My mind is a prison, without any bars.2273Please respect copyright.PENANATyggYwBr9j
I'm addicted to feelings, not drugs, and this is the worst thing.2273Please respect copyright.PENANA0sFY1qxdAE
My body is loyal, but my heart is a whore and it takes2273Please respect copyright.PENANAphQDSn4xFl
grand strength everyday to not hurt myself.2273Please respect copyright.PENANAvJJjcCCQDz
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But, dear, feelings are my addiction and the feeling I get from the nails and razors2273Please respect copyright.PENANAgIK1cKgYWK
digging in my skin, is depressingly orgasmic. And I lay there, in a tired worthless state of mind, until I fall asleep and begin the same nightmare tomorrow.2273Please respect copyright.PENANA9EzdTAxW1X
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And I gave myself to him... and he used me. And I gave myself to2273Please respect copyright.PENANAqtNerx6dTP
him and him and him and him and they used me and used me and used me until it was natural for me to feel used and obligated to satisfy.2273Please respect copyright.PENANAlLQdR3tmy6
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And darling if I died three minutes from now, those would be the happiest three minutes of my life. I don't want to be alive but i'm too scared to end my own life2273Please respect copyright.PENANAgcchV5eusY
so here I am baby doll, fucking and drinking away.2273Please respect copyright.PENANAMLIY6ANcHq
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when I was younger I was honestly in love, and I don't know what happened2273Please respect copyright.PENANAJCWsGxLncp
but that is gone now and ever since I've craved that feeling and2273Please respect copyright.PENANAV8C7S7v2Hq
searched for it everywhere and drove myself insane, craving that in love, faithful feeling.2273Please respect copyright.PENANA4MWCvOY68B
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And I get attached so easily, to anybody that says they love me and gives me the attention I love to get. I think maybe, i'm too sexually developed. considering, these guys can usually legally vote and buy booze.2273Please respect copyright.PENANA0n0nd4lvi3
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I'm a whore. A whore a whore a whore, and i'm only beautiful without clothes in the dark in the bed of a guy who wouldn't care if I was there or not.2273Please respect copyright.PENANAnxk3QWfqXi
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