Oops, I forgot to add the date in some of my past entries... oh, whatever.
But hey, I'd never thought I'd ever get a love letter in my life.368Please respect copyright.PENANAsWswV80rIr
But when I opened my locker after class, there it was.
Ah, how long has she liked me for?368Please respect copyright.PENANAiD11BfcXE0
Has she been sneaking glances at me in class? Or perhaps a junior?368Please respect copyright.PENANAV1kr8n6qW6
What should I do? Should I call her number that she wrote down?368Please respect copyright.PENANAJTSYq2KeJO
Maybe we'll talk about Blue Live Damnation ii together.368Please respect copyright.PENANA2KqHHDtB20
Our hands would touch while we reach for the same controller.368Please respect copyright.PENANAdKsp5iBmwV
She would lean in...
Yeah, right. 368Please respect copyright.PENANAh1j3trxrlu
This is an all boys school.
There's only two people who would do this... but I don't recognise the phone number. They think I'd be stupid enough to believe someone would send me a love letter...368Please respect copyright.PENANAtFq8YMypwg
Well, still. It's nice to think that one of them put the effort into writing something so cheesy.368Please respect copyright.PENANA4nyhB0ZX8A
Now I can say that "I've received a love letter"-368Please respect copyright.PENANAVvql974TyE
Even though it was a prank.
Love....368Please respect copyright.PENANAAntxraKuOM
If it means that I'll be worth something to someone, then it's not bad. If it means that I'll have someone by my side for the rest of my life, then...368Please respect copyright.PENANAR09dG6pPcL
But that won't happen. Love is never guaranteed to last. Divorce rates are higher than ever. Love, like any other relationship, is always the same. If you have something the other person wants, they'll stay. But if you no longer have anything they want from you, they'll leave.
I don't have anything to offer. Nothing. My organs? Hahahaha. Dedicating your life to one person sounds scary.
Family, lovers... they're all the same.
I love good food. I love dogs. Cats. Birds. Not enough to dedicate my time to keeping one, however. I don't have the money anyway...368Please respect copyright.PENANAESD3jYJIDS
I'm not confident I will be able to be responsible for a pet.368Please respect copyright.PENANAEkvuHtK6Eu
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A long time ago, my family used to own two hamsters.368Please respect copyright.PENANAcMEya2axnF
They were cute. I would squeeze them any chance I got.368Please respect copyright.PENANAuF2Czq8Dzn
When they didn't do what I wanted them to, I would hit them.368Please respect copyright.PENANALQUmGqWrVO
I hung them by their tail as punishment if they ran away.368Please respect copyright.PENANAzvyfyVvHyS
Why? I didn't think it was that wrong. If it doesn't do what I want them to do, they deserve to be punished, right?368Please respect copyright.PENANAcIGsfaECDv
One died, and the other escaped.
Of course I regret it. For a long period of time after that, I would have reoccurring dreams of owning hamsters. Where they were both alive and well.
I sometimes still have them to this day.
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