這一篇是之前參加寒天七舞的創挑《曲中事,歌中人~歌曲中的故事》時寫的,以下會先放一段歌的連結和歌詞,接著再往下一段是逆空裡面的人物「張盈月」在幾個重要時刻的心聲。
我是在無意間剛好有機會聽到,才知道有這首歌。很幸運能遇到一首幾乎完全符合故事中人物心境的歌,就像是為了這個角色寫的。如果您還沒閱讀完逆空 #4-3為了不再錯過的勇氣(含) 以前的篇章,建議先不要看這篇,會爆雷。
697Please respect copyright.PENANAYU3hvrg9PJ
697Please respect copyright.PENANA5G1FVznpuK
《時光洪流》--程響
傳送門:
歌詞:
我預演過千次百次的重逢697Please respect copyright.PENANAPVrYUVBIjC
你卻始终站在夢裡難觸碰697Please respect copyright.PENANAUOE053ghgL
太難回頭只能一直走不停697Please respect copyright.PENANAzNHQ6KkQJo
曾經兩個人流失人海之中697Please respect copyright.PENANAJG1uABNFVd
697Please respect copyright.PENANAMNOr27QcnT
明明不甘心 明明還在等697Please respect copyright.PENANAt11txAlfz9
卻偏要假装 早就不痛697Please respect copyright.PENANAoU2ClSKT76
明明奢望著 你也再次心動697Please respect copyright.PENANA3MRiTPBMcx
越美好期待 越容易落空697Please respect copyright.PENANAnEh7qvSw2b
承認我不配 反倒更輕鬆697Please respect copyright.PENANAjSxM1tuUcu
有些愛與妒 只有自己才懂697Please respect copyright.PENANAeaWBfeARuE
697Please respect copyright.PENANAQHdJEjM0pS
時光洪流中這份愛多渺小697Please respect copyright.PENANAWpPuWHKnpK
一放手就消散掉697Please respect copyright.PENANARDtcxQ9upr
我也想灑脱一笑697Please respect copyright.PENANAj9H2W2o1P6
說一生那麼長697Please respect copyright.PENANA2QTCm8NyzT
爱與你都不重要697Please respect copyright.PENANAY6LY1oo4v0
也許還會遇到另一個人697Please respect copyright.PENANA7IgMpryTlG
許下相似的諾言697Please respect copyright.PENANAUwpyI4cFKR
我知道我難以做到697Please respect copyright.PENANAsJqtddu02U
697Please respect copyright.PENANAzb0YzAAkEj
明明不甘心 明明還在等697Please respect copyright.PENANAVkHBxLfs1K
卻偏要假装 早就不痛697Please respect copyright.PENANAv1djpFazmu
明明奢望著 你也再次心動697Please respect copyright.PENANAWn3Pv748EY
越美好期待 越容易落空697Please respect copyright.PENANAAWfnVNrQFS
承認我不配 反倒更輕鬆697Please respect copyright.PENANAyMWS0lbSn0
有些愛與妒 只有自己才懂697Please respect copyright.PENANAb2NEFCvaLd
697Please respect copyright.PENANAgvMo3NHHCh
時光洪流中這份愛多渺小697Please respect copyright.PENANAQ5UTVElBEw
一放手就消散掉697Please respect copyright.PENANAdwefETy3bQ
我也想灑脱一笑697Please respect copyright.PENANAtEAoGmyHv6
說一生那麼長697Please respect copyright.PENANALEMEChyR5f
愛與你都不重要697Please respect copyright.PENANAJJeBjr5UDW
也許還會遇到另一個人697Please respect copyright.PENANAZ8U4OF3u3n
許下相似的諾言697Please respect copyright.PENANAIUvN5QpRS9
我知道我難以做到697Please respect copyright.PENANAznfuBU8qqu
697Please respect copyright.PENANA8jQKgtyHyO
時光洪流中這份愛多渺小697Please respect copyright.PENANAxruAn3Petw
一放手就消散掉697Please respect copyright.PENANA35aVcorVq0
你的心飘向遠方697Please respect copyright.PENANAyeQOMMh79q
我留不住也好697Please respect copyright.PENANAnl0dA0wHJL
酸與苦比恨要好697Please respect copyright.PENANAcSBy3jrCNI
所有的滋味都在夜裡品嚐697Please respect copyright.PENANAe270Mvo3vI
天亮就繼續微笑697Please respect copyright.PENANAQRbp6ABEsI
我知道我可以做到697Please respect copyright.PENANAIfWDSMTcMO
697Please respect copyright.PENANAPMwHkva3n0
我知道我難以做到
697Please respect copyright.PENANABpRg1dKh2a
697Please respect copyright.PENANAM7EOTum1Ee
盈月的心聲:
葉雨聲,你過的好嗎?697Please respect copyright.PENANAG2uuKxUs7K
過去十年來,不知怎地,我總是一直無法忘記你。697Please respect copyright.PENANAT4KpjCFAGm
明明當初,選擇離開的,是我.....
