Oops, I forgot to add the date in some of my past entries... oh, whatever.
But hey, I'd never thought I'd ever get a love letter in my life.367Please respect copyright.PENANA7AbwoVsOJI
But when I opened my locker after class, there it was.
Ah, how long has she liked me for?367Please respect copyright.PENANAkGQNvjIEvL
Has she been sneaking glances at me in class? Or perhaps a junior?367Please respect copyright.PENANAXIq719iGyt
What should I do? Should I call her number that she wrote down?367Please respect copyright.PENANA4lkuW6LQyD
Maybe we'll talk about Blue Live Damnation ii together.367Please respect copyright.PENANAo20WfP1RME
Our hands would touch while we reach for the same controller.367Please respect copyright.PENANAkr3RcDTuvd
She would lean in...
Yeah, right. 367Please respect copyright.PENANAeFiYVw3Hlz
This is an all boys school.
There's only two people who would do this... but I don't recognise the phone number. They think I'd be stupid enough to believe someone would send me a love letter...367Please respect copyright.PENANAWk5FkA7eq7
Well, still. It's nice to think that one of them put the effort into writing something so cheesy.367Please respect copyright.PENANALrfEgTjNql
Now I can say that "I've received a love letter"-367Please respect copyright.PENANACpwCzncx14
Even though it was a prank.
Love....367Please respect copyright.PENANAuZfuTZ1Akl
If it means that I'll be worth something to someone, then it's not bad. If it means that I'll have someone by my side for the rest of my life, then...367Please respect copyright.PENANAMjtI6Uwh8Z
But that won't happen. Love is never guaranteed to last. Divorce rates are higher than ever. Love, like any other relationship, is always the same. If you have something the other person wants, they'll stay. But if you no longer have anything they want from you, they'll leave.
I don't have anything to offer. Nothing. My organs? Hahahaha. Dedicating your life to one person sounds scary.
Family, lovers... they're all the same.
I love good food. I love dogs. Cats. Birds. Not enough to dedicate my time to keeping one, however. I don't have the money anyway...367Please respect copyright.PENANAgLGQDGWcZQ
I'm not confident I will be able to be responsible for a pet.367Please respect copyright.PENANA8ReAA2uNbB
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A long time ago, my family used to own two hamsters.367Please respect copyright.PENANAswzne1ceL6
They were cute. I would squeeze them any chance I got.367Please respect copyright.PENANANm5faFZRpR
When they didn't do what I wanted them to, I would hit them.367Please respect copyright.PENANAXxXblyCRk3
I hung them by their tail as punishment if they ran away.367Please respect copyright.PENANAY5lneqcEp4
Why? I didn't think it was that wrong. If it doesn't do what I want them to do, they deserve to be punished, right?367Please respect copyright.PENANA8rfftsaqNs
One died, and the other escaped.
Of course I regret it. For a long period of time after that, I would have reoccurring dreams of owning hamsters. Where they were both alive and well.
I sometimes still have them to this day.
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