No Plagiarism!7haTNx1zULEsHo46JFbsposted on PENANA 海水沖上岸邊的聲音,會令心情舒暢,有幾艘飛舟在空中掠過,天空也逐漸變明亮。8964 copyright protection154PENANAeVrUAHGXHS 維尼
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玲綠「大」字型躺在沙灘上,她沒有蓋上眼睛,只是呆滯地凝視天空,胸口微微起伏着。8964 copyright protection154PENANAkFroPJjf53 維尼
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我拿了一杯清水給她,放入一顆我每天都吃的黑果,慢慢扶起她,把我的大腿當成枕頭給她睡。8964 copyright protection154PENANAsHRFs6AcFZ 維尼
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順著她耳邊梳走凌亂的瀏海,我餵她喝下這杯水,一切都當作從沒發生過。8964 copyright protection154PENANAxbVQ5uamUg 維尼
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玲綠開始有點睡意,我背起她回到車上,我不懂得開車,所以要等玲綠醒來,直接載我回公司。8964 copyright protection154PENANAtC57CstkEt 維尼
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黑果不適宜直接服用,它算是一種藥材,會導致使用者的記憶錯亂。8964 copyright protection154PENANA4m6U1qdFQF 維尼
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只適用於做完「失憶手術」後持續服用的黑果,所以玲綠直接服用,會擾亂她最近幾日的記憶,會停留在一種「好像發生過甚麼,但又不記得」的狀態。8964 copyright protection154PENANAdLnrkb4wpZ 維尼
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那一晚,玲綠的眼神完完全全痛擊我的內心,甚至有一剎那令我回憶起之前打爛花瓶時,她的眼神幾乎一模一樣。8964 copyright protection154PENANAPbXekPKO9N 維尼
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我開始為這件事情懺悔,或許是玲綠跟外面的陌生女子不同,我和她們互相不認識,所以即便做也不會內疚;而我跟玲綠不但是互相熟悉,而且她是被迫和我做了,所以…8964 copyright protection154PENANAvezIeDiU1s 維尼
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對不起,只能怪妳倒霉,遇上我這種賤人。8964 copyright protection154PENANAuX0WEjmWGd 維尼
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我不是洗白自己,亦不需要這樣做,我只是覺得,如果某天我真的慾火焚身,我不可以找玲綠宣洩。8964 copyright protection154PENANAP6IXfGd4lv 維尼
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心裏面默默向自己承諾:任何人都行,就算是一個老太婆也罷,我也絕對不可以,再找玲綠解決我的性需要。8964 copyright protection154PENANAWRpHdCuxjo 維尼
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沒錯!既然下定決心,就一定要實行!8964 copyright protection154PENANArWrIO9wQkc 維尼
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承諾別人的事,不一定要做到,但承諾自己的事情,就一定一定要完成好它。這個,亦是作為「諾言」的最低要求。8964 copyright protection154PENANAYm8TmjCvSx 維尼
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「喂!你到底有沒有在聽我講話?」8964 copyright protection154PENANAjYPOHr4kYw 維尼
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我如夢初醒,面前有個大嬸交叉雙臂,不耐煩地坐在面前。8964 copyright protection154PENANAtlkCrGHA6f 維尼
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「有啦、有啦,那先從名字說起吧。」8964 copyright protection154PENANAgexyP0f8Sn 維尼
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我重新握起桌上的羽筆,又要開工。8964 copyright protection154PENANA00DUtpqZS0 維尼
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「才剛講完,你又問一遍,根本沒在聽嘛。」8964 copyright protection154PENANA2GwkseDxxV 維尼
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我稍微表示歉意,她很不情願地再覆述多遍,雖然講了一大堆資料,但我不過只抄下了幾句,沒辦法集中精神。8964 copyright protection154PENANA4dZkTeql1y 維尼
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把亡靈的身份資料紙遞給接送員,他們離開後,下一個的亡靈又跟着進來,我的心思依然遺留在昨夜海灘那處,那大概是我這麼多次做愛以來,最不享受的一次…8964 copyright protection154PENANAObvieNB0tD 維尼
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糊裡糊塗的過了一個早上,我吞下一顆黑果乾,味道苦澀而酸臭,可咬碎或直接吞,然後如常歸家。8964 copyright protection154PENANABfRTFBfUPQ 維尼
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回去的第一件事,就是確認玲綠的記憶,據她的憶述,似乎是由她陪我去完傢俬店以後就沒了記憶。8964 copyright protection154PENANAm7S9kZaIez 維尼
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玲綠一直纏著我,我只好隨便敷衍幾句,嘗試轉個話題。8964 copyright protection154PENANAA6eaADDt9T 維尼
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「我想今晚帶阿壹阿貮出去換副人皮,妳跟來嗎?」8964 copyright protection154PENANAX2wFSUb3Q8 維尼
