DnN
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『怎麼城市像戰場,充滿痛與傷,187Please respect copyright.PENANAAfTKeKVO8H
好像終於能容忍,能頑強,能埋藏,187Please respect copyright.PENANAON6L4xoyTW
心裡還是很孤獨,很迷惘,很悲傷,』187Please respect copyright.PENANAiXOGxSAm2w
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我愣了一下,這是一個清澈的女聲,樸實的曲調更凸顯清晰的咬字,我感覺有什麼東西從深處被挖出來,攤在我面前。187Please respect copyright.PENANAy3Q684tPZ8
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我停下敲鍵盤的手,托腮看向螢幕187Please respect copyright.PENANAYgqzDcKIKG
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『我什麼也不怕,只怕想家,187Please respect copyright.PENANAOFMxttjv28
和爸媽說我一切都好淚總會落下,187Please respect copyright.PENANAfGai60OyhG
太辛苦就趕快回家,是最暖的牽掛,』187Please respect copyright.PENANAhoyAIefHYy
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在我反應過來前,已開始嚎啕大哭,才剛喝完的咖啡好苦好苦,難以忍受的苦澀殘留在嘴裡,和挫折、自我懷疑、委屈一起,苦的令人鼻酸。187Please respect copyright.PENANAgnoZBaSx5m
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昏昏欲睡的男友嚇一大跳,從床上彈起來,抓起一包衛生紙塞到我手裡,急急忙忙要切掉音樂。187Please respect copyright.PENANAQKeJ0dnfmE
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我抓住他的手,一邊大力搖頭,一邊哭得上氣不接下氣。看著MV裡的女主角就著眼淚吃老家寄來的粽子,想起連電鍋都沒有的我,去年端午節沒吃到家鄉粽子,眼看今年也即將從缺,哭得更起勁了。187Please respect copyright.PENANA9LedAclLn8
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男友無奈地拍拍我的頭,熟練地安慰:「好了好了,總會寫完的,妳不是每天都寫很多嗎?寫完就可以回家啦。」這些安撫的詞句,經過幾個月的磨練他已經能信手拈來。187Please respect copyright.PENANAxw1VUnTcvV
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我什麼也不怕,只是怕想家。187Please respect copyright.PENANAHdt3sI2UIA
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有時候有點怕大蟑螂。187Please respect copyright.PENANAT6GnP6PIvA
以及論文。