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436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA01NtxFqM0
　　「需要你直白的愛意來確認我的存在。」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYiP0cvaadC
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuwdSoPemYs
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436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDhxRTo7QyM
　　我跟夏油傑打小認識。夏油一家都是非常好的人，在我們搬過去之後相當照顧我們。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7kNoXwbCFU
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzyYAxfJlEq
　　爸爸媽媽一直以來都忙於工作，我已經很習慣自己一個人待在家裡了。好在夏油傑跟我是同一所學校的，至少回家的路上還能有個照應。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWYlLyiiTRx
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu5jXzPAuCS
　　他一直很受歡迎。有禮貌的優等生，外表俊秀，談吐與同齡人相比還要成熟大方，這樣的孩子很難不受人喜愛。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf8nQ9BAEDp
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcUCLWQxmuu
　　我很喜歡他。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWzp69bZt3G
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwjivNdBBL3
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSI6weuauN6
　　但他終究是飛鳥。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH84GpZEGoJ
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnkllV5l969
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL1zeOqq6mV
02.436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg8xhRBj89x
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0hMDQW6UfZ
　　……他好像跟一般人有些不一樣。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUTRZUcSpB4
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDvdTqo7LAt
　　舉個例子，我曾經撞見他對著空氣揮拳，揮完之後不知道吞下了什麼，臉上的痛苦不似作偽。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx92ebXN69b
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGs03lqXdPv
　　如果是為了演戲的話，這演技穩妥妥可以去報名角逐奧斯卡了。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgauw2G123m
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2wnC1WMqnG
　　「……你都看見了？」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnLpeMv2wBa
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuACVmOZ7OF
　　他看見我一言不發地站在那，錯愕地問，似乎有種被戳破秘密的羞恥感。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXTv8b4gxx5
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqz3oiFkAlb
　　我說對，然後從口袋拿出一根棒棒糖給他。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBUCJXnxalk
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡysNGUAJOWS
　　「葡萄口味的。」我說。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoAwmiNcaBl
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBKRw9XFHMH
　　他說謝謝，然後當著我的面拆開包裝塞進嘴裡。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZNuomeQ60j
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO7SXxSDog3
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡenIw2O9g9T
　　走回去的路上難得很安靜。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9uWP6k0skZ
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL3wEWfzcOY
　　「……你不問我什麼嗎？」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjeuu3S62U1
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡftWy5xC4DH
　　「怕你尷尬。」我誠實地說。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQpK5rk2Yz9
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbrKsRNAEnf
　　他無奈地笑了，像是在說「敗給你了」。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwByPd06lbw
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMHZ57RUHJk
　　仲夏的風帶著些微的潮意吹過，在陽光下舒展的枝椏沙沙地掉下幾片綠葉，日光在臉上落下斑駁光影。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoPflCzCO5N
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr71X7RZUYc
　　敗給你了。他說。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ63eMfU4hMR
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTyC4jdwTdZ
　　我好像墜入愛河，於是也跟著笑了起來。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4AogdjJBkJ
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDlSD9XLWJk
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtWg7zpK2p5
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIaflwUFj0Z
03.436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMGsccd1uOz
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnhnZj62Rsy
　　「我看得見一些……一般人看不見的東西。」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCwO6936rOF
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzj4QrHWSPU
　　「鬼？」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv3Ts0zlby5
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ19NqLYOxeK
　　「比鬼還可怕吧……完全看不出是什麼樣子的。」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWQXjGbO3w8
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhLP8scAR8f
　　「史萊姆？」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEJLzc6TI62
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfRyKdUxc8t
　　「唔，倒是有看過一個很像的。」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJ2FfKF18l
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKRrl6DilVr
　　我們有一搭沒一搭地聊，直到夏油傑停下腳步。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdKIFHIrl2Z
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQLLPJHURRF
　　他看向我的眼神突然變得很鄭重，就像是下定什麼決心似的。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4eJEpce1Ps
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHh1zJEjHT1
　　他說，我可以吸收這些東西，然後讓他們為我所用。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiPYMPiCJlv
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTKsNcDyMgA
　　我想起夏油傑吞嚥的動作。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡitYjFqZutE
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjhm1mPZH7L
　　仰頭吞下的時候整張臉會皺在一起，喉結上下滾動，抑制即將嘔吐的衝動，睜開眼的時候眼眶已經微微泛紅。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh1RlBXRpgR
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqTPx9CyH1L
　　明明很痛苦吧。我說。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ38XbObMn9c
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡghY3pEJphT
　　「一定要吃掉那些東西嗎？」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfZhNJ6zJ4u
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡouBuW01Ms9
　　「一定要。」他說，「說實話，味道就跟沾了嘔吐物的抹布，很難吃。」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYpFKNbT1YN
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaxsZEUVxev
　　聽起來真糟糕。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwQRJdIrgD2
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTBFZR2Ywez
