Inspiration; The song 'True Colours' made famous by Cyndi Lauper but written by Tom Kelly & Billy Steinberg. I heard this during the height of an anxiety attack and it made me think. The negative side of my feelings when hearing the song.

I have those sad eyes,240Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNHpeWmhuLj
Holding back tears so they won't see me cry,240Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFCKKWHH0Cx
A sinking feeling in my stomach starts to rise,240Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD4qBxLhtz5
Scrambling for courage that I can't find.240Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrWr6TBAz0b

In a room full of people,240Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiySxVWc74z
I can't help but feel alone,240Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKSUzfSsBB6
And the darkness take it's hold,240Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsGdF5ncerX
That makes me feel so small.240Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdVkdybmTiq

They ask me to smile,240Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnZdeFvRrtL
But I've forgotten how,240Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa1uJdWiYXC
And I can't remember why,240Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡajxQky3xV8
My sparkle began to dim.240Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpCRTM6FYyw

They make me so crazy,240Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn8RXqvHx6N
But still I let them win,240Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuw5UOJe6gT
After I've taken all I can bare,240Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsWPMKRuXiB
I've no one to call, 240Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ffUdGbwqg
No one to be there.240Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpGQ7nD8Ohe

They've seen my true colours,240Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ34eGkt1Du4
When I've let them shine through,240Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjoK19RkdmL
My true colours,240Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAQv52XV6iI
I'd wished I'd never shown.240Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS4ZWUPodSg

I am afraid to let them show,240Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7y4g3GcrwB
My true colours,240Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQWuJSGXWJm
They claimed were beautiful,240Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh5W2HMPuOx
But they still tore me down, 240Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT5p5N1ikii
Making me feel small,240Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSaSdTOtKwP
My true colours,240Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡphilZlwqWn
I should've never shown.240Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJb2xCg6VIC