這一篇是之前參加寒天七舞的創挑《曲中事,歌中人~歌曲中的故事》時寫的,以下會先放一段歌的連結和歌詞,接著再往下一段是逆空裡面的人物「張盈月」在幾個重要時刻的心聲。
我是在無意間剛好有機會聽到,才知道有這首歌。很幸運能遇到一首幾乎完全符合故事中人物心境的歌,就像是為了這個角色寫的。如果您還沒閱讀完逆空#22(含)以前的篇章,建議先不要看這篇,會爆雷。
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《時光洪流》--程響
傳送門:
歌詞:
我預演過千次百次的重逢387Please respect copyright.PENANAShK83UBbXV
你卻始终站在夢裡難觸碰387Please respect copyright.PENANAYwzR8XMkQr
太難回頭只能一直走不停387Please respect copyright.PENANAz03AIQe6op
曾經兩個人流失人海之中387Please respect copyright.PENANAsZh6cFzt2y
387Please respect copyright.PENANAkAuKPYz0no
明明不甘心 明明還在等387Please respect copyright.PENANAKEkV86umQf
卻偏要假装 早就不痛387Please respect copyright.PENANAjVCMnKTJZe
明明奢望著 你也再次心動387Please respect copyright.PENANAQmouF1QuIR
越美好期待 越容易落空387Please respect copyright.PENANA9Z9uhg2a6q
承認我不配 反倒更輕鬆387Please respect copyright.PENANAuHjjimuOSk
有些愛與妒 只有自己才懂387Please respect copyright.PENANAVXQc02fgMh
387Please respect copyright.PENANAqI5PVoX638
時光洪流中這份愛多渺小387Please respect copyright.PENANAEzOebqmwJb
一放手就消散掉387Please respect copyright.PENANAfOcRJopIQJ
我也想灑脱一笑387Please respect copyright.PENANAnXdqQftAc8
說一生那麼長387Please respect copyright.PENANAhMlO9ATOJM
爱與你都不重要387Please respect copyright.PENANAHqLPsXOTMT
也許還會遇到另一個人387Please respect copyright.PENANArMbfDbISQn
許下相似的諾言387Please respect copyright.PENANAUjwiH2ocGG
我知道我難以做到387Please respect copyright.PENANAgo3AzEd6gB
387Please respect copyright.PENANAgs3459VT2f
明明不甘心 明明還在等387Please respect copyright.PENANA2S3YoKhUNb
卻偏要假装 早就不痛387Please respect copyright.PENANAxKjSmFIPUB
明明奢望著 你也再次心動387Please respect copyright.PENANA6XbuOXf89C
越美好期待 越容易落空387Please respect copyright.PENANALOkjFdLRXK
承認我不配 反倒更輕鬆387Please respect copyright.PENANA1siTKM4PbT
有些愛與妒 只有自己才懂387Please respect copyright.PENANAgIdTYu9BXS
387Please respect copyright.PENANAFNehGHoI5K
時光洪流中這份愛多渺小387Please respect copyright.PENANA9zBwV4zpOE
一放手就消散掉387Please respect copyright.PENANA9xdlfSRcqf
我也想灑脱一笑387Please respect copyright.PENANAeDrW6mL6Kg
說一生那麼長387Please respect copyright.PENANAAN3H0EE832
愛與你都不重要387Please respect copyright.PENANAqiKakNAI0k
也許還會遇到另一個人387Please respect copyright.PENANABQOwjCUAfR
許下相似的諾言387Please respect copyright.PENANA5KHDXDBS8v
我知道我難以做到387Please respect copyright.PENANAaVGBmgXiYu
387Please respect copyright.PENANAJc8TZGDhyg
時光洪流中這份愛多渺小387Please respect copyright.PENANAiDE6BNKfaJ
一放手就消散掉387Please respect copyright.PENANAhZ7OVzbOKA
你的心飘向遠方387Please respect copyright.PENANAa0oET844wH
我留不住也好387Please respect copyright.PENANA1ORysTtbPl
酸與苦比恨要好387Please respect copyright.PENANAVWgg79Q1GM
所有的滋味都在夜裡品嚐387Please respect copyright.PENANAumdGRoP6X5
天亮就繼續微笑387Please respect copyright.PENANAy5K34YaA6l
我知道我可以做到387Please respect copyright.PENANAAZp5XHCxJ8
387Please respect copyright.PENANA2hVUeanNzB
我知道我難以做到
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盈月的心聲:
葉雨聲,你過的好嗎?387Please respect copyright.PENANANDv4hRMWKm
過去十年來,不知怎地,我總是一直無法忘記你。387Please respect copyright.PENANAL0mcDtGTSv
明明當初,選擇離開的,是我.....
