00.419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwYL3ERJsDF
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　　「需要你直白的愛意來確認我的存在。」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFVw1BsLe5H
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　　我跟夏油傑打小認識。夏油一家都是非常好的人，在我們搬過去之後相當照顧我們。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyK9W1hz9pW
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　　爸爸媽媽一直以來都忙於工作，我已經很習慣自己一個人待在家裡了。好在夏油傑跟我是同一所學校的，至少回家的路上還能有個照應。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFD9kh0i82a
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　　他一直很受歡迎。有禮貌的優等生，外表俊秀，談吐與同齡人相比還要成熟大方，這樣的孩子很難不受人喜愛。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ881aPZrWfN
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　　我很喜歡他。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2DVp7hsSkV
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419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy5V6RK8bo8
　　但他終究是飛鳥。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVTmhywZUw6
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02.419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWQ1HihsJyE
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　　……他好像跟一般人有些不一樣。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhUq89p16Je
419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEYXVELW8Qp
　　舉個例子，我曾經撞見他對著空氣揮拳，揮完之後不知道吞下了什麼，臉上的痛苦不似作偽。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoDHgfgkuV0
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　　如果是為了演戲的話，這演技穩妥妥可以去報名角逐奧斯卡了。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgR01zXmETR
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　　「……你都看見了？」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOedUsmlFEx
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　　他看見我一言不發地站在那，錯愕地問，似乎有種被戳破秘密的羞恥感。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTs8SoK5H4h
419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡliLM9zVuwJ
　　我說對，然後從口袋拿出一根棒棒糖給他。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBzCqopJ7D5
419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD4j1EfJOvt
　　「葡萄口味的。」我說。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYe2F6QG5S7
419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJhf4FH3jOu
　　他說謝謝，然後當著我的面拆開包裝塞進嘴裡。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVS4dgW9TTt
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　　走回去的路上難得很安靜。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsrN3mLe3Xb
419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZdOqR6Fpzi
　　「……你不問我什麼嗎？」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYDxZsujSJ6
419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0kL272rQZo
　　「怕你尷尬。」我誠實地說。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCW3dVChMKV
419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkZZdUS4Ebg
　　他無奈地笑了，像是在說「敗給你了」。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL3cmr9Nj8g
419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8gfO8UI8K1
　　仲夏的風帶著些微的潮意吹過，在陽光下舒展的枝椏沙沙地掉下幾片綠葉，日光在臉上落下斑駁光影。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡegW86OxEYV
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　　敗給你了。他說。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ31gdJS4ybl
419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYCBByyX5b3
　　我好像墜入愛河，於是也跟著笑了起來。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6LKtXnmEi0
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　　「我看得見一些……一般人看不見的東西。」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm9niYNyQVK
419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDuXHgW5LxD
　　「鬼？」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡokwwxd0F4o
419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz4o8LBSVlL
　　「比鬼還可怕吧……完全看不出是什麼樣子的。」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3lG2zOW1dT
419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGgRW0thwij
　　「史萊姆？」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn4zJjds8GB
419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXsIcS9jOTN
　　「唔，倒是有看過一個很像的。」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiCYnsyExUp
419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqNMsoPOZ7o
　　我們有一搭沒一搭地聊，直到夏油傑停下腳步。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgZAODP5Tus
419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv5R4OjyKfP
　　他看向我的眼神突然變得很鄭重，就像是下定什麼決心似的。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVTuElhPAtz
419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV5ZDT4I1EM
　　他說，我可以吸收這些東西，然後讓他們為我所用。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOALVbamrx7
419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwTihj8Udat
　　我想起夏油傑吞嚥的動作。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJe827AMR0i
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　　仰頭吞下的時候整張臉會皺在一起，喉結上下滾動，抑制即將嘔吐的衝動，睜開眼的時候眼眶已經微微泛紅。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEykFrJeT6x
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　　明明很痛苦吧。我說。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ9Jc9QQYLh
419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHcmtpC0l6c
　　「一定要吃掉那些東西嗎？」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa3w9RuEvUM
419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhUh9sMRjv7
　　「一定要。」他說，「說實話，味道就跟沾了嘔吐物的抹布，很難吃。」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYMjGJAJjEv
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　　聽起來真糟糕。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrUn6Tk1eHz
419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1z4DDTdbxe
　　「但是一想到只要熬過幾秒鐘，就能幫助到更多人的話──那麼，這短暫的痛苦，似乎也就沒什麼了。」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh2YlaNPIlN
419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRo4ZiTnbX3
