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「好啦,乖。」298Please respect copyright.PENANAxQyQOP4Zzx
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沙發上,時予抱著面對面跨坐在他腿上的澄賢,摸摸頭輕聲哄著,若說澄賢在和時予談戀愛後有什麼黑歷史,無非會是埋人頸窩抽咽的這一段吧。298Please respect copyright.PENANAiG2gdGbvgG
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幾分鐘前,這倆經歷一場漫長的相擁,擁到時予都回神他倆還站在門口,也大約該先進去再繼續了,沒承想澄賢早已情感氾濫,收不回來。298Please respect copyright.PENANALsja0v8LNE
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頂著一雙紅眼、咬緊牙關,由於今天時予穿深色系衣物,他看不出澄賢是哭了或還未,縱使也不需分辨,總之看見男友哭要幹嘛——心慌之餘當然要哄啊。298Please respect copyright.PENANAcS42BUN0Cp
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「這麼想我嗎?」298Please respect copyright.PENANAsle60a4NlJ
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見狀心疼地詢問,可瞧澄賢點了點頭,他頓時升起令人翹嘴角的竊喜,然而對前者而言,堆砌想念的成分則大有奧妙。298Please respect copyright.PENANABiChz0RTPu
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想,的確是想,不過真要深究的話,是澄賢真的太過憂心時予在兵營裡會不會發生哪些不該發生的事,任誰來勸說都無法撫平的疑心。298Please respect copyright.PENANAq9FfD1gx21
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儘管再信時予會恪守本分,也委託了二洋照看,甚至很病態地要求他要跟時予錯開洗澡,確保萬無一失,又還是怕哪個縫隙裡出了差錯。298Please respect copyright.PENANAylwJcYgJ5j
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明知此舉根本有病,這點澄賢承認,誰叫他個性就那樣,小心眼得要死,加上近來風氣變化,出軌似乎成了一種常態,好像不時常看好另一半就會出事。298Please respect copyright.PENANAkNd57BBpFp
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澄賢雖說沒那麼誇張,只是放時予當兵兩個月,他寧願讓時予出外自由逍遙三個月,畢竟軍營封閉的環境在某種程度上相當於社團,有著認識後擦出火花會即刻走火的性質。298Please respect copyright.PENANAmVRQ9TuUgr
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新生營勉強也算這類別,因此就是搭著這順風車的他勢必更為忌憚,萬一有人走上和他相同的路……哪怕機率僅有1%,他也絕不容許那1%存在。298Please respect copyright.PENANA1BuLFsF6K7
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多重因素干擾下,每晚裡即便不說,澄賢也夜夜承受著心理煎熬,就算安插了使命必達的二洋進行防守,依然會感到好無力、好害怕。
只有同樣走過這遭的人,才會理解他為何反應過激吧,深陷談情說愛的困擾,總把人弄得疑神疑鬼,甜蜜的負擔著實壓得人喘不上氣。298Please respect copyright.PENANAMH1O5V8TLa
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警戒著直至現今,總算能釋放緊繃已久的愁緒,就一發不可收拾,時予見此心底也明白的,澄賢的失態全是對他傾注的在乎。298Please respect copyright.PENANAYFDJlsPFaR
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明明連確認完好都尚未確認,單純是更願意信任他會一身清白地歸來,便先一步失控了,光憑男孩是如此地信賴著他,不滿足他的期望就不是人了。298Please respect copyright.PENANAzI1wqVNIqG
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正想著該如何證明,中間歷經將人抱去沙發安慰,澄賢後來也為此而尷尬,發洩完恢復正常了,遂抬起頭來,眨著紅熱的雙眸和被他擠到臉都變形的時予對視,伸手撫弄頭髮壓出的脈絡。298Please respect copyright.PENANAI98uhIptlS
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「你在軍中還好嗎?」298Please respect copyright.PENANArB2gL1lxwU
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這話本就該這刻再說的,時予正好借驢下坡,說還過得去,順便一鼓作氣把他死守男德典範的作為全說出口,表著忠心將澄賢內耗的繩結給快刀斬亂麻。298Please respect copyright.PENANAL43EMyNYA5
