No Plagiarism!Ipk533SQPmHAJKNZ0AmLposted on PENANA 我一直覺得我不適合在網絡上打滾,因為我外表看似是個攻擊力強的潑辣人類,但事實上只是個容易對號入座的小人。8964 copyright protection46PENANAE6hGi3ERoI 維尼
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我自問很記仇,但站出來氣勢就已經會輸一半,而且腦筋轉得比較慢,又不太懂得吵架,每次都屈在心中氣到快吐血,當下卻不太會反駁,只懂得記在心中,呑到肚裡。8964 copyright protection46PENANAHcKGeJaeJq 維尼
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總要在吵輸後,將內容在腦中思考好久好久才想到吵贏的方法,然後在腦中演繹一次讓自己快樂後才心滿意足地放下。8964 copyright protection46PENANAH0eoXN6K24 維尼
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我以前是個妥妥實實的文科生,DES選修都是中史和世史,因為其他科我都念不下來。8964 copyright protection46PENANAuJW3peCiaW 維尼
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雖然感覺唸的都是沒甚麼用的科目,但至少歷史都是已經發生過的事實,沒有任何不確定性的存在。8964 copyright protection46PENANA1fk61JIRy6 維尼
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哪個是好人哪個是壞人我都知道,就不用跟現實一樣對所有遇到的人都都抱有懷疑的態度,在心中對所有人都先敬而遠之。8964 copyright protection46PENANAX5gyAZmLgR 維尼
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我習慣把歷史當成故事去記住,就只要把細節通通記下來作答,我很在行呢。8964 copyright protection46PENANA3znlB9u9cn 維尼
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我骨子裡實在很記仇的,誰對過我好;誰對過我差;誰傷害過我,誰說過我壞話。我全都一一記在心中的「記仇小本本」中。8964 copyright protection46PENANAwQ8cn5caVC 維尼
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很矛盾吧,善忘卻又記仇,想世界對自己善良卻又終日懷疑他人接近自己的目的。8964 copyright protection46PENANAtcZ5u65uu2 維尼
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讀書時聽過一句說話:「寧我負天下人,莫天下人負我」,雖然歷史上曹操應該沒說過這句說話,但這句話現在還是成為了我人生的座右銘之一。8964 copyright protection46PENANAM7Uu0w1oen 維尼
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我一直覺得人性本善是廢話,覺得沒有絕對的善良,我們從小就是自私的,有意無意之下都會選擇對自己最有利的結果。8964 copyright protection46PENANAmtDFVlBC7b 維尼
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只是被教育、被規範、被管制才會抑壓心中的自私,因為自私地想要別人覺得自己好,想形象是完美的。8964 copyright protection46PENANAYIdSmsTvjF 維尼
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所以世界才會出現各種自私的事件與行為。我也是自私到必定會下地獄的人,這心態不難理解。8964 copyright protection46PENANA0b9QSIAIhA 維尼
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『你自己說話也是有問題,所以才被攻擊的吧。』8964 copyright protection46PENANA6dpSBlEEZH 維尼
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『你還真矛盾,完全雙重標準呀。』8964 copyright protection46PENANAn3pTEFWBb4 維尼
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有時跟別人討論,我久不久就會得到這種評價。雙重標準我也認了,因為我實在不願盲目地善良後被攻擊得遍體鱗傷,只剩下自己獨個舔傷口。8964 copyright protection46PENANABb6kvx3CDV 維尼
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沒人會可憐,亦不希望自己只是個被人可憐的角色。8964 copyright protection46PENANACF4CNhFT7f 維尼
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我也忘記甚麼時候開始,就讓自己長成隻刺蝟,對世界跟人類通通存在着防犯跟敵意,用着尖刺去保護自己內心脆弱的小孩。8964 copyright protection46PENANAmouiGe9XNM 維尼
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因為我形象看起來就不是會有人保護的面孔,我便替自己的身上包圍起無數的尖刺與猜疑,因為別人傷痛,總比自己受苦來得安全吧。8964 copyright protection46PENANA39bRgPKB0F 維尼
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愈接觸網絡,有時總會在社交平台看到些萍水相逢,關係似近還遠的網友留下一言半句的留言,我就很容易立刻對號入座起來。8964 copyright protection46PENANAKOHSbhWJDm 維尼
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「欸?這留言是在諷刺我吧?他是想攻擊我嗎?我甚麼時候得罪他了?」8964 copyright protection46PENANApkn21q0rzI 維尼
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「他寫的特徵我都中了呀,一定是在諷刺我吧,之前還給我在那邊裝好人跟我混熟⋯⋯真虛偽。」8964 copyright protection46PENANAwFUTbOTaYr 維尼
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我因為長成為刺蝟,所以對身邊的事情都特別敏感,因為知道世界有多可惡,就不願再相信別人。寧可沒朋友,也不願輕易地誤交損友。8964 copyright protection46PENANAjaKsyxrXY2 維尼
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「要主動問問看嗎?⋯⋯還是算了,要是真的在指罵我,我還傻傻的跑去問好像很蠢,應該會被恥笑得更慘吧。」8964 copyright protection46PENANAWixAa5LIel 維尼
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畢竟我這個性太容易得罪人,喜歡跟厭惡全都寫在臉上,長到這年紀還是不懂社交的藝術。我不屑將自己磨成面面俱圓的人類,那樣太累,亦太假了,而且我生存不是用來討好那些我厭惡之人的。8964 copyright protection46PENANA7uC5MXqvJ3 維尼
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『你也不能一下就覺得全世界都是壞人吧,總會有善良的人存在對你是善意的。』8964 copyright protection46PENANAXARxsG7vTP 維尼