三年前,接受那個垃圾求婚的時候,387Please respect copyright.PENANA8YhWDgpjX4
我一度認為,終於可以忘記你,387Please respect copyright.PENANA6OVNdtBkaY
讓我灑脫一笑吧,因為他會對我更好。387Please respect copyright.PENANAZ66gWBiCui
發現他從一開始就同時劈腿的時候,我無法控制的,浮現了「如果是你,一定不會」387Please respect copyright.PENANAa9Sq7u2yrx
......對吧?
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從美國回到台灣以後,每天總是,想著如果......387Please respect copyright.PENANAfmntwk2EBs
如果當初,沒有推開你,387Please respect copyright.PENANAcFghyZdgLY
記得那時聽柔蓉說,你被我傷得很深,387Please respect copyright.PENANALVNgHMLsNg
那我現在這樣,是否就是一場來遲的,報應?
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從劍潭站休息室的床上醒來,突然發現回到了十七歲的那年。387Please respect copyright.PENANA80C6CaZf5j
可是,我們的世界,早已面目全非。387Please respect copyright.PENANAC1WoiHQvOy
剛經歷一場死劫的我,即使頭痛欲裂,卻不知為何,心跳不已,387Please respect copyright.PENANA6vM7FEn6GL
好像在期待著,可以再次見到你......
然而,當你站在休息室門邊,半倚著門框,387Please respect copyright.PENANAJiE8IPQbGS
我們四目相接的那一瞬間,我卻慌了。387Please respect copyright.PENANACqX235nunT
十七歲的你,為什麼,有著和「十年前」相同的那雙眼睛。387Please respect copyright.PENANAD6maTlMSWI
那雙在機場,目送著我離去的雙眼......
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上天既然給了我重生的機會,為什麼一切卻顯得更加折磨?387Please respect copyright.PENANAPyCbSt1vl0
滄海桑田,人事已空,387Please respect copyright.PENANATZKYy1Vh5I
如今你旁邊的位置,好像已經,不再為我留下。387Please respect copyright.PENANACzlJGIaC36
但我可以奢望,厚著臉皮,再鼓起勇氣一次嗎?
來到休息室外,我們和其他難民一樣的,披著毛毯席地而坐。387Please respect copyright.PENANA5tZ3pg6RQM
我抱著腿,默默把臉埋進兩膝之間,387Please respect copyright.PENANA9TlpPEnf1b
也許是我想太多了,現在的你,根本不知道未來會被我傷害。387Please respect copyright.PENANAXq1zWQC6wF
但是我不知道,該怎麼面對你。387Please respect copyright.PENANAaHvkuykIef
明明,上天已經給了我重生的機會,387Please respect copyright.PENANA34o25zvWRR
明明,妄想著在你身邊,還保留著那屬於我的位置。387Please respect copyright.PENANAWPHbqAW26o
但我卻害怕了,387Please respect copyright.PENANAr7PNWJWlEP
聽著甯菲和你有說有笑,387Please respect copyright.PENANABKhJOuxhKz
即使我沒有資格,卻還是無法控制的,胸口抽痛了一下。
柔蓉輕輕擠了我一下,關心的看著我387Please respect copyright.PENANANH9JmrHVG9
我抬起頭,披著的毛毯掉了。387Please respect copyright.PENANAyeGdUHOVGf
你毫不猶豫地,轉過身來,幫我重新披好。387Please respect copyright.PENANA4o7dcs62Be
驚訝之餘,十七歲的身體,似乎還保留著從前喜歡你的記憶。387Please respect copyright.PENANAk7MKIrZwgi
我抓緊了毯子,把眼睛以下全包了起來,試圖遮住紅了一片的臉頰和耳根。387Please respect copyright.PENANAqMf3hS8piH
顫抖著聲音,說了一聲「謝謝。」
原來,從前的我,這麼......喜歡你嗎?
