Rape And Abuse322Please respect copyright.PENANAWW3pMWlwQy
They said it tears you apart322Please respect copyright.PENANAwWu65QVPLp
It hurts you322Please respect copyright.PENANAAcIK6umBcH
But it will not end you322Please respect copyright.PENANA0FO2Rf9gDF
I say bullshit322Please respect copyright.PENANAZfjE6s1A4g
It ended that girl322Please respect copyright.PENANA7Or36CIbth
She was innocent and sweet322Please respect copyright.PENANAHpCmJMPM0H
She didn't deserve all the nights screaming in pain322Please respect copyright.PENANAv3jSDKG4Oq
Begging for God to please save her322Please respect copyright.PENANAsr3NSziVBS
Make it stop322Please respect copyright.PENANAX4R10KjRyh
What did she do to deserve it322Please respect copyright.PENANAuOuCDHi5lr
Nothing322Please respect copyright.PENANAl02tu1ipdp
She was just a kid322Please respect copyright.PENANA5rHlckH3kY
She lies in a grave now far below the surface322Please respect copyright.PENANAFH0F7Pukwb
Unhealed, scared, lonely, cold322Please respect copyright.PENANAIkgGtQImOn
Just like all those nights but at least she knows no one can get inside322Please respect copyright.PENANA0rD1zutq71
Right322Please respect copyright.PENANAqhaXRanz2U
She lies in her grave322Please respect copyright.PENANAUSAPDu049l
I stand in her body322Please respect copyright.PENANAEHQSNid3yA
In her thoughts322Please respect copyright.PENANApYolr9wLYx
In her nightmares322Please respect copyright.PENANAYQPqs1GHWI
In all the pain she's built up322Please respect copyright.PENANAgu6mkodjvd
In all the rage put into bottles ready to crack322Please respect copyright.PENANAUfLyUS850T
She isn't waking up322Please respect copyright.PENANARajldl5Gg0
She doesn't get to heal322Please respect copyright.PENANA9l6aEk2G4K
I deal with the aftermath322Please respect copyright.PENANAL6fNPjRDMg
I grew up in her body and tried to keep her safe322Please respect copyright.PENANADBh8iLEaxf
No one has met her since we were young322Please respect copyright.PENANA3hENUlEAuo
I lay with the thoughts at night322Please respect copyright.PENANAIWaLJJzeD2
I jump at our shadow so I'll keep the lights low322Please respect copyright.PENANA5rGXtIvTox
But I'm still terrified of the dark so they cannot be to low322Please respect copyright.PENANAJ3HgaxnMNQ
I lay in bed curled up in a tight ball watching the door and window322Please respect copyright.PENANAPnTvs16e0F
But I'm still to afraid to fall asleep322Please respect copyright.PENANATog6d9irSf
I drive through my hometown past places where it all began and happened322Please respect copyright.PENANAtHdSCGRnEp
But I still cannot be alone there I'm still afraid you're near322Please respect copyright.PENANAUosaGiW2gJ
Watching322Please respect copyright.PENANAg8Pyw8MrEn
Waiting322Please respect copyright.PENANAol3ZpPUlqS
I stand in crowds, near people and friends maybe even family322Please respect copyright.PENANABg0KK9zoBP
But I still cannot stand to close for I am afraid of what they can do322Please respect copyright.PENANAMDqnDa0hiV
I stand with my back against the wall322Please respect copyright.PENANAkLBnqCyjw5
Because I know no one can come up from behind322Please respect copyright.PENANAdyVxgaTOaE
Afraid of the dark322Please respect copyright.PENANAewLnqoYH4M
Afraid of sleeping322Please respect copyright.PENANASEh2t0z8FD
Afraid of my hometown322Please respect copyright.PENANAMNM2jvvt9z
Afraid of crowds322Please respect copyright.PENANAYQLdZ3CSng
Afraid of every noise and movement322Please respect copyright.PENANAKdaxEDkDri
Afraid of myself322Please respect copyright.PENANA2SZ2TEjneW
What have I become322Please respect copyright.PENANAboind5wVf7
Why can I not escape these racing thoughts322Please respect copyright.PENANAM4I4EAdiFH
When will I get to heal322Please respect copyright.PENANALjdIg4QCai
Where will it stop stop stop322Please respect copyright.PENANAM3H3s4z7E7
But I know the answers don't I322Please respect copyright.PENANAg1gQf7Qvsg
I always have322Please respect copyright.PENANAzps8lXMKVk
I'm a product of trauma again and again322Please respect copyright.PENANA7rDQL4D8u1
The thoughts are there to stay they will never leave they have made a haven inside my head and they will continue to ache and grow322Please respect copyright.PENANAtgaQF6anXG
I do not get to heal for there will always be a reminder to slip me back into a fit of thoughts and paranoia322Please respect copyright.PENANAs7YWgtR1Xo
It does not stop, it grows and grows and it will hibernate for awhile but it will never stop.322Please respect copyright.PENANApptrPWUMW6
Rape And Abuse322Please respect copyright.PENANALcUwZlYf4U
Ends the person you were and creates a new product322Please respect copyright.PENANAHy94t05jPX
The product of rape and abuse322Please respect copyright.PENANAdseUe5nvZH
Never your own person again322Please respect copyright.PENANAaTQGohDEZW
An imposter to your ownself322Please respect copyright.PENANAb7ph9hLWNO
The products perfect mold322Please respect copyright.PENANANHEOKS3eVZ
You can't go back322Please respect copyright.PENANAFTcvlfq6w7
You can't go back from the abuse and rape and the product it created322Please respect copyright.PENANAXSAzuEqb5H
You can't undo the patterns checking if the doors locked322Please respect copyright.PENANAw4tJBHVsBQ
Or if the door is cracked the way you left it when you left the house322Please respect copyright.PENANAQEhAJjkEVY
Or locking the doors every time in the car because you cannot stand to be alone in an unlocked car322Please respect copyright.PENANAQ0atDxYGVZ
Or locking the house and checking the locks 6 times again and again just to be sure322Please respect copyright.PENANA0ZhG0tsjwj
Or standing in the corner or against a wall because you can't trust someone322Please respect copyright.PENANAyGRuHYFTrF
Refusing to sleep near people because its scary322Please respect copyright.PENANAm5ebvBRP8J
You cannot ever go back from that322Please respect copyright.PENANA6sK2fFVv9D
I can't let that girl back out again because she's dead322Please respect copyright.PENANAvPNo8bMkjR
Gone322Please respect copyright.PENANAJyqu7ccwqS
You322Please respect copyright.PENANA8h8oGsmAg6
Cannot322Please respect copyright.PENANA6w9oiDgbx5
Go322Please respect copyright.PENANAaKj0BCBs72
Back322Please respect copyright.PENANA5L4Rs57P9d
The product is permanent322Please respect copyright.PENANAEnZBHySd3G
You cannot go back from it322Please respect copyright.PENANAMRtLvyStNr
Rape And Abuse322Please respect copyright.PENANAZrsdK0ODeV
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