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聞言,澄賢思忖著比對和二洋這段時日的對話,讓他守好時予這事是私下談的,反正他告訴時予也沒關係,還能明面上警示時予呢。298Please respect copyright.PENANA2wTEoWwmwv
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「嗯,相信你。」確定兩者說話能完美對上,澄賢噙著鼻音卸下了那把懸在時予脖子那的隱形屠刀,終於說服他了。298Please respect copyright.PENANARTGVOX3ztc
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謹守界線是一碼子事,準確地用言語保證絕沒對不起他又是一碼子事,每對大學生情侶或多或少都得遇到的課題,而且澄賢要證實本身沒亂來又比他輕易得多。298Please respect copyright.PENANA3GQBT0re1o
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每天睡到飽,早上九、十點才出房門吃飯,然後就回去耍廢,廢到午後一點後去上班到九點,下班回房間裡就休息,最後洗洗睡,從中又能隨時保持訊息聯繫。
該多虧二洋在未知的狀況中從旁貢獻監測記錄,他方能就此通關,否則單靠記憶力,終究會有些說不完全的、遺漏的,環環都是惹得一波未平,一波又起的風險。298Please respect copyright.PENANAMMxgw5Exvk
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局面算是塵埃落定之後,再度進入無言的凝滯,是交完心後必然的情動,短暫相視到思念之情二度噴發,時予俯身往前想親吻澄賢,澄賢卻不由自主地偏移躲避。298Please respect copyright.PENANAlMqYwpxCDb
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仍舊是那個詭異的山寨版近鄉情怯,導致澄賢莫名閃避,他沒想過要閃,但就閃了,還在想該怎麼解釋,時予僅是笑著捏了捏他驚慌失措的臉。298Please respect copyright.PENANAvVrNouLhyK
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「害羞了?」298Please respect copyright.PENANAKuiPrkgpgA
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懂澄賢那種感受,就太久沒親熱了,臨時要來會忽然拘謹,例如他剛剛要抱澄賢時,分明更親密的舉動都做過,不免也多少有點生疏,舉止變得收斂。298Please respect copyright.PENANAfhAKLzWx4G
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而應對這句調侃,澄賢抿著嘴愣在那裡,害羞嗎……也許吧。不知是該認下或尋找更合適的形容,時予就當他默認了,輕笑出聲後抱得更緊,隨後再次貼了上來。
唇瓣貼合時,彷彿潛藏的本能慢慢甦醒,從細微的回應、任由時予將舌頭探入,再到如今的交相舔拭,他雙手攀附時予肩上,瞇著眼的餘光定格於他發紅的耳垂,兩人循序漸進地取回著節奏。298Please respect copyright.PENANA0vFZEZ9NuP
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耳邊是呼氣聲和雙唇反覆黏合的啪嘰聲,直到情難自已又不得不先分開,澄賢注視著時予映上水光的薄唇,手指試探性點上那飽滿的顏色。298Please respect copyright.PENANAX3L4oplZRx
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「這張嘴……沒偷親過別人吧?」
都親完了才問,他當前這般,妥妥地放馬後炮了。298Please respect copyright.PENANAiMcd9w3nHi
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「沒有。」這回馬槍當屬是猝不及防,時予連忙否決,「連舌吻都只跟你吻過。」298Please respect copyright.PENANAz9GkRqnBJU
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吻後殘留的欲求仍然沉澱在眼底,他收回手,由上而下撫摸著各處,嘴裡一次次重複著,這裡、這裡,還有這裡……最終落在已經膨脹的檔部。298Please respect copyright.PENANAklEJnNbO79
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「就連這邊——也只讓你摸過而已。」298Please respect copyright.PENANAVwKyo6v1E0
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這個表現手法挺色情的。澄賢不禁心跳加速、口乾舌燥,視覺上時予是握著那包,有種他下一秒就要把那話兒掏出來的感覺……眼下可沒法當場大戰啊。298Please respect copyright.PENANABYouyod2SA
