Oops, I forgot to add the date in some of my past entries... oh, whatever.
But hey, I'd never thought I'd ever get a love letter in my life.461Please respect copyright.PENANA5lFU0nW3A7
But when I opened my locker after class, there it was.
Ah, how long has she liked me for?461Please respect copyright.PENANAdy2Q4upjzj
Has she been sneaking glances at me in class? Or perhaps a junior?461Please respect copyright.PENANAw7zfZastX0
What should I do? Should I call her number that she wrote down?461Please respect copyright.PENANAbwwzmgfxik
Maybe we'll talk about Blue Live Damnation ii together.461Please respect copyright.PENANApzvtlGJOEB
Our hands would touch while we reach for the same controller.461Please respect copyright.PENANA43encN9gmn
She would lean in...
Yeah, right. 461Please respect copyright.PENANA2Si2cJH6gH
This is an all boys school.
There's only two people who would do this... but I don't recognise the phone number. They think I'd be stupid enough to believe someone would send me a love letter...461Please respect copyright.PENANA0nip8hFt9C
Well, still. It's nice to think that one of them put the effort into writing something so cheesy.461Please respect copyright.PENANA2E6FC6tqhn
Now I can say that "I've received a love letter"-461Please respect copyright.PENANA4HaojwBlqA
Even though it was a prank.
Love....461Please respect copyright.PENANApzm8fVzjt9
If it means that I'll be worth something to someone, then it's not bad. If it means that I'll have someone by my side for the rest of my life, then...461Please respect copyright.PENANAICx4kkJXBZ
But that won't happen. Love is never guaranteed to last. Divorce rates are higher than ever. Love, like any other relationship, is always the same. If you have something the other person wants, they'll stay. But if you no longer have anything they want from you, they'll leave.
I don't have anything to offer. Nothing. My organs? Hahahaha. Dedicating your life to one person sounds scary.
Family, lovers... they're all the same.
I love good food. I love dogs. Cats. Birds. Not enough to dedicate my time to keeping one, however. I don't have the money anyway...461Please respect copyright.PENANAQ7GixtvfwJ
I'm not confident I will be able to be responsible for a pet.461Please respect copyright.PENANAORRLFOf6xi
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A long time ago, my family used to own two hamsters.461Please respect copyright.PENANAFz3rnw08mL
They were cute. I would squeeze them any chance I got.461Please respect copyright.PENANAXqu0RPNjgy
When they didn't do what I wanted them to, I would hit them.461Please respect copyright.PENANA6ZDHOPHDii
I hung them by their tail as punishment if they ran away.461Please respect copyright.PENANAmGkcrvVJuZ
Why? I didn't think it was that wrong. If it doesn't do what I want them to do, they deserve to be punished, right?461Please respect copyright.PENANAcvn26iFIPm
One died, and the other escaped.
Of course I regret it. For a long period of time after that, I would have reoccurring dreams of owning hamsters. Where they were both alive and well.
I sometimes still have them to this day.
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