燈管傳來陣陣暖流,安靜之中能聽見那嗡嗡電流聲。空氣裡飄散著塵埃,牆上的小窗口,隱約看見另一邊的房間。261Please respect copyright.PENANAw4SqAJ9c1x
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各位,我的名字是王逸芯,來自三合一傳道會中學。我的右小腿内側有一塊鳥型胎記,因此大家都叫我小鳥。261Please respect copyright.PENANAB3Kz7Ya8Ky
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我從少便夢想成為一名修女。對我來說,修女代表善良、慈愛和奉獻精神。我想像自己穿著潔白的修女服裝,戴著頭巾,用柔和的聲音為人們祈禱和提供幫助。261Please respect copyright.PENANAZgrRaAdjBR
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可惜,我被中學老師評定不適合修女的工作。我嘗試據理力爭,只可惜依然不獲接納。我向現實低頭,一度放棄了這個夢想。
直到來到EX班,我的夢想之火又再度點燃。得到同學兼好友亞砂的協助,我們在班房用桌椅和黑布搭建了這座告解室,我終於能體驗修女的工作了!261Please respect copyright.PENANAA5cbWe6GVU
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「是的,請從這邊進來。」亞砂扁平易認的聲音從外面傳來,我的第一件工作要來了!261Please respect copyright.PENANAyF6nX8bks5
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「你好?請問是甚麼都可以說的嗎?」隔壁傳來怯生的男聲。261Please respect copyright.PENANAHAAlMVr8lE
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「秘密只會留在告解室,有甚麼煩惱都可以分享,神一定願意傾聽。」我放輕聲音,柔聲說道。261Please respect copyright.PENANAnSRA8jTEoO
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「修女小姐,我有罪。我偷竊女同學的東西,目的只想引起她的注意,讓她跟我說話。雖然目的達成了,我卻感受到極大的罪惡感。」261Please respect copyright.PENANAaiqN7n06O5
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「迷途的孩子,任何人都可能犯錯。只要能迷途知返,神一定會原諒你的。請把東西物歸原主,別忘記要鄭重道歉。只要真誠地看著對方的眼睛,必定能將自己的真心傳達給對方。」261Please respect copyright.PENANACvIbxiGD2x
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「明白了,謝謝你。這件事困擾著我,說出來後感覺好多了。」男生直率的表達著感激。261Please respect copyright.PENANAZynvZho8xB
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我内心的鳥兒簡直要飛起來!這就是我夢寐以求的修女工作!今天真的太棒了!261Please respect copyright.PENANAHQpD6zOgDK
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男生:「我會把東西歸還的,那件偷來的備用絲襪,我現在就去洗手間脫掉。」261Please respect copyright.PENANA0edoHxRYam
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碰!心靈衝擊過大,害我一頭撞上牆壁!261Please respect copyright.PENANAqCmbxLtVCX
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「修女小姐,你沒事嗎?!」261Please respect copyright.PENANASknFhzyGJz
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「沒事,很好!」我急忙坐正姿勢。
不行啊,不能因此就動搖,修女必須是成熟穩重的牧羊人,「把穿過的絲襪還給別人太不衛生了,請你買一對新的作為賠償。」261Please respect copyright.PENANAErfdU2Czna
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「我知道了,這件我就留著自己穿,感覺還挺舒服的。」261Please respect copyright.PENANA8HKYqjgSzL
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我原本想說些甚麼,想了想還是罷了。男生再三道謝後離開了告解室。261Please respect copyright.PENANAhb9ccVvPii
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安靜後,各種各樣的情緒沉澱下來。
我小看了修女的工作,所謂的告解就是直視人類的罪孽。在萬惡的業障之中保持堅定,引領羔羊投入神的懷抱,這正是神職人員的使命。
趕快數質數冷靜下來,「17、19、23、29、31……」261Please respect copyright.PENANAt1V9TUYZn9
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隔壁房間傳來動靜,下一位告解人已經來到。我收拾心情,重新鼓起幹勁。261Please respect copyright.PENANATzficuvul6
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「只要誠心告解,神一定願意傾聽。」我柔和而堅定地說道。261Please respect copyright.PENANAszGI3C9uku
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女生的聲音說,「我因為一些誤會,與最好的朋友鬧翻了。一時怒火中燒說了很過份的話,現在覺得非常後悔。」261Please respect copyright.PENANAHB3znYodYQ
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「寬恕別人,等於寬恕自己。不妨由你先開口向對方道歉,坦誠的態度必能化解隔閡。」261Please respect copyright.PENANAW3HDmSkFVk
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「原來告解真的有用,和你說過話後,感覺好多了,我這就去跟朋友道歉。」261Please respect copyright.PENANAn5SGQn6pTC
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「願你們能重修舊好,我會為你們祈禱的。」261Please respect copyright.PENANAqvLLyY9Gi6
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「現在想想,男生無端白事,怎麼可能會偷我的絲襪呢?我果然誤會他了。」261Please respect copyright.PENANAb8gsMEugl2
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碰!我跳起來撞上天花!我摁著頭,咬牙忍痛……261Please respect copyright.PENANAvb4irPjiAV
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「修女?」261Please respect copyright.PENANAQcQ4GKS0Ny
