"You could die at any moment."200Please respect copyright.PENANAs30y7JzEfA
I don't think any of us really understands this statement until someone close to you passes away suddenly, or you encounter a near-death experience yourself.
One second, I was driving on the highway as always.200Please respect copyright.PENANA4Vw8MyWH5d
Without warning, an incredible impact from behind.200Please respect copyright.PENANADeFBbnm2vM
A deafening screech.200Please respect copyright.PENANAGNGxFlokHS
Glass shattering.200Please respect copyright.PENANADKsZDmYh1E
Lights flashing.200Please respect copyright.PENANAPhPRM0qPvA
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Then, there was stillness. A distant beeping of hazard warning lights going off.200Please respect copyright.PENANATNkWee1mM1
Red stained my blurry vision, and my whole body throbbed. I could hear the sound of my own shallow breathing.
This is a dream, isn't it?200Please respect copyright.PENANAK1nZxDJjRy
It always is. 200Please respect copyright.PENANABNzUQAPECD
When I close my eyes, I'll wake up on my bed. 200Please respect copyright.PENANACbs6vWqltc
Yeah. It must be. 200Please respect copyright.PENANAe5BS6yPeE5
Please let it be.
It wasn't.
You've got to be kidding me. What kind of irresponsible driver would crash into me full throttle? 200Please respect copyright.PENANAykMuEJVmrm
I muttered a string of curse words under my breath. I cursed them and their family.200Please respect copyright.PENANAloI2c4SzrN
Stupid. Stupid. Stupid.200Please respect copyright.PENANAU5M7bYaFGB
If only I had stopped at that yellow light two minutes ago. If only I had taken the bus. If only I had brought my umbrella. If only. If only time could rewind.
My body gradually started getting colder. A kind of numbness filled me, slowly swallowing my senses. 200Please respect copyright.PENANAqyMts2PJbi
Not a good sign.200Please respect copyright.PENANA2phn9NeqhM
Fear started growing within me.200Please respect copyright.PENANAlgr8zr4FBi
When are the police coming?200Please respect copyright.PENANAUKjDdpcDP7
Is this really the end?200Please respect copyright.PENANAwJMvZcDREZ
I can't die. I can't die like this. I don't want to die. I don't want to die. I don't want to die. I don't want to die.200Please respect copyright.PENANAxiaSmTsCA9
My breaths grew quicker. At this point, I couldn't even move an inch of my body. All I could do was tremble in fear and in the cold.200Please respect copyright.PENANA1OqiKf2jAi
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What did I ever do with my life? There are so many more things I have to do. I need to read the ending of "Eleceed." I haven't finished writing my first novel yet. I haven't been to a club, nor drank a cocktail yet. I haven't travelled overseas by myself yet. I...
I haven't said "I love you" to my parents.
But they'll be fine, won't they? They've got Sara. 200Please respect copyright.PENANAHxgT38PFqO
Will anyone else care if I'm gone?200Please respect copyright.PENANANgWBO8uTab
At the end of the day, I never achieved anything. I came into the world with nothing, and I will leave with nothing.200Please respect copyright.PENANAhlPBg5EzHt
It's not like I was a particularly kind person, either. I wonder... did I ever make an impact in someone's life?
Ah.
Steven.200Please respect copyright.PENANA6c2k89KZHX
...What would he do without me? Would he be taken back to a shelter? Or to my parents? 200Please respect copyright.PENANAIEaOFE9QoV
Would he even be found?200Please respect copyright.PENANABNloZWXqgG
It's funny that I would start caring as my life ends.200Please respect copyright.PENANA9BP4T6HVJJ
I wasn't a good owner or anything. I got him on impulse at the shelter, but once I got busy, I would neglect him. Hand him over to my roommate. 200Please respect copyright.PENANAy9JXWRuuN0
Sometimes, he would be limping when I came back from work, but I pretended I didn't notice.200Please respect copyright.PENANAy7x9WdL07G
However, when I felt like playing with him again, he had the happiest smile on his face, making a sense of guilt wash over me. 200Please respect copyright.PENANA3G0rJnp0hz
I would often take my frustrations out on him when I had a bad day. Nevertheless, at the end of the day, he would always curl up beside me to sleep, as if nothing had happened.200Please respect copyright.PENANAxdHeGyAPEE
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He was always waiting.200Please respect copyright.PENANA1FNV7uEjeD
Waiting for me to come home.200Please respect copyright.PENANA4dLXfviiHu
Waiting for me to feed him.200Please respect copyright.PENANAi9pwrKlPBC
Waiting for me to play with him, walk him, praise him.200Please respect copyright.PENANALmHkZIdIZT
...Yet I was frustrated at how needy he was being.200Please respect copyright.PENANAyD6T7a375e
Despite the fact that he was always there for me. When I felt sad, he would whimper and lick my face. At the lowest points of my life, he was there when no one else was.
I should've done more for you. 200Please respect copyright.PENANAWBCNjVacgD
I should have rushed home every day. I should have taken you out for more walks. I shouldn't have scolded you so much. I should have bought more toys for you.
I'm sorry.
So this time. 200Please respect copyright.PENANAOCjDsrpQwV
Please, don't wait for me.
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My username, Char_charlie, is partly named after a dog my family has, "Charlie."200Please respect copyright.PENANApoFF4ZEB5Z
This was heavily inspired by "Star Protector Dog" - please give it a read!200Please respect copyright.PENANAlRUEWccnqH
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