00.257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5UKEv5AqDY
257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIOZ7gwjv58
　　「需要你直白的愛意來確認我的存在。」257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHcaq66rxoE
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　　我跟夏油傑打小認識。夏油一家都是非常好的人，在我們搬過去之後相當照顧我們。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQuktPkOuZH
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　　爸爸媽媽一直以來都忙於工作，我已經很習慣自己一個人待在家裡了。好在夏油傑跟我是同一所學校的，至少回家的路上還能有個照應。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOv2hHRfDQr
257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIRDaH5F9PF
　　他一直很受歡迎。有禮貌的優等生，外表俊秀，談吐與同齡人相比還要成熟大方，這樣的孩子很難不受人喜愛。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmrYuez246W
257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGFOSmevlGZ
　　我很喜歡他。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqslzVE3Qs0
257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUtYofQ9y8t
257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu7x8xABTrj
　　但他終究是飛鳥。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgB8Kif1xqT
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02.257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnOVuqEDi85
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　　……他好像跟一般人有些不一樣。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN1L0rjfqt1
257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5DSzeft25L
　　舉個例子，我曾經撞見他對著空氣揮拳，揮完之後不知道吞下了什麼，臉上的痛苦不似作偽。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZKyLlv7QYi
257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbn6Xf2Gd9w
　　如果是為了演戲的話，這演技穩妥妥可以去報名角逐奧斯卡了。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxa7Pryn3QM
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　　「……你都看見了？」257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCjLW5zAT6D
257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjU4oCxq0bb
　　他看見我一言不發地站在那，錯愕地問，似乎有種被戳破秘密的羞恥感。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzcSfw9Oxwe
257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPEfcobfUHY
　　我說對，然後從口袋拿出一根棒棒糖給他。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXfWHcyEOiS
257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbbVoOuXNPD
　　「葡萄口味的。」我說。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVg04IGCW9i
257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX5UlVxcFdj
　　他說謝謝，然後當著我的面拆開包裝塞進嘴裡。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj5hfVnQ6Za
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　　走回去的路上難得很安靜。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5pXGmmnW09
257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkTyJeoUoU8
　　「……你不問我什麼嗎？」257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbjBDyKh8lj
257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZwUUoLXLOh
　　「怕你尷尬。」我誠實地說。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ12CsdunZdJ
257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsIoUZHaqwV
　　他無奈地笑了，像是在說「敗給你了」。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2pCkugFm99
257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzeTJQlDPVP
　　仲夏的風帶著些微的潮意吹過，在陽光下舒展的枝椏沙沙地掉下幾片綠葉，日光在臉上落下斑駁光影。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVNbiVyExPu
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　　敗給你了。他說。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX1pCVMWb8A
257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgpZSD9h4B3
　　我好像墜入愛河，於是也跟著笑了起來。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbvTXc0oZSN
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03.257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbZ8xVeKQ9j
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　　「我看得見一些……一般人看不見的東西。」257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBugk8zajwb
257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP9wNiFjhs5
　　「鬼？」257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI2hPDABTsh
257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr9Hsp8TUFg
　　「比鬼還可怕吧……完全看不出是什麼樣子的。」257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwxLBuhhXg0
257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkBBKuRQLIG
　　「史萊姆？」257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZelzJjcrr1
257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVKsxUBepom
　　「唔，倒是有看過一個很像的。」257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzeSdL9bKEU
257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGg94Ea5gHZ
　　我們有一搭沒一搭地聊，直到夏油傑停下腳步。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfYgpfvQ6sG
257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5DBI2gW6AV
　　他看向我的眼神突然變得很鄭重，就像是下定什麼決心似的。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxVE0wO01zA
257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3LovFm61Wt
　　他說，我可以吸收這些東西，然後讓他們為我所用。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyYPvoGYKYJ
257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ncmbkhfia
　　我想起夏油傑吞嚥的動作。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQiar1A1UZC
257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe36sG7Y24z
　　仰頭吞下的時候整張臉會皺在一起，喉結上下滾動，抑制即將嘔吐的衝動，睜開眼的時候眼眶已經微微泛紅。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzAEGlsyn95
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　　明明很痛苦吧。我說。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgW7hdLl3SF
257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPk5dPRg5P3
　　「一定要吃掉那些東西嗎？」257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5t3t0GCfES
257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUdzPWIJS5O
　　「一定要。」他說，「說實話，味道就跟沾了嘔吐物的抹布，很難吃。」257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvJqBoyGi0Z
257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQmbYNOtdr
　　聽起來真糟糕。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPqgwPbxKwo
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　　「但是一想到只要熬過幾秒鐘，就能幫助到更多人的話──那麼，這短暫的痛苦，似乎也就沒什麼了。」257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgFCdHFau3L
