這一篇是之前參加寒天七舞的創挑《曲中事,歌中人~歌曲中的故事》時寫的,以下會先放一段歌的連結和歌詞,接著再往下一段是逆空裡面的人物「張盈月」在幾個重要時刻的心聲。
我是在無意間剛好有機會聽到,才知道有這首歌。很幸運能遇到一首幾乎完全符合故事中人物心境的歌,就像是為了這個角色寫的。如果您還沒閱讀完逆空#22(含)以前的篇章,建議先不要看這篇,會爆雷。
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《時光洪流》--程響
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歌詞:
我預演過千次百次的重逢389Please respect copyright.PENANA7UcK7ZJD0E
你卻始终站在夢裡難觸碰389Please respect copyright.PENANALcT3S85ShS
太難回頭只能一直走不停389Please respect copyright.PENANAtGTBzCq79r
曾經兩個人流失人海之中389Please respect copyright.PENANA0PP3m3MSMW
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明明不甘心 明明還在等389Please respect copyright.PENANALGapkoXLXS
卻偏要假装 早就不痛389Please respect copyright.PENANABTkV7tYIo3
明明奢望著 你也再次心動389Please respect copyright.PENANAUni32sPGLP
越美好期待 越容易落空389Please respect copyright.PENANAA4i4HOWZ0D
承認我不配 反倒更輕鬆389Please respect copyright.PENANAPM1mDHvNCc
有些愛與妒 只有自己才懂389Please respect copyright.PENANACydvFyz9cp
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時光洪流中這份愛多渺小389Please respect copyright.PENANApViU08Cq2k
一放手就消散掉389Please respect copyright.PENANATGBPUmpAE2
我也想灑脱一笑389Please respect copyright.PENANAjAHDF3M0cx
說一生那麼長389Please respect copyright.PENANAcwacxCSWx8
爱與你都不重要389Please respect copyright.PENANAH3JxXEAVYB
也許還會遇到另一個人389Please respect copyright.PENANABmxi6iajrL
許下相似的諾言389Please respect copyright.PENANAF16Db3v2tp
我知道我難以做到389Please respect copyright.PENANAhaqEhhUx11
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明明不甘心 明明還在等389Please respect copyright.PENANAp6rFE4eE5T
卻偏要假装 早就不痛389Please respect copyright.PENANA35yex9Qcaj
明明奢望著 你也再次心動389Please respect copyright.PENANAuaIHSLxElO
越美好期待 越容易落空389Please respect copyright.PENANAvmq8Bi65Gm
承認我不配 反倒更輕鬆389Please respect copyright.PENANAkqDNnR7rMn
有些愛與妒 只有自己才懂389Please respect copyright.PENANASeCvavkQRj
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時光洪流中這份愛多渺小389Please respect copyright.PENANACu06KnrXES
一放手就消散掉389Please respect copyright.PENANAZqrE1vHJIL
我也想灑脱一笑389Please respect copyright.PENANA5zayxLuqeU
說一生那麼長389Please respect copyright.PENANAQI0PdJWzOM
愛與你都不重要389Please respect copyright.PENANAtPJiAlrBow
也許還會遇到另一個人389Please respect copyright.PENANAEfENf18rfk
許下相似的諾言389Please respect copyright.PENANAY3zh8WuQ8O
我知道我難以做到389Please respect copyright.PENANAyohpab2dLU
389Please respect copyright.PENANAXNU5NuO7Z2
時光洪流中這份愛多渺小389Please respect copyright.PENANA89unUUt2iq
一放手就消散掉389Please respect copyright.PENANAnjKK3s7nbh
你的心飘向遠方389Please respect copyright.PENANA536z86W95h
我留不住也好389Please respect copyright.PENANAzn02PAs1Ii
酸與苦比恨要好389Please respect copyright.PENANA3AzS1orH6v
所有的滋味都在夜裡品嚐389Please respect copyright.PENANAnG7EZxFi6X
天亮就繼續微笑389Please respect copyright.PENANA6zXWxF38F3
我知道我可以做到389Please respect copyright.PENANAmlWX8kBFIJ
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我知道我難以做到
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盈月的心聲:
葉雨聲,你過的好嗎?389Please respect copyright.PENANAarJoZa5faM
過去十年來,不知怎地,我總是一直無法忘記你。389Please respect copyright.PENANAVk29AbvpdJ
明明當初,選擇離開的,是我.....
