這一篇是之前參加寒天七舞的創挑《曲中事,歌中人~歌曲中的故事》時寫的,以下會先放一段歌的連結和歌詞,接著再往下一段是逆空裡面的人物「張盈月」在幾個重要時刻的心聲。
我是在無意間剛好有機會聽到,才知道有這首歌。很幸運能遇到一首幾乎完全符合故事中人物心境的歌,就像是為了這個角色寫的。如果您還沒閱讀完逆空#22(含)以前的篇章,建議先不要看這篇,會爆雷。
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《時光洪流》--程響
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歌詞:
我預演過千次百次的重逢441Please respect copyright.PENANAkIvRoIQgm8
你卻始终站在夢裡難觸碰441Please respect copyright.PENANA5US5IUECOA
太難回頭只能一直走不停441Please respect copyright.PENANARGLc16prj6
曾經兩個人流失人海之中441Please respect copyright.PENANA6BD2x1EOs5
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明明不甘心 明明還在等441Please respect copyright.PENANAV5SYUYcdHH
卻偏要假装 早就不痛441Please respect copyright.PENANAbMq1ZqqHW0
明明奢望著 你也再次心動441Please respect copyright.PENANA5Ns3WV6dEJ
越美好期待 越容易落空441Please respect copyright.PENANAhXLYj28Ms3
承認我不配 反倒更輕鬆441Please respect copyright.PENANAfRmEniq2Xb
有些愛與妒 只有自己才懂441Please respect copyright.PENANA6f3M3ggED7
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時光洪流中這份愛多渺小441Please respect copyright.PENANAWkRJ9pvckS
一放手就消散掉441Please respect copyright.PENANASH9rG2a6KH
我也想灑脱一笑441Please respect copyright.PENANAJ9VgneArsm
說一生那麼長441Please respect copyright.PENANAr2HG5Y3Z90
爱與你都不重要441Please respect copyright.PENANAonTGPBO2iv
也許還會遇到另一個人441Please respect copyright.PENANAuARsEO0jx4
許下相似的諾言441Please respect copyright.PENANA20SECCW4Bv
我知道我難以做到441Please respect copyright.PENANAPu4cLCsnz7
441Please respect copyright.PENANANnggAbMsoU
明明不甘心 明明還在等441Please respect copyright.PENANA3frMpZGtp1
卻偏要假装 早就不痛441Please respect copyright.PENANA4hmI5BnyNe
明明奢望著 你也再次心動441Please respect copyright.PENANAYQypgFvjvZ
越美好期待 越容易落空441Please respect copyright.PENANAsYhNVpvypy
承認我不配 反倒更輕鬆441Please respect copyright.PENANA1lGGhuc7mZ
有些愛與妒 只有自己才懂441Please respect copyright.PENANAFoFh3YTYkG
441Please respect copyright.PENANABk7JpZZkQY
時光洪流中這份愛多渺小441Please respect copyright.PENANAs2IMXz6Qy1
一放手就消散掉441Please respect copyright.PENANANZPNYyw3Az
我也想灑脱一笑441Please respect copyright.PENANA3Rht1Zt9FD
說一生那麼長441Please respect copyright.PENANAmlEJm6t9g3
愛與你都不重要441Please respect copyright.PENANAz37MUiTig0
也許還會遇到另一個人441Please respect copyright.PENANAmEvMCyBYlX
許下相似的諾言441Please respect copyright.PENANAkLggxRSxHJ
我知道我難以做到441Please respect copyright.PENANAsgypMuzVL6
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時光洪流中這份愛多渺小441Please respect copyright.PENANAvQAisbnPa3
一放手就消散掉441Please respect copyright.PENANAhDcltCgP55
你的心飘向遠方441Please respect copyright.PENANAQbkaImZh9k
我留不住也好441Please respect copyright.PENANAkvtmJZf1G4
酸與苦比恨要好441Please respect copyright.PENANAd9INdEYbJg
所有的滋味都在夜裡品嚐441Please respect copyright.PENANAVUdchTvkG3
天亮就繼續微笑441Please respect copyright.PENANAsZFoC8sWJt
我知道我可以做到441Please respect copyright.PENANA3YBh0X70Rt
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我知道我難以做到
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盈月的心聲:
葉雨聲,你過的好嗎?441Please respect copyright.PENANAePCLODlbOT
過去十年來,不知怎地,我總是一直無法忘記你。441Please respect copyright.PENANANmBZsNinUw
明明當初,選擇離開的,是我.....
