歌名:只怕想家─黃美珍
歌詞:192Please respect copyright.PENANARbV95aubty
我以為如果有熱情有成長有理想,192Please respect copyright.PENANAqQmeaxonJ8
最後總會被了解被培養被獎賞,192Please respect copyright.PENANAgAwe3NEbcp
怎麼城市像戰場,充滿痛與傷,192Please respect copyright.PENANASLm97J0MYx
好像終於能容忍,能頑強,能埋藏,192Please respect copyright.PENANAnLe0NdJt14
心裡還是很孤獨,很迷惘,很悲傷,192Please respect copyright.PENANAlpqWjlkeMi
不再笑得像太陽,靜得像月亮,192Please respect copyright.PENANAzoB53JmvFq
192Please respect copyright.PENANAU5fhRPww4J
什麼都可以不怕,只怕想家,192Please respect copyright.PENANAtfmIDtkSNK
和爸媽說我一切順利淚總會落下,192Please respect copyright.PENANAFllzVBjNcT
太辛苦就趕快回家,是最暖的牽掛。192Please respect copyright.PENANAm9btgGPdcQ
192Please respect copyright.PENANAmUjJE6B0vQ
我什麼也不怕,只怕想家,192Please respect copyright.PENANAfeNSm87zZ9
武裝的冰冷遇上溫熱就會融化,192Please respect copyright.PENANAikQb0aFhBk
就算曾被責罵,192Please respect copyright.PENANAsHpyuU92Z5
現在明白是心疼啊。192Please respect copyright.PENANAZjLrsvMF0u
192Please respect copyright.PENANAxTnQsaLdoE
你能不能別閃躲,別複雜,別說謊,192Please respect copyright.PENANAW1cjzj1bOM
痛快承認太遙遠,太漫長,太渴望,192Please respect copyright.PENANAHDAuqwrsdJ
所以有了新對象,忘了我在他鄉。192Please respect copyright.PENANAljoR7osBL1
192Please respect copyright.PENANAN9OwJFKjT4
我什麼也不怕,只怕想家,192Please respect copyright.PENANAvbZLB87myd
和爸媽說我一切都好累總會落下,192Please respect copyright.PENANAPJq1Z65U3b
太辛苦就趕快回家,是最暖的牽掛。192Please respect copyright.PENANAsEHEMDK1Fa
192Please respect copyright.PENANAXY4J4r48ks
什麼都可以不怕,只怕想家,192Please respect copyright.PENANAYWnfMcpQMM
武裝的冰冷遇上溫熱就會融化,192Please respect copyright.PENANAqocxjgDeds
就算曾經責罵,192Please respect copyright.PENANAlvc8IIAGPs
現在才明白那是心疼啊。192Please respect copyright.PENANAVOwLJRlnbq
192Please respect copyright.PENANAgCdzsKN1kB
寂寞就是想從前,想逃亡,想分享,想回家。192Please respect copyright.PENANAFE8ObqRF8r
192Please respect copyright.PENANAj2QRCEUyEy
192Please respect copyright.PENANAXuhNc6uapo
那是碩二下,我已經五個多月沒回家了,因為論文進度堪憂。192Please respect copyright.PENANAkM3th3Zo6j
192Please respect copyright.PENANAyocu0dfRqx
每天8-12小時的趕論文持續了三個多月,看樣子還得繼續下去。坐在台北街頭的路易莎裡,看看一言難盡的data,我突然好想喝爸爸的手沖咖啡。192Please respect copyright.PENANAjgsRgIrhLD
192Please respect copyright.PENANAagWgw8NeEu
高中畢業以後離家,至今也有6、7年了,往年再怎麼忙,每月至少回家一次,蹭飯、充電,再繼續闖蕩。192Please respect copyright.PENANAAncEbs5Zvu
192Please respect copyright.PENANAf17PWtnFRa
這麼久沒回去還是頭一遭。我拿著外帶的第二杯咖啡離開路易莎,心想,北高來回的車程可以推進很多論文進度,必須挪出來用,非常時期。192Please respect copyright.PENANAhqY7NMWgKA
192Please respect copyright.PENANAy3XW7nPCgx
嘆氣,掏出鑰匙,嘆氣,開門。192Please respect copyright.PENANAq6qhfTkz5f
192Please respect copyright.PENANAUHU01gH6w5
