No Plagiarism!4xFMxe0fEbgwk8diZDtQposted on PENANA 「到時我影相問你咪得囉~不過你唔係去日本咩?做乜上面韓文字嘅?」他說。8964 copyright protection104PENANA4TPPEZkOG9 維尼
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「我去韓國喳~你都唔肯帶我去日本⋯⋯」我諷刺地說。8964 copyright protection104PENANAsqw5kGzSSR 維尼
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「下年啦~下年生日帶你去囉。」他温柔地說。8964 copyright protection104PENANAJI4G6ujBBl 維尼
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只是,我跟他的關係真的能維繫到明年的今日嗎?我實在不敢再相信他任何承諾了。8964 copyright protection104PENANAj4m0Eqyltp 維尼
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「係咪食飽喇?食飽就埋單走啦。」他說。8964 copyright protection104PENANA3WdfYvBRim 維尼
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「咁⋯⋯之後去邊呀?」我試探地問。8964 copyright protection104PENANAJZYcAXoqya 維尼
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「你想去邊呀?」他裝無知地說。8964 copyright protection104PENANAIROEOXYYeZ 維尼
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「飲酒?」我說。8964 copyright protection104PENANAXxdStoBeE6 維尼
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其實我也不懂我到底想試探甚麼,假若他跟我喝酒以後會回到以往的性慾關係,或者就更能令我願意心死地離開吧。8964 copyright protection104PENANAJciYmGVTlH 維尼
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「好呀~上諾士佛臺飲少少囉!」他說。8964 copyright protection104PENANAqykDn5IAlK 維尼
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我跟Andus走到諾士佛臺後,隨便到了一間bar開始喝酒。8964 copyright protection104PENANA2LuYr5fENJ 維尼
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藉着酒勁,我決定把我一直藏在心中的問題全數問出,不要再在這段關係上留下任何遺憾。8964 copyright protection104PENANAp4lTJ4rsR1 維尼
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「其實呢⋯⋯你同嗰個女仔真係分咗手喇?」我試探地問。8964 copyright protection104PENANAmqNvBpzjPn 維尼
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「係呀!咪同你講咗囉。」他無奈地說。8964 copyright protection104PENANAkI3MJaqzTR 維尼
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因為我始終不太能相信他們分手。8964 copyright protection104PENANAgIgXjfST4T 維尼
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你有試過在某段時間,一直很渴求某樣事情,但怎麼都得不到回應。結果到你選擇放棄,轉身離開時,卻發現你期盼的事情卻悄然成真了嗎?8964 copyright protection104PENANA1buI6RbvQ2 維尼
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那份空洞的感覺彷彿就是現在我的心情,不是所謂的既期待又怕受傷害,是被千刀萬剮以後被傷害得麻木的感覺。8964 copyright protection104PENANAEH7G5wWqaa 維尼
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即使再被好好對待,也不再敢欣然接受。因為你不想再被高高地拋上天堂後,再被狠狠地掉下來摔倒在地獄了。8964 copyright protection104PENANAtGCEdKFCfD 維尼
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不止是肉身會被摔傷,大概是心臟會被摔得七零八落,靈魂會被摔得粉碎了吧。8964 copyright protection104PENANADyTnhUIZOy 維尼
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我好像應該為他們的分手而高興,但其實一切又好像都與我無關。8964 copyright protection104PENANAxJw3E16YAS 維尼
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「嗰陣坦白完之後⋯⋯就即刻分咗手?」我追問。8964 copyright protection104PENANA1jxEV2cw3D 維尼
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「之後都有一齊翻過一排嘅,但最後都分咗手咁。」他平靜地說。8964 copyright protection104PENANAQU00aOJwNL 維尼
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「咁你嗰陣其實有冇鐘意過我呀?」我斬釘截鐵地問。8964 copyright protection104PENANAvqtA9YT0eK 維尼
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「做咩無端端又問翻轉頭呀?」他說。8964 copyright protection104PENANAs6TEhQ3gWH 維尼
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「你咪當比個答案我,等我得個知字囉。我唔想每次諗翻起都得個問號呀!」我悔氣地說。8964 copyright protection104PENANACQzvpJnX2n 維尼
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「有又點~冇又點呀?」他無奈地說。8964 copyright protection104PENANAXQiTAeXz8W 維尼
