這一篇是之前參加寒天七舞的創挑《曲中事,歌中人~歌曲中的故事》時寫的,以下會先放一段歌的連結和歌詞,接著再往下一段是逆空裡面的人物「張盈月」在幾個重要時刻的心聲。
我是在無意間剛好有機會聽到,才知道有這首歌。很幸運能遇到一首幾乎完全符合故事中人物心境的歌,就像是為了這個角色寫的。如果您還沒閱讀完逆空#22(含)以前的篇章,建議先不要看這篇,會爆雷。
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《時光洪流》--程響
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歌詞:
我預演過千次百次的重逢435Please respect copyright.PENANAdKP6XI7nzC
你卻始终站在夢裡難觸碰435Please respect copyright.PENANAACyITTEs95
太難回頭只能一直走不停435Please respect copyright.PENANA1MHYLhrUqQ
曾經兩個人流失人海之中435Please respect copyright.PENANAVx17qn8LL7
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明明不甘心 明明還在等435Please respect copyright.PENANAdsn4NRklvi
卻偏要假装 早就不痛435Please respect copyright.PENANALf97fQTh6z
明明奢望著 你也再次心動435Please respect copyright.PENANAG8Ojpp7hsp
越美好期待 越容易落空435Please respect copyright.PENANAxombD8spCc
承認我不配 反倒更輕鬆435Please respect copyright.PENANA51rCGJ3uVX
有些愛與妒 只有自己才懂435Please respect copyright.PENANAyDqKG87lkx
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時光洪流中這份愛多渺小435Please respect copyright.PENANAJ297JljWBu
一放手就消散掉435Please respect copyright.PENANA6N21paYD68
我也想灑脱一笑435Please respect copyright.PENANAvvkOcJ1Ejv
說一生那麼長435Please respect copyright.PENANABhGJrgba6a
爱與你都不重要435Please respect copyright.PENANAsIStO5O9WN
也許還會遇到另一個人435Please respect copyright.PENANA7i5T98Nq3K
許下相似的諾言435Please respect copyright.PENANAeID9NblGHm
我知道我難以做到435Please respect copyright.PENANAAiFC7saJ08
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明明不甘心 明明還在等435Please respect copyright.PENANA0dO8pcBIld
卻偏要假装 早就不痛435Please respect copyright.PENANA0Cviv4ZZbM
明明奢望著 你也再次心動435Please respect copyright.PENANAtHlFndbd7d
越美好期待 越容易落空435Please respect copyright.PENANAZA4QtV5ped
承認我不配 反倒更輕鬆435Please respect copyright.PENANACWm1IySv2x
有些愛與妒 只有自己才懂435Please respect copyright.PENANAMgXCRS8Yec
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時光洪流中這份愛多渺小435Please respect copyright.PENANADpsvPYUN5I
一放手就消散掉435Please respect copyright.PENANAmdwPE5mJfX
我也想灑脱一笑435Please respect copyright.PENANAB4KhOPHajU
說一生那麼長435Please respect copyright.PENANAahmre4vbxP
愛與你都不重要435Please respect copyright.PENANAoPCjv68leK
也許還會遇到另一個人435Please respect copyright.PENANALhstkpArNJ
許下相似的諾言435Please respect copyright.PENANAjpWSvnXmI2
我知道我難以做到435Please respect copyright.PENANAvi7p9HLGtA
435Please respect copyright.PENANAS3bsXMw7mI
時光洪流中這份愛多渺小435Please respect copyright.PENANAhlZM5637KH
一放手就消散掉435Please respect copyright.PENANA2wpbY8Dagf
你的心飘向遠方435Please respect copyright.PENANAdDs3FAjkSe
我留不住也好435Please respect copyright.PENANAKm50BerGYp
酸與苦比恨要好435Please respect copyright.PENANAXDQK0oSmMd
所有的滋味都在夜裡品嚐435Please respect copyright.PENANAFZOpMoft7K
天亮就繼續微笑435Please respect copyright.PENANAnpuwGShKLS
我知道我可以做到435Please respect copyright.PENANAUGHwK5yo37
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我知道我難以做到
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盈月的心聲:
葉雨聲,你過的好嗎?435Please respect copyright.PENANAW7DhozTUDj
過去十年來,不知怎地,我總是一直無法忘記你。435Please respect copyright.PENANAnKX2WWO5gj
明明當初,選擇離開的,是我.....