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「嘩?你今天發生甚麼事,怎麼變了個人似的?」8964 copyright protection154PENANApgdyBgVEf6 維尼
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「心情好而已。」8964 copyright protection154PENANAFhGwKnV926 維尼
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就是這樣,玲綠開車我坐副駕,阿壹阿貮坐在後面。這是我經過深思熟慮後,所作出的一個決定。8964 copyright protection154PENANAnYOpqEailp 維尼
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但我也有一個前提,就是他們只可以換一張阿伯的人皮,好像人間的管家那樣子。阿壹是留著鬍鬚的光頭管家,阿貮則是束起頭髮的大叔。8964 copyright protection154PENANAwyRqU0UuiN 維尼
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換皮大約需時幾個小時,我一直都很安靜,沒有對玲綠說甚麼,不敢對她說話。最後,還是要靠玲綠打開話題。8964 copyright protection154PENANAe3yblW4VIZ 維尼
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「不是說心情好嗎,幹嘛又不出聲,一副心事重重的樣子?」8964 copyright protection154PENANAqwECYdTPQR 維尼
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我轉頭看着玲綠,她只是用一個愉悅的笑容望著我,我避開她的眼神,只是微笑搖搖頭。8964 copyright protection154PENANA5CHoWErrq1 維尼
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「不想說出來嗎?」8964 copyright protection154PENANASty6c9SXJZ 維尼
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「不想說。」其實是不能說…8964 copyright protection154PENANAtda9n0ZTQG 維尼
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一陣靜默後,終於等到阿壹阿貮搞定出來,他們兩人對我連聲道謝,我依然是微笑回應,好像喪失了說話能力般。8964 copyright protection154PENANAJecAmKMQil 維尼
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回到家中,玲綠說要煮頓大餐,來慶祝今日阿壹阿貮重獲新「身」。8964 copyright protection154PENANAOtf0At2TuP 維尼
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在客廳裏,我一臉懊惱的坐在沙發上,問阿貮:8964 copyright protection154PENANA3FUzigb5bj 維尼
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「今天我上班的時候,玲綠跟平常有沒有甚麼不同?」8964 copyright protection154PENANAAYNS8HYUys 維尼
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「玲小姐眼神呆滯,比平時的她更加沒精神。」8964 copyright protection154PENANAYpIGM4njn3 維尼
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「那你覺得,她的眼神,是在透露着甚麼?」8964 copyright protection154PENANAEmRSwH0NZi 維尼
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我明知故問,想試探一下阿貮,而他也回答出事情的真相。8964 copyright protection154PENANAyMuS5v0jBM 維尼
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「玲綠她,似乎失去了一部分記憶,她是不是,吃掉你隨身攜帶的黑果乾?」8964 copyright protection154PENANAKshAI557hg 維尼
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我笑一笑,保持沉默,阿貮繼續說下去。8964 copyright protection154PENANAJDewgtpeqS 維尼
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「她表情反應,幾乎和當年做完失憶手術的你一樣,所以我一眼就認得出。」8964 copyright protection154PENANA0nDqErFLtY 維尼
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阿貮的推理全中,我故裝鎮定,向他坦白昨晚發生的一切,沒帶任何個人情緒,因為此時的我,真的很需要一個人分擔下,我現在心裏所承受的一切。8964 copyright protection154PENANA5n2G8iOMgp 維尼
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我跟阿貮認識了那麼久,老實說,他對我的行為並沒有太大訝異。8964 copyright protection154PENANA6MF2YTBBQM 維尼
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「不知道為甚麼,連我也覺得,自己做的行為太過分,怎麼會這樣?」8964 copyright protection154PENANAsHI1cG1qlW 維尼
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「主人,這是好事來的,在人間我們稱之為『良心責備』。」 阿貮一邊抹着書櫃,一邊說道:「希望從今天開始,你可以對玲小姐、或是其他人可以更好一點。」8964 copyright protection154PENANAD0oqY7wwwt 維尼
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如果換作平時的我聽到這話,一定會忍不著發怒,但這一刻,我卻非常認同阿貮的講法。8964 copyright protection154PENANAAneQQg5R5w 維尼
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「喂,開飯喇!」8964 copyright protection154PENANArxTYT1VLXh 維尼