　　「但是一想到只要熬過幾秒鐘，就能幫助到更多人的話──那麼，這短暫的痛苦，似乎也就沒什麼了。」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsVE4ymBurc
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu434C8DPom
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPEo3NAk4FX
　　我後來意識到墜入愛河也許並不只是因為那個笑容，而是他提起「理想」的時候，閃閃發光的模樣。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOPyA1QXPSb
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVUUuQYyVz4
　　我愛他，愛他的抱負。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFLOxUW0QL8
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2jT5RmCvK8
　　所以在他的咒靈殺死我的時候，我始終都認為，那是我喜歡的少年。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf722UnreCq
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm0TJ5AWPyz
　　八歲，十四歲，殺死我的那年他十六歲。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY1t1xLCKq5
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP2qfldxdh5
　　他從來沒有變過。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV3kUKY1RRQ
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZI9eVhKEWJ
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt1KeCyIcH7
　　夏油傑離開之後，一切都變成飛鳥了，我也是。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHoT0iE0JES
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBjYvvZOAuj
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcGOExaUqhQ
04.436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsP8gNkdbQ8
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhUmgjhviM5
　　夏油傑畢業後就加入高專了。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC1VLZXRXad
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlVtM5eaZru
　　少了一個人在身邊，放學的路上又開始變得很安靜。我不太習慣，但也不打算找新朋友陪我。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK35rzB4MSV
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡleohYJX1ru
　　總覺得會有種替代掉「夏油傑」的感覺，而我不想要這樣。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBkGpDPVv7z
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJTHzb7CgXz
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc6cVRbMeVh
　　「你怎麼低著頭在走路？」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvG3AewHVOf
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSSsuv65wjx
　　這聲音是夏油傑。我詫異地抬頭向身後一看，那個高了我一大截的少年正笑眯眯地看我。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD12wWDHd9F
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyG2GenoiGN
　　「你怎麼在這？」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡADiW515LCb
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡipfumQDBKi
　　還穿得像個不良少年似的，我說。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPJw6zOCvM6
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZt89yFSS3
　　他臉上的笑意瞬間僵住，大概是有些好氣又好笑。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVsHHfnNEwn
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnLob09sUhn
　　「來陪你放學。」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqI5pzUWe70
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLdbXi0AyfS
　　──結果你是這樣說我的？他的眼神赤裸裸地傳達出這則訊息。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG3MWcEPkDs
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtm5k1pzFKn
　　我驚訝於他的回答，頓時有些心虛，心裡卻又覺得還挺高興的，只能吐吐舌假裝沒事矇混過去。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmu5RM7jmXV
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr5SopOkiHr
　　夏油傑不會因為這種玩笑同我置氣。他無奈地伸手拍拍我的腦袋，將我背在身上的書包給拿走，動作流暢自然地就像是做過數百次一樣。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbuk4MktWz6
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnqNQJGOX88
　　陽光將他的影子拉得冗長，我低下頭幼稚地踩，偶爾踩在落葉上，發出嘎吱嘎吱的聲響。夏油傑已經很習慣我時不時無聊的小舉動，無所謂地任由我的鞋子在他的「頭」上放肆。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEoiqjmrJT3
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJhqN1IBeYq
　　「沒想到你還有空來接我。」我說。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfHYQ4gbyPz
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT5Rnz5hmYl
　　氣流經過喉嚨，聲帶顫動，他發出「嗯──」的聲音，臉上的表情似笑非笑。「怕你覺得寂寞，暗地裡偷偷哭。」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlo1mvxHU0I
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOUtMAxJR8A
　　才不會。我反駁道。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNW4YJh8AzE
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTt1HukCDtt
　　欸？是嗎？可是媽媽傳訊息給我，說自從我去高專上學之後，鄰居太太的女兒晚上都會在被窩裡偷偷哭。鄰居太太的女兒是誰啊──夏油傑瞇起眼睛笑的時候像隻壞心眼的狐狸。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHRGD4E6UHp
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz8EU2OhtXl
　　我不敢置信地瞪大眼睛。媽媽這個叛徒！436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlvmAxZLjOj
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa8Ge2Pv6IN
　　無話可說，我索性攤牌承認是我，我確實會暗地裡想他。我說沒辦法，你走以後我好不習慣。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOqd1bVJKR7
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFsuICpLNCp
　　「你叫我起床，幫我拿書包，跟我一起上學、一起放學……傑，那麼多年的習慣不是可以隨便割捨的。」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSLPh2lRrU8
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY1d7lsX285
　　我不想找別人跟我一起放學，因為沒有人能代替夏油傑陪我走這條路。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoxThvCfDrO
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdykNtdAJa
　　他終究是不一樣的。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZgQznCNcWV
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxgP6Z8Dptx
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8IdCxxhc04
　　黑髮少年綁著我熟悉的丸子頭，他看著我，突然沒了聲音。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMi2Gb5JTih
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2PtWO6h05Y
　　那我以後陪你一起下課好嗎？最後他妥協似地問，眼神卻很溫柔。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl5p9zKcWbL
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Knj6BL7HX
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSiaR6cjcog
　　「還要常常講電話。」我堅持。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTNvSYZV7S3
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqwGYXbvzv0
　　「不是每天都在傳訊息了嗎？」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOmsD6G6nIO
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6nsnCkXFTk
　　「但我想聽你說話呀。」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlp5wnpYpT8
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaqC4IJ9GLu
　　「好。」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9LDTda5V3w
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIaeXTjJlmu
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUrZasSxrXJ
　　都聽你的。他說。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGH12QiRHzf
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