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『如果像你把世界都想得那麼邪惡,不就會生活得很累,嘗試再相信一下別人可以嗎?』8964 copyright protection46PENANAPCeZla29PZ 維尼
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起初愚蠢的我還是抱着希望,世界會善良地對待自己,但網絡的興起令每個人都更有表達言論的自由,同時也令人愈來愈看輕言論的的攻擊力。8964 copyright protection46PENANAXMma6XYFxz 維尼
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連隨便轉發個貼文都總會被有心人士截圖流傳,發者無心,但轉發跟對號入座的人絕對有意。可惜的是,我還是會軟弱的被這種人所打倒。8964 copyright protection46PENANAvLFkLAkwad 維尼
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來龍去脈大概是,有人心走來跟我裝友善,被我拒絕跟疏遠那人進一步的奇怪行為後,有人心將我的轉發截圖,跑去跟主人報告想得到獎勵。8964 copyright protection46PENANAjLiDKairdS 維尼
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到主人得知後再跑來我面前狂吠不止地攻擊,而我還嘗試努力壓抑心中所有的情緒,跟主人平心靜氣分析,想要和和氣氣地平息事件。8964 copyright protection46PENANAUsu4sqWkDT 維尼
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到我以為事情告一段落後,主人還是把我拉到黑名單。8964 copyright protection46PENANA5YBcHOi3Dl 維尼
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看!我也希望世界是善良的,人類是慈愛的。8964 copyright protection46PENANAUtCCNf1D6Q 維尼
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但事實明擺在眼前,當釋出過的善意全都被踐踏後,就別再跟我說世界中總會有所謂的真善美了吧。8964 copyright protection46PENANACtq8QjOSTO 維尼
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到現在我也不懂被拉進黑名單的原因,但隨他去吧,不是我想裝偉大說甚麼不在意,只是我在意了,又能怎麼樣?8964 copyright protection46PENANAIPmWhgFcFq 維尼
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他們只會不痛不癢地恥笑着想要抓住話柄,說不定有心人此時此刻正在按着截圖跟發送的按鈕呢。8964 copyright protection46PENANAHPcKEmg6iJ 維尼
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住手吧有心人,我真的沒特別到被你如此重視吧?8964 copyright protection46PENANApg1505C1PB 維尼
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可惜的是我從小腦筋也不太靈光,常常在爭執中輸掉,到氣勢沒了,比賽結束了,都曲終人散了。8964 copyright protection46PENANAeLOpIQVoVM 維尼
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事情之後仍然在腦海中不停迴盪,想想當時怎麼回應會更好,想着當時如何反應才能令對方啞口無言。8964 copyright protection46PENANAritLTD64Gp 維尼
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連對方的回應都幻想一遍,希望能把對方懟得體無完膚,把裝備的亂箭全都發射,就算不能將對方打倒,至少要跟我玉石俱焚。8964 copyright protection46PENANA8n0wWpEBk3 維尼
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IF I BURN,YOU MUST BURN WITH ME8964 copyright protection46PENANAmd5xVcEHE6 維尼
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因為不願內心的軟弱成為別人一再攻擊的弱點,所以才把自己武裝起來,強硬地面對世界,即使成為不了討好的一個,至少不用被亂箭刺得萬箭穿心。8964 copyright protection46PENANA3JkO8TFR91 維尼
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『你其實真心不適合把自己暴露在網絡上。』8964 copyright protection46PENANAz7hlF9tTKM 維尼
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『你太容易一時衝動就把不該說的話全都說出來了。』8964 copyright protection46PENANAH9Xj4NUfcZ 維尼
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是吧,腦袋不靈光的我,很容易被情緒帶動,想到甚麼說甚麼,但我至少都知道說過的都會被公開。8964 copyright protection46PENANApXUl6dr42Y 維尼
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身在網絡世界,脆弱的我還是太在意別人,很容易被一兩個按讚,幾句性騷擾所擊倒。8964 copyright protection46PENANAiLmGIC746e 維尼
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又或者一兩個曾經跟你說過,無論你寫甚麼都會支持,但又突然取消關注的賬户所影響情緒。8964 copyright protection46PENANAVhDLUmCiYh 維尼
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明明只是萍水相逢,但又好像突然被分手了,現代人的承諾還真輕易地失效呀。8964 copyright protection46PENANAoFCXZjmIiS 維尼
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最近聽到以下一句話:「你沒有辦法對這個人當面講出來的話,你就不應該在網路寫下那句留言。」8964 copyright protection46PENANAwDNNabKjqL 維尼
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是呀,很多鍵盤戰士現實中都無法面對真人,或者因為他們只能在電腦背後保護自己,都是脆弱的小孩嗎?8964 copyright protection46PENANAKx5FCJHDk2 維尼
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但我還是相信要保護別人,先要保護自己,要保護自己,先要令別人懼怕自己。因為太軟弱就會被看輕,太軟弱就會擊倒。8964 copyright protection46PENANAuyru3ayPO1 維尼
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願我內心強大又脆弱的小孩能堅強面對世界。8964 copyright protection46PENANAZzzdIVsEZX 維尼
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