三年前,接受那個垃圾求婚的時候,441Please respect copyright.PENANAehn0cSNFVt
我一度認為,終於可以忘記你,441Please respect copyright.PENANA17i9r5fxlm
讓我灑脫一笑吧,因為他會對我更好。441Please respect copyright.PENANAFT8z7k0XZC
發現他從一開始就同時劈腿的時候,我無法控制的,浮現了「如果是你,一定不會」441Please respect copyright.PENANAWrgOn7H36x
......對吧?
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從美國回到台灣以後,每天總是,想著如果......441Please respect copyright.PENANAurKPoMhMal
如果當初,沒有推開你,441Please respect copyright.PENANAgUGi8Yg1KG
記得那時聽柔蓉說,你被我傷得很深,441Please respect copyright.PENANAa7ycpzi8Gr
那我現在這樣,是否就是一場來遲的,報應?
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從劍潭站休息室的床上醒來,突然發現回到了十七歲的那年。441Please respect copyright.PENANAHGVCNQayhu
可是,我們的世界,早已面目全非。441Please respect copyright.PENANAww50y6bxuh
剛經歷一場死劫的我,即使頭痛欲裂,卻不知為何,心跳不已,441Please respect copyright.PENANA2hGPPkXhuA
好像在期待著,可以再次見到你......
然而,當你站在休息室門邊,半倚著門框,441Please respect copyright.PENANAUdL4dmpujn
我們四目相接的那一瞬間,我卻慌了。441Please respect copyright.PENANAfrmWQs4i5n
十七歲的你,為什麼,有著和「十年前」相同的那雙眼睛。441Please respect copyright.PENANAXXjIbiwesF
那雙在機場,目送著我離去的雙眼......
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上天既然給了我重生的機會,為什麼一切卻顯得更加折磨?441Please respect copyright.PENANADcrNY1IjME
滄海桑田,人事已空,441Please respect copyright.PENANAa8gUYWLQpY
如今你旁邊的位置,好像已經,不再為我留下。441Please respect copyright.PENANAHC8HRIXLXu
但我可以奢望,厚著臉皮,再鼓起勇氣一次嗎?
來到休息室外,我們和其他難民一樣的,披著毛毯席地而坐。441Please respect copyright.PENANAytAXmZuDpG
我抱著腿,默默把臉埋進兩膝之間,441Please respect copyright.PENANAruqbNNmgYD
也許是我想太多了,現在的你,根本不知道未來會被我傷害。441Please respect copyright.PENANA1yMg2qQs2k
但是我不知道,該怎麼面對你。441Please respect copyright.PENANAK5ToB4N4Wx
明明,上天已經給了我重生的機會,441Please respect copyright.PENANANM4yokK0pt
明明,妄想著在你身邊,還保留著那屬於我的位置。441Please respect copyright.PENANAjTH52L2M3n
但我卻害怕了,441Please respect copyright.PENANAUxzFH26Z22
聽著甯菲和你有說有笑,441Please respect copyright.PENANAAmAZNLT8ZT
即使我沒有資格,卻還是無法控制的,胸口抽痛了一下。
柔蓉輕輕擠了我一下,關心的看著我441Please respect copyright.PENANAhzBUWgmwXz
我抬起頭,披著的毛毯掉了。441Please respect copyright.PENANAeCNA5Eq6uv
你毫不猶豫地,轉過身來,幫我重新披好。441Please respect copyright.PENANA8D9pAeq01I
驚訝之餘,十七歲的身體,似乎還保留著從前喜歡你的記憶。441Please respect copyright.PENANA5oikYvUjfo
我抓緊了毯子,把眼睛以下全包了起來,試圖遮住紅了一片的臉頰和耳根。441Please respect copyright.PENANAolMqoriwri
顫抖著聲音,說了一聲「謝謝。」
原來,從前的我,這麼......喜歡你嗎?
