No Plagiarism!QVBqvBlTEYM8YsZyiuVwposted on PENANA 人從出生開始便會出現無數的第一次。8964 copyright protection74PENANAzgiwhGV7C4 維尼
第一次出生,直到第一次亦是唯一一次的死亡。8964 copyright protection74PENANAvrofGldm0M 維尼
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第一次的上學,第一次的畢業,第一次的戀愛,第一次的分手。8964 copyright protection74PENANASliMXu9MMB 維尼
好像所有事情都只有第一次才有價值,只有第一次才該被重視。8964 copyright protection74PENANArCeIIfzfgk 維尼
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第一次的告白,第一次的牽手,8964 copyright protection74PENANAwUUINqjniH 維尼
第一次的脫下,第一次的失身。8964 copyright protection74PENANA7oDID840IL 維尼
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嗯⋯⋯是該被形容為失身嗎?8964 copyright protection74PENANAAP3vMAoghj 維尼
到底當中失掉了甚麼?8964 copyright protection74PENANAjLwR8M5UUw 維尼
就是那塊陰道口的環狀黏膜組織破裂嗎?8964 copyright protection74PENANA7A5X9reOpY 維尼
那就代表失去了最重要的價值了嗎?8964 copyright protection74PENANAmXpAQIYBGG 維尼
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第一次以前總會幻想第一次的過程。8964 copyright protection74PENANAmItCKecMcY 維尼
會是浪漫的嗎?會是痛苦的嗎?8964 copyright protection74PENANAnZCfLD9oRX 維尼
會是相愛的對象嗎?8964 copyright protection74PENANAoTTvOKjxbS 維尼
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直到所謂「失去」第一次後,因為心中的不甘,8964 copyright protection74PENANAC5V01m7JJU 維尼
我下意識為自己修改掉了腦海中的記憶。8964 copyright protection74PENANAWE3ncDpZTL 維尼
因為那不是我原本所想的情景,8964 copyright protection74PENANA9KHXnLwXyo 維尼
因為那不是我原本所願的對象。8964 copyright protection74PENANAd2y2zEqSVG 維尼
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直到所謂「失去」第一次很久以後,8964 copyright protection74PENANACrUtc0G04y 維尼
久到我已年近半百,8964 copyright protection74PENANAg2oANuIg1V 維尼
久到我連對象的模樣早己模糊不清才慢慢嘗試回想。8964 copyright protection74PENANAzqbj1W3HNt 維尼
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那是在某個失戀後的深夜,8964 copyright protection74PENANA0jKMv9x02b 維尼
因為傷痛所以拿着酒瓶在大街上醉酒流連,8964 copyright protection74PENANAoaYON7d9yh 維尼
因為傷痛所以約見了個網上認識的陌生男人。8964 copyright protection74PENANApoc70gvrnV 維尼
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從相識到曖昧,從曖昧到相見,8964 copyright protection74PENANAwNyjYg0gZ8 維尼
都只是在一兩個月之間發生。8964 copyright protection74PENANA4OIOYN1A1R 維尼
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因為那名陌生人碰巧會到訪香港,8964 copyright protection74PENANAatOdlX5mR5 維尼
便相約見面,打算盡個地主之誼。8964 copyright protection74PENANAY56vkC6KY0 維尼
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或者他能帶給我些戀愛的氛圍,8964 copyright protection74PENANAj2GW3h2WIw 維尼
或者我不太適合與本地人戀愛。8964 copyright protection74PENANAdNBcrFBYl7 維尼
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之後因為醉酒,在迷糊的狀態下,8964 copyright protection74PENANAYjWylIYCKt 維尼
被半推半就地拖到那名陌生人入住的酒店。8964 copyright protection74PENANAhUD4QcreAg 維尼
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因為力氣不夠,因為太過軟弱,8964 copyright protection74PENANAJ2zAdNEnix 維尼
之後就⋯⋯8964 copyright protection74PENANAPaGUsAu3ei 維尼
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『No! It’s my first time! Let me go!』8964 copyright protection74PENANAY5SIGYNkXm 維尼
