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顯這個人，多喝兩杯時總愛似懂非懂地發表些什麽。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuz0gYIKamo
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「愛情終究就是個循環論證。承載 “戀人” 本質的他者不能獨立於主體的愛意而存在。 蕭伯納說過，他大概可以給十萬個不同的女人同樣的愛情。」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9LHrh4OtAd
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顯看著地板上數量可觀的啤酒罐，跟大夥繼續說：371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEdoTMekwpJ
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「人們只是剛好認識了十萬個當中的一個，交換了戀愛的認定，就以爲找到宇宙中獨一無二的另一半。」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ44LtcQ1mZT
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我坐在地上，頭靠在沙發邊。我認識顯好幾年，曉得他引用的蕭伯納大概都是亂說一氣。但我也清楚，他的十萬個可能性中不包括我。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjfFcoiVgCL
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在波蘭的香港留學生不多，畢業后留下來工作的更少。在香港朋友圈子的聚會，總是會碰見幾個面熟但不算認識的。開始時，顯就是其中一個。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWIn6tMcauc
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顯風趣機智，話多，卻對世界沒太大興趣和善意。他當時已經有個結婚三年的妻子，但對我來説也無差，反正我當時更大的煩惱比比皆是。我跟顯很快地要好了起來。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ZIBaC6ACn
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那段日子我一邊在寫半工讀的碩士論文，一邊跟他幽會。我們一周見上兩三次，時間都不長。通常是去維斯瓦河畔的爵士酒吧聼音樂閑聊，不然就是直接上旅館。現在回想，我們好像還沒試過獨處多於半天。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5NmOebF4Ul
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我們聊過些什麽都已忘得七七八八，連他吸引我的特質也只剩下模糊的印象。但酒吧區柏樹的氣味，還有那旅館幽暗登記處的風鈴，印象卻是異常清晰。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ0SCMO70CL
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有天，顯送了一條項鏈給我，叫我跟他回香港。我想了三天。三天后碰面，在我回答前，顯就跟我說對不起，他還是決定要留在華沙。之後，我們也各種原因疏遠了起來。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZynRr8OUix
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大概過了兩年，我在顯家附近吃飯時，碰見了他和幾個我也認識的友人。好像顯的妻子正在出遊，他們要去顯家喝酒，最後把我也拉上了。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNUOEdxHrfP
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我喝得不少，迷迷糊糊睏睡起來。友人把我叫醒，說時間不早要走了，讓我也洗個面叫車回家。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMvQdmCWrGZ
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我梳洗時聽見友人陸續出門的聲音，出盥洗間一看果真都走了，只剩下顯在擺弄著他的黑膠唱片。我拿起桌子上的蘋果咬了起來，聽他播起Bruno Mars 的Unorthodox Jukebox。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhu5E3rPjq9
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凌晨三點的Bruno Mars，奇怪的品味。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqRFQQ0yUmw
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我突然好奇，如果我一直坐著，顯什麽時候會叫我離開。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRWJOyLwRJB
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顯最後也沒有開口叫我走。那晚，我睡在他床，顯睡沙發。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ06XK8LOri
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第二天醒來，我們二人簡單弄了早飯，把香腸煎香，加上鯷魚乾和洗乾净的沙拉雜菜，送白米飯。然後泡起了茶，相依在沙發上看電視。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd18gs08QUv
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我們呆呆看著新聞直播著土耳其地震的消息。半晌，顯說：「會不會想吃雪糕？但冰箱好像已經沒有了。」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMIS0s75cmH
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「我可以去買。」我説。我有預感，買過雪糕，我大概只會放在顯家門口，然後也差不多該走了。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMSIAuHTmPy
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顯看著我的眼睛好幾秒，說：「還是網購外送吧。雪糕飲品什麽的都有。」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWbLG2IxY8x
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然後，我們還買了橘子、手製意大利麵、補充了啤酒和威士忌，還有一個風信子盆栽，和幾本我一直未看完的小説。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv546i6uZoV
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網購下午送到。晚餐我們弄可樂餅意大利麵和烤蘆筍，看了幾套B級恐怖片，直到睡着。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfFOONcO3fN
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第三天，在我關掉手機前，工作的地方和男友都打了好幾次找我。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdDsAstWuwC
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我們整天只吃了蘋果和餅乾，一口氣説起了幾年來的話。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdMAoC6H1kh
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顯把滿屋的窗簾都拉了起來。我們懶洋洋地做愛。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2P6HienJXi
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第四天，顯妻子聘的鐘點工要來作每周一次的清潔，顯不好把她拒之門外。我躲在衣櫃，在漆黑的空間中專注著呼吸。燈光穿透櫃門的隙縫射出一條直綫，隱約展現櫃中灰塵的流動。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡED5QqwEXYk
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晚上，我們烤比薩喝啤酒，完成了我在衣櫃中找到的五百塊拼圖。唱片機都在放Eagles。我弄起了可露麗餅，一屋子的焦黃芬香。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNUsTuLeHDR
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第幾天了？顯好像也忘了妻子什麽時候要回來，還是已經無所謂了吧。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDzyWMWJx16
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「鎖著的門最終必然會被鑰匙打開，陽光也將覆蓋佈滿青苔的角落。」我望著鏡中幾天沒剃鬍子的臉，心想。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMm71hr9aeq
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