Chapter one
Dear ,
Friendships, they are so fickle they change from some take ages to make, while others are so easy. I am jealous of those who can just be friends and stay. I can do friendship but they never stay since for me friendships are so fragile like a glass, like there is no one for me since they always end up being shattered. I think of it as just me since I feel different in a way like I set myself apart from the world watching them but never being the same. Like there is this glass that I can never pass through and no matter how hard I pound it, I can never be the same. I thought I would never be the same until I found you…
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Chapter 2
Dear,
I am not the same still but it is different. It is as if I matter almost. But, deep down I know that I don’t, I am just a small speck on this earth. If I dropped dead the only person who would care would be you, you would be the only one to notice. I wonder if there is something that I can do that could help with this feeling. I tried to reach out to people to have more people come to my funeral but they ended up falling to pieces. I think it would be easier to just come to terms with my fate that I will not be a person ,away from everyone, hated by all, even myself.
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Chapter 3
Dear,
I hate you so much, you make me want to change to be a “human being” whatever that means. I… I just CAN’T, I am so sick of pretending, none of this real, people don’t have relationships. They have connections that benefit them, if you can’t benefit them they will break you. What I mean is any benefit, do you have fun together that is a benefit, do they listen to you that is a benefit do you have someone that is a benefit. I am so sick of being used and using people, I just wanted a real love. I thought that is what I wanted until I met you, real love is crazy. It is a feeling that scares me to death, for real love people would kill,do anything for the person they really love. They would not be able to breathe without them, when you lay your eyes on them you know that they are the one. You forget everything about your life before, you can never think about how your life was before them. It is impossible to, they change your life the moment they walk in for the better or worse. You changed me…..
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Chapter 4
Dear,
I knew it from the moment I saw you that you were the one from me. It was such a random meeting too. Do you remember? I will tell you anyway, the bank that you were held hostage at during the bank robbery. That is when I first saw you, I was stunned, I almost shot the wrong person. I was the girl with the pistol, after that moment I could not stop thinking about you. This is embarrassing to admit but after framing Jessica for the bank robbery I followed you home. Yes, you know the other girl with me is Jessica, I used her and broke her. She was the perfect scapegoat for the robbery, she was barely out of college and she needed money, so I became “friends” with her and convinced her the only way to get out of her money issues is to steal. She was an easy one, she was kicked out her house, she was pregnant, single and she was full of debt. I helped her, I let her stay in my house and all I had to do was show some “kindness” to her and she spilled everything. Which was perfect since I needed to know her weakness so that I could help her. So we planned the robbery together, but I planned my escape. So now onto the way I did it, I know that the only thing that you remember about me in the bank was that I was a hostage too. I told her that I would go get the car and she should wait there by herself since she was pregnant, carrying heavy things could hurt the baby. Oh and how heavy it was ( I still get back pain thinking about it) , I took the money and put it in the car. I know you are thinking about the police, well I told you already relationships are for benefits. I had a friend who Jessica did not know, Luke he held off the cops. Recently there have been a lot of prank calls about bank robberies by yours truly. So he told them that it was another prank call, and that he will go check it out. When I was in the car, I started cutting my hair, I put on a face mask and changed my clothes. Then I started walking to the back entrance of the bank I found, I texted Luke that it was time. He called for backup saying that it was not a prank robbery, I went inside and tied myself up. No one noticed they were preoccupied with the pregnant woman holding a gun. There was no hole in this plan, even if Jessica decided to rat me out to the police. I never told her my real name nor my real house, everything was fake. From my eye color to hair color, also we are not dumb, the first thing we got rid of was the cameras so no could have seen me walk through the back entrance. You know the rest Luke came with his fellow police people and they arrested her. She just would not quietly ugh she was really annoying that day, all I wanted for her to do was go peacefully so that I could talk to you. You were super cute that day, you were scared with some blood splats on your face. Do you remember what I said to you after she finally got arrested and we got un-tied. I said you got blood on your face and I wiped it off. You got so startled by my voice you were still a little shaken up over what happened.
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Chapter 5
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Dear,
After that day, I could not get you out of my head. I followed you home and I wanted to follow you inside too but I know that would be too much for you. So I went on my way, I went to the apartment I lived with Jessica in. I went to meet Luke there because our relationship is that he does something for me and I do something for him. Also, I went to sign the contract to sell the apartment. I sold it to a young couple who would never know what has gone down in this apartment. After I finished up with Luke, I asked for his help again which I know he won’t be able to say no to, He has never been able to say no to me, I asked him to help me kill Jessica. Well, not kill her, just free her or help her in a way. What we came up with is a plan that I think was the best I have come up with yet….130Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbCPSAQyHNs
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Chapter 6
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Dear,
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Our plan was to write a letter. I know what you are thinking, a letter was your best idea. It was, let me explain, the letter that I made was where I told her that she should just get on with killing herself, why would I say that you ask? I knew she was already suicidal and that she has been thinking about it. All she needs is a little push and who else will give her that push that she so desperately needed? All I did was show her reasons why she should get on with it, she is pregnant, single, her family hates her, she is going to go to jail and does she really want to bring her child into this world just to have her be her mother? Oh, and guess what? It worked! Not even a week later, Luke told me that she hanged herself with her sheets from jail. Do not worry they never found the letter because Luke took it from her room and Jessica wrote her own suicide note stating why she did what she did. I sometimes think of her, she had this little kitten (looks like a rat) that she left behind. I named it Jessica 2.0 and I took care of it for a while until.
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