Inspiration; The song 'True Colours' made famous by Cyndi Lauper but written by Tom Kelly & Billy Steinberg. I heard this during the height of an anxiety attack and it made me think. The negative side of my feelings when hearing the song.

I have those sad eyes,354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl1kTyxSOY8
Holding back tears so they won't see me cry,354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvK8QzuvyZs
A sinking feeling in my stomach starts to rise,354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIR3mc9QwFy
Scrambling for courage that I can't find.354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJIgbFuFu53

In a room full of people,354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfVHQL5q7Kn
I can't help but feel alone,354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzYZWWeCuOj
And the darkness take it's hold,354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHkEeSczxRz
That makes me feel so small.354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfEBiYqkP8N

They ask me to smile,354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1AVyW7x84V
But I've forgotten how,354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiAJ6C0OWXz
And I can't remember why,354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNEPicQ9kBA
My sparkle began to dim.354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTdvNAXrSnJ

They make me so crazy,354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTuNOYBLTHV
But still I let them win,354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtv8adjw0z7
After I've taken all I can bare,354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwhogpNwBkm
I've no one to call, 354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjlXsh0MiMQ
No one to be there.354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSCka37Y6jU

They've seen my true colours,354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzxun45LJpj
When I've let them shine through,354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ03L3BbFBDi
My true colours,354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQB7BxvStcS
I'd wished I'd never shown.354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsgmrs5wtLB

I am afraid to let them show,354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNpxdSEmD2v
My true colours,354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGuvnfbSV77
They claimed were beautiful,354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD3jF1ReHXf
But they still tore me down, 354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzp9SEdWAUs
Making me feel small,354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlOH0H6SC5L
My true colours,354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2mIjaoXqvg
I should've never shown.354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4r6mhEkk35