這一篇是之前參加寒天七舞的創挑《曲中事,歌中人~歌曲中的故事》時寫的,以下會先放一段歌的連結和歌詞,接著再往下一段是逆空裡面的人物「張盈月」在幾個重要時刻的心聲。
我是在無意間剛好有機會聽到,才知道有這首歌。很幸運能遇到一首幾乎完全符合故事中人物心境的歌,就像是為了這個角色寫的。如果您還沒閱讀完逆空#22(含)以前的篇章,建議先不要看這篇,會爆雷。
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《時光洪流》--程響
傳送門:
歌詞:
我預演過千次百次的重逢279Please respect copyright.PENANA740uycE1kw
你卻始终站在夢裡難觸碰279Please respect copyright.PENANA4V0QQ4Xltk
太難回頭只能一直走不停279Please respect copyright.PENANAmCu88bg4RP
曾經兩個人流失人海之中279Please respect copyright.PENANAr300bf2FUi
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明明不甘心 明明還在等279Please respect copyright.PENANAZthZAoEnOL
卻偏要假装 早就不痛279Please respect copyright.PENANAuqq3eAJiyb
明明奢望著 你也再次心動279Please respect copyright.PENANAl4pTQ31d9n
越美好期待 越容易落空279Please respect copyright.PENANAC3vbFTzYQ7
承認我不配 反倒更輕鬆279Please respect copyright.PENANAXvWBFpqECm
有些愛與妒 只有自己才懂279Please respect copyright.PENANABncG8bWSa9
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時光洪流中這份愛多渺小279Please respect copyright.PENANA8QPWlbItS6
一放手就消散掉279Please respect copyright.PENANAiyrICpQiVt
我也想灑脱一笑279Please respect copyright.PENANAxAQNV2MWO0
說一生那麼長279Please respect copyright.PENANAtF6biXAb3A
爱與你都不重要279Please respect copyright.PENANAgnlmqaLJJA
也許還會遇到另一個人279Please respect copyright.PENANAzocmVD230Y
許下相似的諾言279Please respect copyright.PENANA34rpCpMdSi
我知道我難以做到279Please respect copyright.PENANA9jdGef8jQl
279Please respect copyright.PENANAg3ztRUpNgK
明明不甘心 明明還在等279Please respect copyright.PENANAcdLeFpOtx1
卻偏要假装 早就不痛279Please respect copyright.PENANAE7dQmsJGIZ
明明奢望著 你也再次心動279Please respect copyright.PENANAOI8kooMHQE
越美好期待 越容易落空279Please respect copyright.PENANAYOwumMAtD0
承認我不配 反倒更輕鬆279Please respect copyright.PENANAAvjGTkAlza
有些愛與妒 只有自己才懂279Please respect copyright.PENANAqwb1iboXFA
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時光洪流中這份愛多渺小279Please respect copyright.PENANA5q9Eei87V0
一放手就消散掉279Please respect copyright.PENANAqSOOmJObKf
我也想灑脱一笑279Please respect copyright.PENANAb7MDQf2i6d
說一生那麼長279Please respect copyright.PENANAKVJY5APL1y
愛與你都不重要279Please respect copyright.PENANAhuuoZtM5fq
也許還會遇到另一個人279Please respect copyright.PENANAhaiqwnExfE
許下相似的諾言279Please respect copyright.PENANAJqE9TgJlIT
我知道我難以做到279Please respect copyright.PENANAKeMAFZ6KJd
279Please respect copyright.PENANAmgLpbCa7oH
時光洪流中這份愛多渺小279Please respect copyright.PENANAdItDEDXy4A
一放手就消散掉279Please respect copyright.PENANAvG9dVISyYb
你的心飘向遠方279Please respect copyright.PENANAfG47w4GNR4
我留不住也好279Please respect copyright.PENANAEj9xrJyIPo
酸與苦比恨要好279Please respect copyright.PENANAxNMcXRo7yO
所有的滋味都在夜裡品嚐279Please respect copyright.PENANA8WomqdrLeb
天亮就繼續微笑279Please respect copyright.PENANAxOeKg4rIjs
我知道我可以做到279Please respect copyright.PENANAHTmm82GIcO
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我知道我難以做到
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盈月的心聲:
葉雨聲,你過的好嗎?279Please respect copyright.PENANADxE5Idumad
過去十年來,不知怎地,我總是一直無法忘記你。279Please respect copyright.PENANAnOgz9bx2UJ
明明當初,選擇離開的,是我.....