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誰敢先上過床再見爸媽啊,要做就見完面再講吧。後面持續用接吻暫時紓解慾火後,澄賢請時予看了下送給他父母的禮物,雲林特產的茶葉和阿佑店裡的招牌甜品。298Please respect copyright.PENANAOroGB7o6Fg
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眼看吃喝兼具,時予雖然不懂茶,也從未吃過阿佑家的甜點,但僅憑外觀,他認為這份初次見面禮已然足夠周全,任哪位長輩收到都會高興。298Please respect copyright.PENANA12gHuw1rDi
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「就——盡量放輕鬆就好。」298Please respect copyright.PENANAS6p4lK95z6
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本來就帶給人壓力的場面,說那些「我爸很和善」、「我媽人很好」皆是徒勞,時予便只稍加打氣,剩下全看澄賢能否發揮如常。298Please respect copyright.PENANANVqW9RW1Ys
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不然,能再多給點時間準備,予媽事前說想回家再回家,也是給小倆口先聯絡感情,現下時予才能不急不徐跟澄賢敘舊,別把見家長搞得像面臨生死關頭。298Please respect copyright.PENANA4fMLT1sVaV
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把一切鬆泛地看待,她真心就只想見見澄賢,說個話罷了,固然兒子跟兒子的男朋友壓根沒辦法鬆懈,誰知道友善的態度下埋的是糖或是刀。298Please respect copyright.PENANAVKy1MI7NTy
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用心良苦半點沒傳達到,卻也無可奈何,至於澄賢從時予那得知予爸同是會常常煮茶喝的,決定就等差不多要泡下午茶時再出發,總歸屆時一定要坐下來長談。298Please respect copyright.PENANAtMXZRU4aAB
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和手上帶茶葉是毫無關聯,純粹是這時現身最恰當,太早拜訪害人家要急忙佈場,太晚茶又涼了,澄賢心思的通透贏得時予肯定的讚賞。298Please respect copyright.PENANAMQs6x8cB8N
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於是,他抓著點載澄賢往家裡去,順著U大向外的主幹道轉進某條分支,駛出車流後,沿途房屋受早期工業化影響,都蓋成一間一間圍起來,前半部是住宅,後半部是家庭工坊、工廠的樣式。298Please respect copyright.PENANAbKZJaGJNjx
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基於每間房的坪數都很大,能住這儼然非富即貴吧,澄賢腹誹,抵達中段的目的地後,白色巨房坐落紅磚牆內,要進到裡頭還得過橫向伸縮式的折疊鐵門。298Please respect copyright.PENANA0drBlFNmM4
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圍牆外就有兩三格停車位,時予把機車就停在此處,拿遙控器操控鐵門開啟,開門時澄賢趁機四處張望,房子本體是個L型。298Please respect copyright.PENANAvHFIZAZUSh
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正面方向有條從右通往屋後的道路,左方有個大車庫,礙於鐵門離家門不下十步,他只能倉促看看,胡亂去想這家大到能玩賽車耶。298Please respect copyright.PENANAATwlrQBgEV
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家門是類似某些教室會安裝的款式,是按壓圓形鎖鈕再拉門把的機制,門一開,早早聞聲而至的予媽便熱情迎接,瞬間激起澄賢I人的侷促不安。298Please respect copyright.PENANAPcwtCUtCtQ
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「阿姨妳好。」在予媽的問好下,他盡力擺出最好看的笑,接著就發現予爸也守在旁邊,心中大駭的同時趕緊頷首示意,「呃,叔叔你好。」298Please respect copyright.PENANA6frgBZpB8T
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你好你好。予爸作應答後,予媽招呼著人都進來,「來來來,行李放好就先來泡個茶聊天吧!」298Please respect copyright.PENANAPV2PUjmKUg
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說完,澄賢便隨行時予向內,原本看這處是辦公室加會客室的混合區域,呈往左倒的L型,橫線部分皆為後者範圍,還以為就在這講話呢。298Please respect copyright.PENANAyMg8Ma57E3
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終歸門旁就備有一張茶桌,明擺著見外人用,結果好似是要去家用客廳,照樣是經過左前的門來到向上或向左的分界處,時予先帶澄賢上了樓。298Please respect copyright.PENANAQNZokRTwfv
