I'm somehow alive.323Please respect copyright.PENANAHYi35xd4cf
It's strange... like I'm living in a dream.323Please respect copyright.PENANA8Bc0W1PGMF
I feel my body isn't mine. Like I'm somehow in control of my body but from a third perspective. My mind isn't focusing on anything, just a numb feeling of emptiness.
While feeling like that the other day, my primal fear of actually losing everything managed to spur me to go out to buy food from the supermarket.323Please respect copyright.PENANAuSqXZMszCy
My savings were going down, fast. My fridge was empty, and ordering delivery was no longer a choice.
It was a long walk. I bought a bunch of microwave food and things that were easy to cook. The bag felt like a deadweight.323Please respect copyright.PENANAr1cVcFmTz7
Have you ever felt so tired that you could just face-plant and fall asleep on the concrete?323Please respect copyright.PENANA7fmJUslsNh
Well, it was that kind of day. 323Please respect copyright.PENANA6Y8YnqnEH0
As if the me watching from a third perspective had left the controller, and my character could no longer stand.
It was getting dark, so I sat down by a lamp post, and shut my eyes.323Please respect copyright.PENANApSQ6QsrGxv
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I didn't know how much time had passed, but a shake of my shoulders woke me up.
I don't really want to describe what happened next, but I guess I won't be around to feel embarrassed when anyone reads this.
"Hey, are you alright?"323Please respect copyright.PENANA7sfMhCxD1y
A voice that sounded vaguely familiar. I remember glancing at my right hand, groggy. Right, I was shopping.323Please respect copyright.PENANA6CIo9CVa59
The sky had become pitch black, with the dim street lamps and the odd car being the only source of light.323Please respect copyright.PENANAM2iB725MNd
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I remember hearing my name being called. Ah, crap.323Please respect copyright.PENANAu9FH4ZChmq
I didn't want anyone to see me like this. At the lowest of the low. Pitying me, who doesn't deserve a drop of pity.323Please respect copyright.PENANAU0pdQFEun5
Much less someone I know.323Please respect copyright.PENANAH1tx9CXmn9
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"...Hey. Hey..."323Please respect copyright.PENANAeexcuL2Qho
"I'm going to call someone, okay?"
"Don't."323Please respect copyright.PENANAFqGRaWosPI
I got up. Stumbled up. A little too fast - so I reached towards the post to steady myself again. But not before my arm was grabbed.323Please respect copyright.PENANAjcCHY2Jamr
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"You...!" 323Please respect copyright.PENANAKDX0h9SgtV
I remember cursing in my head.323Please respect copyright.PENANAzD61IJZXWK
Ah, fuck.323Please respect copyright.PENANAPVZXpipBVK
Fuck.323Please respect copyright.PENANAujF9n4mDPH
It had to be you, didn't it.323Please respect copyright.PENANAjQU9WZg38w
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Looking back, I don't want to admit it, but if it were anyone else, I might not be here, writing this now.
But needless to say, I was looking at the face of Mr. Perfect.323Please respect copyright.PENANANPbVNx8Prf
Teacher's pet.323Please respect copyright.PENANAy0UEzzdbfz
The guy that effortlessly has people around him.323Please respect copyright.PENANAiPEotqUMmM
The class president.