這一篇是之前參加寒天七舞的創挑《曲中事,歌中人~歌曲中的故事》時寫的,以下會先放一段歌的連結和歌詞,接著再往下一段是逆空裡面的人物「張盈月」在幾個重要時刻的心聲。
我是在無意間剛好有機會聽到,才知道有這首歌。很幸運能遇到一首幾乎完全符合故事中人物心境的歌,就像是為了這個角色寫的。如果您還沒閱讀完逆空#22(含)以前的篇章,建議先不要看這篇,會爆雷。
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《時光洪流》--程響
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歌詞:
我預演過千次百次的重逢394Please respect copyright.PENANAYclBfxp0rg
你卻始终站在夢裡難觸碰394Please respect copyright.PENANAZv7P3e7vwH
太難回頭只能一直走不停394Please respect copyright.PENANAbCgbtWgLnk
曾經兩個人流失人海之中394Please respect copyright.PENANAouA5HOLxvf
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明明不甘心 明明還在等394Please respect copyright.PENANA44aHaNtQlA
卻偏要假装 早就不痛394Please respect copyright.PENANA5lMPh8ztUg
明明奢望著 你也再次心動394Please respect copyright.PENANALcjOwt0D1f
越美好期待 越容易落空394Please respect copyright.PENANA5pbyeV7zVk
承認我不配 反倒更輕鬆394Please respect copyright.PENANAJM7oraX4KV
有些愛與妒 只有自己才懂394Please respect copyright.PENANAu5t3WsTl4K
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時光洪流中這份愛多渺小394Please respect copyright.PENANAVS59MewHmf
一放手就消散掉394Please respect copyright.PENANAw1GFmorntc
我也想灑脱一笑394Please respect copyright.PENANAzg2W9BgvM3
說一生那麼長394Please respect copyright.PENANAsqCqXBPSKv
爱與你都不重要394Please respect copyright.PENANA7Nm4TZQYzI
也許還會遇到另一個人394Please respect copyright.PENANAHXSxGQ425D
許下相似的諾言394Please respect copyright.PENANAqehSwqs73C
我知道我難以做到394Please respect copyright.PENANAICjLfAdRvK
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明明不甘心 明明還在等394Please respect copyright.PENANABZ5leGj4pF
卻偏要假装 早就不痛394Please respect copyright.PENANAU0lk0A41Ip
明明奢望著 你也再次心動394Please respect copyright.PENANAr1B2ijVxyx
越美好期待 越容易落空394Please respect copyright.PENANAhYtMCn50Xt
承認我不配 反倒更輕鬆394Please respect copyright.PENANAEl2NDiEa0p
有些愛與妒 只有自己才懂394Please respect copyright.PENANAh67QI9fRzP
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時光洪流中這份愛多渺小394Please respect copyright.PENANAX2VDjuZtUu
一放手就消散掉394Please respect copyright.PENANADJXvjpoDhs
我也想灑脱一笑394Please respect copyright.PENANA1QsjrvvINS
說一生那麼長394Please respect copyright.PENANAXjseFu6vTE
愛與你都不重要394Please respect copyright.PENANAqqSAz6tynj
也許還會遇到另一個人394Please respect copyright.PENANAEzFpMF5sFV
許下相似的諾言394Please respect copyright.PENANA5qTSxRlqxA
我知道我難以做到394Please respect copyright.PENANAMvYZmqMr9U
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時光洪流中這份愛多渺小394Please respect copyright.PENANAcljEBXs7aI
一放手就消散掉394Please respect copyright.PENANAUtdQnaM6fW
你的心飘向遠方394Please respect copyright.PENANAmTCGRtMGzP
我留不住也好394Please respect copyright.PENANAGzDQ6XpuKl
酸與苦比恨要好394Please respect copyright.PENANAghvp1TMKeo
所有的滋味都在夜裡品嚐394Please respect copyright.PENANA2jUdjE2jZJ
天亮就繼續微笑394Please respect copyright.PENANA9vKfL3zTbN
我知道我可以做到394Please respect copyright.PENANAcuxWuqqM5f
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我知道我難以做到
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盈月的心聲:
葉雨聲,你過的好嗎?394Please respect copyright.PENANADdZVhQnQ9i
過去十年來,不知怎地,我總是一直無法忘記你。394Please respect copyright.PENANAN91gungkj7
明明當初,選擇離開的,是我.....