三年前,接受那個垃圾求婚的時候,697Please respect copyright.PENANAEeGMX2h6pL
我一度認為,終於可以忘記你,697Please respect copyright.PENANAjhgGuDOqwY
讓我灑脫一笑吧,因為他會對我更好。697Please respect copyright.PENANAg6mh9jzi8z
發現他從一開始就同時劈腿的時候,我無法控制的,浮現了「如果是你,一定不會」697Please respect copyright.PENANAyxHL7OfAOg
......對吧?
697Please respect copyright.PENANAHbGqffznrm
從美國回到台灣以後,每天總是,想著如果......697Please respect copyright.PENANAt7uMCuo4Lq
如果當初,沒有推開你,697Please respect copyright.PENANAQkZABcYIWA
記得那時聽柔蓉說,你被我傷得很深,697Please respect copyright.PENANABwoxO3LF1d
那我現在這樣,是否就是一場來遲的,報應?
697Please respect copyright.PENANAzRwiJUXJ5J
從劍潭站休息室的床上醒來,突然發現回到了十七歲的那年。697Please respect copyright.PENANA6QWPJF2MAt
可是,我們的世界,早已面目全非。697Please respect copyright.PENANACAYIm5pzCn
剛經歷一場死劫的我,即使頭痛欲裂,卻不知為何,心跳不已,697Please respect copyright.PENANATBKM4hwunM
好像在期待著,可以再次見到你......
然而,當你站在休息室門邊,半倚著門框,697Please respect copyright.PENANAtxSsNQOOxW
我們四目相接的那一瞬間,我卻慌了。697Please respect copyright.PENANAoivmcOf61J
十七歲的你,為什麼,有著和「十年前」相同的那雙眼睛。697Please respect copyright.PENANAzYXyWXp3lS
那雙在機場,目送著我離去的雙眼......
697Please respect copyright.PENANAuuF0eov8xT
上天既然給了我重生的機會,為什麼一切卻顯得更加折磨?697Please respect copyright.PENANALXbag7dDVP
滄海桑田,人事已空,697Please respect copyright.PENANAL54iQZU3aw
如今你旁邊的位置,好像已經,不再為我留下。697Please respect copyright.PENANApdOUg3cj70
但我可以奢望,厚著臉皮,再鼓起勇氣一次嗎?
來到休息室外,我們和其他難民一樣的,披著毛毯席地而坐。697Please respect copyright.PENANAN7wSVqCUTa
我抱著腿,默默把臉埋進兩膝之間,697Please respect copyright.PENANAskKR8d5B2E
也許是我想太多了,現在的你,根本不知道未來會被我傷害。697Please respect copyright.PENANAUYwpR4Qdic
但是我不知道,該怎麼面對你。697Please respect copyright.PENANAdREpYS9HzM
明明,上天已經給了我重生的機會,697Please respect copyright.PENANAPTSwnbdubu
明明,妄想著在你身邊,還保留著那屬於我的位置。697Please respect copyright.PENANAD0QEVcgYch
但我卻害怕了,697Please respect copyright.PENANAN2lwNF6rz9
聽著甯菲和你有說有笑,697Please respect copyright.PENANA9ZZclPQ8JD
即使我沒有資格,卻還是無法控制的,胸口抽痛了一下。
柔蓉輕輕擠了我一下,關心的看著我697Please respect copyright.PENANA6LS74WXzg0
我抬起頭,披著的毛毯掉了。697Please respect copyright.PENANA4Ye1RW3kio
你毫不猶豫地,轉過身來,幫我重新披好。697Please respect copyright.PENANAV8SXD2KaEE
驚訝之餘,十七歲的身體,似乎還保留著從前喜歡你的記憶。697Please respect copyright.PENANAxQRssQwNjz
我抓緊了毯子,把眼睛以下全包了起來,試圖遮住紅了一片的臉頰和耳根。697Please respect copyright.PENANAlAmWBBeDJ7
顫抖著聲音,說了一聲「謝謝。」
原來,從前的我,這麼......喜歡你嗎?