三年前,接受那個垃圾求婚的時候,435Please respect copyright.PENANATXKHl8nVZb
我一度認為,終於可以忘記你,435Please respect copyright.PENANAGsSkxD08dk
讓我灑脫一笑吧,因為他會對我更好。435Please respect copyright.PENANAJUNWpunEw4
發現他從一開始就同時劈腿的時候,我無法控制的,浮現了「如果是你,一定不會」435Please respect copyright.PENANA3lsAOLNzMD
......對吧?
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從美國回到台灣以後,每天總是,想著如果......435Please respect copyright.PENANAlGjWRK3NZq
如果當初,沒有推開你,435Please respect copyright.PENANAklKYWHvgXY
記得那時聽柔蓉說,你被我傷得很深,435Please respect copyright.PENANASdcoRSQsNe
那我現在這樣,是否就是一場來遲的,報應?
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從劍潭站休息室的床上醒來,突然發現回到了十七歲的那年。435Please respect copyright.PENANATTsfhmAOmm
可是,我們的世界,早已面目全非。435Please respect copyright.PENANA8c889d7pL2
剛經歷一場死劫的我,即使頭痛欲裂,卻不知為何,心跳不已,435Please respect copyright.PENANA8iXpj8MwX5
好像在期待著,可以再次見到你......
然而,當你站在休息室門邊,半倚著門框,435Please respect copyright.PENANADCTc3v50KQ
我們四目相接的那一瞬間,我卻慌了。435Please respect copyright.PENANASg3qj34XJS
十七歲的你,為什麼,有著和「十年前」相同的那雙眼睛。435Please respect copyright.PENANAiePWLHu8Az
那雙在機場,目送著我離去的雙眼......
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上天既然給了我重生的機會,為什麼一切卻顯得更加折磨?435Please respect copyright.PENANAi0DxfTQElP
滄海桑田,人事已空,435Please respect copyright.PENANA0ZXZZmww93
如今你旁邊的位置,好像已經,不再為我留下。435Please respect copyright.PENANAZuDyEZ1F1f
但我可以奢望,厚著臉皮,再鼓起勇氣一次嗎?
來到休息室外,我們和其他難民一樣的,披著毛毯席地而坐。435Please respect copyright.PENANAEPp8rqJKA2
我抱著腿,默默把臉埋進兩膝之間,435Please respect copyright.PENANA3uYnBNooZD
也許是我想太多了,現在的你,根本不知道未來會被我傷害。435Please respect copyright.PENANABp7xPDtMws
但是我不知道,該怎麼面對你。435Please respect copyright.PENANAgDep52lXcg
明明,上天已經給了我重生的機會,435Please respect copyright.PENANAcyLXu7JKhV
明明,妄想著在你身邊,還保留著那屬於我的位置。435Please respect copyright.PENANATLK8jMnsjN
但我卻害怕了,435Please respect copyright.PENANA8sL7p8ibiT
聽著甯菲和你有說有笑,435Please respect copyright.PENANAvsNweACmjj
即使我沒有資格,卻還是無法控制的,胸口抽痛了一下。
柔蓉輕輕擠了我一下,關心的看著我435Please respect copyright.PENANAzYJjjBXMIw
我抬起頭,披著的毛毯掉了。435Please respect copyright.PENANAzCTBzNn6my
你毫不猶豫地,轉過身來,幫我重新披好。435Please respect copyright.PENANArMPDdIKE2G
驚訝之餘,十七歲的身體,似乎還保留著從前喜歡你的記憶。435Please respect copyright.PENANANLJbUtGhHN
我抓緊了毯子,把眼睛以下全包了起來,試圖遮住紅了一片的臉頰和耳根。435Please respect copyright.PENANAvjgGPuClje
顫抖著聲音,說了一聲「謝謝。」
原來,從前的我,這麼......喜歡你嗎?
