Oops, I forgot to add the date in some of my past entries... oh, whatever.
But hey, I'd never thought I'd ever get a love letter in my life.377Please respect copyright.PENANARirBDwMkxY
But when I opened my locker after class, there it was.
Ah, how long has she liked me for?377Please respect copyright.PENANARxsWC7ERTO
Has she been sneaking glances at me in class? Or perhaps a junior?377Please respect copyright.PENANA68mjPiQVIx
What should I do? Should I call her number that she wrote down?377Please respect copyright.PENANAswiVgLQoh3
Maybe we'll talk about Blue Live Damnation ii together.377Please respect copyright.PENANAc0sGPmXz2H
Our hands would touch while we reach for the same controller.377Please respect copyright.PENANAvnRK3kB2sC
She would lean in...
Yeah, right. 377Please respect copyright.PENANAM0WA02gaOE
This is an all boys school.
There's only two people who would do this... but I don't recognise the phone number. They think I'd be stupid enough to believe someone would send me a love letter...377Please respect copyright.PENANA1NcKOJjIp2
Well, still. It's nice to think that one of them put the effort into writing something so cheesy.377Please respect copyright.PENANAdkvHPuaAYW
Now I can say that "I've received a love letter"-377Please respect copyright.PENANArki4Tj75UO
Even though it was a prank.
Love....377Please respect copyright.PENANAVajVsr4R3Q
If it means that I'll be worth something to someone, then it's not bad. If it means that I'll have someone by my side for the rest of my life, then...377Please respect copyright.PENANAmNdWsLWoFx
But that won't happen. Love is never guaranteed to last. Divorce rates are higher than ever. Love, like any other relationship, is always the same. If you have something the other person wants, they'll stay. But if you no longer have anything they want from you, they'll leave.
I don't have anything to offer. Nothing. My organs? Hahahaha. Dedicating your life to one person sounds scary.
Family, lovers... they're all the same.
I love good food. I love dogs. Cats. Birds. Not enough to dedicate my time to keeping one, however. I don't have the money anyway...377Please respect copyright.PENANA8XQ776Cr3D
I'm not confident I will be able to be responsible for a pet.377Please respect copyright.PENANA2q2rkZdrBt
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A long time ago, my family used to own two hamsters.377Please respect copyright.PENANAMq3bqwQCK6
They were cute. I would squeeze them any chance I got.377Please respect copyright.PENANATrojMorzfk
When they didn't do what I wanted them to, I would hit them.377Please respect copyright.PENANA9QC9oW2FYb
I hung them by their tail as punishment if they ran away.377Please respect copyright.PENANAgRFoc9gUMV
Why? I didn't think it was that wrong. If it doesn't do what I want them to do, they deserve to be punished, right?377Please respect copyright.PENANAwVqxttBHCk
One died, and the other escaped.
Of course I regret it. For a long period of time after that, I would have reoccurring dreams of owning hamsters. Where they were both alive and well.
I sometimes still have them to this day.
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