I'm somehow alive.402Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwzL50mvWjt
It's strange... like I'm living in a dream.402Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXJxImlDHcR
I feel my body isn't mine. Like I'm somehow in control of my body but from a third perspective. My mind isn't focusing on anything, just a numb feeling of emptiness.
While feeling like that the other day, my primal fear of actually losing everything managed to spur me to go out to buy food from the supermarket.402Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrBQqWBLZEJ
My savings were going down, fast. My fridge was empty, and ordering delivery was no longer a choice.
It was a long walk. I bought a bunch of microwave food and things that were easy to cook. The bag felt like a deadweight.402Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQSzixwZjZw
Have you ever felt so tired that you could just face-plant and fall asleep on the concrete?402Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe5qQiMIpTI
Well, it was that kind of day. 402Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZcE3fW3Oyr
As if the me watching from a third perspective had left the controller, and my character could no longer stand.
It was getting dark, so I sat down by a lamp post, and shut my eyes.402Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsldQwXyEOS
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I didn't know how much time had passed, but a shake of my shoulders woke me up.
I don't really want to describe what happened next, but I guess I won't be around to feel embarrassed when anyone reads this.
"Hey, are you alright?"402Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfOMyx388hV
A voice that sounded vaguely familiar. I remember glancing at my right hand, groggy. Right, I was shopping.402Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlmQrWaQSoy
The sky had become pitch black, with the dim street lamps and the odd car being the only source of light.402Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvn6yEPnEEc
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I remember hearing my name being called. Ah, crap.402Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ69mNzZtEIy
I didn't want anyone to see me like this. At the lowest of the low. Pitying me, who doesn't deserve a drop of pity.402Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCA4k8gYDp0
Much less someone I know.402Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaY5ax7q7zO
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"...Hey. Hey..."402Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt1UjqwJiSl
"I'm going to call someone, okay?"
"Don't."402Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPv2H5x4NJ7
I got up. Stumbled up. A little too fast - so I reached towards the post to steady myself again. But not before my arm was grabbed.402Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSUadtFodKw
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"You...!" 402Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdj89UGcEnO
I remember cursing in my head.402Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxsXgmXxoGQ
Ah, fuck.402Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc8iT3FMf6O
Fuck.402Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7pvwcq1rDn
It had to be you, didn't it.402Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmXkWvUQySZ
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Looking back, I don't want to admit it, but if it were anyone else, I might not be here, writing this now.
But needless to say, I was looking at the face of Mr. Perfect.402Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDP7liuTjnu
Teacher's pet.402Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa0kTi2E1hw
The guy that effortlessly has people around him.402Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiaXrqkFncU
The class president.
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