No Plagiarism!jabC22bd5DKeEWEvhDdSposted on PENANA 我一直低着頭,步伐愈走愈快,一直到確認自己走遠,我才敢開始放聲痛哭,我就像個瘋掉的女人,一邊走在烈日當空的尖沙咀街頭下,一邊擦掉不停從眼睛噴湧出來的眼淚。8964 copyright protection286PENANAlutOXC9W1W 維尼
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我一邊走卻始終一直低着頭,生怕會被途人發現我的狼狽,但又因為淚水已經多到模糊掉我的視線,我連從手袋中翻找出八達通都是件很困難的事,腳下踏上的每一步都落下了無盡的淚水。8964 copyright protection286PENANAWqoznyxRG6 維尼
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有些是為了可笑的自己流下,有些是為了可恨的Andus流下,又有些是為了可憐的Norman流下。8964 copyright protection286PENANAiylA6OyhF1 維尼
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如果你在街頭上遇到當時的楊穎姿,麻煩除了為她遞上紙巾外,就甚麼都不要說了。或者直接無視她也可以,因為連她也知道,自己那是到底有多可笑。8964 copyright protection286PENANAUYRHJ37fxK 維尼
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剩下半個月不夠,跟Andus正式單向地道別後,我便繼續準備我的移民之旅。每日都在家收拾行李,去稅局清稅,跟僅存的朋友見面相聚,跟親友到各大香港旅行景點參觀⋯⋯8964 copyright protection286PENANALBsBKYv4Y7 維尼
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這段時間Andus也有問過我幾次,着我到他家與他見面,但我都以各種的理由去拒絕,因為我實在怕與他再見面,我就永遠離不開他了。8964 copyright protection286PENANABAh3ACXuZW 維尼
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雖然還會掛念,但我與他掛念的原因應該不太相同吧。8964 copyright protection286PENANAP6glBB2AH8 維尼
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他是性,我是愛,對嗎?8964 copyright protection286PENANAxW2rOUuglV 維尼
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終於,我明天就會正式離開香港了。8964 copyright protection286PENANAC9GKLyURnn 維尼
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我趁Andus出門上班的時間,偷偷到了他家把我的所有個人物品全都收拾好。8964 copyright protection286PENANAIlNOrQzScu 維尼
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我以為我在他家有很多東西需要拿走,所以還準備了兩大個IKEA袋去裝放,結果我的個人物品原來只放得滿我半個IKEA袋,而且大部份還只是當時為了取悅Andus而買下的性感內衣跟睡裙。8964 copyright protection286PENANA1NobTvgB7i 維尼
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其實最重要的,還是我需要取走一雙鞋子,一雙我上年生日,結果半年之後再重遇Andus時,我才決定買給自己的生日禮物。8964 copyright protection286PENANANwA78YfzJM 維尼
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Andus 其實一直有個收集球鞋的興趣,那時他剛好買了雙新的球鞋,所以我不久後在某次逛街經過球鞋店時,碰巧看到有雙差不多款式的童裝球鞋(因為長得不高,所以我的鞋碼偏小,鞋可以穿童裝,不用穿女裝,便宜很多,嘻嘻。),便偷偷地買了下來送給自己。8964 copyright protection286PENANAPgFIUQV8PM 維尼
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因為那時我實在很想留下些跟Andus成為情侶的假象給自己,所以便買下了這雙白色童裝球鞋,雖然我穿回去放在Andus家時,他絲毫沒有注意到就是了。8964 copyright protection286PENANAOAJc0tkHFX 維尼
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離開之前,我又故意地在他家中那張跟我睡過無數遍,連血我也流過好幾次的床上,噴了很多YSL的BLACK OPIUM。8964 copyright protection286PENANA3eCLHhpbeB 維尼
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沒有錯,那是屬於我的氣味。至少以後他帶其他女人到訪的時候,都會嗅到這張雙人床上殘留着屬於我的味道。8964 copyright protection286PENANAFj4ygMXC68 維尼
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最後我把大門的鎖匙放在信箱,以Andus一星期才檢查一次信箱的個性,應該我到達英國好幾天後,他才會發現吧。8964 copyright protection286PENANAHWYmMnfVAg 維尼
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翌日到了機場,很多同一班次的人都推着大包小包地在機場每個角落等候。8964 copyright protection286PENANAuSS3xy1bH2 維尼
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我親愛的Yannie之前雖然一直說怕會哭泣,所以不願意來送我機。8964 copyright protection286PENANAGCA7MU1UfV 維尼
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但可愛的她最後還是早早地請了半天的假期,比我更早地到達了機場。8964 copyright protection286PENANAt8GFPglmpr 維尼
