Oops, I forgot to add the date in some of my past entries... oh, whatever.
But hey, I'd never thought I'd ever get a love letter in my life.315Please respect copyright.PENANAOZ6jHzBb7U
But when I opened my locker after class, there it was.
Ah, how long has she liked me for?315Please respect copyright.PENANAgstEMc4TOx
Has she been sneaking glances at me in class? Or perhaps a junior?315Please respect copyright.PENANAc8naTBecGY
What should I do? Should I call her number that she wrote down?315Please respect copyright.PENANAy1IIllZPfy
Maybe we'll talk about Blue Live Damnation ii together.315Please respect copyright.PENANAD8VHSg0X5q
Our hands would touch while we reach for the same controller.315Please respect copyright.PENANAn2cis3plGh
She would lean in...
Yeah, right. 315Please respect copyright.PENANAqSmYXpvSoq
This is an all boys school.
There's only two people who would do this... but I don't recognise the phone number. They think I'd be stupid enough to believe someone would send me a love letter...315Please respect copyright.PENANAlymdTk4FHh
Well, still. It's nice to think that one of them put the effort into writing something so cheesy.315Please respect copyright.PENANAZHnEgI8etF
Now I can say that "I've received a love letter"-315Please respect copyright.PENANAhI978ShjYy
Even though it was a prank.
Love....315Please respect copyright.PENANAVuXQzKaLZl
If it means that I'll be worth something to someone, then it's not bad. If it means that I'll have someone by my side for the rest of my life, then...315Please respect copyright.PENANAwTAEe8TDWl
But that won't happen. Love is never guaranteed to last. Divorce rates are higher than ever. Love, like any other relationship, is always the same. If you have something the other person wants, they'll stay. But if you no longer have anything they want from you, they'll leave.
I don't have anything to offer. Nothing. My organs? Hahahaha. Dedicating your life to one person sounds scary.
Family, lovers... they're all the same.
I love good food. I love dogs. Cats. Birds. Not enough to dedicate my time to keeping one, however. I don't have the money anyway...315Please respect copyright.PENANA9JA4foXJnz
I'm not confident I will be able to be responsible for a pet.315Please respect copyright.PENANAim54z6nqLb
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A long time ago, my family used to own two hamsters.315Please respect copyright.PENANAU286Zjb1oF
They were cute. I would squeeze them any chance I got.315Please respect copyright.PENANATXsi6T5SBx
When they didn't do what I wanted them to, I would hit them.315Please respect copyright.PENANAEj0dOcOuXV
I hung them by their tail as punishment if they ran away.315Please respect copyright.PENANAZvt3Uxk1am
Why? I didn't think it was that wrong. If it doesn't do what I want them to do, they deserve to be punished, right?315Please respect copyright.PENANAS1kEZ5EU8P
One died, and the other escaped.
Of course I regret it. For a long period of time after that, I would have reoccurring dreams of owning hamsters. Where they were both alive and well.
I sometimes still have them to this day.
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