Rape And Abuse384Please respect copyright.PENANApSaynXJPy8
They said it tears you apart384Please respect copyright.PENANANaiEuRWHBR
It hurts you384Please respect copyright.PENANAMTlIhd0OOM
But it will not end you384Please respect copyright.PENANAuEv6dKlNvY
I say bullshit384Please respect copyright.PENANA7eOpxpcLTd
It ended that girl384Please respect copyright.PENANAWG8KtKOISP
She was innocent and sweet384Please respect copyright.PENANABZ88dmeBCu
She didn't deserve all the nights screaming in pain384Please respect copyright.PENANAD0EJTxJAMR
Begging for God to please save her384Please respect copyright.PENANAstsvzYHjXJ
Make it stop384Please respect copyright.PENANAyM6pFqDuLl
What did she do to deserve it384Please respect copyright.PENANAfmjArNFcJS
Nothing384Please respect copyright.PENANAiirbVcmpqV
She was just a kid384Please respect copyright.PENANAhSEQTWmfyi
She lies in a grave now far below the surface384Please respect copyright.PENANANKSW3B3vr4
Unhealed, scared, lonely, cold384Please respect copyright.PENANADonJVdzwE5
Just like all those nights but at least she knows no one can get inside384Please respect copyright.PENANAI6863f3nVq
Right384Please respect copyright.PENANAihcxswmIzp
She lies in her grave384Please respect copyright.PENANAZSM2MPApvX
I stand in her body384Please respect copyright.PENANAygRHZRK36M
In her thoughts384Please respect copyright.PENANAlIKFt7XGaO
In her nightmares384Please respect copyright.PENANACGHRtNbDQ1
In all the pain she's built up384Please respect copyright.PENANArgvIl21kd7
In all the rage put into bottles ready to crack384Please respect copyright.PENANAnJwTXfM4XH
She isn't waking up384Please respect copyright.PENANAfeiKIPe3lq
She doesn't get to heal384Please respect copyright.PENANAlQK579yskv
I deal with the aftermath384Please respect copyright.PENANAJxI3K9jUfU
I grew up in her body and tried to keep her safe384Please respect copyright.PENANAeRnMph2Ruy
No one has met her since we were young384Please respect copyright.PENANAmuUjQmCocb
I lay with the thoughts at night384Please respect copyright.PENANAnQHWpc3BQR
I jump at our shadow so I'll keep the lights low384Please respect copyright.PENANA7TgcSnwLB3
But I'm still terrified of the dark so they cannot be to low384Please respect copyright.PENANAOizNoKWxXr
I lay in bed curled up in a tight ball watching the door and window384Please respect copyright.PENANA5knMS3ajJp
But I'm still to afraid to fall asleep384Please respect copyright.PENANAhIjpZCC6tU
I drive through my hometown past places where it all began and happened384Please respect copyright.PENANAQk3Iun7X73
But I still cannot be alone there I'm still afraid you're near384Please respect copyright.PENANAYMtrPxSEgq
Watching384Please respect copyright.PENANArfVYfc5NJj
Waiting384Please respect copyright.PENANAngnOQZjxut
I stand in crowds, near people and friends maybe even family384Please respect copyright.PENANAxBD5d5LyJ6
But I still cannot stand to close for I am afraid of what they can do384Please respect copyright.PENANA0PMXkloN03
I stand with my back against the wall384Please respect copyright.PENANAkEKjZc4SFk
Because I know no one can come up from behind384Please respect copyright.PENANA1vubJHpyoD
Afraid of the dark384Please respect copyright.PENANA9bRzAatUH9
Afraid of sleeping384Please respect copyright.PENANASlMmyTNfEK
Afraid of my hometown384Please respect copyright.PENANASbU2mp0AXw
Afraid of crowds384Please respect copyright.PENANA3RzanlkEXf
Afraid of every noise and movement384Please respect copyright.PENANAYonl8QiZN4
Afraid of myself384Please respect copyright.PENANAoHVab6pExA
What have I become384Please respect copyright.PENANAL6OZnZhJKC
Why can I not escape these racing thoughts384Please respect copyright.PENANAyGXKIvkZOp
When will I get to heal384Please respect copyright.PENANAX0GkoJLe8c
Where will it stop stop stop384Please respect copyright.PENANAKXLwwnjiuY
But I know the answers don't I384Please respect copyright.PENANAPAjCAgjEcK
I always have384Please respect copyright.PENANAOD8FTgp2zV
I'm a product of trauma again and again384Please respect copyright.PENANA7gzLnx769h
The thoughts are there to stay they will never leave they have made a haven inside my head and they will continue to ache and grow384Please respect copyright.PENANA12c6T3R81B
I do not get to heal for there will always be a reminder to slip me back into a fit of thoughts and paranoia384Please respect copyright.PENANAwxVsWXVvXh
It does not stop, it grows and grows and it will hibernate for awhile but it will never stop.384Please respect copyright.PENANAtqqq1sjKsL
Rape And Abuse384Please respect copyright.PENANAmWk1JGDWer
Ends the person you were and creates a new product384Please respect copyright.PENANA7bGOvdS5Kt
The product of rape and abuse384Please respect copyright.PENANApYBv6ePU63
Never your own person again384Please respect copyright.PENANAJuoYMlUmlD
An imposter to your ownself384Please respect copyright.PENANAUZhde3FU16
The products perfect mold384Please respect copyright.PENANATNGX4R9AIJ
You can't go back384Please respect copyright.PENANAy3aEMkNprC
You can't go back from the abuse and rape and the product it created384Please respect copyright.PENANA9jHLkkAuha
You can't undo the patterns checking if the doors locked384Please respect copyright.PENANAuYUj6pFaNN
Or if the door is cracked the way you left it when you left the house384Please respect copyright.PENANAyb9TSElqvW
Or locking the doors every time in the car because you cannot stand to be alone in an unlocked car384Please respect copyright.PENANA7dW1dhtkYv
Or locking the house and checking the locks 6 times again and again just to be sure384Please respect copyright.PENANAVxloJBnqEY
Or standing in the corner or against a wall because you can't trust someone384Please respect copyright.PENANAXJo6LWceLK
Refusing to sleep near people because its scary384Please respect copyright.PENANA6LJYWkdzCa
You cannot ever go back from that384Please respect copyright.PENANA4ZubnGO62O
I can't let that girl back out again because she's dead384Please respect copyright.PENANAGjmCWsOd4i
Gone384Please respect copyright.PENANA43fTtKrJN8
You384Please respect copyright.PENANAPiYBxexuPb
Cannot384Please respect copyright.PENANAgcym0lWYVg
Go384Please respect copyright.PENANACgzqBzkDj7
Back384Please respect copyright.PENANAtSmciHRxwr
The product is permanent384Please respect copyright.PENANAwsvENFbykU
You cannot go back from it384Please respect copyright.PENANANW8ryJ3Ntp
Rape And Abuse384Please respect copyright.PENANAgiutt07iLp
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