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『Nah~ You will love it, just relax and enjoy it.』8964 copyright protection74PENANArmilxjkksV 維尼
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事後我看到他一臉滿不在乎的,8964 copyright protection74PENANAIvZq2CFZ3O 維尼
事們我看到滿床的鮮血,感受到疼痛的下腹,8964 copyright protection74PENANAnzJiNyJRnZ 維尼
事後我看到過程中沒有套上應該使用的安全措施。8964 copyright protection74PENANADiVAP2Q9OH 維尼
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好像只有我過於敏感,好像有問題的是我才對。8964 copyright protection74PENANA8Snvr3SSJW 維尼
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我試着配合地裝着若無其事,8964 copyright protection74PENANACd3T4IluAO 維尼
我試着在往後的次數中配合地裝作享受。8964 copyright protection74PENANACrXk7d1HnL 維尼
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我試着愛上這個奪走我第一次的陌生人。8964 copyright protection74PENANATTZHAqRoqD 維尼
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那時我以為這個既陌生又熟悉的他亦會喜歡上我,8964 copyright protection74PENANAkDd7cLYHyV 維尼
至少會喜歡上我第一次的身體。8964 copyright protection74PENANAipwlmyDM6a 維尼
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我為了他主動吃上第一顆事後避孕藥。8964 copyright protection74PENANAp4Qr2J6r10 維尼
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那時我還硬拉了個男性友人陪我走到旺角的藥房,8964 copyright protection74PENANAtMQ4ywxxv9 維尼
騙他是替另一個女性友人買下的藥丸。8964 copyright protection74PENANANQdqFBqW9M 維尼
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因為我不願承認自己被強迫了,8964 copyright protection74PENANAIWvp5juNrb 維尼
我實在不敢面對那時的自己。8964 copyright protection74PENANA9EnYPHeY9N 維尼
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『唔該你,咁我去拎藥比個friend先。』8964 copyright protection74PENANArYQ6nZ9iui 維尼
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『咁叫你個friend好好休息吓啦。』8964 copyright protection74PENANA3R3zCIMSDz 維尼
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拿到藥丸後我便與男性友人匆匆告別,8964 copyright protection74PENANAGNwI161fb2 維尼
跑到便利商店買了瓶水,便把藥丸灌進自己體內,8964 copyright protection74PENANAQlWNvQKRiA 維尼
幾乎是想把藥丸直接灌進子宮。8964 copyright protection74PENANAf7ACDhYxh9 維尼
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回到家中,我發現原來電視劇中那老掉牙的情節,8964 copyright protection74PENANADumufH1O0V 維尼
女主角會淋着花灑,蹲下來抱頭痛哭全是真的。8964 copyright protection74PENANAE49PCIGE4l 維尼
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我蹲在浴缸內發了好久好久的呆,8964 copyright protection74PENANAD415gdJWxy 維尼
直到手指頭的皮膚都因為泡水而起皺,8964 copyright protection74PENANAVyE7JkqKya 維尼
因為我一直想把那段回憶沖洗掉。8964 copyright protection74PENANAbmFSRGVLHv 維尼
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因為我實在接受不了,8964 copyright protection74PENANAT1O31ZyQC9 維尼
我那所謂寶貴的第一次就這麼被搶奪走。8964 copyright protection74PENANAONhyQ3r8Ux 維尼
像做了一場不願回想的惡夢,8964 copyright protection74PENANAdGMJuordm3 維尼
像是自己的身體被沾污了。8964 copyright protection74PENANA6NGWrfrYbB 維尼
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我試着愛上這個奪走我第一次的陌生人。8964 copyright protection74PENANAMb62wvEPTD 維尼
我試着跟往常一樣跟他聯繫,8964 copyright protection74PENANAGmsqta66Iy 維尼
我試着待他如男朋友一般。8964 copyright protection74PENANAAQAN7iXZg9 維尼
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在他仍在香港的時候帶他到處遊覽,8964 copyright protection74PENANAN1arUmtcjC 維尼
