I'm somehow alive.327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgkYJcng5i9
It's strange... like I'm living in a dream.327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9fJtZMAiNV
I feel my body isn't mine. Like I'm somehow in control of my body but from a third perspective. My mind isn't focusing on anything, just a numb feeling of emptiness.
While feeling like that the other day, my primal fear of actually losing everything managed to spur me to go out to buy food from the supermarket.327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4wHd2mjXGr
My savings were going down, fast. My fridge was empty, and ordering delivery was no longer a choice.
It was a long walk. I bought a bunch of microwave food and things that were easy to cook. The bag felt like a deadweight.327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXASUf5LpD9
Have you ever felt so tired that you could just face-plant and fall asleep on the concrete?327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcPVnX6k9sP
Well, it was that kind of day. 327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj9GVwQcVMU
As if the me watching from a third perspective had left the controller, and my character could no longer stand.
It was getting dark, so I sat down by a lamp post, and shut my eyes.327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHEAJpCRrFB
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I didn't know how much time had passed, but a shake of my shoulders woke me up.
I don't really want to describe what happened next, but I guess I won't be around to feel embarrassed when anyone reads this.
"Hey, are you alright?"327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGoGViEx21j
A voice that sounded vaguely familiar. I remember glancing at my right hand, groggy. Right, I was shopping.327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkJiAxTUaEZ
The sky had become pitch black, with the dim street lamps and the odd car being the only source of light.327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnRaAbvWyKV
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I remember hearing my name being called. Ah, crap.327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZkAtYyhIOB
I didn't want anyone to see me like this. At the lowest of the low. Pitying me, who doesn't deserve a drop of pity.327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXz0fiCKEOF
Much less someone I know.327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJl6eDEmJCr
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"...Hey. Hey..."327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB8DmkcJyF1
"I'm going to call someone, okay?"
"Don't."327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnZ9oR9Q4gx
I got up. Stumbled up. A little too fast - so I reached towards the post to steady myself again. But not before my arm was grabbed.327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPdbPwEICDt
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"You...!" 327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡApeYEniLwN
I remember cursing in my head.327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ68dofAwRHu
Ah, fuck.327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcLERkEKrvP
Fuck.327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo0ykw3s9z3
It had to be you, didn't it.327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPmJT2G1idw
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Looking back, I don't want to admit it, but if it were anyone else, I might not be here, writing this now.
But needless to say, I was looking at the face of Mr. Perfect.327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡywybq5NYaV
Teacher's pet.327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9x0B8k7MLD
The guy that effortlessly has people around him.327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtcsCaP8OBO
The class president.
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