I'm somehow alive.399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZB4tBPAwAl
It's strange... like I'm living in a dream.399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWZynhIwC6b
I feel my body isn't mine. Like I'm somehow in control of my body but from a third perspective. My mind isn't focusing on anything, just a numb feeling of emptiness.
While feeling like that the other day, my primal fear of actually losing everything managed to spur me to go out to buy food from the supermarket.399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOgLJsmAQV6
My savings were going down, fast. My fridge was empty, and ordering delivery was no longer a choice.
It was a long walk. I bought a bunch of microwave food and things that were easy to cook. The bag felt like a deadweight.399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIWsW2NauoT
Have you ever felt so tired that you could just face-plant and fall asleep on the concrete?399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT4vGFnJ9oA
Well, it was that kind of day. 399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi6BQjfaCUo
As if the me watching from a third perspective had left the controller, and my character could no longer stand.
It was getting dark, so I sat down by a lamp post, and shut my eyes.399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXbB9YU4GSA
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I didn't know how much time had passed, but a shake of my shoulders woke me up.
I don't really want to describe what happened next, but I guess I won't be around to feel embarrassed when anyone reads this.
"Hey, are you alright?"399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Fn03jCWhM
A voice that sounded vaguely familiar. I remember glancing at my right hand, groggy. Right, I was shopping.399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Bq6Qa0lmJ
The sky had become pitch black, with the dim street lamps and the odd car being the only source of light.399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9mPcAO5pE7
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I remember hearing my name being called. Ah, crap.399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeLHjqkCBv4
I didn't want anyone to see me like this. At the lowest of the low. Pitying me, who doesn't deserve a drop of pity.399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjGnEZmzhfY
Much less someone I know.399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVDNYJyE0Vw
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"...Hey. Hey..."399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg0mo4di7LV
"I'm going to call someone, okay?"
"Don't."399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd5N5rEDlz4
I got up. Stumbled up. A little too fast - so I reached towards the post to steady myself again. But not before my arm was grabbed.399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqjDuSXoYTX
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"You...!" 399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMEhycR9QjS
I remember cursing in my head.399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4MXxE8jMna
Ah, fuck.399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzd7ImfzxWo
Fuck.399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK9lNnXcLqX
It had to be you, didn't it.399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJNoNmdLv7
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Looking back, I don't want to admit it, but if it were anyone else, I might not be here, writing this now.
But needless to say, I was looking at the face of Mr. Perfect.399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8svYfZktj3
Teacher's pet.399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSGyUWiGUcN
The guy that effortlessly has people around him.399Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM4dCKXxdxj
The class president.
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