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　　我後來意識到墜入愛河也許並不只是因為那個笑容，而是他提起「理想」的時候，閃閃發光的模樣。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8IPLE2yPNQ
419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPYb5hfJDbJ
　　我愛他，愛他的抱負。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBHMSAGAzfV
419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEuoZwxGgd7
　　所以在他的咒靈殺死我的時候，我始終都認為，那是我喜歡的少年。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTVrrenCA6D
419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJLtsP6a6KU
　　八歲，十四歲，殺死我的那年他十六歲。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPl2oEHQDsi
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　　他從來沒有變過。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcYKVTZHuGN
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　　夏油傑離開之後，一切都變成飛鳥了，我也是。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2VYK7uEDNb
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　　夏油傑畢業後就加入高專了。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzQ8tZXepKy
419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYFlX9Scb67
　　少了一個人在身邊，放學的路上又開始變得很安靜。我不太習慣，但也不打算找新朋友陪我。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6OXhAo5cxt
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　　總覺得會有種替代掉「夏油傑」的感覺，而我不想要這樣。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡppFoGC9rQL
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419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvZ4ea7q3kl
　　「你怎麼低著頭在走路？」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcfZ1qmaGSt
419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEgmc97H2QC
　　這聲音是夏油傑。我詫異地抬頭向身後一看，那個高了我一大截的少年正笑眯眯地看我。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrPQZqhnIVh
419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6nrIJ5vy1u
　　「你怎麼在這？」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1lx9kNx0W
419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcCV6BhGg8u
　　還穿得像個不良少年似的，我說。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp4m7fW8CYL
419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkF6XNQCPih
　　他臉上的笑意瞬間僵住，大概是有些好氣又好笑。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7dleUwmcWB
419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjCwhUFqLRu
　　「來陪你放學。」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzQr2hDFFQU
419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ23DncsohSF
　　──結果你是這樣說我的？他的眼神赤裸裸地傳達出這則訊息。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZlA0pFCH8C
419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOCBHhUG85n
　　我驚訝於他的回答，頓時有些心虛，心裡卻又覺得還挺高興的，只能吐吐舌假裝沒事矇混過去。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXXI1OIb2pG
419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdK8kcMPOiz
　　夏油傑不會因為這種玩笑同我置氣。他無奈地伸手拍拍我的腦袋，將我背在身上的書包給拿走，動作流暢自然地就像是做過數百次一樣。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlCao2M4hDP
419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEQ9O3Pf9sQ
　　陽光將他的影子拉得冗長，我低下頭幼稚地踩，偶爾踩在落葉上，發出嘎吱嘎吱的聲響。夏油傑已經很習慣我時不時無聊的小舉動，無所謂地任由我的鞋子在他的「頭」上放肆。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK3LjBST50Y
419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjt6tHYYLNT
　　「沒想到你還有空來接我。」我說。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFvFyJqWJyE
419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc3l4u9Ex5o
　　氣流經過喉嚨，聲帶顫動，他發出「嗯──」的聲音，臉上的表情似笑非笑。「怕你覺得寂寞，暗地裡偷偷哭。」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8oE0SreTz5
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　　才不會。我反駁道。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsqRTw0XqR2
419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4XKZFa6vcK
　　欸？是嗎？可是媽媽傳訊息給我，說自從我去高專上學之後，鄰居太太的女兒晚上都會在被窩裡偷偷哭。鄰居太太的女兒是誰啊──夏油傑瞇起眼睛笑的時候像隻壞心眼的狐狸。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4NuByeqovf
419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡedvZokPavU
　　我不敢置信地瞪大眼睛。媽媽這個叛徒！419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc0fMGyiT0h
419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtYeAeisvU5
　　無話可說，我索性攤牌承認是我，我確實會暗地裡想他。我說沒辦法，你走以後我好不習慣。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXk4nwJ2Om4
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　　「你叫我起床，幫我拿書包，跟我一起上學、一起放學……傑，那麼多年的習慣不是可以隨便割捨的。」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqGWUJixT9t
419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNhEIsFxdhl
　　我不想找別人跟我一起放學，因為沒有人能代替夏油傑陪我走這條路。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ89hiiWaA9t
419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzc03Cpdjsj
　　他終究是不一樣的。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8WmkJS1e8I
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419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZk5TQJK0JK
　　黑髮少年綁著我熟悉的丸子頭，他看著我，突然沒了聲音。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWpR5CnQmjY
419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ88QkQ2a5O3
　　那我以後陪你一起下課好嗎？最後他妥協似地問，眼神卻很溫柔。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd1bVEEXMBE
419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyLolCe88MF
419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcaKaOGUQBr
　　「還要常常講電話。」我堅持。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTXtTkcpZvV
419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3MQGN0S96S
　　「不是每天都在傳訊息了嗎？」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoUsnlEgJsy
419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE6kTUqRI2t
　　「但我想聽你說話呀。」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS8n0P4NZwA
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　　「好。」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoM0MUzjDbq
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　　都聽你的。他說。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuGaAOp5nZJ
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