Oops, I forgot to add the date in some of my past entries... oh, whatever.
But hey, I'd never thought I'd ever get a love letter in my life.132Please respect copyright.PENANAQrtFmV1qFv
But when I opened my locker after class, there it was.
Ah, how long has she liked me for?132Please respect copyright.PENANAVZulagk8hm
Has she been sneaking glances at me in class? Or perhaps a junior?132Please respect copyright.PENANAt6q98rYphL
What should I do? Should I call her number that she wrote down?132Please respect copyright.PENANAvQtBvpPDz7
Maybe we'll talk about Blue Live Damnation ii together.132Please respect copyright.PENANAJztkAMqa0b
Our hands would touch while we reach for the same controller.132Please respect copyright.PENANAtkAzBKG0v5
She would lean in...
Yeah, right. 132Please respect copyright.PENANAqGq6iwRDeh
This is an all boys school.
There's only two people who would do this... but I don't recognise the phone number. They think I'd be stupid enough to believe someone would send me a love letter...132Please respect copyright.PENANAq51oS50Z9C
Well, still. It's nice to think that one of them put the effort into writing something so cheesy.132Please respect copyright.PENANAvgHS0JHuMh
Now I can say that "I've received a love letter"-132Please respect copyright.PENANA4ASLYM5FTR
Even though it was a prank.
Love....132Please respect copyright.PENANARAG3frQws8
If it means that I'll be worth something to someone, then it's not bad. If it means that I'll have someone by my side for the rest of my life, then...132Please respect copyright.PENANAwCyfSmVDhH
But that won't happen. Love is never guaranteed to last. Divorce rates are higher than ever. Love, like any other relationship, is always the same. If you have something the other person wants, they'll stay. But if you no longer have anything they want from you, they'll leave.
I don't have anything to offer. Nothing. My organs? Hahahaha. Dedicating your life to one person sounds scary.
Family, lovers... they're all the same.
I love good food. I love dogs. Cats. Birds. Not enough to dedicate my time to keeping one, however. I don't have the money anyway...132Please respect copyright.PENANA56TOoiedwv
I'm not confident I will be able to be responsible for a pet.132Please respect copyright.PENANACQyLRZbxQW
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A long time ago, my family used to own two hamsters.132Please respect copyright.PENANANZgWnPbXnj
They were cute. I would squeeze them any chance I got.132Please respect copyright.PENANATISaU9gMrX
When they didn't do what I wanted them to, I would hit them.132Please respect copyright.PENANAo072KXMak0
I hung them by their tail as punishment if they ran away.132Please respect copyright.PENANAgzl9myeiZa
Why? I didn't think it was that wrong. If it doesn't do what I want them to do, they deserve to be punished, right?132Please respect copyright.PENANAQVENlnZg4V
One died, and the other escaped.
Of course I regret it. For a long period of time after that, I would have reoccurring dreams of owning hamsters. Where they were both alive and well.
I sometimes still have them to this day.
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