三年前,接受那個垃圾求婚的時候,389Please respect copyright.PENANAR9hAeWb8JS
我一度認為,終於可以忘記你,389Please respect copyright.PENANAw7UT9MFbfc
讓我灑脫一笑吧,因為他會對我更好。389Please respect copyright.PENANAfstgrijSGX
發現他從一開始就同時劈腿的時候,我無法控制的,浮現了「如果是你,一定不會」389Please respect copyright.PENANAscKWVOPCJl
......對吧?
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從美國回到台灣以後,每天總是,想著如果......389Please respect copyright.PENANALLxHUDkiyc
如果當初,沒有推開你,389Please respect copyright.PENANAQie3YziW3z
記得那時聽柔蓉說,你被我傷得很深,389Please respect copyright.PENANA5h0xnoj97H
那我現在這樣,是否就是一場來遲的,報應?
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從劍潭站休息室的床上醒來,突然發現回到了十七歲的那年。389Please respect copyright.PENANAViyEXawE0K
可是,我們的世界,早已面目全非。389Please respect copyright.PENANAIyBWvkVouz
剛經歷一場死劫的我,即使頭痛欲裂,卻不知為何,心跳不已,389Please respect copyright.PENANAwiYqKFb2os
好像在期待著,可以再次見到你......
然而,當你站在休息室門邊,半倚著門框,389Please respect copyright.PENANA0LgcNnfRSZ
我們四目相接的那一瞬間,我卻慌了。389Please respect copyright.PENANAXr9PsKuWZ8
十七歲的你,為什麼,有著和「十年前」相同的那雙眼睛。389Please respect copyright.PENANAofibFc2ccV
那雙在機場,目送著我離去的雙眼......
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上天既然給了我重生的機會,為什麼一切卻顯得更加折磨?389Please respect copyright.PENANACnXHaSFGoY
滄海桑田,人事已空,389Please respect copyright.PENANAH78E9YV8Ih
如今你旁邊的位置,好像已經,不再為我留下。389Please respect copyright.PENANAYbMYy5Lrg9
但我可以奢望,厚著臉皮,再鼓起勇氣一次嗎?
來到休息室外,我們和其他難民一樣的,披著毛毯席地而坐。389Please respect copyright.PENANAG5r2tuJKRX
我抱著腿,默默把臉埋進兩膝之間,389Please respect copyright.PENANALSr2sNiYe7
也許是我想太多了,現在的你,根本不知道未來會被我傷害。389Please respect copyright.PENANAx4dIdG9YcO
但是我不知道,該怎麼面對你。389Please respect copyright.PENANAdoMmDfCApm
明明,上天已經給了我重生的機會,389Please respect copyright.PENANAqdXG9O6Fqf
明明,妄想著在你身邊,還保留著那屬於我的位置。389Please respect copyright.PENANAEhL0x5mYCm
但我卻害怕了,389Please respect copyright.PENANAWIv4Y8cATn
聽著甯菲和你有說有笑,389Please respect copyright.PENANA3Dab8r5yZT
即使我沒有資格,卻還是無法控制的,胸口抽痛了一下。
柔蓉輕輕擠了我一下,關心的看著我389Please respect copyright.PENANAyXrzCkQbeK
我抬起頭,披著的毛毯掉了。389Please respect copyright.PENANAIaV0AQtTg7
你毫不猶豫地,轉過身來,幫我重新披好。389Please respect copyright.PENANABArWQCf0gn
驚訝之餘,十七歲的身體,似乎還保留著從前喜歡你的記憶。389Please respect copyright.PENANA8tESP7cviI
我抓緊了毯子,把眼睛以下全包了起來,試圖遮住紅了一片的臉頰和耳根。389Please respect copyright.PENANAHqZOnmXznv
顫抖著聲音,說了一聲「謝謝。」
原來,從前的我,這麼......喜歡你嗎?
