
Inspiration: This is a short poem written for a competition ran by a literary journal. I don't really write a great deal of Poetry but the theme spoke to me. Theme; how Covid-19 has impacted you personally. I choose to write my true feelings about dealing with my mental health condition.277Please respect copyright.PENANAbGDvA8CTW7
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While I have always been an introvert, but this crisis has hit me hard.277Please respect copyright.PENANAfHgqFgMQNY
Much like the wind in an underground subway.
I should be thankful; I try to tell myself on a daily basis.277Please respect copyright.PENANAzdO6XqgUks
But that only makes me feel worse.277Please respect copyright.PENANAcNyt1jz4df
Plenty of time to do things; I can write more, I can read more,277Please respect copyright.PENANAt9vOg4u70Y
Spend more time with my partner and children.
But it ultimately means more time that I feel like a caged bird,277Please respect copyright.PENANAxLmVun3coT
Inside these same four walls.
How many times can I sit staring gormlessly at my screen?277Please respect copyright.PENANAKmKOkGFRqy
How many times can I stomach the same meals?277Please respect copyright.PENANAHZjd0vNhi1
That is if I even eat at all.277Please respect copyright.PENANAtYCTXViU3g
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How long will this isolation last?277Please respect copyright.PENANAg5rxryKnN0
No one knows the answer.277Please respect copyright.PENANA3vAEnUlTOg
But I still continue to wonder,277Please respect copyright.PENANAi0LusX6OLE
How long will it be until I am able to stretch my wings again?
If I was an artist, I would paint myself in blue,277Please respect copyright.PENANAeMsoQpjezi
It feels as if that's the only hue that exists now.277Please respect copyright.PENANA5ZVOKeQQAr
I could write about my troubles,277Please respect copyright.PENANAIt4AIjR5oX
But would good would that do?
For I may be an introvert,277Please respect copyright.PENANA6E8NzHkmMT
But it doesn't mean I don't miss how things used to be.277Please respect copyright.PENANAtVsmhh8caU
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My depression is overwhelming.277Please respect copyright.PENANAFUjW8FJTuW
While I have my feet firmly on the ground,277Please respect copyright.PENANAIZnnm4gClA
I still feel like I am drowning.
Just a little longer, I continue to tell myself,277Please respect copyright.PENANAeGgVd26Q8L
It'll all be over soon.277Please respect copyright.PENANA97kZAsp2gp
But just how long can I keep up this charade?277Please respect copyright.PENANAFAF8J40MSX
The cracks in me are beginning to show.
I don't want to worry my family,277Please respect copyright.PENANA851xoIfYAi
Be strong, I say, for them.277Please respect copyright.PENANA3RlTv1Cpyw
Focus on staying afloat,277Please respect copyright.PENANATfmvenLyvU
Even if I have to fake that smile.