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巷煙
ISSUE #18
Author: 雨燃
巷煙
Author: 雨燃
ISSUE #18
16 。
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 可我卻未曾料想死亡的樣子－－

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拐角、摩托、喇叭聲、沙塵、

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喧嘩、頭燈、耳鳴、

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推撞、叫罵、

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母親。

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母親背對著車輛，嘴裏說着甚麼我已顧不上。

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我只來得及將她往旁一推。

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  我好像落到了一個沒有底的井。

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井裏很安靜，安靜得連自己的心跳聲都沒有，安靜得讓人心慌。

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我在哪裏？

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我死了嗎？

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無人應聲，我只是一直在下墜，睜眼與閉眼都是一片漆黑。

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某一刻我的腦袋湧出很多的回憶，像燈，一盞一盞亮起又一盞一盞熄滅。

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有很多的人在我眼前閃過，例如父親，例如母親，又例如南姐姐，還有李櫻。

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第一次面臨與父親的離別，體會與母親急轉直下的生疏。然後是同南姐姐的相遇，再然後再一次失去一個人。

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我時常夢回那些分離的片段，哪怕已經夢到過很多次了，再夢到時仍然會感到心慌，就好像我明明已經經歷過好幾次離別了，卻還是學不會該怎樣和愛的人道別。

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從甚麼時候我開始書寫？日記本上的文字此刻扭曲地出現在我面前。

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29/6

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那天夜晚我哭了，可是我甚至搞不清為甚麼。

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因為傷心嗎？可是怎麼可能，只要一想到明天能見到她，我就好開心好開心啊。

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那是因為太開心了嗎？可能嗎？可能吧。

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30/6

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她們真的是同一個人嗎？笑着的她，和寂靜的她，都是她嗎？

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都是她啊。

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2/7

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我不屬於現在，也不嚮往未來，我活在一疊薄薄的回憶錄中。

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3/7

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我擅長逃避、自我欺騙和感動，為過去鍍金然後自怨自艾。

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有人會喜歡這樣的我嗎？

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4/7

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愛恨曖昧。

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……

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等待是漫長的。

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我討厭等待，我討厭奔跑在看不見盡頭的路上。我寧願下一秒就墜地而死，都不想就這樣一無所知地下墜。我不想要沒有肯定性的希望了，我要實在的了結。

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姐姐你為甚麼要來呢。

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讓我死去吧。

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我不要希望了。我不要變好了。

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南姐姐離開的那一天，天氣特別好，好到我以為我真的可以撑到她回來。

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可是我真的很累，我不想向前走了－－

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正這樣想着的時候，風戛然而止。

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預想的死亡卻沒有到來，井底是一片溫熱，流淌着來自人類的體溫。

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……

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似乎有人在井底，接住並抱住了我。

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