Oops, I forgot to add the date in some of my past entries... oh, whatever.
But hey, I'd never thought I'd ever get a love letter in my life.430Please respect copyright.PENANAZF0Qc6WF7R
But when I opened my locker after class, there it was.
Ah, how long has she liked me for?430Please respect copyright.PENANAxW2Oofq3T8
Has she been sneaking glances at me in class? Or perhaps a junior?430Please respect copyright.PENANAeck5wXva8q
What should I do? Should I call her number that she wrote down?430Please respect copyright.PENANAawxqxVFFfq
Maybe we'll talk about Blue Live Damnation ii together.430Please respect copyright.PENANAtMVnPIORlY
Our hands would touch while we reach for the same controller.430Please respect copyright.PENANAXXcPmMc89t
She would lean in...
Yeah, right. 430Please respect copyright.PENANAhCKCLuR2r4
This is an all boys school.
There's only two people who would do this... but I don't recognise the phone number. They think I'd be stupid enough to believe someone would send me a love letter...430Please respect copyright.PENANAKjBdnUR64W
Well, still. It's nice to think that one of them put the effort into writing something so cheesy.430Please respect copyright.PENANAuB69p6yT0o
Now I can say that "I've received a love letter"-430Please respect copyright.PENANA071pVhEErJ
Even though it was a prank.
Love....430Please respect copyright.PENANANdQwbW2cJ4
If it means that I'll be worth something to someone, then it's not bad. If it means that I'll have someone by my side for the rest of my life, then...430Please respect copyright.PENANAsDrmsIaLmu
But that won't happen. Love is never guaranteed to last. Divorce rates are higher than ever. Love, like any other relationship, is always the same. If you have something the other person wants, they'll stay. But if you no longer have anything they want from you, they'll leave.
I don't have anything to offer. Nothing. My organs? Hahahaha. Dedicating your life to one person sounds scary.
Family, lovers... they're all the same.
I love good food. I love dogs. Cats. Birds. Not enough to dedicate my time to keeping one, however. I don't have the money anyway...430Please respect copyright.PENANANVO57drgd8
I'm not confident I will be able to be responsible for a pet.430Please respect copyright.PENANAwmIGzyiJtS
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A long time ago, my family used to own two hamsters.430Please respect copyright.PENANAQNqBczDt0H
They were cute. I would squeeze them any chance I got.430Please respect copyright.PENANADXgb3jY98E
When they didn't do what I wanted them to, I would hit them.430Please respect copyright.PENANAjgPOg1fWe3
I hung them by their tail as punishment if they ran away.430Please respect copyright.PENANA76BAYjgGMz
Why? I didn't think it was that wrong. If it doesn't do what I want them to do, they deserve to be punished, right?430Please respect copyright.PENANArYrkPlybwZ
One died, and the other escaped.
Of course I regret it. For a long period of time after that, I would have reoccurring dreams of owning hamsters. Where they were both alive and well.
I sometimes still have them to this day.
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