About that exam...452Please respect copyright.PENANAuusPOnhtR0
It's alright, I'm used to giving up. It's okay. It's not the end of the world.452Please respect copyright.PENANABCYVBRKJJD
Wow, who am I kidding? I feel like shit.452Please respect copyright.PENANAWIdsKt04N6
I keep thinking how relieved I would be once it's all over when I was "studying" for my exam, but I don't feel anything. Just numb.
Anyhow... mmmm... well, every antihero needs a sob story, no?452Please respect copyright.PENANAeofgIZS1ju
Sorry to disappoint, but I grew up normally. An only child in a normal middle-class family. No divorce, no nothing. I wasn't abused.452Please respect copyright.PENANA7RjcsuDPRI
It really was nothing special. I just couldn't handle the pressure my parents put on me as the only child. Not that it was a lot or anything. Maybe if a different person experienced the same thing, they would be the hero of the story instead of a loser like me.452Please respect copyright.PENANAi2isQBdlah
So why did I end up like this? How did I end up like this?
Kids have a way of doing things. They're clear about what they like and dislike, and they can't tell what's right from wrong. A classmate of mine back in primary was hit by another kid, and their skull was split open, leading to him being rushed into the hospital. Why did the kid do that?452Please respect copyright.PENANABCQthXBVx5
"I didn't like him. He looked ugly."
Well, I wasn't much different. Granted, I never sent anyone to the hospital back then, but I was never taught right from wrong. I was only able to figure it out much, much later.
I performed relatively well throughout primary and middle school, and I wasn't bad at sports either, so despite my cocky personality, I wasn't lacking in popularity.452Please respect copyright.PENANA2v0BmGmyqM
Because I had something people wanted, whether it was to join their soccer team or to lend them notes.
But as high school came, things changed. I wasn't as special. People didn't need me. My grades dropped, and I could see the disappointment on my parents' faces whenever my report card came.
"Wow, okay, we get it. You're a loser. So?"452Please respect copyright.PENANA9kc2cdCF8g
Us villains aren't particularly smart, athletic, or powerful. We're people that won't get noticed in a crowd.452Please respect copyright.PENANAobNsZGd6Ko
You might think that you need to be powerful in order to be a villain. Well, if you want to be famous, sure. But from what I've learned, no one they've recruited had an outstanding power. 452Please respect copyright.PENANAUk7HdpMIBk
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All the villains I've met... They aren't right in the head. Well, I can't say that I am, either.452Please respect copyright.PENANAw2AaYVS5ys
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"They" want someone to follow orders.452Please respect copyright.PENANAdLygmU81P6
Someone to be their dog.452Please respect copyright.PENANAwb4q8LAwx0
Someone that no one would care about if they disappeared. 452Please respect copyright.PENANAzZHX9m6Y3K
People that aren't afraid to be hated.452Please respect copyright.PENANAVARhukdyVS
People who barely feel guilt.452Please respect copyright.PENANAHVRaHnt6CT
Well, to sum it up, people with signs of antisocial personality disorder.452Please respect copyright.PENANABAuiieeCoB
You probably don't know this, but most of us are young; not only are we easy to manipulate, but we can get away with small sentences for large crimes.
I guess that's all I wanted to say for today. It feels better, spilling out your pathetic life on paper.452Please respect copyright.PENANApOWA8UnLOr
Anyhow, it's ice-block time now. ლ(´ڡ`ლ)452Please respect copyright.PENANAobTkM2imc5
(It's currently winter and 11:00 pm)