2009、2010這兩年，簡直是烏煙瘴氣、一潭死水、悶氣衝天、愁雲慘霧......請盡用所有負面形容詞(當然不要和10年後比較)。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbqSuvhJu5R
98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ62R6u3ziRi
大環境上，在金融海嘯、雷曼爆煲衝擊下，香港經濟一片蕭條，我的股票暴跌八九成。十多年後的今天，仍距家鄉甚遠(所以不單是桃花運女人緣，連財運，我也是零)。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLdbMSV57mQ
98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmvdhPQzYzy
奴供處網站，又充斥著滿是「西工N寶」、月薪五六千的N項全能超人文員......98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBdCJEb8iKo
98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEwEyzunpeQ
連續兩年，星期六紅日，也達5天之多，甚至連風假也沒半天。李氏力場強橫得驚人，風大大不是刻意和香港保持距離，就是晚來朝去，學生哥受惠(但我的學生年代，打風卻全在暑假)，可憐社畜卻要先被吵足一整晚，翌早穿過一片狼籍的街道上班。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpAqCrfQyJe
98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡar56TRakN0
還有因深圳河以北的食品安全問題，香港將掀開新一輪淪陷......98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0pcUKxgyKS
98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHbVvwEUY9W
還還有興建高鐵的爭議，當時反對的論點，已全部成真......98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4eLFsgqGKN
98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT1ilvvuOL3
********************************************98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXLciJUn7Z6
98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc6Vb4ablvf
而我，也是差不多的頹廢，恐懼天娜離棄我的惶恐不安牽腸掛肚，仍然持續不休，毫無安全感。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQwTFGd2RKn
98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMtF6kkrM0X
很矛盾的想法，既想結織新朋友，以作「沖淡」(但其實根本苦無途徑)，但又害怕一旦有了新朋友且發展順利，會成為下一個天娜，又多一個(或以上)使我惶恐不安牽腸掛肚的對象。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm72zOLTiau
98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ3P79KULFL
這時，家母首度(也是最後一次)開腔，說朋友有女孩介紹，著我去相睇。我已預計到結果，一是沒下文；一是發展順利，然後成為下一個天娜；一是再進一步，成為情侶，之後被嫌收入低，關係決裂，肯定只是時間問題.......所以我推卻了(但此時，她仍然不忿舍妹和「窮到燶」「住公屋」的世文拍拖，有趣嗎？)。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn6A6zbSEtN
98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1FZGTJY5UN
當然，冥冥之中的天命，對我從未玩夠。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv3P4n6XhDp
98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡabNGX9tdIG
********************************************98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmceMzIXnjf
98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKk1LmKL86D
2009年，有兩次，在重重miss call、又一輪惶恐不安牽腸掛肚下，終相約到天娜出來吃個飯。她原先答應，後來，她為了遷就他人的亂入，而把我「棄置」。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlXL4PiGTG6
98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8YbwZ5MUZh
一次，是先和我約定日間，我出門前一刻，才收到她來電，說另一人約她同日晚上，她不想一天出動兩次，問我可否改晚上10時後3人行(她那時正修讀課程，當天晚上10時才下課)。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR34D7X8SPi
98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwl0Gqf0AUv
我翌早4時起床到機場，恕難如此晚(其實那次，我就是想臨飛前約她一見，使我有「Safe！安全了，天娜沒Ghost我」的感覺，才安心展開旅程)。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiTdnNXFoJO
98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuAg0LlCgFz
於是，她不要求那傢伙改日間，而放棄更早已約定的我。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw9py8oFGVu
98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEni0z2b2vA
結果，那次旅行，我的心情，可想而知。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWxA3BSqGyT
98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg8llMuN8qy
番外篇，以下和天娜無關98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtlGT0S9ddO
98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgSgh8T8oeu
↓↓↓↓↓↓↓↓↓↓↓↓↓↓↓↓↓↓↓↓↓↓↓↓↓↓↓↓↓↓↓↓↓↓↓↓98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJSKjWCsy4B
98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG4SSXYqUz7
那次是跟團旅行。幸好團內氣氛良好高漲，也和一個與母同行、樣貌不錯的年青女團友有兩句，算是一個短暫喘息空間，能暫時忘記天娜的事。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRY63A8SY9t
98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3DJiGzZKky
但當然，除了互Add Facebook，數天後，一切也隨著鐵鳥著陸赤鱲角結束。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡahAv90DyZf
98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2HueG2aCnj
很奇怪地，此女的Facebook，從不見拍拖戀愛放閃痕跡，遑論結婚。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3v423JkbLo
98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQmDJ5E35gy
很久以後，好像是2018年？她忽然Post大肚照。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgLdpXmCQ2c
98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpN7tjSXaXA
產下BB後，她透露BB姓名(在Facebook)，和她不同姓，故估計她不是被中出即飛始亂終棄(否則極可能隨母姓)，但Facebook始終從不見她結婚、BB父親的痕跡。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF13U7wwLtM
98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIZTCVWcaow
可能她把我放作「點頭之交」。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUoDrCIqlHV
98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtQpgYHoiSD
番外篇完。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBGUvekAqZZ
98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡReADKOK2MS
↑↑↑↑↑↑↑↑↑↑↑↑↑↑↑↑↑↑↑↑↑↑↑↑↑↑↑↑↑↑↑↑↑↑↑↑98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXUSiZyr2pQ
98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFn6h5e5uT9
********************************************98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiiN5bxOuRx
98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ6afW8WZEm
更過份的另一次，也是類似的情況。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaw5EZxPrPW
98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0kORoTb8Hs
原先和我約定，後來有人亂入，天娜問我可否3人行，我可以。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkBpeK9sRXc
98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡer6QjBrQV2
但之後，她說那傢伙拒絕3人行，要和天娜單對單。天娜的選擇，不是和那傢伙另約，而是放棄更早已約定的我 x 2。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD6vjMZh9nl
98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKrXMSiR9g2
更過份的，是最後，那傢伙放飛機，天娜竟然翻兜我：「我嗰個 Friend唔嚟，你可以嚟喇」。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡevRevxc1qx
98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf2Vuc5Kb96
天娜你到底當我是甚麼？後備嗎？Plan B嗎？98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJit7hVFPK5
98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2hYUuNZAKW
********************************************98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQVRFmJizE
98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4VLEszrlFp
回想結識天娜初期，我也有原先答應參加飯局K局，但臨時說不去。而且那些都是一大班，缺我一個，也不影響「成團」。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQbiWnJiWr3
98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1n1ny3y3Sa
她卻表現得十分不滿：「吓？我訂咗位，預埋你喇！你應承咗我出嚟架......」98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFJZTzk6OYx
98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhkLWqhXZOp
她是何等嚴人寬己，五百步笑十步，只許自己放火，不准別人點燈。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTbyQt5xCjI
98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcc64i7ty4u
但她就總是朋友、桃花滿瀉。98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRZHFslmwjl
98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4wQ4qkTloD
而我，只能眼淚在心裡流，和指天怒罵。8964 copyright protection94ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4rBrm3orsq 維尼

216.73.216.229