I'm somehow alive.372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP9boTHbyGz
It's strange... like I'm living in a dream.372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOF0oF8nFmV
I feel my body isn't mine. Like I'm somehow in control of my body but from a third perspective. My mind isn't focusing on anything, just a numb feeling of emptiness.
While feeling like that the other day, my primal fear of actually losing everything managed to spur me to go out to buy food from the supermarket.372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0wYBS75Eov
My savings were going down, fast. My fridge was empty, and ordering delivery was no longer a choice.
It was a long walk. I bought a bunch of microwave food and things that were easy to cook. The bag felt like a deadweight.372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8oaaID06JC
Have you ever felt so tired that you could just face-plant and fall asleep on the concrete?372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBTlRYqamJ5
Well, it was that kind of day. 372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfN4imDp4sZ
As if the me watching from a third perspective had left the controller, and my character could no longer stand.
It was getting dark, so I sat down by a lamp post, and shut my eyes.372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwAcGTpo54c
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I didn't know how much time had passed, but a shake of my shoulders woke me up.
I don't really want to describe what happened next, but I guess I won't be around to feel embarrassed when anyone reads this.
"Hey, are you alright?"372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFhtC2gdZcz
A voice that sounded vaguely familiar. I remember glancing at my right hand, groggy. Right, I was shopping.372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0TqzXr6cg0
The sky had become pitch black, with the dim street lamps and the odd car being the only source of light.372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡElyLLdAxQr
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I remember hearing my name being called. Ah, crap.372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8q0uFCEB13
I didn't want anyone to see me like this. At the lowest of the low. Pitying me, who doesn't deserve a drop of pity.372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw43Ia5uQpg
Much less someone I know.372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd0Vh44Z3XV
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"...Hey. Hey..."372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyIoobtL9AO
"I'm going to call someone, okay?"
"Don't."372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWIeY4lX2Ov
I got up. Stumbled up. A little too fast - so I reached towards the post to steady myself again. But not before my arm was grabbed.372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCE2qGnqvwZ
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"You...!" 372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡotxhyj8Gen
I remember cursing in my head.372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNYDzi5wV53
Ah, fuck.372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYzoDRBWU7n
Fuck.372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6hLWGMzVVF
It had to be you, didn't it.372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqa1mMov9Mi
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Looking back, I don't want to admit it, but if it were anyone else, I might not be here, writing this now.
But needless to say, I was looking at the face of Mr. Perfect.372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyvOZuYvios
Teacher's pet.372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUQylmy4fD9
The guy that effortlessly has people around him.372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ZSzbou9M8
The class president.
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