牽着他的手,帶他吃盡所有地道小吃,8964 copyright protection74PENANABVhyD2mowG 維尼
在他離開回國時像個女朋友一樣送他上機。8964 copyright protection74PENANA3GIUxMdEbH 維尼
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只是當他跟我在機場道別以後,8964 copyright protection74PENANAygfrANy640 維尼
當他完全離境以後,8964 copyright protection74PENANAubUDxuYoOD 維尼
我便發現自己已被他拉進了封鎖的聯絡人名單中,8964 copyright protection74PENANAjTGfvZIckT 維尼
被他完完全全地丟棄了。8964 copyright protection74PENANAmMvUPJErnL 維尼
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我試着從不同的渠道與他聯繫,8964 copyright protection74PENANAHsYGpgxgxz 維尼
Facebook、IG⋯⋯全都嘗試過,8964 copyright protection74PENANAhHJzTsGdJf 維尼
到最後,我只得到一句拒絕便被迫離場。8964 copyright protection74PENANAtitXLte1by 維尼
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『Can we still be friends?』8964 copyright protection74PENANALmpCSOBeMl 維尼
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『Don’t contact me anymore.』8964 copyright protection74PENANAMLVGTYtQXg 維尼
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那是我最後得到的話語,8964 copyright protection74PENANAIyFcL7IR5T 維尼
那是我最後一次相信男人。8964 copyright protection74PENANA0x6wZJ1NPx 維尼
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那次以後我便不再相信任何雄性動物,8964 copyright protection74PENANAUDggApFFZo 維尼
覺得他們都是卑劣的,低等的,8964 copyright protection74PENANAEq8neJQPgr 維尼
覺得他們都只為滿足自己的私慾。8964 copyright protection74PENANAMDznDeXjHJ 維尼
78Please respect copyright.PENANAbgm5cfUj3t
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我拒絕再與任何異性接觸,8964 copyright protection74PENANAocHz21HD6g 維尼
因為覺得他們比我更骯髒,8964 copyright protection74PENANAvi1djVZnq7 維尼
思想上,行動上都是。8964 copyright protection74PENANARtnlYMgUG0 維尼
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再很久之後即使我再次戀愛,8964 copyright protection74PENANAdO6L7arcqh 維尼
即使我已經成婚,8964 copyright protection74PENANAWIoxpWkinD 維尼
即使已經成為母親,8964 copyright protection74PENANA94qTAUA9XN 維尼
我也不太願意告知他們這場惡夢。8964 copyright protection74PENANAQV6l669fQM 維尼
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我一直在腦海中抹掉這段往事,8964 copyright protection74PENANAj7mPZ1jbyz 維尼
一直希望把第一次的責任,8964 copyright protection74PENANAptvLrTgL6b 維尼
推卸到根本沒觸碰過我的初戀身上。8964 copyright protection74PENANAT2LeO6NuDO 維尼
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只有看到女兒日漸成長,8964 copyright protection74PENANAUJP2S3zlUK 維尼
我才開始回想起這個跟我長得一模一樣的女子,8964 copyright protection74PENANAggFYur5udF 維尼
擔心她會受傷,亦害怕她不會面對傷害。8964 copyright protection74PENANALkXZEIrjY2 維尼
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這是段我不願回首的記憶,8964 copyright protection74PENANAE8zqrqlXy9 維尼
那是個我不想再見的惡夢。8964 copyright protection74PENANACzSbqilmet 維尼
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Metoo是個沒有想被標記在身上的hashtag,8964 copyright protection74PENANAzWQXjZC5Tv 維尼
或者我不太有資格乘上這份勇氣去抒發,8964 copyright protection74PENANAofOS8r3wMK 維尼
但這大概是我這輩子唯一一次能鼓起勇氣的機會。8964 copyright protection74PENANAtfn4crCN1G 維尼
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願自己和人們學懂保護自己。8964 copyright protection74PENANAv4Z6hZGThR 維尼
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