I'm somehow alive.376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmw3vOe7KJm
It's strange... like I'm living in a dream.376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡstLQnJR7Z7
I feel my body isn't mine. Like I'm somehow in control of my body but from a third perspective. My mind isn't focusing on anything, just a numb feeling of emptiness.
While feeling like that the other day, my primal fear of actually losing everything managed to spur me to go out to buy food from the supermarket.376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9WbdzP0tzM
My savings were going down, fast. My fridge was empty, and ordering delivery was no longer a choice.
It was a long walk. I bought a bunch of microwave food and things that were easy to cook. The bag felt like a deadweight.376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN9MXSxfyy2
Have you ever felt so tired that you could just face-plant and fall asleep on the concrete?376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfzLUWkORgt
Well, it was that kind of day. 376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWNDjjJxHPY
As if the me watching from a third perspective had left the controller, and my character could no longer stand.
It was getting dark, so I sat down by a lamp post, and shut my eyes.376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG9SLKUmn9J
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I didn't know how much time had passed, but a shake of my shoulders woke me up.
I don't really want to describe what happened next, but I guess I won't be around to feel embarrassed when anyone reads this.
"Hey, are you alright?"376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkVgIn92KC4
A voice that sounded vaguely familiar. I remember glancing at my right hand, groggy. Right, I was shopping.376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2oVyBVdkcX
The sky had become pitch black, with the dim street lamps and the odd car being the only source of light.376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFzAa1AKLFX
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I remember hearing my name being called. Ah, crap.376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVaKrfioqLL
I didn't want anyone to see me like this. At the lowest of the low. Pitying me, who doesn't deserve a drop of pity.376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkKUhZdWKUB
Much less someone I know.376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaiEDDycPbw
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"...Hey. Hey..."376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmjJIPcYBcr
"I'm going to call someone, okay?"
"Don't."376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5EI7UGUCoF
I got up. Stumbled up. A little too fast - so I reached towards the post to steady myself again. But not before my arm was grabbed.376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOKz66d1LFn
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"You...!" 376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiK2DWdau0C
I remember cursing in my head.376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh2mFSjNDon
Ah, fuck.376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9HPgb0cp9X
Fuck.376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSIsG2iKRrw
It had to be you, didn't it.376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQw1waw0tUU
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Looking back, I don't want to admit it, but if it were anyone else, I might not be here, writing this now.
But needless to say, I was looking at the face of Mr. Perfect.376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ecFky9E5O
Teacher's pet.376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVWB0qklpZT
The guy that effortlessly has people around him.376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSt0pAHvkts
The class president.
and then Add to home screen.