Rape And Abuse617Please respect copyright.PENANAJbhbsTZ6LK
They said it tears you apart617Please respect copyright.PENANAxP5YZRMON6
It hurts you617Please respect copyright.PENANANIdrDabRq5
But it will not end you617Please respect copyright.PENANAkJIyJRJMUl
I say bullshit617Please respect copyright.PENANAw64DumiBHh
It ended that girl617Please respect copyright.PENANAJCJBtkZ3jY
She was innocent and sweet617Please respect copyright.PENANAQ9TdT2skkl
She didn't deserve all the nights screaming in pain617Please respect copyright.PENANAjFf0Hc4S6q
Begging for God to please save her617Please respect copyright.PENANA90PvAKJIw1
Make it stop617Please respect copyright.PENANAPHUg5Omexb
What did she do to deserve it617Please respect copyright.PENANAmROmu0bPZs
Nothing617Please respect copyright.PENANAlzfA8602I8
She was just a kid617Please respect copyright.PENANALrGI2HvARw
She lies in a grave now far below the surface617Please respect copyright.PENANAFUB2sufrxP
Unhealed, scared, lonely, cold617Please respect copyright.PENANAWRCDYcKT1w
Just like all those nights but at least she knows no one can get inside617Please respect copyright.PENANAfgiqQXe3dd
Right617Please respect copyright.PENANAqUcVD9PeQW
She lies in her grave617Please respect copyright.PENANAaMlPrjqF7f
I stand in her body617Please respect copyright.PENANAs0xae35Q0u
In her thoughts617Please respect copyright.PENANA54SlGnb3fy
In her nightmares617Please respect copyright.PENANAPUA3HDQIzn
In all the pain she's built up617Please respect copyright.PENANAMT8SCGQadS
In all the rage put into bottles ready to crack617Please respect copyright.PENANAdvJpr3Wv7G
She isn't waking up617Please respect copyright.PENANALzzJvR0uZN
She doesn't get to heal617Please respect copyright.PENANA1nGvwO8b2w
I deal with the aftermath617Please respect copyright.PENANA5xoXhflqn8
I grew up in her body and tried to keep her safe617Please respect copyright.PENANA2laN9VZWOI
No one has met her since we were young617Please respect copyright.PENANA4nfVbQS9YN
I lay with the thoughts at night617Please respect copyright.PENANA0T0irs7SBa
I jump at our shadow so I'll keep the lights low617Please respect copyright.PENANA3RwxUcRB78
But I'm still terrified of the dark so they cannot be to low617Please respect copyright.PENANA803kUKj9lV
I lay in bed curled up in a tight ball watching the door and window617Please respect copyright.PENANAxGDeXKuPEM
But I'm still to afraid to fall asleep617Please respect copyright.PENANASnj2UwVVEl
I drive through my hometown past places where it all began and happened617Please respect copyright.PENANAIeeI76YNI3
But I still cannot be alone there I'm still afraid you're near617Please respect copyright.PENANA1hxQGY7woc
Watching617Please respect copyright.PENANAASmaNuhtKC
Waiting617Please respect copyright.PENANAM01c9cSeFV
I stand in crowds, near people and friends maybe even family617Please respect copyright.PENANAh0LTyWK9iA
But I still cannot stand to close for I am afraid of what they can do617Please respect copyright.PENANAwtIbjsIHGC
I stand with my back against the wall617Please respect copyright.PENANA96t11If0am
Because I know no one can come up from behind617Please respect copyright.PENANABvgRb33Ysf
Afraid of the dark617Please respect copyright.PENANAvAZfRuMx1S
Afraid of sleeping617Please respect copyright.PENANAiTroLi6xjm
Afraid of my hometown617Please respect copyright.PENANAdlNk122Qlx
Afraid of crowds617Please respect copyright.PENANAxAeaWV5vQN
Afraid of every noise and movement617Please respect copyright.PENANAEZtiPVkRFD
Afraid of myself617Please respect copyright.PENANAxOHOuO6HnH
What have I become617Please respect copyright.PENANAs3i49yJu9I
Why can I not escape these racing thoughts617Please respect copyright.PENANAiybXqAOc1E
When will I get to heal617Please respect copyright.PENANArnykXRonTG
Where will it stop stop stop617Please respect copyright.PENANA2WbT0igW6C
But I know the answers don't I617Please respect copyright.PENANAJs52SPhhok
I always have617Please respect copyright.PENANA0FV3N59a6B
I'm a product of trauma again and again617Please respect copyright.PENANAhERoWPKyXh
The thoughts are there to stay they will never leave they have made a haven inside my head and they will continue to ache and grow617Please respect copyright.PENANA07o48Sd4Nn
I do not get to heal for there will always be a reminder to slip me back into a fit of thoughts and paranoia617Please respect copyright.PENANAkJQDTHZTiq
It does not stop, it grows and grows and it will hibernate for awhile but it will never stop.617Please respect copyright.PENANAmOOvpQj4aJ
Rape And Abuse617Please respect copyright.PENANAKQCggjrEwf
Ends the person you were and creates a new product617Please respect copyright.PENANApI9Ju8poyC
The product of rape and abuse617Please respect copyright.PENANA9gbYuFHSbf
Never your own person again617Please respect copyright.PENANAEGKYP0ejxs
An imposter to your ownself617Please respect copyright.PENANAvXKAxeRq9m
The products perfect mold617Please respect copyright.PENANAL23gaUk5uM
You can't go back617Please respect copyright.PENANAAbCn62UXj3
You can't go back from the abuse and rape and the product it created617Please respect copyright.PENANAkZQgYJQKbG
You can't undo the patterns checking if the doors locked617Please respect copyright.PENANAZzQ4VTezFs
Or if the door is cracked the way you left it when you left the house617Please respect copyright.PENANAGLXomNaCOl
Or locking the doors every time in the car because you cannot stand to be alone in an unlocked car617Please respect copyright.PENANAWSf6Nqr6OK
Or locking the house and checking the locks 6 times again and again just to be sure617Please respect copyright.PENANAsGc39r9HHV
Or standing in the corner or against a wall because you can't trust someone617Please respect copyright.PENANAygxHPvAuql
Refusing to sleep near people because its scary617Please respect copyright.PENANAXPwBgbXGRI
You cannot ever go back from that617Please respect copyright.PENANAu80nVyPqUW
I can't let that girl back out again because she's dead617Please respect copyright.PENANAUoI5sSIwii
Gone617Please respect copyright.PENANAUWS15oMtDD
You617Please respect copyright.PENANAD5mj4ZN9et
Cannot617Please respect copyright.PENANAfNEWaHiQrX
Go617Please respect copyright.PENANAvtqmQWmuVA
Back617Please respect copyright.PENANAXF23aRXwyE
The product is permanent617Please respect copyright.PENANAHYtcVKQZi6
You cannot go back from it617Please respect copyright.PENANAvx4FmGKIHF
Rape And Abuse617Please respect copyright.PENANA35frGoMxQY
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R&A -Trigger Warning-
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