「我回來了,忘記帶變壓器,筆電沒電了。」我說,放下咖啡。192Please respect copyright.PENANAoiePn2btKo
「娃,那要休息一下嗎?」當時的男友從召喚峽谷裡發出關心,臉轉向我,但眼睛沒離開螢幕。192Please respect copyright.PENANA1FUwEadCFq
嘆氣。「不用,我送電接著寫。」192Please respect copyright.PENANAXgmrJerqi9
192Please respect copyright.PENANAcero1LwgZA
有時候,有點感激冬季的台北還有這樣一個去處,雖然只是一個三坪大的房間,無時無刻都透著一點滯悶的潮氣,但總歸讓我在週末時除了宿舍和實驗室以外,有個散心的地方。192Please respect copyright.PENANAMU4MHzF9u9
192Please respect copyright.PENANATP7kmbJgYK
雖然我還是做著一樣的事—寫論文。192Please respect copyright.PENANAX5T4EzbxEE
192Please respect copyright.PENANArFRa6uljr0
獲得首勝的某人心滿意足地關掉遊戲,爬上床準備睡午覺,於是我抱起筆電,從單人床上移動到書桌前,推開桌機鍵盤放上我過勞的筆電,繼續。192Please respect copyright.PENANAXRr3W3cUcs
192Please respect copyright.PENANAsAC8X8P3Ne
桌機喇叭放著男友隨手播的音樂,我不是很在意,最好是我比較沒共鳴的歌曲,才不會分心。192Please respect copyright.PENANA0QvAdS0H4a
192Please respect copyright.PENANAdYPHTRb19Q
youtube從滅火器唱到流氓阿德,再唱到Leo王,然後,突然鬼轉到一首既不是我的喜好,也不是男友喜好的歌曲。192Please respect copyright.PENANAA8TJknsCkN
192Please respect copyright.PENANAeKt4c9bqXV
『怎麼城市像戰場,充滿痛與傷,192Please respect copyright.PENANA1QRLeYnGes
好像終於能容忍,能頑強,能埋藏,192Please respect copyright.PENANAZR3orZsEy1
心裡還是很孤獨,很迷惘,很悲傷,』192Please respect copyright.PENANAVaY8NulZp9
192Please respect copyright.PENANAPe52JJf67s
我愣了一下,這是一個清澈的女聲,樸實的曲調更凸顯清晰的咬字,我感覺有什麼東西從深處被挖出來,攤在我面前。192Please respect copyright.PENANAGWjEQNIupd
192Please respect copyright.PENANAYs4x37mupu
我停下敲鍵盤的手,托腮看向螢幕192Please respect copyright.PENANALCvncYrgnC
192Please respect copyright.PENANAxN6IOxAzWv
『我什麼也不怕,只怕想家,192Please respect copyright.PENANAdDkMYz7yh0
和爸媽說我一切都好淚總會落下,192Please respect copyright.PENANAaZtHYADM1f
太辛苦就趕快回家,是最暖的牽掛,』192Please respect copyright.PENANA4thgzgKon0
192Please respect copyright.PENANAMVk88u3JWU
在我反應過來前,已開始嚎啕大哭,才剛喝完的咖啡好苦好苦,難以忍受的苦澀殘留在嘴裡,和挫折、自我懷疑、委屈一起,苦的令人鼻酸。192Please respect copyright.PENANAwAKiRAdzeb
192Please respect copyright.PENANAlXtAmbucnO
昏昏欲睡的男友嚇一大跳,從床上彈起來,抓起一包衛生紙塞到我手裡,急急忙忙要切掉音樂。192Please respect copyright.PENANAa5BttrHADu
192Please respect copyright.PENANAq6bFpIypkF
我抓住他的手,一邊大力搖頭,一邊哭得上氣不接下氣。看著MV裡的女主角就著眼淚吃老家寄來的粽子,想起連電鍋都沒有的我,去年端午節沒吃到家鄉粽子,眼看今年也即將從缺,哭得更起勁了。192Please respect copyright.PENANAWTZcw0qCMT
192Please respect copyright.PENANAB0UaNgBRmE
男友無奈地拍拍我的頭,熟練地安慰:「好了好了,總會寫完的,妳不是每天都寫很多嗎?寫完就可以回家啦。」這些安撫的詞句,經過幾個月的磨練他已經能信手拈來。192Please respect copyright.PENANA8UTArl5qYp
192Please respect copyright.PENANAoeelC6TyUZ
我什麼也不怕,只是怕想家。192Please respect copyright.PENANAXMx81XItnR
192Please respect copyright.PENANALhROxs79po
192Please respect copyright.PENANA3UK6F8ks2q
192Please respect copyright.PENANAmT8ykffFFk
有時候有點怕大蟑螂。192Please respect copyright.PENANALq6iRhCMPn
以及論文。