三年前,接受那個垃圾求婚的時候,279Please respect copyright.PENANAZV2wsT3xp2
我一度認為,終於可以忘記你,279Please respect copyright.PENANA5eYOEOhIqI
讓我灑脫一笑吧,因為他會對我更好。279Please respect copyright.PENANAGiNpjnINtq
發現他從一開始就同時劈腿的時候,我無法控制的,浮現了「如果是你,一定不會」279Please respect copyright.PENANAmRmNbJDvuZ
......對吧?
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從美國回到台灣以後,每天總是,想著如果......279Please respect copyright.PENANAQ26ZAu5YpU
如果當初,沒有推開你,279Please respect copyright.PENANAhQEWo4G3Xi
記得那時聽柔蓉說,你被我傷得很深,279Please respect copyright.PENANAPXCW9Dlzda
那我現在這樣,是否就是一場來遲的,報應?
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從劍潭站休息室的床上醒來,突然發現回到了十七歲的那年。279Please respect copyright.PENANAj9atM9RVJS
可是,我們的世界,早已面目全非。279Please respect copyright.PENANAXpiNe96YRz
剛經歷一場死劫的我,即使頭痛欲裂,卻不知為何,心跳不已,279Please respect copyright.PENANAWLwpdJcChL
好像在期待著,可以再次見到你......
然而,當你站在休息室門邊,半倚著門框,279Please respect copyright.PENANAbi6L0DmN6q
我們四目相接的那一瞬間,我卻慌了。279Please respect copyright.PENANAvMlQeF2ue1
十七歲的你,為什麼,有著和「十年前」相同的那雙眼睛。279Please respect copyright.PENANAm8AK7BrAiW
那雙在機場,目送著我離去的雙眼......
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上天既然給了我重生的機會,為什麼一切卻顯得更加折磨?279Please respect copyright.PENANAK8jLdSLlgR
滄海桑田,人事已空,279Please respect copyright.PENANABYAkCrO3LH
如今你旁邊的位置,好像已經,不再為我留下。279Please respect copyright.PENANAvvUd9vUjcw
但我可以奢望,厚著臉皮,再鼓起勇氣一次嗎?
來到休息室外,我們和其他難民一樣的,披著毛毯席地而坐。279Please respect copyright.PENANAmoEkXh43hz
我抱著腿,默默把臉埋進兩膝之間,279Please respect copyright.PENANAErcOIt14yJ
也許是我想太多了,現在的你,根本不知道未來會被我傷害。279Please respect copyright.PENANAqgIf6p53G7
但是我不知道,該怎麼面對你。279Please respect copyright.PENANAt7OfeLFPJk
明明,上天已經給了我重生的機會,279Please respect copyright.PENANApjYkSPD2S7
明明,妄想著在你身邊,還保留著那屬於我的位置。279Please respect copyright.PENANADrsIU2EQqG
但我卻害怕了,279Please respect copyright.PENANAw7GDQRdV4X
聽著甯菲和你有說有笑,279Please respect copyright.PENANAwO3JMaXhSf
即使我沒有資格,卻還是無法控制的,胸口抽痛了一下。
柔蓉輕輕擠了我一下,關心的看著我279Please respect copyright.PENANAtMGBFWZ3Vx
我抬起頭,披著的毛毯掉了。279Please respect copyright.PENANAU8gsGg9zFY
你毫不猶豫地,轉過身來,幫我重新披好。279Please respect copyright.PENANAayWoXFGfQq
驚訝之餘,十七歲的身體,似乎還保留著從前喜歡你的記憶。279Please respect copyright.PENANAmd5ZBeJ1KU
我抓緊了毯子,把眼睛以下全包了起來,試圖遮住紅了一片的臉頰和耳根。279Please respect copyright.PENANAOpkkdoPxCT
顫抖著聲音,說了一聲「謝謝。」
原來,從前的我,這麼......喜歡你嗎?
