"You could die at any moment."459Please respect copyright.PENANAe7qpxcOvsD
I don't think any of us really understands this statement until someone close to you passes away suddenly, or you encounter a near-death experience yourself.
One second, I was driving on the highway as always.459Please respect copyright.PENANAZIN0vb0Gwc
Without warning, an incredible impact from behind.459Please respect copyright.PENANAdOqod87pfr
A deafening screech.459Please respect copyright.PENANAgHgU2BcDjV
Glass shattering.459Please respect copyright.PENANAi9i1bDx4T7
Lights flashing.459Please respect copyright.PENANAetI0bZEj1w
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Then, there was stillness. A distant beeping of hazard warning lights going off.459Please respect copyright.PENANA8GamxwSUiW
Red stained my blurry vision, and my whole body throbbed. I could hear the sound of my own shallow breathing.
This is a dream, isn't it?459Please respect copyright.PENANAO1hGxsOdpe
It always is. 459Please respect copyright.PENANA5CzRYttVT7
When I close my eyes, I'll wake up on my bed. 459Please respect copyright.PENANAqGXZm2QrBf
Yeah. It must be. 459Please respect copyright.PENANAAktwnc4af1
Please let it be.
It wasn't.
You've got to be kidding me. What kind of irresponsible driver would crash into me full throttle? 459Please respect copyright.PENANAR0N6iH2mH3
I muttered a string of curse words under my breath. I cursed them and their family.459Please respect copyright.PENANAbs0LDq07hp
Stupid. Stupid. Stupid.459Please respect copyright.PENANApmPJC1MWo9
If only I had stopped at that yellow light two minutes ago. If only I had taken the bus. If only I had brought my umbrella. If only. If only time could rewind.
My body gradually started getting colder. A kind of numbness filled me, slowly swallowing my senses. 459Please respect copyright.PENANAf88Rku3JWX
Not a good sign.459Please respect copyright.PENANAH9tRALGA7y
Fear started growing within me.459Please respect copyright.PENANA1h0wt4IFX9
When are the police coming?459Please respect copyright.PENANA2SZPx4NSX2
Is this really the end?459Please respect copyright.PENANAUURJfxmspn
I can't die. I can't die like this. I don't want to die. I don't want to die. I don't want to die. I don't want to die.459Please respect copyright.PENANAtWkyHG6qaM
My breaths grew quicker. At this point, I couldn't even move an inch of my body. All I could do was tremble in fear and in the cold.459Please respect copyright.PENANAIRdj0RAahR
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What did I ever do with my life? There are so many more things I have to do. I need to read the ending of "Eleceed." I haven't finished writing my first novel yet. I haven't been to a club, nor drank a cocktail yet. I haven't travelled overseas by myself yet. I...
I haven't said "I love you" to my parents.
But they'll be fine, won't they? They've got Sara. 459Please respect copyright.PENANATng5os4kz6
Will anyone else care if I'm gone?459Please respect copyright.PENANABxtsOqizJ7
At the end of the day, I never achieved anything. I came into the world with nothing, and I will leave with nothing.459Please respect copyright.PENANAj4bGc3K3mN
It's not like I was a particularly kind person, either. I wonder... did I ever make an impact in someone's life?
Ah.
Steven.459Please respect copyright.PENANAkfgMoIGm98
...What would he do without me? Would he be taken back to a shelter? Or to my parents? 459Please respect copyright.PENANA4nlytIoxGQ
Would he even be found?459Please respect copyright.PENANAkDwD73mKSa
It's funny that I would start caring as my life ends.459Please respect copyright.PENANAW7hJ7l8268
I wasn't a good owner or anything. I got him on impulse at the shelter, but once I got busy, I would neglect him. Hand him over to my roommate. 459Please respect copyright.PENANAUHu919byvX
Sometimes, he would be limping when I came back from work, but I pretended I didn't notice.459Please respect copyright.PENANAkl0vh89rXO
However, when I felt like playing with him again, he had the happiest smile on his face, making a sense of guilt wash over me. 459Please respect copyright.PENANAPQ5cu8O2q7
I would often take my frustrations out on him when I had a bad day. Nevertheless, at the end of the day, he would always curl up beside me to sleep, as if nothing had happened.459Please respect copyright.PENANA8JLpHI6KSg
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He was always waiting.459Please respect copyright.PENANApAAWcP5wYY
Waiting for me to come home.459Please respect copyright.PENANA4MlJnNmsuh
Waiting for me to feed him.459Please respect copyright.PENANAZM8GQhqKz7
Waiting for me to play with him, walk him, praise him.459Please respect copyright.PENANAitMYqnMDST
...Yet I was frustrated at how needy he was being.459Please respect copyright.PENANAhlTVxeV5nZ
Despite the fact that he was always there for me. When I felt sad, he would whimper and lick my face. At the lowest points of my life, he was there when no one else was.
I should've done more for you. 459Please respect copyright.PENANAwGFh7Ny79N
I should have rushed home every day. I should have taken you out for more walks. I shouldn't have scolded you so much. I should have bought more toys for you.
I'm sorry.
So this time. 459Please respect copyright.PENANArEnHbZJbwl
Please, don't wait for me.
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My username, Char_charlie, is partly named after a dog my family has, "Charlie."459Please respect copyright.PENANAqVIbyCDqgN
This was heavily inspired by "Star Protector Dog" - please give it a read!459Please respect copyright.PENANAdud1EUAZ0z
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