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「沒事,沒事!」原來是受害人啊!我應該把實情告訴她嗎?你沒有誤會,他還穿著你的絲襪趴趴走!261Please respect copyright.PENANAgl17AylKIF
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不行,告解室的秘密只屬於我們和神明,絕對不能違反鐵則。261Please respect copyright.PENANAQFxiUkgChW
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「雖然寬恕是美德,但不是必然的。在完全理解事實的全部後,接納對方的罪孽,原諒對方的過錯,這才是真正的寬恕。」261Please respect copyright.PENANAxlG26lGPSG
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「聽起來很深奥,意思是我要先把真相搞清楚嗎?知道了,我會先把事情問清楚。」女生說,「嘛,反正那是我阿嬤的絲襪,只要不是被他偷去,不見了就算吧。」261Please respect copyright.PENANAZ1oc3ORxx2
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女生離開了告解室。261Please respect copyright.PENANAmGAwtituMz
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我的心情還未來得及重整,房間傳來巨大動靜,看來是一位體型龐大的學生擠進來了。261Please respect copyright.PENANAUYoDWiF2wC
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「那…那個,修女小姐?」261Please respect copyright.PENANASMBPvns6Gc
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「是的,神一定會傾聽你的訴求。」我說。261Please respect copyright.PENANAMRLX6J6QJ1
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「那…那個,會有色色的告解服務嗎……? 」261Please respect copyright.PENANAKz9GnHGik2
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我:「……」261Please respect copyright.PENANA3m7OTEWttC
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他:「……」261Please respect copyright.PENANACfUehtACJf
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「你是肥蔡吧?」261Please respect copyright.PENANAi4lAPm5h6k
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「為甚麼你會知道…!」261Please respect copyright.PENANAQWxmYB8R8u
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「太明顯了吧!」261Please respect copyright.PENANANK4IQNM1na
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他:「……」261Please respect copyright.PENANAjgYkKsaQbs
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我:「……」261Please respect copyright.PENANAfRHXBsUcoi
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「那個…色色的告解?」261Please respect copyright.PENANAcpmvFru0f0
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「沒有那種東西啦!而且我是男生啊!」261Please respect copyright.PENANAjaDxH1B4xS
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「吓!!」整間告解室抖了一下,「可是,你自稱修女,還穿著裙子啊…?」261Please respect copyright.PENANANsfXKGgJVd
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「那種事不是重點!」261Please respect copyright.PENANAwLPXUM0S6S
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他:「……」261Please respect copyright.PENANAaaGK0BVkHO
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我:「……」261Please respect copyright.PENANA1dWIEJM778
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「那個…色色……」「給我回去啦!」261Please respect copyright.PENANAhcMwLHWkp1
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終於把肥蔡趕出了告解室,可惡,越想越不爽!原校裡的老師們也是用性別來否定我的夢想!261Please respect copyright.PENANApqRV04XtNv
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我是男生和我想當修女有甚麼關係!261Please respect copyright.PENANAGymNsOxMtU
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隔壁又傳來了聲音,帶著甜絲絲的香水味,是一位女生。261Please respect copyright.PENANAUSMmuX2cfg
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「請問有甚麼煩惱?神一定會傾聽。」我說。261Please respect copyright.PENANADbro4GNRx3
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女生沒有馬上回話,我細心等待。小窗口傳來呼吸聲,她在深思如何開口。261Please respect copyright.PENANAEmxM2ETzk2
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我下意識地坐直腰,看來是需要嚴肅認真的事件,「慢慢來,不用著急。你不需要立即和盤托出,讓我們分享這段靜穆的時光吧。」261Please respect copyright.PENANAB5q6xBBdJx
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好一段時間裡,我只聽到規律的呼吸聲……261Please respect copyright.PENANAGdmERmCUPh
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「吉露露露露露露……」261Please respect copyright.PENANA9pkqQEA2xu
