天娜說和一些「我不認識的朋友」出來倒數,因為我不認識她(他?)們,所以沒邀約我。46Please respect copyright.PENANAGbpNMMTI6g
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這些明顯是不能成立不能接受的藉口,出來玩,誰說一定要所有人也互相認識才成團呢?否則何為「Friend能Friend」?46Please respect copyright.PENANA8ssd94Vucu
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那次酒樓拍照事件,那個柒頭,也是除天娜外,沒人認識他。46Please respect copyright.PENANA8tTG4zytGZ
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這顯然是一個敷衍的藉口。她的行為表明,她可能有意在某些場合與我保持距離。雖然,我明白,天娜沒責任每次活動聚會也預我一份,但我自以為是地想,以我當時和她的密切曖昧關係,她又沒拍拖,為何我多次邀約也她也推卻,轉身就和另一班「朋友」出來呢?46Please respect copyright.PENANA7OjSnzP2QA
我為了此事,不開心了好一陣子。天娜又一直三緘其口,支吾以對。46Please respect copyright.PENANA1QGRdQR8Ir
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約半個月後,2012年1月中。天娜對我說:「慧琳幾猴禽呀!有次同我個男仔Friend出街,佢主動繞著個男仔呀!不過個男仔一野揈開佢…..」46Please respect copyright.PENANAKmvE0kpbez
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那男的是誰?46Please respect copyright.PENANA9cyskNpOv8
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「你唔識既。 」46Please respect copyright.PENANAGBE0wC6wpL
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其實,這個是......46Please respect copyright.PENANAdmLzA31771
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2012年的農曆新年很早,1月23日已是年初一,所以1月中已開始年宵花市了。46Please respect copyright.PENANAmRBwrGiifl
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天娜說有個朋友在維園開檔(又是第7.9章所述,曾和妹妹參加《殘酷一叮》那個),我說一起去啦,天娜又是支吾以對地推卻。我不記得她說甚麼來推卻,但我的直覺,是她會去,但不會和我去。46Please respect copyright.PENANAMs872eNYOj
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算數,我自己去。去時,我有種心寒感覺,總之是不好的預感。我的直覺告訴我,這段關係中有些事情正在悄悄發生,而這種不安感在我心中埋下了更多的疑惑和痛苦。46Please respect copyright.PENANAQkbU9FnmhE
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1月24日年初二,我、天娜、慧琳一眾人等,到圓方海旁看煙花。46Please respect copyright.PENANARqgwOCjMLZ
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期間,慧琳幾乎全程黏著我。巧合地。4年前的2008年年初二,我倆(還有肥妹)也是在此處看煙花(第7.5章),彷彿時光倒流回到4年前的同時同地。46Please respect copyright.PENANAvicgxIqgKf
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慧琳憶述2008年初,我們初相識和短暫相處時,種種點點滴滴,更還記得2008年年初二時,我們曾經在同一地點一起看煙花。又記得在旺角陪她買東西那次,我不太精神,她誤以為我不想和她來往…...46Please respect copyright.PENANAdAOgz9E8l9
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她甚至追問,2008年12月聖誕K局那次,為甚麼在旺角港鐵站集合時看見我,但到K房後,我卻不見了?46Please respect copyright.PENANAIDQZ2js0fy
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其實是因為我「突然」看見她,我當時看見她便眼火爆(第7.6章)............46Please respect copyright.PENANAEwgzr44Z8P
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我駭然,當時有廿多人,和天娜相比,我連路人甲也不是,最多只是路人壬路人癸,為甚麼你會留意到我?又已是3年多前的事,為何你會還記得?46Please respect copyright.PENANAWqPAS2ewed
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跟著更不識趣的,問「點解呢幾年我地斷晒聯絡?」,不知是她試探我,還是真心不知。46Please respect copyright.PENANARhq16Hx7l7
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其實一切都是因為我當時討厭她怕了她,但又說不出口,唯有一句「唔記得」推過去。她的行為似乎表現出一種試圖拉近距離的意圖,但我的內心卻對她的靠近充滿戒備。46Please respect copyright.PENANAtGr5zjHTBR
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4年前的同一地點、同一情境,似乎在暗示著某種命運的輪迴。46Please respect copyright.PENANAfePLmoy3vh
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煙花過後,一眾人等相約1月29日星期日,也是年初七人日唱K。46Please respect copyright.PENANAR6neFWrSqn
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但翌天,1月25日年初三,慧琳來電(接近4年來首次來電),說「天娜屋企有事」,唱K改遲一星期,問是甚麼事?慧琳欲言又止,著我問天娜。46Please respect copyright.PENANA4AupQrO1rz
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打給天娜...........才揭開了背後一場風暴。46Please respect copyright.PENANAzor5wnFTzy
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這場風暴,把這個故事推向結局,也把我推向地獄,對我的情感世界來說,是一次毀滅性的打擊。46Please respect copyright.PENANAZYamidOF7T
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聰明的大家,不難猜測是甚麼事,亦很明顯的,有新人物出場了。46Please respect copyright.PENANAlWNcwTgx7M
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總之,是極其老土狗血的劇情,但卻真的發生在我身上。46Please respect copyright.PENANAMjfBnz3YF8