I'm somehow alive.349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgzbxB2j91Z
It's strange... like I'm living in a dream.349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZLMvxfVkkr
I feel my body isn't mine. Like I'm somehow in control of my body but from a third perspective. My mind isn't focusing on anything, just a numb feeling of emptiness.
While feeling like that the other day, my primal fear of actually losing everything managed to spur me to go out to buy food from the supermarket.349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4mDTPaZu9u
My savings were going down, fast. My fridge was empty, and ordering delivery was no longer a choice.
It was a long walk. I bought a bunch of microwave food and things that were easy to cook. The bag felt like a deadweight.349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRjjiwPqsXe
Have you ever felt so tired that you could just face-plant and fall asleep on the concrete?349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4IeQaUe3zT
Well, it was that kind of day. 349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHrnQjIDk8I
As if the me watching from a third perspective had left the controller, and my character could no longer stand.
It was getting dark, so I sat down by a lamp post, and shut my eyes.349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡph2V5Kdne5
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I didn't know how much time had passed, but a shake of my shoulders woke me up.
I don't really want to describe what happened next, but I guess I won't be around to feel embarrassed when anyone reads this.
"Hey, are you alright?"349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFhZVumjaq6
A voice that sounded vaguely familiar. I remember glancing at my right hand, groggy. Right, I was shopping.349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkfs8s25PJA
The sky had become pitch black, with the dim street lamps and the odd car being the only source of light.349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf9X805Foim
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I remember hearing my name being called. Ah, crap.349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbOnARUO1GU
I didn't want anyone to see me like this. At the lowest of the low. Pitying me, who doesn't deserve a drop of pity.349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkkc5yMTr2M
Much less someone I know.349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrqVPQe941p
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"...Hey. Hey..."349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsiRBSL09ef
"I'm going to call someone, okay?"
"Don't."349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCnHiTUIdsa
I got up. Stumbled up. A little too fast - so I reached towards the post to steady myself again. But not before my arm was grabbed.349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnRihyr3bkV
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"You...!" 349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrtJgeMkBr2
I remember cursing in my head.349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtbPpmbwRj0
Ah, fuck.349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1GYzUMEQEU
Fuck.349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj5ZhOryrGy
It had to be you, didn't it.349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDGtv9l8OT7
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Looking back, I don't want to admit it, but if it were anyone else, I might not be here, writing this now.
But needless to say, I was looking at the face of Mr. Perfect.349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPtP2Fcc8Ri
Teacher's pet.349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB3QpUMg8nf
The guy that effortlessly has people around him.349Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJ1z1ryUeE
The class president.
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