Inspiration; The song 'True Colours' made famous by Cyndi Lauper but written by Tom Kelly & Billy Steinberg. I heard this during the height of an anxiety attack and it made me think. The negative side of my feelings when hearing the song.

I have those sad eyes,264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6SsXDJ0ARV
Holding back tears so they won't see me cry,264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDzjywQlsWf
A sinking feeling in my stomach starts to rise,264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡicGpnMfZMO
Scrambling for courage that I can't find.264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6tsjUqIPjx

In a room full of people,264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPfgdfMZ7IG
I can't help but feel alone,264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN5gnV1fR8p
And the darkness take it's hold,264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbwxqlqXwb3
That makes me feel so small.264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡerJkLYsPwC

They ask me to smile,264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJAEPSIDi9f
But I've forgotten how,264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJlvJmzzbX
And I can't remember why,264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGzz3xRUFBm
My sparkle began to dim.264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQarPv8FG2p

They make me so crazy,264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfeRu0GcNBR
But still I let them win,264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgsNuuUgJt2
After I've taken all I can bare,264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaMFeknPjRo
I've no one to call, 264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRmOnJUHYlU
No one to be there.264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHNWPf7a69M

They've seen my true colours,264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRpKIDJLZRI
When I've let them shine through,264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoIQMrMIBFp
My true colours,264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR4nNebhVBR
I'd wished I'd never shown.264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX0fPAALER0

I am afraid to let them show,264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8loZPTU4RU
My true colours,264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1XkQ6akwbp
They claimed were beautiful,264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4gvOG6lPpo
But they still tore me down, 264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ32sDbW8QP4
Making me feel small,264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡimd3UnjCn3
My true colours,264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJIiIbDLdFZ
I should've never shown.264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMc8h72Biro