"You could die at any moment."615Please respect copyright.PENANAtEOCOQ0uVO
I don't think any of us really understands this statement until someone close to you passes away suddenly, or you encounter a near-death experience yourself.
One second, I was driving on the highway as always.615Please respect copyright.PENANAwNpvofW6XE
Without warning, an incredible impact from behind.615Please respect copyright.PENANAed5611Wv1S
A deafening screech.615Please respect copyright.PENANAzzCRxi4ZtE
Glass shattering.615Please respect copyright.PENANAAE1iTvYWbM
Lights flashing.615Please respect copyright.PENANARmz8XRfOjM
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Then, there was stillness. A distant beeping of hazard warning lights going off.615Please respect copyright.PENANAYI1h53sSmu
Red stained my blurry vision, and my whole body throbbed. I could hear the sound of my own shallow breathing.
This is a dream, isn't it?615Please respect copyright.PENANAaOByrJXZVt
It always is. 615Please respect copyright.PENANAt5j45KqkEj
When I close my eyes, I'll wake up on my bed. 615Please respect copyright.PENANAbduQdW2WLN
Yeah. It must be. 615Please respect copyright.PENANAmvm1LIwhAA
Please let it be.
It wasn't.
You've got to be kidding me. What kind of irresponsible driver would crash into me full throttle? 615Please respect copyright.PENANAM2SDARApkd
I muttered a string of curse words under my breath. I cursed them and their family.615Please respect copyright.PENANAqfz0NtMgsw
Stupid. Stupid. Stupid.615Please respect copyright.PENANAsBp8YGsfvq
If only I had stopped at that yellow light two minutes ago. If only I had taken the bus. If only I had brought my umbrella. If only. If only time could rewind.
My body gradually started getting colder. A kind of numbness filled me, slowly swallowing my senses. 615Please respect copyright.PENANAkwzeTrx0al
Not a good sign.615Please respect copyright.PENANAwMXB4ymPoW
Fear started growing within me.615Please respect copyright.PENANAgvvYvKs8La
When are the police coming?615Please respect copyright.PENANAmVmhYJvLNv
Is this really the end?615Please respect copyright.PENANAVeDZEzHK9w
I can't die. I can't die like this. I don't want to die. I don't want to die. I don't want to die. I don't want to die.615Please respect copyright.PENANAk9rZyJ7zQE
My breaths grew quicker. At this point, I couldn't even move an inch of my body. All I could do was tremble in fear and in the cold.615Please respect copyright.PENANA5ApiaVCB3W
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What did I ever do with my life? There are so many more things I have to do. I need to read the ending of "Eleceed." I haven't finished writing my first novel yet. I haven't been to a club, nor drank a cocktail yet. I haven't travelled overseas by myself yet. I...
I haven't said "I love you" to my parents.
But they'll be fine, won't they? They've got Sara. 615Please respect copyright.PENANA5wyQXFDTVg
Will anyone else care if I'm gone?615Please respect copyright.PENANAVR9HfmRISx
At the end of the day, I never achieved anything. I came into the world with nothing, and I will leave with nothing.615Please respect copyright.PENANAH0v6Z1oRyF
It's not like I was a particularly kind person, either. I wonder... did I ever make an impact in someone's life?
Ah.
Steven.615Please respect copyright.PENANAKR2uLxUDso
...What would he do without me? Would he be taken back to a shelter? Or to my parents? 615Please respect copyright.PENANA4gAr3Ikkge
Would he even be found?615Please respect copyright.PENANAfusW0L7eTc
It's funny that I would start caring as my life ends.615Please respect copyright.PENANAGBiasCb734
I wasn't a good owner or anything. I got him on impulse at the shelter, but once I got busy, I would neglect him. Hand him over to my roommate. 615Please respect copyright.PENANApVSsgdfYX7
Sometimes, he would be limping when I came back from work, but I pretended I didn't notice.615Please respect copyright.PENANAdsRyVJxoEO
However, when I felt like playing with him again, he had the happiest smile on his face, making a sense of guilt wash over me. 615Please respect copyright.PENANAhDhZUbivzh
I would often take my frustrations out on him when I had a bad day. Nevertheless, at the end of the day, he would always curl up beside me to sleep, as if nothing had happened.615Please respect copyright.PENANAwfSOOE6ENW
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He was always waiting.615Please respect copyright.PENANA6WTSDK5NPW
Waiting for me to come home.615Please respect copyright.PENANAACP2OaeAaO
Waiting for me to feed him.615Please respect copyright.PENANA5uZuH28n9E
Waiting for me to play with him, walk him, praise him.615Please respect copyright.PENANAWEzAFOjvO0
...Yet I was frustrated at how needy he was being.615Please respect copyright.PENANA2q48o7J6aZ
Despite the fact that he was always there for me. When I felt sad, he would whimper and lick my face. At the lowest points of my life, he was there when no one else was.
I should've done more for you. 615Please respect copyright.PENANAJGBIyAICkR
I should have rushed home every day. I should have taken you out for more walks. I shouldn't have scolded you so much. I should have bought more toys for you.
I'm sorry.
So this time. 615Please respect copyright.PENANAww6Z2imyZn
Please, don't wait for me.
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My username, Char_charlie, is partly named after a dog my family has, "Charlie."615Please respect copyright.PENANA4X2NmEUtKj
This was heavily inspired by "Star Protector Dog" - please give it a read!615Please respect copyright.PENANAn550kmCb9j
[A Japanese manga]