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離開劍潭站後,435Please respect copyright.PENANA4IgXYQOI1d
沒想到我們會在海上再一次遇到......一場死劫。435Please respect copyright.PENANAnd3aY0bzEX
但這次遇到的不是我......而是你。435Please respect copyright.PENANA3iSoysRsqW
當列車斷裂開來,翻騰跳起,而你被彈飛出去的那個瞬間,一切彷彿靜止了,435Please respect copyright.PENANAtODVMerJ7m
我不確定,在怒海翻騰之中,自己是否大聲喊出了,你的名字。
列車長一個箭步,將你拉回來的時候,435Please respect copyright.PENANALIHvSfDJNH
我兩腳一軟,跌坐在旁邊的位子上,全身顫抖。
所有人來到前面的車廂,擠在不夠坐的位子上。435Please respect copyright.PENANARFSNGz9bvt
甯菲抱著你,哭了好久。435Please respect copyright.PENANARgxQvJNh1A
我第一次體會到,國文課本上學過的,什麼叫「五味雜陳」。435Please respect copyright.PENANAMxpFARpDPb
幸好上天沒有將你再次奪走,435Please respect copyright.PENANA41M4Tm5GAy
在這場時光洪流之中,435Please respect copyright.PENANAzns9mDLlvL
如果你不在了,我活著還有什麼意義?435Please respect copyright.PENANAomGMg7iEYs
縱使這個曾經傷你千萬遍的我不配,435Please respect copyright.PENANAdblohf1kOv
我卻還是無法抑制,那份深沉而造作的不甘。435Please respect copyright.PENANAnz046unMiV
多希望,此刻抱緊你的,是我......435Please respect copyright.PENANAMY5bPSUJSW
然而,酸與苦,縱使疼痛萬分,卻還是比恨好,435Please respect copyright.PENANAlaxxyXtmlj
我希望你不要恨我,435Please respect copyright.PENANA0ktA3ng8FU
我奢望著,你的心還看向我,不要就這樣,飄向遠方。
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本以為,民權西路站的基地,是新的安身之處。435Please respect copyright.PENANAxdFJB77sP3
結果待沒多久,又是一場新的劫難。435Please respect copyright.PENANAkRMWVTyBnl
慌亂之中,我們很幸運的,搭上了黃線的列車,逃離將被大群蜈蠓毀滅的車站。
在列車上,看到你照顧著其他人的行為,遠遠超過了十七歲該有的成熟穩重。435Please respect copyright.PENANAsaWDikEnUl
我不禁猜想,該不會你和我一樣重生了?435Please respect copyright.PENANAa1AbbiGIGl
為了弄清楚真相,我鼓起了這兩輩子從沒有過的勇氣,435Please respect copyright.PENANA1cZItLjl8c
無論你是否,是從前那個被我深深傷害了的你,435Please respect copyright.PENANAG6E45VYk4p
我都想真心的,向你道歉。435Please respect copyright.PENANABGxUF8wlps
卻不敢想,你真的也重生了,
我撇過頭,淚水彷彿潰了堤般的傾瀉而下。435Please respect copyright.PENANAiS0ephw1x5
好害怕,我是不是要,真正的失去你了?435Please respect copyright.PENANAyNDVqzaFMg
明明想要灑脫一笑的......435Please respect copyright.PENANAvjQ1ruilHF
但我知道......我做不到
也許在此生,你會遇到另一個人,讓你許下相似的諾言......435Please respect copyright.PENANAr6tSt0900t
猜想到一半,你卻將我,擁入懷中。435Please respect copyright.PENANAll0uBLXC7j
我沒想到的是,你也哭了。
葉雨聲,你還愛我嗎?435Please respect copyright.PENANA6ITHzixsTX
在這場天翻地覆的時光洪流之中,435Please respect copyright.PENANALL57XRzOXi
是否可以,讓我再愛你一次?