Rape And Abuse139Please respect copyright.PENANAbHdqr3x1nB
They said it tears you apart139Please respect copyright.PENANAVihlpvZMp4
It hurts you139Please respect copyright.PENANARmtmgen8jm
But it will not end you139Please respect copyright.PENANAE6NyePG034
I say bullshit139Please respect copyright.PENANAulkS5Yddpk
It ended that girl139Please respect copyright.PENANAd6U9VZfySU
She was innocent and sweet139Please respect copyright.PENANA4xHTqRA4FF
She didn't deserve all the nights screaming in pain139Please respect copyright.PENANAGZ7ahJO9MA
Begging for God to please save her139Please respect copyright.PENANAMam8zJCdm0
Make it stop139Please respect copyright.PENANAerMiGl2QWB
What did she do to deserve it139Please respect copyright.PENANAT9a3MNiIyW
Nothing139Please respect copyright.PENANAclIQ3wu452
She was just a kid139Please respect copyright.PENANAGtYsZW3pAm
She lies in a grave now far below the surface139Please respect copyright.PENANA3Wd2HaRkjb
Unhealed, scared, lonely, cold139Please respect copyright.PENANADJaNATizE8
Just like all those nights but at least she knows no one can get inside139Please respect copyright.PENANA1JuL0V91wm
Right139Please respect copyright.PENANALrE56XUMo4
She lies in her grave139Please respect copyright.PENANAd286fyoilg
I stand in her body139Please respect copyright.PENANAWPmcFhZ2Hq
In her thoughts139Please respect copyright.PENANA5EwtRzw6YZ
In her nightmares139Please respect copyright.PENANALzpz8WeEfT
In all the pain she's built up139Please respect copyright.PENANA92Q1bmXVLD
In all the rage put into bottles ready to crack139Please respect copyright.PENANAX4eitcBL4E
She isn't waking up139Please respect copyright.PENANAoTmru0y6RX
She doesn't get to heal139Please respect copyright.PENANAQeLgvivWAm
I deal with the aftermath139Please respect copyright.PENANAn8VNJaKeAD
I grew up in her body and tried to keep her safe139Please respect copyright.PENANATcemTmcQxX
No one has met her since we were young139Please respect copyright.PENANA0EsxgNwGI5
I lay with the thoughts at night139Please respect copyright.PENANATGeOAEFA8c
I jump at our shadow so I'll keep the lights low139Please respect copyright.PENANAW78GUmQ1e0
But I'm still terrified of the dark so they cannot be to low139Please respect copyright.PENANAFVGCI83J5T
I lay in bed curled up in a tight ball watching the door and window139Please respect copyright.PENANAffxh4EXoQh
But I'm still to afraid to fall asleep139Please respect copyright.PENANAnXmMx4OJ9h
I drive through my hometown past places where it all began and happened139Please respect copyright.PENANAQiXfX66IaC
But I still cannot be alone there I'm still afraid you're near139Please respect copyright.PENANAXtUSHShBqK
Watching139Please respect copyright.PENANAO7uMGkuhDb
Waiting139Please respect copyright.PENANALzDsK6UkL5
I stand in crowds, near people and friends maybe even family139Please respect copyright.PENANABZws8i9OUS
But I still cannot stand to close for I am afraid of what they can do139Please respect copyright.PENANAWbBebhOJx7
I stand with my back against the wall139Please respect copyright.PENANARCKheRhMMg
Because I know no one can come up from behind139Please respect copyright.PENANADb8OdIQ6KC
Afraid of the dark139Please respect copyright.PENANArwB6yFIL32
Afraid of sleeping139Please respect copyright.PENANAh8ytpRWw9P
Afraid of my hometown139Please respect copyright.PENANAAPlUzPxiAD
Afraid of crowds139Please respect copyright.PENANAKDvyiQO8my
Afraid of every noise and movement139Please respect copyright.PENANAplby9DXKgN
Afraid of myself139Please respect copyright.PENANAfS7myL83QN
What have I become139Please respect copyright.PENANAC9RsIaOAS1
Why can I not escape these racing thoughts139Please respect copyright.PENANA52YQNFcH02
When will I get to heal139Please respect copyright.PENANAUnjzQpvO9n
Where will it stop stop stop139Please respect copyright.PENANA2wNXOmWDnA
But I know the answers don't I139Please respect copyright.PENANAVSHEAVwZFx
I always have139Please respect copyright.PENANAzbcrBQ6Vlp
I'm a product of trauma again and again139Please respect copyright.PENANAjN1qnSCDIP
The thoughts are there to stay they will never leave they have made a haven inside my head and they will continue to ache and grow139Please respect copyright.PENANAMV6ImsUQMH
I do not get to heal for there will always be a reminder to slip me back into a fit of thoughts and paranoia139Please respect copyright.PENANAxHAFBYf2sU
It does not stop, it grows and grows and it will hibernate for awhile but it will never stop.139Please respect copyright.PENANAOANnJ332gq
Rape And Abuse139Please respect copyright.PENANAvnNuCe5Wx7
Ends the person you were and creates a new product139Please respect copyright.PENANADqj36bDmKA
The product of rape and abuse139Please respect copyright.PENANAw5w0OhPJ3T
Never your own person again139Please respect copyright.PENANArejOyLNqVK
An imposter to your ownself139Please respect copyright.PENANAUB4Z3xV0LD
The products perfect mold139Please respect copyright.PENANADhoajEZedR
You can't go back139Please respect copyright.PENANAJu4xrOzByL
You can't go back from the abuse and rape and the product it created139Please respect copyright.PENANA2h5UbgMKGe
You can't undo the patterns checking if the doors locked139Please respect copyright.PENANAZYnLryxnla
Or if the door is cracked the way you left it when you left the house139Please respect copyright.PENANAeQSusImkf4
Or locking the doors every time in the car because you cannot stand to be alone in an unlocked car139Please respect copyright.PENANAe5M8jn3Utg
Or locking the house and checking the locks 6 times again and again just to be sure139Please respect copyright.PENANAeZqhZgQGsM
Or standing in the corner or against a wall because you can't trust someone139Please respect copyright.PENANAGzmgk3IMXV
Refusing to sleep near people because its scary139Please respect copyright.PENANAaeeBnsSvd4
You cannot ever go back from that139Please respect copyright.PENANAk703cLBmg9
I can't let that girl back out again because she's dead139Please respect copyright.PENANAKm7joMlHrj
Gone139Please respect copyright.PENANAolBV7ppBrE
You139Please respect copyright.PENANAEoXXclnq9S
Cannot139Please respect copyright.PENANAuRGRO68O0j
Go139Please respect copyright.PENANAunqsTfWWKY
Back139Please respect copyright.PENANA9Fw7MrQzbP
The product is permanent139Please respect copyright.PENANAs5TQBz8YWW
You cannot go back from it139Please respect copyright.PENANAmlXVFsMneT
Rape And Abuse139Please respect copyright.PENANAo3PuvpJqMu
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