No Plagiarism!uetSyOZTOCFnRvhZFFNQposted on PENANA 那朵曇花,在我的青春裏一瞬間就逝去。8964 copyright protection376PENANABKtHgeXPCR 維尼
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在我中五那年,不上進的態度又不太帥氣的外表,令我顯得平平無奇,少了我好像又不怎麼樣。8964 copyright protection376PENANAwybURevet5 維尼
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升了中六,開學那天。我懶惰地趴在桌子上,靜靜等待着無聊的班主任堂結束。8964 copyright protection376PENANAhCxyT85OM2 維尼
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老師宣布,有一位插班生進了我們班。明明不相識,突然腦海裏浮現一個想法:「抬起頭。」8964 copyright protection376PENANAFTJJhLUcHc 維尼
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當我抬起頭的一剎那,我對上她的眼眸。很美,很美...我也不知如何形容那種感覺。8964 copyright protection376PENANA12j5yHUXnJ 維尼
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心臟好像彷彿被人搖了一下,很幸福,好像醉了然後在一片花海中奔跑,直到身體慢慢地軟去,臥在花海的正中間睡去。又好像臥在一隻小船,遊過美景。8964 copyright protection376PENANATMyfnU5LLc 維尼
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我怔怔地看着她,被老師一聲呼喚叫醒。「那誰...陳、陳家維。新同學就安排在你旁邊的位置,輔導一下你,人家成績好。」8964 copyright protection376PENANA3uBZsNbQ9U 維尼
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說完還搖搖頭,那女孩碎步走來,坐在我旁邊的位置。轉過頭說:「你好,陳同學。我叫葉譪恩。」,然後笑了笑。8964 copyright protection376PENANAS9ASJ9Dnkz 維尼
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我頓時臉上被一抹紅拈據了,女孩見狀,就問我是不是不舒服。我轉過臉,沒回答,女孩也沒再理會。8964 copyright protection376PENANA7hE3noGoh6 維尼
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那刻我不只喜歡她的外在,我也喜歡她的內在。對她不只是喜歡,是愛。8964 copyright protection376PENANAfk8icZD6lh 維尼
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之後我不停觀察她、了解她,明明不同路又要假裝同路,匆匆忙忙地趕回家,打開Instagram和她聊天;放學也要等她一起走,上學也要等到她才一起上課室,連同學也以為我們是情侶。8964 copyright protection376PENANADDycP7hNvb 維尼
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和她的話題也越來越多,每天形影不離的。她跟我熟絡到叫我「小維維」。380Please respect copyright.PENANAvRJE5vlZwb
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但我不敢,不敢和她坦白。怕她會避開我,不喜歡我,連朋友也沒法做。8964 copyright protection376PENANAqdmuysEwIt 維尼
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那天正值冬季,很冷,風吹在皮膚上很刺骨。我脫下大衣披在她身上,冷得發震也不說。但她是非常了解我的,她把大衣給回我:「天很冷,你身子又不強,着涼了怎麼辦!」8964 copyright protection376PENANAPuXPa66MRG 維尼
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上了課室後,我知道她沒吃早餐。衝下去小賣部買了一份三文治,熱巧克力和一包咖哩魚蛋。8964 copyright protection376PENANAeqqbF9y74s 維尼
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放在她的桌子上,她抬頭看我,看了看周圍有沒有人。我們通常都很早回來,所以周圍沒甚麼人。她突然很認真地說:「陳家維,為甚麼對我那麼好?」8964 copyright protection376PENANAlGM3lzuGb3 維尼
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她突如其來的一句,令我頓時語塞。我正準備開口,「你喜歡我?」,我只好應一句:「是」。8964 copyright protection376PENANA4bGuiXskeV 維尼
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她並沒加以思考,「對不起,我們沒有可能。你可以找一個更好的。」8964 copyright protection376PENANApRyXPEeqpw 維尼
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我由一開始的幸福,到現在的心痛。我的心被人狠狠掐住,扔在地上不停踩,然後再用一把刀插進去。8964 copyright protection376PENANAQMIy47sagY 維尼
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那天之後,我們沒有再說過一句話。但人總是反賤,我制造很多機會去偶遇她,但只得到無視。之後我心灰意冷,不再花心機8964 copyright protection376PENANArsJpCHTvPk 維尼
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臨近DSE期間,我一直努力讀書。成績進步不少,由全級130幾人的第129名升到第56名。但她卻一日比一日差,由全級第三名到第96名。8964 copyright protection376PENANAvLUISi3LX5 維尼
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而當我在樓梯間碰到她,心如止水,準確來說是心灰意冷。她不小心掉了一張紙出來,我撿起打開。她連忙制止我,我一邊擋着她一邊看紙上的字。8964 copyright protection376PENANAKU7pXhYsgr 維尼
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是一張覆診報告書,「骨症第五期」惡化。我頓時明白她為何要拒絕我,我拉着她的手,她不停反抗但沒用。8964 copyright protection376PENANASqgnY4gDf6 維尼
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「你可以告訴我!可以一起面對!」我大叫着。她眼角流了一滴淚,然後就是止不住地放聲大哭。8964 copyright protection376PENANAAd4zRU3zLy 維尼
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她抱着我,哭着說:「其實我不想...不想連累你,我不想拖着病垮垮的身子,然後留你一個人在世上。」8964 copyright protection376PENANAd9abs6JFLJ 維尼
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「你不會死。」,那女孩沒有再回應我。8964 copyright protection376PENANA6ePCe1ITgN 維尼
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那天後我們在一起了,過了最後的時光。她身子越來越虛弱,進了醫院。8964 copyright protection376PENANAiGJjyeEIOu 維尼
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我買給她一些吃的,坐在病床邊。她戴着氧氣管,一呼一吸。8964 copyright protection376PENANA2PGpWO3Qvk 維尼
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她捉着我的手,用最後一口氣說:「陳家維,我愛你。」8964 copyright protection376PENANAD4p4IG5CYh 維尼
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她的家人早已簽了放棄急救書,我也明白,令她痛苦地活着也沒意義。8964 copyright protection376PENANAHZbVVAV2xK 維尼
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即使早知道她會離去,我還是在她閉眼那刻大聲哭喊。我立刻按下病床旁的那盞紅燈,我猛起抱着她,感受她不再呼吸的胸腔,不再溫熱的皮膚。8964 copyright protection376PENANAN1XDlbIxp7 維尼
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我好痛,心痛。回到家我看着我們之間的合照,我好像還沒接受到她從這世上消失的事實,「真的很痛苦!想讓她走就徹底讓她走,為甚麼要令我不同回憶她!」我大吼大叫着。8964 copyright protection376PENANAwAe9qQpUGH 維尼
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從那之後我不停放縱自己,吸煙、喝酒、打架一樣沒落下,我知道你會告訴我放下,但如果那是你又會怎樣。8964 copyright protection376PENANAOz7vNg2zwt 維尼
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直到現在得到我那落魄的模樣,我也沒有後悔去愛她,雖然美好光輝只是曇花一現。8964 copyright protection376PENANAKwec8lDJSA 維尼
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多謝我心中那朵曇花。8964 copyright protection376PENANAlmP9w5jwxI 維尼
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