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上樓的途中澄賢大開眼界,時予家超豪華欸,剛上二樓就迎面一片矩形空地,以雪玉白石地板為底,對向是拉起紗簾的落地窗,採光良好,左右牆面各有幾扇門。298Please respect copyright.PENANAbZjx6mKQDx
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二樓是左二右二,而終點是在三樓,同格局下房數是左一右一,轉開左側木門的喇叭鎖後,澄賢終是忍不住向時予發問——298Please respect copyright.PENANAwcU3NI5YCv
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「你老實說,你是富二代嗎?」298Please respect copyright.PENANAruEjELneW6
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疑似察覺到貧富差距,尤其時予房裡是自家小空間的……兩倍大?靠近門這側是沙發、玻璃桌和附音響的液晶電視,下半側為書桌、雙人大床、衣櫃跟些許健身器材。298Please respect copyright.PENANAz7UxSSCCcn
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擺放的家具多是多,整體也依舊很寬敞,太荒謬了。可怎料聽了他冷不防的提問,時予竟然是回……298Please respect copyright.PENANABY5KitkDgL
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「有嗎?很普通吧。」298Please respect copyright.PENANAKeKgXHFEhS
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突然好想揍他一頓。「林姥姥」笑而不語地參觀著,時予杵在一旁見他行囊都還拿得牢牢的,說了句你不把背包放下嗎,他卻懵懵地回就放這嗎?298Please respect copyright.PENANAgSrLGnvJ4W
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不怪澄賢問,是真想說時予估計是先回自己房內安置,稍後才帶他去客房,縱然今晚大概會無視分房睡一塊,在還沒被認可前都該演個樣子吧。298Please respect copyright.PENANAOSQkxz5jsI
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「……談判破局再分。」298Please respect copyright.PENANAFS2H2PzM7q
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對此,時予覺得沒必要,實則為私心使然,分屁分啊。298Please respect copyright.PENANAOQASWmW6YS
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說服澄賢退讓後,東西暫且先放到床邊,而後也一同坐上床沿小憩,澄賢以方才席捲的驚濤駭浪打開話匣子。
「對了,我剛才超驚訝的,你爸和你也長太像了吧。」298Please respect copyright.PENANAjS9SGiOsWE
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切身體會到「同個模子刻出」的遺傳學奇蹟,你絕對是你爸的小孩耶,粗淺一瞥,時予跟予爸就差在有皺紋跟沒皺紋,旁的幾乎都複製貼上,相似度高到嚇壞澄賢。298Please respect copyright.PENANA6wIO8Br6MS
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予媽就……一樣長得蠻漂亮的,果然顏值要靠DNA來打底,髮型是茶色韓式波浪配鵝蛋臉,有保養過的肌膚細紋少,白裡透紅,身形纖細高挑,一副精明女強人樣。298Please respect copyright.PENANAkSvGcUVxSb
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坦白說,對到視線時曾被她飛快上下掃過一回,或許是鳳眼天生凌厲,澄賢當下就生出一陣被眼神貫穿的涼意,就像大人物俯瞰小人,威壓令當事人發毛。298Please respect copyright.PENANAfwfYQu7S7Q
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予媽即使慈眉善目,氣場卻格外強勁,猶如暗示著待會得吃點苦頭了。
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【作者後記】
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前面感覺剛見面就要瑟瑟XD
的確是可以那樣ㄌ(O
不過我覺得澄賢那個心態算蠻正常的
談遠距離戀愛真的很難不隨時疑神疑鬼的耶
尤其當兵那個環境==
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總算見到時予的爸媽了
從澄賢的感覺裡面
感覺予媽真的不會很好應付?
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另外開放猜猜看時予是不是富二代(?
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