Oops, I forgot to add the date in some of my past entries... oh, whatever.
But hey, I'd never thought I'd ever get a love letter in my life.459Please respect copyright.PENANA9ZFKIRgRX3
But when I opened my locker after class, there it was.
Ah, how long has she liked me for?459Please respect copyright.PENANASK4vDQR4X7
Has she been sneaking glances at me in class? Or perhaps a junior?459Please respect copyright.PENANAh3DdN3fGPI
What should I do? Should I call her number that she wrote down?459Please respect copyright.PENANAL3RdO8FDhK
Maybe we'll talk about Blue Live Damnation ii together.459Please respect copyright.PENANAdfpfZCNLcR
Our hands would touch while we reach for the same controller.459Please respect copyright.PENANABNdZOm5kl1
She would lean in...
Yeah, right. 459Please respect copyright.PENANAEUMnhGDE3i
This is an all boys school.
There's only two people who would do this... but I don't recognise the phone number. They think I'd be stupid enough to believe someone would send me a love letter...459Please respect copyright.PENANAh7yHhhoAzD
Well, still. It's nice to think that one of them put the effort into writing something so cheesy.459Please respect copyright.PENANAhfk7Fmqi0Y
Now I can say that "I've received a love letter"-459Please respect copyright.PENANANJBNQc8iKO
Even though it was a prank.
Love....459Please respect copyright.PENANAfE1Tk5LWw8
If it means that I'll be worth something to someone, then it's not bad. If it means that I'll have someone by my side for the rest of my life, then...459Please respect copyright.PENANAiLulHynovi
But that won't happen. Love is never guaranteed to last. Divorce rates are higher than ever. Love, like any other relationship, is always the same. If you have something the other person wants, they'll stay. But if you no longer have anything they want from you, they'll leave.
I don't have anything to offer. Nothing. My organs? Hahahaha. Dedicating your life to one person sounds scary.
Family, lovers... they're all the same.
I love good food. I love dogs. Cats. Birds. Not enough to dedicate my time to keeping one, however. I don't have the money anyway...459Please respect copyright.PENANADQ2fkyAzLv
I'm not confident I will be able to be responsible for a pet.459Please respect copyright.PENANAQZgxuIlmch
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A long time ago, my family used to own two hamsters.459Please respect copyright.PENANAEpFiZ8XWwn
They were cute. I would squeeze them any chance I got.459Please respect copyright.PENANAW9CbFokGp0
When they didn't do what I wanted them to, I would hit them.459Please respect copyright.PENANA5C60wFoOpq
I hung them by their tail as punishment if they ran away.459Please respect copyright.PENANAKDtIYlM7qT
Why? I didn't think it was that wrong. If it doesn't do what I want them to do, they deserve to be punished, right?459Please respect copyright.PENANAmKWMbdVjPi
One died, and the other escaped.
Of course I regret it. For a long period of time after that, I would have reoccurring dreams of owning hamsters. Where they were both alive and well.
I sometimes still have them to this day.
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