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離開劍潭站後,441Please respect copyright.PENANAHS3cNy4RI3
沒想到我們會在海上再一次遇到......一場死劫。441Please respect copyright.PENANAOYoqiM3RW5
但這次遇到的不是我......而是你。441Please respect copyright.PENANAcEHSwZZckr
當列車斷裂開來,翻騰跳起,而你被彈飛出去的那個瞬間,一切彷彿靜止了,441Please respect copyright.PENANAourHJdmY4G
我不確定,在怒海翻騰之中,自己是否大聲喊出了,你的名字。
列車長一個箭步,將你拉回來的時候,441Please respect copyright.PENANAycojbBGHtS
我兩腳一軟,跌坐在旁邊的位子上,全身顫抖。
所有人來到前面的車廂,擠在不夠坐的位子上。441Please respect copyright.PENANA1o83w0J1JE
甯菲抱著你,哭了好久。441Please respect copyright.PENANA7BuV6vAh8q
我第一次體會到,國文課本上學過的,什麼叫「五味雜陳」。441Please respect copyright.PENANAjQUMePUliv
幸好上天沒有將你再次奪走,441Please respect copyright.PENANAezkq6FRy1o
在這場時光洪流之中,441Please respect copyright.PENANAyRfvSDtwEa
如果你不在了,我活著還有什麼意義?441Please respect copyright.PENANAWKvdSbjR7I
縱使這個曾經傷你千萬遍的我不配,441Please respect copyright.PENANAvVOIT1EEHx
我卻還是無法抑制,那份深沉而造作的不甘。441Please respect copyright.PENANAXmim98mSav
多希望,此刻抱緊你的,是我......441Please respect copyright.PENANA8cKs6jERRG
然而,酸與苦,縱使疼痛萬分,卻還是比恨好,441Please respect copyright.PENANAHqj38rFSOh
我希望你不要恨我,441Please respect copyright.PENANAqhEo248LJJ
我奢望著,你的心還看向我,不要就這樣,飄向遠方。
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本以為,民權西路站的基地,是新的安身之處。441Please respect copyright.PENANAKmYa96LffD
結果待沒多久,又是一場新的劫難。441Please respect copyright.PENANATm1qfbqQsz
慌亂之中,我們很幸運的,搭上了黃線的列車,逃離將被大群蜈蠓毀滅的車站。
在列車上,看到你照顧著其他人的行為,遠遠超過了十七歲該有的成熟穩重。441Please respect copyright.PENANALp7IQKmUXt
我不禁猜想,該不會你和我一樣重生了?441Please respect copyright.PENANAAoFPQlzAXp
為了弄清楚真相,我鼓起了這兩輩子從沒有過的勇氣,441Please respect copyright.PENANAQoRTWXbWJ0
無論你是否,是從前那個被我深深傷害了的你,441Please respect copyright.PENANAozp6sw6Eqj
我都想真心的,向你道歉。441Please respect copyright.PENANAYgKJpZ49pQ
卻不敢想,你真的也重生了,
我撇過頭,淚水彷彿潰了堤般的傾瀉而下。441Please respect copyright.PENANAA0tihcBc38
好害怕,我是不是要,真正的失去你了?441Please respect copyright.PENANAl2ZXuDdyd8
明明想要灑脫一笑的......441Please respect copyright.PENANAwd7J9S1fNm
但我知道......我做不到
也許在此生,你會遇到另一個人,讓你許下相似的諾言......441Please respect copyright.PENANAZF3Dggusj6
猜想到一半,你卻將我,擁入懷中。441Please respect copyright.PENANACbvlvN5vWK
我沒想到的是,你也哭了。
葉雨聲,你還愛我嗎?441Please respect copyright.PENANAjFXyodiGzQ
在這場天翻地覆的時光洪流之中,441Please respect copyright.PENANAeJR4UiKB9k
是否可以,讓我再愛你一次?