Rape And Abuse600Please respect copyright.PENANAx6k6NTifHZ
They said it tears you apart600Please respect copyright.PENANACv6EPS7gs6
It hurts you600Please respect copyright.PENANAt4DwW1eQMt
But it will not end you600Please respect copyright.PENANARdTISfmN4w
I say bullshit600Please respect copyright.PENANA3ckk5AWeDW
It ended that girl600Please respect copyright.PENANAGwSgc5AJHV
She was innocent and sweet600Please respect copyright.PENANA0Fbt2x278U
She didn't deserve all the nights screaming in pain600Please respect copyright.PENANAbCq7OWjoiv
Begging for God to please save her600Please respect copyright.PENANA76WR2a8DOz
Make it stop600Please respect copyright.PENANAiw8aqJz7dw
What did she do to deserve it600Please respect copyright.PENANAldhFPE6Sy5
Nothing600Please respect copyright.PENANAEK6FWG2Eft
She was just a kid600Please respect copyright.PENANAjXQpzINpI3
She lies in a grave now far below the surface600Please respect copyright.PENANAhL0TiStkRL
Unhealed, scared, lonely, cold600Please respect copyright.PENANAj0a4nPMJNO
Just like all those nights but at least she knows no one can get inside600Please respect copyright.PENANA65WWZDHpDC
Right600Please respect copyright.PENANAWDdWh8NEVH
She lies in her grave600Please respect copyright.PENANAoYH6wYePBE
I stand in her body600Please respect copyright.PENANAJZs3zgdiZY
In her thoughts600Please respect copyright.PENANALbOTHdZpcA
In her nightmares600Please respect copyright.PENANARIHNDjDrc5
In all the pain she's built up600Please respect copyright.PENANAVJw6a6I1kJ
In all the rage put into bottles ready to crack600Please respect copyright.PENANADx6GHoduis
She isn't waking up600Please respect copyright.PENANA7poKolQjIo
She doesn't get to heal600Please respect copyright.PENANALUGP4fcO26
I deal with the aftermath600Please respect copyright.PENANAZeh19rayQX
I grew up in her body and tried to keep her safe600Please respect copyright.PENANAbrOYKClPg2
No one has met her since we were young600Please respect copyright.PENANAq5CQe1qrT4
I lay with the thoughts at night600Please respect copyright.PENANATVL9bA2N9c
I jump at our shadow so I'll keep the lights low600Please respect copyright.PENANAKgUbRPiZMU
But I'm still terrified of the dark so they cannot be to low600Please respect copyright.PENANAezbd7Rfpp2
I lay in bed curled up in a tight ball watching the door and window600Please respect copyright.PENANAdmZO24dxpF
But I'm still to afraid to fall asleep600Please respect copyright.PENANA8ekuoNdAzY
I drive through my hometown past places where it all began and happened600Please respect copyright.PENANAIR3nVeY4jB
But I still cannot be alone there I'm still afraid you're near600Please respect copyright.PENANAIvAprstWHS
Watching600Please respect copyright.PENANAxnsk91XS6V
Waiting600Please respect copyright.PENANAMDF2QeeJ8z
I stand in crowds, near people and friends maybe even family600Please respect copyright.PENANACgslJ47g43
But I still cannot stand to close for I am afraid of what they can do600Please respect copyright.PENANA2YYnvhzs00
I stand with my back against the wall600Please respect copyright.PENANAsARzetSdpU
Because I know no one can come up from behind600Please respect copyright.PENANA2vjWHh0ugX
Afraid of the dark600Please respect copyright.PENANAkQ0E1GvI6u
Afraid of sleeping600Please respect copyright.PENANAJrw1Vw3BfT
Afraid of my hometown600Please respect copyright.PENANAg41wigxjYK
Afraid of crowds600Please respect copyright.PENANAP0LzAaJhDT
Afraid of every noise and movement600Please respect copyright.PENANAlrExTIiMQv
Afraid of myself600Please respect copyright.PENANAjGQ8fZBtbT
What have I become600Please respect copyright.PENANAckyJeaSynG
Why can I not escape these racing thoughts600Please respect copyright.PENANAif9U0SqS0S
When will I get to heal600Please respect copyright.PENANAHPUuNZdY7T
Where will it stop stop stop600Please respect copyright.PENANACYBFCo0roq
But I know the answers don't I600Please respect copyright.PENANARbxmazgJK0
I always have600Please respect copyright.PENANAKIs2eMVKBA
I'm a product of trauma again and again600Please respect copyright.PENANAReI0KdP74C
The thoughts are there to stay they will never leave they have made a haven inside my head and they will continue to ache and grow600Please respect copyright.PENANAvNsSKBRmh4
I do not get to heal for there will always be a reminder to slip me back into a fit of thoughts and paranoia600Please respect copyright.PENANAv3cO0zyvxA
It does not stop, it grows and grows and it will hibernate for awhile but it will never stop.600Please respect copyright.PENANA95XgXfleW7
Rape And Abuse600Please respect copyright.PENANAElc8UqtzuE
Ends the person you were and creates a new product600Please respect copyright.PENANAlHq6UV7Du4
The product of rape and abuse600Please respect copyright.PENANAd1K1PwCFrO
Never your own person again600Please respect copyright.PENANArWTgasKUWK
An imposter to your ownself600Please respect copyright.PENANAcHcfGR1qEo
The products perfect mold600Please respect copyright.PENANAz8rqGUDNzz
You can't go back600Please respect copyright.PENANATVxcbWMHE8
You can't go back from the abuse and rape and the product it created600Please respect copyright.PENANAz9GYlA281i
You can't undo the patterns checking if the doors locked600Please respect copyright.PENANAuwQls715d0
Or if the door is cracked the way you left it when you left the house600Please respect copyright.PENANAXoR8kmWZzQ
Or locking the doors every time in the car because you cannot stand to be alone in an unlocked car600Please respect copyright.PENANA2MlsxQtFxc
Or locking the house and checking the locks 6 times again and again just to be sure600Please respect copyright.PENANAi8QH32ysnO
Or standing in the corner or against a wall because you can't trust someone600Please respect copyright.PENANABxwSWiQYvq
Refusing to sleep near people because its scary600Please respect copyright.PENANAqclROKjUpX
You cannot ever go back from that600Please respect copyright.PENANAJORKMqRRLa
I can't let that girl back out again because she's dead600Please respect copyright.PENANAPqNULspOJF
Gone600Please respect copyright.PENANA0fRsGlhLZ6
You600Please respect copyright.PENANALqthiooOav
Cannot600Please respect copyright.PENANAIXvCcmNiWB
Go600Please respect copyright.PENANAnYt91QCalC
Back600Please respect copyright.PENANAYhYIHg0HkK
The product is permanent600Please respect copyright.PENANAKcn9kMGS8G
You cannot go back from it600Please respect copyright.PENANAcPnxbl9Dow
Rape And Abuse600Please respect copyright.PENANAsoi1kY66ND
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