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我遠遠從車內就看到Yannie站在離境大堂前的露天空地,背着那個她萬年如一日的Fjallraven背囊,依然吸着煙,吞雲吐霧地等待我跟大包小包的行李一同到達。8964 copyright protection286PENANAUnfyo4jJIm 維尼
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跟她會合後,我們便推着行李直接排隊Check in,期間我一直望向機場的大門,期待着一個根本不可能會出現的身影。8964 copyright protection286PENANA5JB8EeJymJ 維尼
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「望咩呀~」Yannie 明知地故問我。8964 copyright protection286PENANAv8uwoBkItL 維尼
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我苦笑地看了看Yannie,微微笑了一下,恥笑自己依舊在腦海中想像出的無謂掙扎。8964 copyright protection286PENANAY1nPLbljfb 維尼
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「咁你最後有無同佢講到呀?」她温柔地接着說。8964 copyright protection286PENANALjC57OMew6 維尼
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「無呀,同佢講咗咁又點吖⋯⋯」我無奈地笑着回應。8964 copyright protection286PENANAKntOjuVBkf 維尼
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直到最後,我緊緊地抱了抱Yannie,跟她在離境大堂前拍了好多好多張即影即有(拍立得),我最後才願意踏入禁區。8964 copyright protection286PENANA1JhPrLKgrH 維尼
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「我唔會掛住你㗎!」Yannie抿着嘴,不好意思地說。8964 copyright protection286PENANAruI5RE0dhJ 維尼
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「你會嘅~我到咗再WhatsApp你啦~」我甜甜地笑着回應。8964 copyright protection286PENANArnUAYRGmj1 維尼
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「好啦~一路逆風喇~」她揮手跟我道別。8964 copyright protection286PENANADw2HB3fYRF 維尼
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「咁我走喇~」我緊緊地抱着她說。8964 copyright protection286PENANAiCXyHWdro1 維尼
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至於為甚麼是逆風不是順風,好像是她看了甚麼分析文章說飛機逆風比順風會飛行更安全之類。8964 copyright protection286PENANAFNfHonb30Z 維尼
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隨便吧,其實我不太在意,或者我們的人生都需要好好地逆風一下吧。8964 copyright protection286PENANAgtI1MfNWeP 維尼
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坐在準備登機前的閘口,準備上機的前一刻,我既意外又不意外地收到了那個人的Whatsapp訊息。8964 copyright protection286PENANAeaO2rQQ6tM 維尼
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『做咩執晒啲嘢走呀? 05:24 PM』Andus Whatsapp問我。8964 copyright protection286PENANA1TtfBU2p8I 維尼
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『廢時等之後比你趕走啦。 05:25 PM』我回覆。8964 copyright protection286PENANAzTLvGHalHp 維尼
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坐在飛機艙內,在飛機起飛之前,我刪除了Andus所有的聯絡方法。8964 copyright protection286PENANABLnbb7Dqar 維尼
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電話號碼、Whatsapp記錄、Facebook、IG⋯⋯通通把所有的一切一切,全都刪掉。8964 copyright protection286PENANA92qSmjxVTh 維尼
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連Google𥚃面的刪除聯絡人也不放過(因為不完整刪除,30天內還是可以復原的。),因為我不想為自己留下退路,又在舊路上打轉。8964 copyright protection286PENANAaMcYlmow3m 維尼
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最後,今年我替自己準備的生日旅行,依然不是跟Andus到日本,而是獨自飛到英國,一場單程的旅程。8964 copyright protection286PENANAzdFJLJTHy7 維尼
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手指向右掃,更多,刪除對話,確認。8964 copyright protection286PENANAHxGwZz2gRt 維尼
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永遠,不會再見了吧。8964 copyright protection286PENANAJrKaHCTbhf 維尼
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