Inspiration; The song 'True Colours' made famous by Cyndi Lauper but written by Tom Kelly & Billy Steinberg. I heard this during the height of an anxiety attack and it made me think. The negative side of my feelings when hearing the song.

I have those sad eyes,251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxAXwPb3tTE
Holding back tears so they won't see me cry,251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF8trgPcHZz
A sinking feeling in my stomach starts to rise,251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKz3uwnzEk8
Scrambling for courage that I can't find.251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYI0SVdpnCo

In a room full of people,251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl1N0ZoV1Uj
I can't help but feel alone,251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFqfwKt8GeT
And the darkness take it's hold,251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOfLL5MKjt7
That makes me feel so small.251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCqxooTWs0A

They ask me to smile,251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsWO23qkzsn
But I've forgotten how,251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0e0JNlzWxQ
And I can't remember why,251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeRkXI8oSSa
My sparkle began to dim.251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrVJjFMHPxW

They make me so crazy,251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD98cUKu8xU
But still I let them win,251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCH10cNxep6
After I've taken all I can bare,251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3LCFL7TXTr
I've no one to call, 251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtgz2M13XK5
No one to be there.251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnBfjxOTf6O

They've seen my true colours,251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5A4OUxOMUH
When I've let them shine through,251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxISgLXgSbX
My true colours,251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKLzZdcB9fs
I'd wished I'd never shown.251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRZixzcQuz4

I am afraid to let them show,251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2qqrJt6H9F
My true colours,251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡesEt0yaW8C
They claimed were beautiful,251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdNbAKeXK8M
But they still tore me down, 251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiS6t7YQuOh
Making me feel small,251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiuTu0WV9he
My true colours,251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFpRcUS0rKZ
I should've never shown.251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhQENeFSXle