她喜歡西湖,四年前坤祿就知道了。284Please respect copyright.PENANAKsDYW7HCk9
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西湖槐花開得正好,戌槐初來第一日就知道了。
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改名換姓也好,靈魂還是同一人,他一樣深愛著她。無論他叫坤祿還是戌槐,她叫可綰、還是……
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「相懿。」
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當二字呼喚吐離唇齒,戌槐只覺胸口連年的鬱痛消散了。隨著那雙記憶中的定情玉回落人兒身側,他更覺眼眸裏的暖意迅速升溫——284Please respect copyright.PENANA0iTWhJCh9z
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他的相懿就在眼前,再非晨光可摧的幻夢。284Please respect copyright.PENANAUJWCUo6Myf
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當下已然伸手可及,他身攜香膏與槐木簪、每步疼痛鑽心,卻越發堅定。
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「……相懿。」
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遠方寺院的晚鼓漸見尾聲,戌槐於女子身後佇足,柔聲呼喚。他靜候她回首,低斂的褐眸刻寫著濃烈的愛戀與赴死的坦然;毒打也好、痛罵也罷,他都準備好受刑了。284Please respect copyright.PENANA8cqzRuRwK4
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只要最後他能再次與她相擁相愛、永不分離。
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「……嗯。」
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應聲轉身之際似已隔世,他抬眸望見那身素白的衣裳一如記憶中的短了幾分,下見素青的紗籠褲襴。中原天冷,她穿掛合領以銀扣的輕紗長衫,墨綠蓋白似是翠竹,恰好與她綰落低髻的竹簪相互和應。284Please respect copyright.PENANA5vPVEhIu34
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暹羅風暖,初見已褪去了那身長衫,皎月下只有長長的紗裳呵護著如花似玉的女子。那時她盤梳著高髻,只飾了數朵新採的白槐。
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「相懿,我在這裡。」
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千言萬語壓於心頭,男人壓下眸裏的氳意,總算勾起了道比較自然的笑,說出相同當年的話:「我在這裡。」
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遲到了,但他終究來到了她的身邊。這次她會對他說什麼、罰什麼,才會再展歡顏呢?
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——你哦、又遲到,趕不及放水燈就你自誤,我可不背鍋呢!
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——你哦……多說你也煩了吧?哼、拾金糕黏牙、我不說話了,你滿意了吧?
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——嗯沒事,有來到就好了。
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——祿郎……
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「盤雅夫人的事,我很遺憾。」
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……什麽?
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來不及梳理任何深意,他直接開口澄清:「盤雅她健在沒事、而且我和她已經……」
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「是我誤會了嗎?」
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問語輕柔,戌槐與阿綰同時怔於原地,一如當年月下的拜別。
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她誤會了什麼?其實無一事是誤會:彼此邂逅之前,他的確跟另一女子相愛過、相約過。再怎樣懵然無知也好,她的確、的確……284Please respect copyright.PENANAOnQFxHzxhe
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付以真心的花信年華真實不虛,最終的解約與分離亦是證據確鑿的歷史。而她最在意的,從來就不是與他開花結果。
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「萬分是福,是我誤會了。」284Please respect copyright.PENANA53iGtQR49d
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幾許有風,阿綰壓了壓眸光,就偷偷望賞那頸下的金佛護身符。適時藏腕於腹前,自此有了底氣柔望向他——當年相離她就缺了這個:284Please respect copyright.PENANA6XDqE5uGIi
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「人安好自是大吉。至於其他事,我想我還是不宜置喙。」
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好冷。
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她的微笑多溫婉,戌槐卻為當下這抹笑不住心慌。活了將近三十六年,他從未如此恐懼過……284Please respect copyright.PENANABmXtWQ28UJ
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那個分離的暹羅月夜,珀眸還盈著他的身影,竟還比現在溫暖。284Please respect copyright.PENANAJ9GcbMcHty
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不應該是這樣的。284Please respect copyright.PENANAhKmWQcFq88
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不可以是這樣的。
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「相懿、不是這樣的……」
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不祥的寒意自大地蔓入四肢八骸,他微顫著說,踏前就想再次牽起那掛玉的左手一起逃離寒冬——284Please respect copyright.PENANAraPkvqV8Jp
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下一刻玉步退移、攏袖叉手,粉碎了當下的希望。
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「妾滇西祈氏相懿,揖謝戌槐君贈以美點祝壽。」
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四面佛相前,阿綰揖以莊重、說以得體,唇舌間卻有異鄉的甜膩陰魂不散。284Please respect copyright.PENANAcn4N1LSgDI
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那個解約的暹羅月夜,那右腕已然鮮血淋漓;煙火間陣陣腥羶,早已掩去金花的甜美。
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「願君蒙四面佛賜佑,往後厚福安寧。妾、就此別過。」
