I'm somehow alive.346Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYOKtIhfulc
It's strange... like I'm living in a dream.346Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYSMC6NSLBW
I feel my body isn't mine. Like I'm somehow in control of my body but from a third perspective. My mind isn't focusing on anything, just a numb feeling of emptiness.
While feeling like that the other day, my primal fear of actually losing everything managed to spur me to go out to buy food from the supermarket.346Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM74EOfIXZY
My savings were going down, fast. My fridge was empty, and ordering delivery was no longer a choice.
It was a long walk. I bought a bunch of microwave food and things that were easy to cook. The bag felt like a deadweight.346Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpV1UqozUY5
Have you ever felt so tired that you could just face-plant and fall asleep on the concrete?346Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdVLArOKIE6
Well, it was that kind of day. 346Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJqXo8RfjWb
As if the me watching from a third perspective had left the controller, and my character could no longer stand.
It was getting dark, so I sat down by a lamp post, and shut my eyes.346Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZxasyUK7qc
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I didn't know how much time had passed, but a shake of my shoulders woke me up.
I don't really want to describe what happened next, but I guess I won't be around to feel embarrassed when anyone reads this.
"Hey, are you alright?"346Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwRoe1aOrqT
A voice that sounded vaguely familiar. I remember glancing at my right hand, groggy. Right, I was shopping.346Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr6udmjEa3D
The sky had become pitch black, with the dim street lamps and the odd car being the only source of light.346Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfxljsHMnUz
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I remember hearing my name being called. Ah, crap.346Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdLrmHiiZ83
I didn't want anyone to see me like this. At the lowest of the low. Pitying me, who doesn't deserve a drop of pity.346Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9m1JwMuvqQ
Much less someone I know.346Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdSuI3U96yd
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"...Hey. Hey..."346Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8iclNEqD5r
"I'm going to call someone, okay?"
"Don't."346Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5kUNatyimR
I got up. Stumbled up. A little too fast - so I reached towards the post to steady myself again. But not before my arm was grabbed.346Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzxzIDaYJMR
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"You...!" 346Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW8QRgFmwpt
I remember cursing in my head.346Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdVUbdpo0UI
Ah, fuck.346Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCufaX5M5SC
Fuck.346Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbzkbjOjvaK
It had to be you, didn't it.346Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiKKkoIYJja
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Looking back, I don't want to admit it, but if it were anyone else, I might not be here, writing this now.
But needless to say, I was looking at the face of Mr. Perfect.346Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ35eZP5W989
Teacher's pet.346Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtDHQfzy2VX
The guy that effortlessly has people around him.346Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiL0HI1HF6k
The class president.
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