257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ33NCyRIdjY
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　　我後來意識到墜入愛河也許並不只是因為那個笑容，而是他提起「理想」的時候，閃閃發光的模樣。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7QMNSSVQUe
257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDLtWwn49Qd
　　我愛他，愛他的抱負。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCaFnsOKZFS
257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx06ADHHlhr
　　所以在他的咒靈殺死我的時候，我始終都認為，那是我喜歡的少年。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMNic2CqxXB
257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwCv7WXOO1z
　　八歲，十四歲，殺死我的那年他十六歲。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8J9xUQJGy9
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　　他從來沒有變過。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDOC2qyN9tR
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　　夏油傑離開之後，一切都變成飛鳥了，我也是。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg20aWbIK5U
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04.257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGMSSvngSaT
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　　夏油傑畢業後就加入高專了。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5V9CxEjS93
257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhOYrDXd0Ue
　　少了一個人在身邊，放學的路上又開始變得很安靜。我不太習慣，但也不打算找新朋友陪我。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYv1TZrKEVR
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　　總覺得會有種替代掉「夏油傑」的感覺，而我不想要這樣。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQljGFO3L57
257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsEgzZrlLVP
257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCwRNrE9kpF
　　「你怎麼低著頭在走路？」257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmGxEg8LBM4
257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ43f2Iu8JbE
　　這聲音是夏油傑。我詫異地抬頭向身後一看，那個高了我一大截的少年正笑眯眯地看我。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWqDTNdvZQJ
257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR3F6VZqiV7
　　「你怎麼在這？」257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf1WDL9MWZa
257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuQy4jg83BK
　　還穿得像個不良少年似的，我說。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk5SxAoYsNL
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　　他臉上的笑意瞬間僵住，大概是有些好氣又好笑。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDiTBX72shK
257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3VXSiRHrjO
　　「來陪你放學。」257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcCwGq6UAcg
257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN6nt4pHFj2
　　──結果你是這樣說我的？他的眼神赤裸裸地傳達出這則訊息。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhpwOfVp52y
257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0hXfato4HA
　　我驚訝於他的回答，頓時有些心虛，心裡卻又覺得還挺高興的，只能吐吐舌假裝沒事矇混過去。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0uzSUOZaPm
257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVIfPbzSBH5
　　夏油傑不會因為這種玩笑同我置氣。他無奈地伸手拍拍我的腦袋，將我背在身上的書包給拿走，動作流暢自然地就像是做過數百次一樣。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfCKVSHsuhY
257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfqCUMSMlYA
　　陽光將他的影子拉得冗長，我低下頭幼稚地踩，偶爾踩在落葉上，發出嘎吱嘎吱的聲響。夏油傑已經很習慣我時不時無聊的小舉動，無所謂地任由我的鞋子在他的「頭」上放肆。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ58YIj0RlKc
257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ1KeHF0zPy
　　「沒想到你還有空來接我。」我說。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0zrnCwen8F
257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHnaRq8LgBt
　　氣流經過喉嚨，聲帶顫動，他發出「嗯──」的聲音，臉上的表情似笑非笑。「怕你覺得寂寞，暗地裡偷偷哭。」257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQzLVjrYQn6
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　　才不會。我反駁道。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ZOZuqSoSw
257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡggAF6ZVQBv
　　欸？是嗎？可是媽媽傳訊息給我，說自從我去高專上學之後，鄰居太太的女兒晚上都會在被窩裡偷偷哭。鄰居太太的女兒是誰啊──夏油傑瞇起眼睛笑的時候像隻壞心眼的狐狸。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHQw0T7221z
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　　我不敢置信地瞪大眼睛。媽媽這個叛徒！257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfcztpRsOIJ
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　　無話可說，我索性攤牌承認是我，我確實會暗地裡想他。我說沒辦法，你走以後我好不習慣。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzv2KJOeHV7
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　　「你叫我起床，幫我拿書包，跟我一起上學、一起放學……傑，那麼多年的習慣不是可以隨便割捨的。」257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpBB99zXwtf
257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1UqGyTNw6N
　　我不想找別人跟我一起放學，因為沒有人能代替夏油傑陪我走這條路。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYZlzATLVSQ
257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu3JgCbsUdJ
　　他終究是不一樣的。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzeVgz9qQGs
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257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyjBxi1eE5n
　　黑髮少年綁著我熟悉的丸子頭，他看著我，突然沒了聲音。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJeBbihHq9d
257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡROsip6zDAs
　　那我以後陪你一起下課好嗎？最後他妥協似地問，眼神卻很溫柔。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxSP5MG9Z8o
257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmOuUQxagWD
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　　「還要常常講電話。」我堅持。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkkyfpPp9SJ
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　　「不是每天都在傳訊息了嗎？」257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcbr225AAOU
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　　「但我想聽你說話呀。」257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5QjnXmRdNG
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　　「好。」257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi4f0s9K9Sa
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　　都聽你的。他說。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpTrKMHljZZ
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