Oops, I forgot to add the date in some of my past entries... oh, whatever.
But hey, I'd never thought I'd ever get a love letter in my life.147Please respect copyright.PENANAK6BY1OqE0c
But when I opened my locker after class, there it was.
Ah, how long has she liked me for?147Please respect copyright.PENANA3yRKeWmUqT
Has she been sneaking glances at me in class? Or perhaps a junior?147Please respect copyright.PENANAimLRcY3Q04
What should I do? Should I call her number that she wrote down?147Please respect copyright.PENANASwpHfTJiKw
Maybe we'll talk about Blue Live Damnation ii together.147Please respect copyright.PENANA7Kx6iOpMFL
Our hands would touch while we reach for the same controller.147Please respect copyright.PENANAGSPHUprxtn
She would lean in...
Yeah, right. 147Please respect copyright.PENANA28U2DWLGTY
This is an all boys school.
There's only two people who would do this... but I don't recognise the phone number. They think I'd be stupid enough to believe someone would send me a love letter...147Please respect copyright.PENANAJ4D2Z0m4jI
Well, still. It's nice to think that one of them put the effort into writing something so cheesy.147Please respect copyright.PENANA4MXpa2bclo
Now I can say that "I've received a love letter"-147Please respect copyright.PENANAdEtPDbGubA
Even though it was a prank.
Love....147Please respect copyright.PENANANDWe2j9q32
If it means that I'll be worth something to someone, then it's not bad. If it means that I'll have someone by my side for the rest of my life, then...147Please respect copyright.PENANAIXZPfw3kLN
But that won't happen. Love is never guaranteed to last. Divorce rates are higher than ever. Love, like any other relationship, is always the same. If you have something the other person wants, they'll stay. But if you no longer have anything they want from you, they'll leave.
I don't have anything to offer. Nothing. My organs? Hahahaha. Dedicating your life to one person sounds scary.
Family, lovers... they're all the same.
I love good food. I love dogs. Cats. Birds. Not enough to dedicate my time to keeping one, however. I don't have the money anyway...147Please respect copyright.PENANA96AeShGztB
I'm not confident I will be able to be responsible for a pet.147Please respect copyright.PENANAiJs4VCkTDJ
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A long time ago, my family used to own two hamsters.147Please respect copyright.PENANA8akWlqAC8O
They were cute. I would squeeze them any chance I got.147Please respect copyright.PENANAQeco25pTyW
When they didn't do what I wanted them to, I would hit them.147Please respect copyright.PENANAp97tiW0PeP
I hung them by their tail as punishment if they ran away.147Please respect copyright.PENANASC4J2wm1bB
Why? I didn't think it was that wrong. If it doesn't do what I want them to do, they deserve to be punished, right?147Please respect copyright.PENANAhOpAgXYSXa
One died, and the other escaped.
Of course I regret it. For a long period of time after that, I would have reoccurring dreams of owning hamsters. Where they were both alive and well.
I sometimes still have them to this day.
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