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我通知外面的亞砂,把睡著的吉露露抬了出去。261Please respect copyright.PENANAZoTJvGOmJb
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神啊,我受夠了,難道就沒有正常一點的告解人嗎?淨是些亂來的傢伙,真不愧是龍蛇混雜大亂鬥的EX班。261Please respect copyright.PENANAWcChMzcWJE
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又有人坐進來了,而我的耐性被消磨得七七八八。261Please respect copyright.PENANAc96bGhpCjO
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「有甚麼需要告解,神在傾聽。」261Please respect copyright.PENANAIFDjlRhZZP
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「你好,我是卡特!」261Please respect copyright.PENANAL5YdkhOVVp
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「這裡是告解室,不用報上名來。」261Please respect copyright.PENANAT9zgCk3CtF
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「哎呀,對不起,習慣了,哈哈!」261Please respect copyright.PENANA0PltS3kqiG
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我仿佛看到那個皮膚黝黑的男生在搔頭,印像中卡特是個常識人,希望他的告解也能正常一點。261Please respect copyright.PENANADiI2YQuOg5
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「那麼我要說了,最近有一件事纏繞著我,我實在不知道該向誰說。」261Please respect copyright.PENANAVK02tPgZfS
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「迷途的孩子,任何事情都能向神傾訴。」261Please respect copyright.PENANAspdqCpBE8F
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「其實呢,我啊,」他發出很大的吞口水聲,「自從來到EX班,我認識了兩位很要好的異性朋友。我們之間是純粹的友誼,我非常珍惜這段關係。」261Please respect copyright.PENANAu1TvZXfdqp
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「……」我的腦中浮現加里和沙織的模樣。261Please respect copyright.PENANAOomMmNMZK0
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「最近,我卻對她們產生了友情以外的情感,我怕自己會犯下大錯,親手毀掉這份真摯的友誼。」261Please respect copyright.PENANA6MiU3U1lqG
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「可以跟我講一下,是甚麼情況讓你產生『那種』情感嗎?讓我們可以對症下藥。」261Please respect copyright.PENANADgON0wHsSi
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「要怎麼說呢…?我不知道其他人會不會有同樣的想法……那個,就是說……」261Please respect copyright.PENANAfaX6OTQKZB
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卡特深深地吸了口氣,「之前,加里跟我們合照,她的手機啟用了特效濾鏡,讓我們的臉變成貓貓狗狗。」261Please respect copyright.PENANA8rdYUjrlUp
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「……」261Please respect copyright.PENANAE5pJ6xSFsl
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「狗狗加里和貓貓沙織,看著變得毛茸茸的兩人,我竟然興奮心動!我這個人太差勁了!」261Please respect copyright.PENANAmohVJlxri5
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「……我先確認一下,你對還是人類的兩人有感覺嗎?」261Please respect copyright.PENANAPUAvUmP7KC
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「跟平時一樣,沒有感覺。」261Please respect copyright.PENANAPMG87SuBcj
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「你這種情況……叫做『獸控』。」261Please respect copyright.PENANAkp17jLMJQE
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「獸控?那是甚麼?」261Please respect copyright.PENANAB6nmruNI1I
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「我不方便說太多,總之關鍵字『F—U—R—R—Y』,其餘你自己上網找。」261Please respect copyright.PENANAtkyITsa1r0
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「好吧,謝謝?」261Please respect copyright.PENANAYAHdiUmoUi
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神啊,請你引導這名羔羊,不要在性癖的探求路上走歪路,阿們。261Please respect copyright.PENANArTTgVr4DiZ
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亞砂撥開布簾探進頭來,「還有最後一個,你還行嗎?」261Please respect copyright.PENANA9Wso4ascOf
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「讓他進來吧。」我說。261Please respect copyright.PENANAZsu7VSNjSS
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我感覺到一名男生坐下了。261Please respect copyright.PENANAPE4VgxkjM2
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「神在傾聽你的煩惱。」261Please respect copyright.PENANAnkRnOHgNHE
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男生:「我想告解一件事,關於我童年的時候,和一條魚——」
「停止!給我回去!」261Please respect copyright.PENANAqhrXJhWqRx
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