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衣袂裳襴掠過身側,戌槐甚至來不及將心愛的她拉入懷中,明明僅是數分之遙——284Please respect copyright.PENANA721TN8q35g
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霎那間,她已經不知所蹤。
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蘇杭二月的明月夜,四錐佛香早已燃盡,卻猶有白煙徘徊四面佛相和供品之間,徒留他一人於故鄉的佛前嚐到了受離棄的滋味。
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那比削腕更痛、更痛。
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三月花開,蘇杭滿街可聞花香怡人。於古樸而莊嚴的官邸或寺院裏更添了沉穩的木檀,別是一番閒適。
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「說起來,明天就是上巳節了。」
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午鐘已響,老和尚昭岸如常完了經課,就到了暹羅男人所處的小骨醫館作個一日小結。艾草與卡痛藥酒的清香溢於室外,他不由得依忽起的念頭而說。284Please respect copyright.PENANAHFqNNo4A1r
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但看青年鬰鬱不語,他耐心靜候了一會,隨後又跟其步在以往的走道,幾許才再次開口:284Please respect copyright.PENANAnBShP1SjgI
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「大多中原人會相約臨水用宴、春郊樂遊,大抵亦沒什麽客人會過來。你可會想休個假?」
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「……亦無妨,但若是需要,坤祿願隨傳而到。」
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步到那巷槐花初綻的廊道末,戌槐只有淡笑回應。指路的直幅被徐徐捲起,對岸的巷口剛好走出了熟悉的女子倩影。興許是年少的緣故吧,雙髻少女小霜偶爾看了過來,還是會友好地揮手招呼——284Please respect copyright.PENANAyxexWKPBMW
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他的相懿、世人的阿綰娘,只朝他稍稍勾唇點首,下一刻就抬足步離他的視野。284Please respect copyright.PENANAyZvAWkIimB
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步步落羽,形似陌路。
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「……唉,看來你真的做得太過了。」見狀昭岸不住搖頭,老癟的五指悲憫似的撥動著念珠。
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「……我知道。」284Please respect copyright.PENANAqq2pWyA79Q
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戌槐低聲承認,陽光下墨褐的目光失落於對岸無人的門巷,那裡徒有一樹白槐懸開。五日前的月夜,他從她的應答裏已經知道自己的錯遠比預想的嚴重、那看似決斷的分手傷盡了她的心,乃至讓她心驚心寒。284Please respect copyright.PENANA3NPYRnrDcX
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可正因如此,他才不可以再與她分開。284Please respect copyright.PENANAmlC11kRoc1
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他清楚記得,今年那四面佛指間的祈願篋內,她書下的暹羅文多娟秀、她許下的心願多溫柔……
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壹:願事業順利,諸事平安。
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貳:願善緣不斷,妻賢美滿。
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叁:願錢財富足,生計無憂。
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肆:願身心健康,疾不臨門。
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伍:願諸運善好,重孽輕受。284Please respect copyright.PENANAy0aatkOByb
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五行經文抄摘,全都是為了他。
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「龍婆,她心裏還有我。」284Please respect copyright.PENANAwLJPPzUwjj
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良久他再次開口,右腕猶因痛而顫。適時對岸巷口的槐枝隨風輕晃,朵朵雪白又似在輕敲輕掃著誰人的心房。對了,剛才她離去時,猶有一圈白玉繞於她的雙腕上,難藏跳脫。284Please respect copyright.PENANAo4NMxPwkQp
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若無情愛,怎生掛念?
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「畢竟人心肉做啊……」
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「所以一生只有一次心意動。」284Please respect copyright.PENANAuZZXk0RS9L
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負上了行囊,暹羅男人說得堅定,右腕徐徐轉穩。284Please respect copyright.PENANAJTepNk0CMF
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那一刀沒完全削滅槐花的根、沒完全削碎她的情意,就足夠了。
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「這次我、不會再辜負她了。」284Please respect copyright.PENANAePYgz9RBKW
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餘生他將用心栽種呵護,腕脈再開槐花之日、就是約誓偕老之時。
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「但願你一切順利吧,小伙子……」
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揖別過後,昭岸仍留在寺廟的前庭內。他目送暹羅男人的身姿消失於寺廟大門後,只有搖頭念佛。他餘生都會記得,當年的雨夜有哪抹倩影跪於觀音菩薩前持刀抵腕、屢試削膚,幾許才於顫泣中丟了短匕。284Please respect copyright.PENANArq7LetKKND
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檀香入當年雨,悲泣無人問何事;今年香燼入雲,她默了,真是怨懟之意麽?284Please respect copyright.PENANAnwwkJhKYqo
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就只怕是、漠然放下了罷。284Please respect copyright.PENANAs42LdZtumU
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待續。284Please respect copyright.PENANASKdKju62xt