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離開劍潭站後,387Please respect copyright.PENANAQf06BJYvkg
沒想到我們會在海上再一次遇到......一場死劫。387Please respect copyright.PENANAcUfnImKMUL
但這次遇到的不是我......而是你。387Please respect copyright.PENANAnCQthXxoJn
當列車斷裂開來,翻騰跳起,而你被彈飛出去的那個瞬間,一切彷彿靜止了,387Please respect copyright.PENANA9USDHZKNO5
我不確定,在怒海翻騰之中,自己是否大聲喊出了,你的名字。
列車長一個箭步,將你拉回來的時候,387Please respect copyright.PENANAPgArEP9R06
我兩腳一軟,跌坐在旁邊的位子上,全身顫抖。
所有人來到前面的車廂,擠在不夠坐的位子上。387Please respect copyright.PENANA34k3qW2pEG
甯菲抱著你,哭了好久。387Please respect copyright.PENANAuoGmBPa0C4
我第一次體會到,國文課本上學過的,什麼叫「五味雜陳」。387Please respect copyright.PENANAU8wXcyTfzh
幸好上天沒有將你再次奪走,387Please respect copyright.PENANAymOdTjEntg
在這場時光洪流之中,387Please respect copyright.PENANAABwCrZE5kD
如果你不在了,我活著還有什麼意義?387Please respect copyright.PENANATkRgYfSPIj
縱使這個曾經傷你千萬遍的我不配,387Please respect copyright.PENANAx0DviS4kAO
我卻還是無法抑制,那份深沉而造作的不甘。387Please respect copyright.PENANAmVOrQi1gVb
多希望,此刻抱緊你的,是我......387Please respect copyright.PENANAtEA4AskmOq
然而,酸與苦,縱使疼痛萬分,卻還是比恨好,387Please respect copyright.PENANAXmICDpCQt2
我希望你不要恨我,387Please respect copyright.PENANAyTuQtFcsOf
我奢望著,你的心還看向我,不要就這樣,飄向遠方。
387Please respect copyright.PENANA5WBcFedAd4
本以為,民權西路站的基地,是新的安身之處。387Please respect copyright.PENANA5ZjeboXbAd
結果待沒多久,又是一場新的劫難。387Please respect copyright.PENANAOfTODLMP9l
慌亂之中,我們很幸運的,搭上了黃線的列車,逃離將被大群蜈蠓毀滅的車站。
在列車上,看到你照顧著其他人的行為,遠遠超過了十七歲該有的成熟穩重。387Please respect copyright.PENANAmUESFDFjkU
我不禁猜想,該不會你和我一樣重生了?387Please respect copyright.PENANAU5Rx4zKDoh
為了弄清楚真相,我鼓起了這兩輩子從沒有過的勇氣,387Please respect copyright.PENANAxLx894lqEx
無論你是否,是從前那個被我深深傷害了的你,387Please respect copyright.PENANAjgKwfk5biT
我都想真心的,向你道歉。387Please respect copyright.PENANABYVGlpKc00
卻不敢想,你真的也重生了,
我撇過頭,淚水彷彿潰了堤般的傾瀉而下。387Please respect copyright.PENANA4GkfaQvLR6
好害怕,我是不是要,真正的失去你了?387Please respect copyright.PENANALsl5SnU8aZ
明明想要灑脫一笑的......387Please respect copyright.PENANAxvJdN6mnxJ
但我知道......我做不到
也許在此生,你會遇到另一個人,讓你許下相似的諾言......387Please respect copyright.PENANA1LteTrynar
猜想到一半,你卻將我,擁入懷中。387Please respect copyright.PENANAKvTH1wE2Ba
我沒想到的是,你也哭了。
葉雨聲,你還愛我嗎?387Please respect copyright.PENANAVSeKete9X6
在這場天翻地覆的時光洪流之中,387Please respect copyright.PENANAc1XY4BDI9X
是否可以,讓我再愛你一次?