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「有我咪起碼覺得我嗰陣唔係傻仔囉!」我激動地說。8964 copyright protection104PENANA1RP3k329I0 維尼
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「唉⋯⋯有呀⋯⋯但嗰陣⋯⋯有佢嘛⋯⋯咪唔敢諗囉⋯⋯」他沒好氣地說。8964 copyright protection104PENANA4I8z0dHbMq 維尼
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「咁依家呢?仲有冇呀?」我立即追問。8964 copyright protection104PENANAOnpdZ5XrZv 維尼
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把頭伸過去更靠近Andus,睜大雙眼,直勾勾地盯着他。8964 copyright protection104PENANAoA4je7JHX0 維尼
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「你飲醉喇~我送你翻去啦。」他無奈地說。8964 copyright protection104PENANAQlvm0zSO7E 維尼
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語畢,他便站起來,伸手拉住我的手,把我連拖帶拽地帶出酒吧。8964 copyright protection104PENANAkilZTjNUH9 維尼
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「點解你每次都要響呢啲位就逃避啫!」我激動地努力掙脫他的手說。8964 copyright protection104PENANAsCwpQ9PtEv 維尼
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「行啦~」他說。8964 copyright protection104PENANA2rBxE4W7wB 維尼
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他用電話call了Uber,把我硬拉上車,坐在我的身旁一聲不吭。8964 copyright protection104PENANAZU4lrKSg6N 維尼
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我靠在他的肩膊上,回想着我跟Andus這段時間的種種一切,默默地流下了一滴淚。8964 copyright protection104PENANAjlW8lxh1ul 維尼
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那天晚上,Andus送了我回家,最後的時間,他跟我除了道別的說話外,我倆都甚麼話也沒有。8964 copyright protection104PENANA0643QK4Fie 維尼
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其實我心中仍然有千千萬萬個問題想問他,但問了,他就會回答嗎?8964 copyright protection104PENANAdpQLJlpyOU 維尼
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其實他實在跟我的前度很像⋯⋯不對⋯⋯應該所有男人也都一樣吧,每每遇到不想回答的問題就會逃避。8964 copyright protection104PENANAhNRTl2n9Kj 維尼
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以為逃避可恥但很有用嗎?但那就只是對他本人有用而已,對他周遭的人,卻是殘忍得很的選擇。8964 copyright protection104PENANA6Hc6c1M0vi 維尼
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之後又隔了快四個月,甚至我都已經找了份工作,當上社畜後,我們都一直沒有再聯絡。8964 copyright protection104PENANARKW57FV9t7 維尼
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或者,這就是我跟他最好的結局。如果最結局是這樣,或者現在每當我想起他的時候,都會帶着一份缺陷美。8964 copyright protection104PENANA4GSgCD34x6 維尼
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但現實就是你一天不堅決地放下,未痊癒的傷口只會結痂,當你忍不住一去觸碰,傷口下的鮮血還是會赤裸裸地從痛處內流淌出來。8964 copyright protection104PENANANWnhDQHaK5 維尼
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『星期六得唔得閒?帶你去個地方。 07:26 PM』Andus whatsapp 問我。8964 copyright protection104PENANAqtMihu0m9I 維尼
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『地址呢? 07:33 PM』我還是不爭氣地回覆。8964 copyright protection104PENANAqpcdWHnyZQ 維尼
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『你屋企樓下等啦,我車你去。 07:43 PM』他回覆。8964 copyright protection104PENANAYRzrHcilbH 維尼
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抱歉,我還是沒辦法對他視而不見。8964 copyright protection104PENANAxgEtgwfYjh 維尼
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這段時間我除了工作之外就一直寄情於自己身上,沒有再每天只顧着喝酒,變為努力去運動變瘦(雖然好像也沒瘦到多少,因為沒了性慾,自然就會寄情食慾。),亦努力地跟Yannie去上美容院護膚保養。8964 copyright protection104PENANAY2hMiE3NLX 維尼
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我跟Yannie也會互相傳送大家運動過後大汗淋漓的照片,去證明自己有好好活着。8964 copyright protection104PENANAxG7hoAWWtg 維尼
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中間也曾經有些類似有可能發展下去的人出現過,但我實在還沒準備好被認識,所以都會匆匆逃走,丁點可能也沒有留下給對方。8964 copyright protection104PENANA8ONlRHL08g 維尼
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因為每每到對方進攻時,我便會選擇逃走,反正大家都享受過曖昧那份甜蜜便足夠了吧。8964 copyright protection104PENANAGhscfrnRoH 維尼
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