Oops, I forgot to add the date in some of my past entries... oh, whatever.
But hey, I'd never thought I'd ever get a love letter in my life.148Please respect copyright.PENANAX5V2C0a00S
But when I opened my locker after class, there it was.
Ah, how long has she liked me for?148Please respect copyright.PENANApcxGRmFDky
Has she been sneaking glances at me in class? Or perhaps a junior?148Please respect copyright.PENANATID4I7Lk9N
What should I do? Should I call her number that she wrote down?148Please respect copyright.PENANAh3d2X25184
Maybe we'll talk about Blue Live Damnation ii together.148Please respect copyright.PENANA3nYAkjT6Od
Our hands would touch while we reach for the same controller.148Please respect copyright.PENANAfZcwF5xPX6
She would lean in...
Yeah, right. 148Please respect copyright.PENANA1ZdPFShOyW
This is an all boys school.
There's only two people who would do this... but I don't recognise the phone number. They think I'd be stupid enough to believe someone would send me a love letter...148Please respect copyright.PENANA7OKPZOhWtc
Well, still. It's nice to think that one of them put the effort into writing something so cheesy.148Please respect copyright.PENANA8169gs6ACo
Now I can say that "I've received a love letter"-148Please respect copyright.PENANAwG9U0Sstpx
Even though it was a prank.
Love....148Please respect copyright.PENANA0504a4XiVu
If it means that I'll be worth something to someone, then it's not bad. If it means that I'll have someone by my side for the rest of my life, then...148Please respect copyright.PENANAS60l4qQPSg
But that won't happen. Love is never guaranteed to last. Divorce rates are higher than ever. Love, like any other relationship, is always the same. If you have something the other person wants, they'll stay. But if you no longer have anything they want from you, they'll leave.
I don't have anything to offer. Nothing. My organs? Hahahaha. Dedicating your life to one person sounds scary.
Family, lovers... they're all the same.
I love good food. I love dogs. Cats. Birds. Not enough to dedicate my time to keeping one, however. I don't have the money anyway...148Please respect copyright.PENANAR2OpTRdH07
I'm not confident I will be able to be responsible for a pet.148Please respect copyright.PENANAVm9A0zmao9
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A long time ago, my family used to own two hamsters.148Please respect copyright.PENANAdzsx8WTUb6
They were cute. I would squeeze them any chance I got.148Please respect copyright.PENANAOVszRxUZRg
When they didn't do what I wanted them to, I would hit them.148Please respect copyright.PENANA2EblmCDQSC
I hung them by their tail as punishment if they ran away.148Please respect copyright.PENANAP2pT7jASby
Why? I didn't think it was that wrong. If it doesn't do what I want them to do, they deserve to be punished, right?148Please respect copyright.PENANA5SVDcv9Iji
One died, and the other escaped.
Of course I regret it. For a long period of time after that, I would have reoccurring dreams of owning hamsters. Where they were both alive and well.
I sometimes still have them to this day.
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