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樓下傳來玲綠的喊話,我緩慢離開沙發,拖着沉重的腳步落到飯廳,桌上放滿海鮮和野味,齊人起筷!8964 copyright protection154PENANAF33MXMUXEr 維尼
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「奇怪,上次我明明記得冰箱沒有食材的啊,是誰買的?」玲綠隨口一問。8964 copyright protection154PENANAD93DRmTz7p 維尼
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我立刻指著阿貮瞞混過去,可以瞞多久我也不知道,有可能她一輩子都記不起、‘有可能過幾個月就恢復記憶、甚至明天就會記起昨晚的事也說不定。8964 copyright protection154PENANAFMyAE7L9CX 維尼
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玲綠意識到氣氛有點不對勁,沒再講甚麼,大家安靜而迅速地吃完晚飯,完全沒有「慶祝」的氣氛…8964 copyright protection154PENANA0LUkfGMAzr 維尼
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晚飯過後,我就獨自到一樓泳池旁邊、靠着玻璃欄杆,呆看着家外的草坪,不懂得形容此刻的心情,我本身就不是感性的人,所以對於現在的自己,感覺好陌生、好不像自己。8964 copyright protection154PENANA0V8n7EPwI0 維尼
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過了一會,玲綠走過來,向我表達慰問:「如果有心事的話,講出來會舒服一點哦。」8964 copyright protection154PENANAv5iqOjwRKR 維尼
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「我個人認為,不講反而對大家都有好處。」8964 copyright protection154PENANANoYE57qs1Q 維尼
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「但是我覺得作為一個稱職的朋友,是需要分擔彼此內心的煩惱。」8964 copyright protection154PENANANdV44UVlR8 維尼
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「朋友?」8964 copyright protection154PENANATDygUAp75A 維尼
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「對呀,朋友就是互相扶持、互相依賴,所以你需要有人陪伴的時候,朋友就會出現在你身邊。」8964 copyright protection154PENANAj6XMtT56GP 維尼
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我對玲綠的態度有少許改觀,她可以算是「出淤泥而不染」,在最黑暗的人間之中,竟然也有最光輝的人性?8964 copyright protection154PENANABpFybjUbga 維尼
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「還記得以前的日子裏,我也是和朋友們互相扶持下,才可以挺過一次又一次的實驗和手術,無論多痛苦也會有動力生存下去。」8964 copyright protection154PENANAvIrQP6939Z 維尼
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「妳的朋友們,都是些怎樣的人?」8964 copyright protection154PENANARf3FV7oUmd 維尼
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玲綠興致勃勃地述說着:「她們都是一群很愛笑、喜歡搗蛋的女生,但同一時間又會對別人很溫柔體貼,當我傷心或是辛苦的時候,她們會過來照顧我。」8964 copyright protection154PENANAgoRbP0ZFEe 維尼
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我笑了笑,這些性格,不就是在說妳嗎?8964 copyright protection154PENANAFA9DyreGzx 維尼
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「真希望有一天,我也能見見妳的朋友。」8964 copyright protection154PENANAoj4UFv2gkH 維尼
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「嗯…或許吧。」她微笑說,但眼神卻帶着幾分傷感。8964 copyright protection154PENANAOiUkgOgwTh 維尼
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「為甚麼,妳要對我這麼好?對妳有甚麼得益?」8964 copyright protection154PENANAJ2IJTfJh3C 維尼
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「真正的朋友是不講利益的,傻子。」8964 copyright protection154PENANARdBqgGbtiH 維尼
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這句話差點又讓我笑出聲,同時又夾雜了一點感觸:8964 copyright protection154PENANAwFCASmQPYP 維尼
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「原來如此......」8964 copyright protection154PENANAyNTqoD9pb4 維尼
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當然最後我沒有講出內心所想的那件事,但心情已經十分舒暢,我只是向玲綠交代了過幾天有個舞會,以及我買了一堆衣服送她。8964 copyright protection154PENANA4ZeFTYVUSa 維尼
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當玲綠問回我這個問題,我回答不出來,因為真相不允許我講真話。8964 copyright protection154PENANA1N6Jr5ySUu 維尼
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一陣涼風吹過,我和玲綠都沒再出聲,各自享受着此刻的靜謐,至少對我而言,是得來不易的。8964 copyright protection154PENANAZ03oGil9Bg 維尼
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沒多久,玲綠說要回房休息,距離開工還有幾小時,我泡了個熱水浴、換上西裝整理好髮型,慢條斯理地走路回辦公室。8964 copyright protection154PENANAVRQN1H6v1B 維尼
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