697Please respect copyright.PENANAqdgBxOHBuN
離開劍潭站後,697Please respect copyright.PENANAcA7qPnJlAj
沒想到我們會在海上再一次遇到......一場死劫。697Please respect copyright.PENANA8tShejP3xX
但這次遇到的不是我......而是你。697Please respect copyright.PENANAqUVpKZB8Xc
當列車斷裂開來,翻騰跳起,而你被彈飛出去的那個瞬間,一切彷彿靜止了,697Please respect copyright.PENANAaMtNuKxk8S
我不確定,在怒海翻騰之中,自己是否大聲喊出了,你的名字。
列車長一個箭步,將你拉回來的時候,697Please respect copyright.PENANAr6qusWmABz
我兩腳一軟,跌坐在旁邊的位子上,全身顫抖。
所有人來到前面的車廂,擠在不夠坐的位子上。697Please respect copyright.PENANAXKMEU7apOj
甯菲抱著你,哭了好久。697Please respect copyright.PENANAHoex4fbQgD
我第一次體會到,國文課本上學過的,什麼叫「五味雜陳」。697Please respect copyright.PENANA1CjAqKgtTx
幸好上天沒有將你再次奪走,697Please respect copyright.PENANAbvG923orAw
在這場時光洪流之中,697Please respect copyright.PENANAgrRy8U0Duc
如果你不在了,我活著還有什麼意義?697Please respect copyright.PENANAAQoOBYlTSh
縱使這個曾經傷你千萬遍的我不配,697Please respect copyright.PENANAqzXLuDJM81
我卻還是無法抑制,那份深沉而造作的不甘。697Please respect copyright.PENANAkpiEVyNmXq
多希望,此刻抱緊你的,是我......697Please respect copyright.PENANA4eFlpP1fgH
然而,酸與苦,縱使疼痛萬分,卻還是比恨好,697Please respect copyright.PENANAso5uKEbA8L
我希望你不要恨我,697Please respect copyright.PENANAhFG7lP6duU
我奢望著,你的心還看向我,不要就這樣,飄向遠方。
697Please respect copyright.PENANAElVqIiRgV1
本以為,民權西路站的基地,是新的安身之處。697Please respect copyright.PENANAFxuu0lBbxB
結果待沒多久,又是一場新的劫難。697Please respect copyright.PENANADgwqCI4EFv
慌亂之中,我們很幸運的,搭上了黃線的列車,逃離將被大群蜈蠓毀滅的車站。
在列車上,看到你照顧著其他人的行為,遠遠超過了十七歲該有的成熟穩重。697Please respect copyright.PENANAy7CsflhIxF
我不禁猜想,該不會你和我一樣重生了?697Please respect copyright.PENANAuLH9VzsVRT
為了弄清楚真相,我鼓起了這兩輩子從沒有過的勇氣,697Please respect copyright.PENANAdOrtHqRzSH
無論你是否,是從前那個被我深深傷害了的你,697Please respect copyright.PENANAkkn80adjeF
我都想真心的,向你道歉。697Please respect copyright.PENANAD9KkqziVnJ
卻不敢想,你真的也重生了,
我撇過頭,淚水彷彿潰了堤般的傾瀉而下。697Please respect copyright.PENANAXC0r4B1X6Q
好害怕,我是不是要,真正的失去你了?697Please respect copyright.PENANAzFfGTYboMP
明明想要灑脫一笑的......697Please respect copyright.PENANASXE5j5Cq3H
但我知道......我做不到
也許在此生,你會遇到另一個人,讓你許下相似的諾言......697Please respect copyright.PENANAiPS7wD3lTr
猜想到一半,你卻將我,擁入懷中。697Please respect copyright.PENANAvHQDjb26aD
我沒想到的是,你也哭了。
葉雨聲,你還愛我嗎?697Please respect copyright.PENANAdpHw6BHtM3
在這場天翻地覆的時光洪流之中,697Please respect copyright.PENANAxYEqom2xJj
是否可以,讓我再愛你一次?


