Oops, I forgot to add the date in some of my past entries... oh, whatever.
But hey, I'd never thought I'd ever get a love letter in my life.411Please respect copyright.PENANAYs2IaMKvOC
But when I opened my locker after class, there it was.
Ah, how long has she liked me for?411Please respect copyright.PENANA3s64pFLXnT
Has she been sneaking glances at me in class? Or perhaps a junior?411Please respect copyright.PENANAip0YpVIhfB
What should I do? Should I call her number that she wrote down?411Please respect copyright.PENANAXtA7IYcieA
Maybe we'll talk about Blue Live Damnation ii together.411Please respect copyright.PENANA0ALsX12nvS
Our hands would touch while we reach for the same controller.411Please respect copyright.PENANAxYnkPr4QND
She would lean in...
Yeah, right. 411Please respect copyright.PENANA4ga1FJOV5L
This is an all boys school.
There's only two people who would do this... but I don't recognise the phone number. They think I'd be stupid enough to believe someone would send me a love letter...411Please respect copyright.PENANAPPClLOUZBL
Well, still. It's nice to think that one of them put the effort into writing something so cheesy.411Please respect copyright.PENANAquL4c1gYTD
Now I can say that "I've received a love letter"-411Please respect copyright.PENANAF5JA0fYNTu
Even though it was a prank.
Love....411Please respect copyright.PENANA6R5IXeq9VB
If it means that I'll be worth something to someone, then it's not bad. If it means that I'll have someone by my side for the rest of my life, then...411Please respect copyright.PENANAILQ9YHYhTh
But that won't happen. Love is never guaranteed to last. Divorce rates are higher than ever. Love, like any other relationship, is always the same. If you have something the other person wants, they'll stay. But if you no longer have anything they want from you, they'll leave.
I don't have anything to offer. Nothing. My organs? Hahahaha. Dedicating your life to one person sounds scary.
Family, lovers... they're all the same.
I love good food. I love dogs. Cats. Birds. Not enough to dedicate my time to keeping one, however. I don't have the money anyway...411Please respect copyright.PENANAFbw5ZlOWnB
I'm not confident I will be able to be responsible for a pet.411Please respect copyright.PENANAetfPRYrxts
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A long time ago, my family used to own two hamsters.411Please respect copyright.PENANAk6kSNEiL74
They were cute. I would squeeze them any chance I got.411Please respect copyright.PENANAzYXCYEl8Pw
When they didn't do what I wanted them to, I would hit them.411Please respect copyright.PENANAfYFCs6OF5y
I hung them by their tail as punishment if they ran away.411Please respect copyright.PENANAewby5M7Ehj
Why? I didn't think it was that wrong. If it doesn't do what I want them to do, they deserve to be punished, right?411Please respect copyright.PENANAfcLvxL7AVc
One died, and the other escaped.
Of course I regret it. For a long period of time after that, I would have reoccurring dreams of owning hamsters. Where they were both alive and well.
I sometimes still have them to this day.
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