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媽媽換工作後,待在家的時間比以往更長許多,因此我現在也能在早上起床時,聞見食物的味道了。92Please respect copyright.PENANAttbgLcfSFL
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站在鏡子前慢條斯理地梳理頭髮,微焦的麵包香氣從門隙潛入,不斷刺激嗅覺神經,大腦向我發出飢餓的訊號。92Please respect copyright.PENANArFuIU93h7A
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一下樓就看見媽媽招呼我。92Please respect copyright.PENANA4ogKAvVZMU
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「早安。今天要去考試對吧?」92Please respect copyright.PENANAsEHQLWCfPQ
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今天是入學測驗的日子。我咬著吐司含糊不清地應和她,在庭院的爸爸走進室內,順著他的方向看去,只見草地上的水珠映射光線,在視野裡佈下一片鎏金。看來是剛澆完花。92Please respect copyright.PENANACqQBW48WxM
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今天天氣很好。我喝了口牛奶,感覺是個好兆頭。92Please respect copyright.PENANAAPUQIO4m4l
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──確實是個好兆頭。一打開門,熟悉的身影就站在我面前。92Please respect copyright.PENANAouYi6NnLzq
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媽媽率先招呼:「傑?在學校過得怎麼樣?」92Please respect copyright.PENANAXH7XixD0iy
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「還不錯,謝謝阿姨。」夏油傑露出標準優等生的笑容回答媽媽。92Please respect copyright.PENANAvq6TSat2a2
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「昨天回來的嗎?」92Please respect copyright.PENANAiOjlk8HQhW
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「對,想說她今天要考試,打算送她去試場。」92Please respect copyright.PENANALTl2WBqxaH
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爸爸看了眼時間,放下車鑰匙。92Please respect copyright.PENANA1CQrhW8jHv
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時間還夠,你們就一起走路去吧?順便散散步。他說。
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於是夏油傑又提著我的書包陪我走去考試。92Please respect copyright.PENANAexAKLQfKCJ
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「沒想到你記得我要考試。」92Please respect copyright.PENANA5gfIA8KMmK
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很正常吧?夏油傑一臉理所當然。你這兩個月的話題從沒離開過數學,他說。92Please respect copyright.PENANATbXk058h7c
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好吧,被他這麼一說,似乎要不知道這件事也很難。我回想起最近跟傑通話時的內容,幾乎都是纏著他教我寫題,連五條都被他拉來一起幫忙。日常電話硬生生被即將到來的高校試驗變成補習大會。92Please respect copyright.PENANA3DRcxCTvvH
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「我好緊張。」92Please respect copyright.PENANA2QpfFNJpjR
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背對試場的大門,我這麼說。夏油傑俯身與我平視,他吻吻我的眉心,聲音泛著溫柔的暖意。別擔心。你這麼努力,一定沒問題的。92Please respect copyright.PENANAFAHjAt8Oq3
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「我相信你,所以你也要相信你自己啊。」夏油傑說。
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入學測驗結束之後,迎來的便是畢業季。餘寒褪去,落雪漸融,我在禮堂裡聽著師長們的鼓勵,覺得有些昏昏欲睡。92Please respect copyright.PENANAqVHP7HEMzn
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爸爸媽媽沒來得及參加完全程,半途便因為工作而匆匆離開。結束之後我順著人流的方向往出口走去,見到夏油傑正在樹下等我。他身姿挺拔,綁著我熟悉的丸子頭,身穿高專校服,寬大的燈籠褲讓他看起來像極了不良少年──不過被手中柔軟的紫色花束一襯,似乎也很難「不良」了。92Please respect copyright.PENANAjI3i9EBjeb
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夏油傑將花束遞給我。92Please respect copyright.PENANAC83k6En80v
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「畢業快樂。」92Please respect copyright.PENANA1ODXkkXeVv
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我彎起眼睛向他道謝,仔細一看才發現不是普通的花。92Please respect copyright.PENANAkAnMzk9p9p
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「是永生花。」他向我解釋。我深知夏油傑這人心細,做什麼事都要經過一番深慮才行,因此在選花這方面肯定也費了不少工夫。92Please respect copyright.PENANAzWOwdATXoa
