I once saw the world as my oyster, boundless and wondrous to explore,
A neat adventure was all that I was for,
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But now the same magic has faded away,
My world now turned dull and gray,
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Though in the dark there will always be a waning light,
To feel the warmth of the morning is why I fight,
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To see the colors bloom again is all I can hope for,
The rainbows of each sunset at the end of my war,
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I wish to lay on the grass whilst holding my loved one's hands,
Peering up at the sky as we lay on the grassland,
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The comfort of love lulls me to sleep, how could I ever resist my family?
But as I wake in the muck, the warmth becomes yet another fantasy,
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Rain was once comforting, it marked days of rest,
Now as I walk through the battlefield, I find that being wet isn’t the best,
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A prideful flame burned in my heart before, but it's now extinguished,
I watch as the ash flied from my hatch, my passion now relinquished,
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The tears that run down my face are as cold as the rain,
My body scarred and bloodied, I feel nothing but pain,
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I yell desperately for the light to reappear,
No longer did I want it to tease me, I wanted it here,
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Yet the dark wrapped around me, swallowing me whole,
My soul filled with the dark, the wood now replaced with coal,
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A new fire burned within me, but not one to fend of the cold,
One of burning envy, hatred took hold,
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The world remained dull, but their color was still there,
Why did they get to be happy? It wasn’t fair,
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I rejected their love out of spite, always putting my hate on the front line,
They’d reach out their hands to help me, but I wouldn’t dare to extend mine,
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A happy ending to me was all but a dream,
They assured me it was not, but I just couldn’t see,
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The sun I yearned for raised again, enveloping me in the light I so desperately fought for,402Please respect copyright.PENANA945NZz8Puc
Was this a new beginning? No, it couldn't be, I'd lost the war,402Please respect copyright.PENANA6eccockexe
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So I wished the world would be cold and empty, and now I lay on the rotted grass ground,
With no hands to hold, I’m lost, but I don’t want to be found,
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The world once free, I’ve molded into my cage,
My story now over, I vowed there will never again be another page,
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