Oops, I forgot to add the date in some of my past entries... oh, whatever.
But hey, I'd never thought I'd ever get a love letter in my life.372Please respect copyright.PENANAVLUssLkaDA
But when I opened my locker after class, there it was.
Ah, how long has she liked me for?372Please respect copyright.PENANAviB3scFoYI
Has she been sneaking glances at me in class? Or perhaps a junior?372Please respect copyright.PENANAaIXIRIcs2c
What should I do? Should I call her number that she wrote down?372Please respect copyright.PENANARSDe6jjANX
Maybe we'll talk about Blue Live Damnation ii together.372Please respect copyright.PENANAR9kTxJYlYC
Our hands would touch while we reach for the same controller.372Please respect copyright.PENANAfIShM5Wm5W
She would lean in...
Yeah, right. 372Please respect copyright.PENANA06LDs6qlvN
This is an all boys school.
There's only two people who would do this... but I don't recognise the phone number. They think I'd be stupid enough to believe someone would send me a love letter...372Please respect copyright.PENANAAaIRKHF8YF
Well, still. It's nice to think that one of them put the effort into writing something so cheesy.372Please respect copyright.PENANAEDzbHofqb7
Now I can say that "I've received a love letter"-372Please respect copyright.PENANAWUF2GkQ7iQ
Even though it was a prank.
Love....372Please respect copyright.PENANAhWHHcJDFKf
If it means that I'll be worth something to someone, then it's not bad. If it means that I'll have someone by my side for the rest of my life, then...372Please respect copyright.PENANAQX2aJT0MV1
But that won't happen. Love is never guaranteed to last. Divorce rates are higher than ever. Love, like any other relationship, is always the same. If you have something the other person wants, they'll stay. But if you no longer have anything they want from you, they'll leave.
I don't have anything to offer. Nothing. My organs? Hahahaha. Dedicating your life to one person sounds scary.
Family, lovers... they're all the same.
I love good food. I love dogs. Cats. Birds. Not enough to dedicate my time to keeping one, however. I don't have the money anyway...372Please respect copyright.PENANAMFHO1OjBY7
I'm not confident I will be able to be responsible for a pet.372Please respect copyright.PENANAeKfOyhFIJh
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A long time ago, my family used to own two hamsters.372Please respect copyright.PENANAM6TbjXaF8C
They were cute. I would squeeze them any chance I got.372Please respect copyright.PENANAfw22Ccc1tP
When they didn't do what I wanted them to, I would hit them.372Please respect copyright.PENANAGwXXzB2cJq
I hung them by their tail as punishment if they ran away.372Please respect copyright.PENANA0sXbScs1OU
Why? I didn't think it was that wrong. If it doesn't do what I want them to do, they deserve to be punished, right?372Please respect copyright.PENANA8AWD7jNmYB
One died, and the other escaped.
Of course I regret it. For a long period of time after that, I would have reoccurring dreams of owning hamsters. Where they were both alive and well.
I sometimes still have them to this day.
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