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離開劍潭站後,279Please respect copyright.PENANAIfV2JRPHfj
沒想到我們會在海上再一次遇到......一場死劫。279Please respect copyright.PENANAJfUDdwjGON
但這次遇到的不是我......而是你。279Please respect copyright.PENANAAS4PMC7YHR
當列車斷裂開來,翻騰跳起,而你被彈飛出去的那個瞬間,一切彷彿靜止了,279Please respect copyright.PENANAxDoHqYJSj8
我不確定,在怒海翻騰之中,自己是否大聲喊出了,你的名字。
列車長一個箭步,將你拉回來的時候,279Please respect copyright.PENANAqWG0Hqz7zy
我兩腳一軟,跌坐在旁邊的位子上,全身顫抖。
所有人來到前面的車廂,擠在不夠坐的位子上。279Please respect copyright.PENANAYb5XDPHg1G
甯菲抱著你,哭了好久。279Please respect copyright.PENANAMGKgPYT7yR
我第一次體會到,國文課本上學過的,什麼叫「五味雜陳」。279Please respect copyright.PENANApucuSNis53
幸好上天沒有將你再次奪走,279Please respect copyright.PENANAKhC6ViKS8k
在這場時光洪流之中,279Please respect copyright.PENANA55HxGbLItJ
如果你不在了,我活著還有什麼意義?279Please respect copyright.PENANAu09xdd6KBP
縱使這個曾經傷你千萬遍的我不配,279Please respect copyright.PENANA0FW6OkH7q9
我卻還是無法抑制,那份深沉而造作的不甘。279Please respect copyright.PENANAgOTJZUintk
多希望,此刻抱緊你的,是我......279Please respect copyright.PENANAlkulrIHInB
然而,酸與苦,縱使疼痛萬分,卻還是比恨好,279Please respect copyright.PENANAqV66Qhfwf2
我希望你不要恨我,279Please respect copyright.PENANAmEkS1e1Cz8
我奢望著,你的心還看向我,不要就這樣,飄向遠方。
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本以為,民權西路站的基地,是新的安身之處。279Please respect copyright.PENANA0l7sCyVau4
結果待沒多久,又是一場新的劫難。279Please respect copyright.PENANAEgMNtr0zzZ
慌亂之中,我們很幸運的,搭上了黃線的列車,逃離將被大群蜈蠓毀滅的車站。
在列車上,看到你照顧著其他人的行為,遠遠超過了十七歲該有的成熟穩重。279Please respect copyright.PENANA10slZWZIGP
我不禁猜想,該不會你和我一樣重生了?279Please respect copyright.PENANA5takKgEkoc
為了弄清楚真相,我鼓起了這兩輩子從沒有過的勇氣,279Please respect copyright.PENANAPxHxLTSec6
無論你是否,是從前那個被我深深傷害了的你,279Please respect copyright.PENANAxu7fblbHed
我都想真心的,向你道歉。279Please respect copyright.PENANAUkTfboxOmr
卻不敢想,你真的也重生了,
我撇過頭,淚水彷彿潰了堤般的傾瀉而下。279Please respect copyright.PENANASAxzlD88FF
好害怕,我是不是要,真正的失去你了?279Please respect copyright.PENANA9KKQ5SR4ln
明明想要灑脫一笑的......279Please respect copyright.PENANAySmlFPlgEu
但我知道......我做不到
也許在此生,你會遇到另一個人,讓你許下相似的諾言......279Please respect copyright.PENANAnjTuHVmlsP
猜想到一半,你卻將我,擁入懷中。279Please respect copyright.PENANAUlyuLZA3OW
我沒想到的是,你也哭了。
葉雨聲,你還愛我嗎?279Please respect copyright.PENANAROxxdHkL0W
在這場天翻地覆的時光洪流之中,279Please respect copyright.PENANAAdeywxN7B5
是否可以,讓我再愛你一次?