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「紫色永生花的花語是什麼?」92Please respect copyright.PENANAZCIGZ8DTL6
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「你猜?」92Please respect copyright.PENANAmGDSmEIY05
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大概是詭異的自尊心作祟,夏油傑喜歡看我抓耳撓腮,滿臉苦惱的樣子──因為這樣我才會向他求助,他本人對此十分受用。他喜歡我依賴他。92Please respect copyright.PENANAwmxdhniXiL
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但這次我並不打算如他所願。我「唔」了聲,很有骨氣地拒絕。才不要,我說。92Please respect copyright.PENANAeMPqlRFh50
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為什麼不要?面對我的反常,夏油傑也不懊惱,他神色不變地反問我。92Please respect copyright.PENANA9C2nhCxq3c
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我指指自己的扣子,「你還要不要了?」92Please respect copyright.PENANAbNARUBrHOQ
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想要就老實點跟我說。我眨眨眼睛暗示他。92Please respect copyright.PENANA5iKKqwyuyF
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「扣子不都是男生給女生嗎?」夏油傑有些好笑地反問,語帶寵溺。92Please respect copyright.PENANAJmCQkBp4ie
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他喜歡我這個樣子。我一臉理所當然,「但你的扣子都在我這啊。」92Please respect copyright.PENANAk97PONEiDW
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夏油傑的紐扣從沒給過別人。小學時他說害怕有狂熱粉絲搶他鈕扣,索性自己先摘下來給我;中學時逐漸曖昧,他去高專前自動上繳,我們的關係在那一刻起昇華,反覆為夏油傑失序的心跳終於回歸平穩,忐忑不安的戀心有所依歸,為他輾轉難眠的日夜不再,我得以在朦朧月色裡安然入睡。92Please respect copyright.PENANAGtnWt0hvax
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放在書桌抽屜裡的鈕扣是證據。愛開始明晰,於是一切有跡可循──他早在很久以前就喜歡我。92Please respect copyright.PENANAveMk4f59WQ
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他陪我走過漫漫時光,和我一起上下學,送我走進試場,看我考上理想的學校,再贈我一束永恆。自幼童至少年,從白晝到黑夜,日復一日,如此輪迴。92Please respect copyright.PENANAejnVEGqnVY
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當愛意融入骨血,他便成為生命裡不可或缺的一塊。愛人的雙眼是最好的見證,他眼看我長大成人*。92Please respect copyright.PENANAd0xX6tIn5K
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儘管這不合傳統,但那又如何。我還是想把扣子給他,我想邀請他繼續參與我的未來,我想要他。92Please respect copyright.PENANAJtRZXCyAkY
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夏油傑不會知道我複雜的心思,但他必然明瞭此刻我只希望他對我示軟。92Please respect copyright.PENANAV1LmKfTkcC
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好吧。他舉高雙手,做出投降的姿態,「紫色永生花代表對感情的永久承諾。」92Please respect copyright.PENANAff0M1UmEaj
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我忍不住笑起來,把第二顆鈕扣當場摘下,放在他攤開的掌心上。92Please respect copyright.PENANAEjbqNdleA5
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現在它是你的了。語氣難掩驕矜。92Please respect copyright.PENANAq8LbYKN0kU
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「拔下扣子不會走光嗎?」92Please respect copyright.PENANA3dVnrsWwjt
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「所以我才穿外套啊。」92Please respect copyright.PENANA7Aaor4EDja
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拉上拉鍊,我笑嘻嘻地說。92Please respect copyright.PENANANZi92hngz8
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──我也是你的了。92Please respect copyright.PENANAmWczhoqQlz
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*此處「成年」指女子法定婚齡,非民法上成年。另,日本已於2018宣布修法,將成年與婚齡統一調整為18歲,然考量本文故事時空與背景,因此仍採用舊法制度。92Please respect copyright.PENANAVM3pfPsOLv
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231005公告:時間線沒算好,因此安插新內容在06的部分,其他內容向後順延。
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