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離開劍潭站後,389Please respect copyright.PENANAspzCku2SVM
沒想到我們會在海上再一次遇到......一場死劫。389Please respect copyright.PENANAl6RiLiIMsx
但這次遇到的不是我......而是你。389Please respect copyright.PENANA6PqKgmn7xA
當列車斷裂開來,翻騰跳起,而你被彈飛出去的那個瞬間,一切彷彿靜止了,389Please respect copyright.PENANAhFmHznhYAW
我不確定,在怒海翻騰之中,自己是否大聲喊出了,你的名字。
列車長一個箭步,將你拉回來的時候,389Please respect copyright.PENANAwYXchQpCUK
我兩腳一軟,跌坐在旁邊的位子上,全身顫抖。
所有人來到前面的車廂,擠在不夠坐的位子上。389Please respect copyright.PENANAt2TadcFeB6
甯菲抱著你,哭了好久。389Please respect copyright.PENANAuBt64Ijpvi
我第一次體會到,國文課本上學過的,什麼叫「五味雜陳」。389Please respect copyright.PENANAE1hbimD8Jn
幸好上天沒有將你再次奪走,389Please respect copyright.PENANAKY08qp89i7
在這場時光洪流之中,389Please respect copyright.PENANA1CM5zTScSI
如果你不在了,我活著還有什麼意義?389Please respect copyright.PENANAEpTO8B8fW5
縱使這個曾經傷你千萬遍的我不配,389Please respect copyright.PENANAkZzSERCccs
我卻還是無法抑制,那份深沉而造作的不甘。389Please respect copyright.PENANAo5XCCucVWo
多希望,此刻抱緊你的,是我......389Please respect copyright.PENANA6eTSNuwo13
然而,酸與苦,縱使疼痛萬分,卻還是比恨好,389Please respect copyright.PENANA9SCKcq9eqO
我希望你不要恨我,389Please respect copyright.PENANAPcvBfj1pjr
我奢望著,你的心還看向我,不要就這樣,飄向遠方。
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本以為,民權西路站的基地,是新的安身之處。389Please respect copyright.PENANAAQdDi7xkEu
結果待沒多久,又是一場新的劫難。389Please respect copyright.PENANAncz6NP4Vrf
慌亂之中,我們很幸運的,搭上了黃線的列車,逃離將被大群蜈蠓毀滅的車站。
在列車上,看到你照顧著其他人的行為,遠遠超過了十七歲該有的成熟穩重。389Please respect copyright.PENANAaxae9826DB
我不禁猜想,該不會你和我一樣重生了?389Please respect copyright.PENANADnwQOlrVp7
為了弄清楚真相,我鼓起了這兩輩子從沒有過的勇氣,389Please respect copyright.PENANARDwjJ4JQGJ
無論你是否,是從前那個被我深深傷害了的你,389Please respect copyright.PENANAMthZhYJUVB
我都想真心的,向你道歉。389Please respect copyright.PENANA0MOiiAOV8X
卻不敢想,你真的也重生了,
我撇過頭,淚水彷彿潰了堤般的傾瀉而下。389Please respect copyright.PENANArVA5XHhaNr
好害怕,我是不是要,真正的失去你了?389Please respect copyright.PENANAVIn1oYCK68
明明想要灑脫一笑的......389Please respect copyright.PENANAdTY13xyPTq
但我知道......我做不到
也許在此生,你會遇到另一個人,讓你許下相似的諾言......389Please respect copyright.PENANA1Nl8wVjp5i
猜想到一半,你卻將我,擁入懷中。389Please respect copyright.PENANAIh8Q3cvFh8
我沒想到的是,你也哭了。
葉雨聲,你還愛我嗎?389Please respect copyright.PENANALvzSLrv0IA
在這場天翻地覆的時光洪流之中,389Please respect copyright.PENANAsRVpoE6UgW
是否可以,讓我再愛你一次?