Oops, I forgot to add the date in some of my past entries... oh, whatever.
But hey, I'd never thought I'd ever get a love letter in my life.431Please respect copyright.PENANAzVF6a8Uvj5
But when I opened my locker after class, there it was.
Ah, how long has she liked me for?431Please respect copyright.PENANAt98e5Ybpof
Has she been sneaking glances at me in class? Or perhaps a junior?431Please respect copyright.PENANAMl3YK0fNMN
What should I do? Should I call her number that she wrote down?431Please respect copyright.PENANAgfjxJTFjso
Maybe we'll talk about Blue Live Damnation ii together.431Please respect copyright.PENANArLpS8tZgh5
Our hands would touch while we reach for the same controller.431Please respect copyright.PENANAXdjG487oeg
She would lean in...
Yeah, right. 431Please respect copyright.PENANApPDyxtfVvQ
This is an all boys school.
There's only two people who would do this... but I don't recognise the phone number. They think I'd be stupid enough to believe someone would send me a love letter...431Please respect copyright.PENANAsT1kDJKGkx
Well, still. It's nice to think that one of them put the effort into writing something so cheesy.431Please respect copyright.PENANAGI6tAxtkV8
Now I can say that "I've received a love letter"-431Please respect copyright.PENANAJrhIGrYqU5
Even though it was a prank.
Love....431Please respect copyright.PENANAn3EB4WpQ6X
If it means that I'll be worth something to someone, then it's not bad. If it means that I'll have someone by my side for the rest of my life, then...431Please respect copyright.PENANAwL5gFNMpvu
But that won't happen. Love is never guaranteed to last. Divorce rates are higher than ever. Love, like any other relationship, is always the same. If you have something the other person wants, they'll stay. But if you no longer have anything they want from you, they'll leave.
I don't have anything to offer. Nothing. My organs? Hahahaha. Dedicating your life to one person sounds scary.
Family, lovers... they're all the same.
I love good food. I love dogs. Cats. Birds. Not enough to dedicate my time to keeping one, however. I don't have the money anyway...431Please respect copyright.PENANAsP9DRi8zP6
I'm not confident I will be able to be responsible for a pet.431Please respect copyright.PENANADOVFemtENY
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A long time ago, my family used to own two hamsters.431Please respect copyright.PENANA6hE4E9sV9C
They were cute. I would squeeze them any chance I got.431Please respect copyright.PENANAUHIejYtSVa
When they didn't do what I wanted them to, I would hit them.431Please respect copyright.PENANAPFkdWMD7BA
I hung them by their tail as punishment if they ran away.431Please respect copyright.PENANAsP7KzN03wn
Why? I didn't think it was that wrong. If it doesn't do what I want them to do, they deserve to be punished, right?431Please respect copyright.PENANA8r6TlEH5z7
One died, and the other escaped.
Of course I regret it. For a long period of time after that, I would have reoccurring dreams of owning hamsters. Where they were both alive and well.
I sometimes still have them to this day.
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