歌名:只怕想家─黃美珍
歌詞:457Please respect copyright.PENANAwC2UURwdZd
我以為如果有熱情有成長有理想,457Please respect copyright.PENANAL02znHi3rb
最後總會被了解被培養被獎賞,457Please respect copyright.PENANAJNAfToqZAx
怎麼城市像戰場,充滿痛與傷,457Please respect copyright.PENANAH2iblWEz41
好像終於能容忍,能頑強,能埋藏,457Please respect copyright.PENANAe7FXLlrMBz
心裡還是很孤獨,很迷惘,很悲傷,457Please respect copyright.PENANA6yQG7HYbuu
不再笑得像太陽,靜得像月亮,457Please respect copyright.PENANAIOPGHX4isc
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什麼都可以不怕,只怕想家,457Please respect copyright.PENANAoJqlhXMrGE
和爸媽說我一切順利淚總會落下,457Please respect copyright.PENANATA91314Eow
太辛苦就趕快回家,是最暖的牽掛。457Please respect copyright.PENANA7DHJieU4nD
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我什麼也不怕,只怕想家,457Please respect copyright.PENANAeoWqFUwcCH
武裝的冰冷遇上溫熱就會融化,457Please respect copyright.PENANANzapH82twB
就算曾被責罵,457Please respect copyright.PENANAUH7ewJ2t88
現在明白是心疼啊。457Please respect copyright.PENANAeCfJFoENGs
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你能不能別閃躲,別複雜,別說謊,457Please respect copyright.PENANAy27hMkmBnk
痛快承認太遙遠,太漫長,太渴望,457Please respect copyright.PENANAcSLSIHnt3R
所以有了新對象,忘了我在他鄉。457Please respect copyright.PENANAjWpDq1QYqK
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我什麼也不怕,只怕想家,457Please respect copyright.PENANAX3sU1ITuYU
和爸媽說我一切都好累總會落下,457Please respect copyright.PENANAowRsftTWMH
太辛苦就趕快回家,是最暖的牽掛。457Please respect copyright.PENANA8sLs61qLNF
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什麼都可以不怕,只怕想家,457Please respect copyright.PENANA8yW3LnZF8F
武裝的冰冷遇上溫熱就會融化,457Please respect copyright.PENANAUjaI2ctzoB
就算曾經責罵,457Please respect copyright.PENANALyRnq1Ui9i
現在才明白那是心疼啊。457Please respect copyright.PENANAw20fsL6uia
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寂寞就是想從前,想逃亡,想分享,想回家。457Please respect copyright.PENANAcKlOR3EkjP
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那是碩二下,我已經五個多月沒回家了,因為論文進度堪憂。457Please respect copyright.PENANApiEw4oykFi
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每天8-12小時的趕論文持續了三個多月,看樣子還得繼續下去。坐在台北街頭的路易莎裡,看看一言難盡的data,我突然好想喝爸爸的手沖咖啡。457Please respect copyright.PENANASjSO7Thj7h
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高中畢業以後離家,至今也有6、7年了,往年再怎麼忙,每月至少回家一次,蹭飯、充電,再繼續闖蕩。457Please respect copyright.PENANA2nZXnCglRE
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這麼久沒回去還是頭一遭。我拿著外帶的第二杯咖啡離開路易莎,心想,北高來回的車程可以推進很多論文進度,必須挪出來用,非常時期。457Please respect copyright.PENANAWldgoHbRtP
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嘆氣,掏出鑰匙,嘆氣,開門。457Please respect copyright.PENANAF3LqujMWuy
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「我回來了,忘記帶變壓器,筆電沒電了。」我說,放下咖啡。457Please respect copyright.PENANAC5n2xqnUb9
「娃,那要休息一下嗎?」當時的男友從召喚峽谷裡發出關心,臉轉向我,但眼睛沒離開螢幕。457Please respect copyright.PENANAG869vhL94b
嘆氣。「不用,我送電接著寫。」457Please respect copyright.PENANAnxMbFqpXky
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有時候,有點感激冬季的台北還有這樣一個去處,雖然只是一個三坪大的房間,無時無刻都透著一點滯悶的潮氣,但總歸讓我在週末時除了宿舍和實驗室以外,有個散心的地方。457Please respect copyright.PENANAhP1R8PaurC
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雖然我還是做著一樣的事—寫論文。457Please respect copyright.PENANAowSSkV0GmR
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獲得首勝的某人心滿意足地關掉遊戲,爬上床準備睡午覺,於是我抱起筆電,從單人床上移動到書桌前,推開桌機鍵盤放上我過勞的筆電,繼續。457Please respect copyright.PENANAnKK1YJIuk0
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桌機喇叭放著男友隨手播的音樂,我不是很在意,最好是我比較沒共鳴的歌曲,才不會分心。457Please respect copyright.PENANADmJnfIAXEG
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youtube從滅火器唱到流氓阿德,再唱到Leo王,然後,突然鬼轉到一首既不是我的喜好,也不是男友喜好的歌曲。457Please respect copyright.PENANAZTaufEE79r
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『怎麼城市像戰場,充滿痛與傷,457Please respect copyright.PENANAMScYcCh9LL
好像終於能容忍,能頑強,能埋藏,457Please respect copyright.PENANA9IJ9iaSh0i
心裡還是很孤獨,很迷惘,很悲傷,』457Please respect copyright.PENANAS3zOR9ngqE
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我愣了一下,這是一個清澈的女聲,樸實的曲調更凸顯清晰的咬字,我感覺有什麼東西從深處被挖出來,攤在我面前。457Please respect copyright.PENANAqat5pKR4kn
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我停下敲鍵盤的手,托腮看向螢幕457Please respect copyright.PENANAZB4erwUSgl
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『我什麼也不怕,只怕想家,457Please respect copyright.PENANA6FcnN0vC3R
和爸媽說我一切都好淚總會落下,457Please respect copyright.PENANAjyuckt4Dk2
太辛苦就趕快回家,是最暖的牽掛,』457Please respect copyright.PENANAYgDZhmzHL8
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在我反應過來前,已開始嚎啕大哭,才剛喝完的咖啡好苦好苦,難以忍受的苦澀殘留在嘴裡,和挫折、自我懷疑、委屈一起,苦的令人鼻酸。457Please respect copyright.PENANA9RkmLGcO63
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昏昏欲睡的男友嚇一大跳,從床上彈起來,抓起一包衛生紙塞到我手裡,急急忙忙要切掉音樂。457Please respect copyright.PENANA5QQMLs3IwM
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我抓住他的手,一邊大力搖頭,一邊哭得上氣不接下氣。看著MV裡的女主角就著眼淚吃老家寄來的粽子,想起連電鍋都沒有的我,去年端午節沒吃到家鄉粽子,眼看今年也即將從缺,哭得更起勁了。457Please respect copyright.PENANAv1QVsNmsRy
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男友無奈地拍拍我的頭,熟練地安慰:「好了好了,總會寫完的,妳不是每天都寫很多嗎?寫完就可以回家啦。」這些安撫的詞句,經過幾個月的磨練他已經能信手拈來。457Please respect copyright.PENANAvWi0IGq0Jv
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我什麼也不怕,只是怕想家。457Please respect copyright.PENANAhbp28gps6U
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有時候有點怕大蟑螂。457Please respect copyright.PENANA2KbS9EZum4
以及論文。