三年前,接受那個垃圾求婚的時候,394Please respect copyright.PENANACkzBga70zP
我一度認為,終於可以忘記你,394Please respect copyright.PENANAWAp0hXElfz
讓我灑脫一笑吧,因為他會對我更好。394Please respect copyright.PENANAZaMmPz7tXr
發現他從一開始就同時劈腿的時候,我無法控制的,浮現了「如果是你,一定不會」394Please respect copyright.PENANA6ZVTi7EwZA
......對吧?
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從美國回到台灣以後,每天總是,想著如果......394Please respect copyright.PENANA8WmgFt4Dq1
如果當初,沒有推開你,394Please respect copyright.PENANAZQgTJIQPJQ
記得那時聽柔蓉說,你被我傷得很深,394Please respect copyright.PENANA4IwefDKNXl
那我現在這樣,是否就是一場來遲的,報應?
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從劍潭站休息室的床上醒來,突然發現回到了十七歲的那年。394Please respect copyright.PENANAnmN6r44bQX
可是,我們的世界,早已面目全非。394Please respect copyright.PENANAWPyhLN4xQq
剛經歷一場死劫的我,即使頭痛欲裂,卻不知為何,心跳不已,394Please respect copyright.PENANA3soD0iaVp3
好像在期待著,可以再次見到你......
然而,當你站在休息室門邊,半倚著門框,394Please respect copyright.PENANAUemaMuBnOQ
我們四目相接的那一瞬間,我卻慌了。394Please respect copyright.PENANAUvmn25rDCQ
十七歲的你,為什麼,有著和「十年前」相同的那雙眼睛。394Please respect copyright.PENANAqnDKdCUTHH
那雙在機場,目送著我離去的雙眼......
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上天既然給了我重生的機會,為什麼一切卻顯得更加折磨?394Please respect copyright.PENANAl11dlYw4Vj
滄海桑田,人事已空,394Please respect copyright.PENANAK0Izx4fDu4
如今你旁邊的位置,好像已經,不再為我留下。394Please respect copyright.PENANAEJ7JZhYcur
但我可以奢望,厚著臉皮,再鼓起勇氣一次嗎?
來到休息室外,我們和其他難民一樣的,披著毛毯席地而坐。394Please respect copyright.PENANApjcWwv3L1c
我抱著腿,默默把臉埋進兩膝之間,394Please respect copyright.PENANAVFV0KjGA64
也許是我想太多了,現在的你,根本不知道未來會被我傷害。394Please respect copyright.PENANAWlwP6mQDBw
但是我不知道,該怎麼面對你。394Please respect copyright.PENANA5n4UXBc7yg
明明,上天已經給了我重生的機會,394Please respect copyright.PENANAYKX48alXnd
明明,妄想著在你身邊,還保留著那屬於我的位置。394Please respect copyright.PENANAjAF34PCDaJ
但我卻害怕了,394Please respect copyright.PENANAu1unBqTolh
聽著甯菲和你有說有笑,394Please respect copyright.PENANAEOuTKHOkYe
即使我沒有資格,卻還是無法控制的,胸口抽痛了一下。
柔蓉輕輕擠了我一下,關心的看著我394Please respect copyright.PENANAudb4z4UHyb
我抬起頭,披著的毛毯掉了。394Please respect copyright.PENANAMnrTgBb1Xm
你毫不猶豫地,轉過身來,幫我重新披好。394Please respect copyright.PENANANZrdY5jfYx
驚訝之餘,十七歲的身體,似乎還保留著從前喜歡你的記憶。394Please respect copyright.PENANAvOgbCqugVf
我抓緊了毯子,把眼睛以下全包了起來,試圖遮住紅了一片的臉頰和耳根。394Please respect copyright.PENANAEem7lJRWaf
顫抖著聲音,說了一聲「謝謝。」
原來,從前的我,這麼......喜歡你嗎?
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離開劍潭站後,394Please respect copyright.PENANAYNfoJo2l76
沒想到我們會在海上再一次遇到......一場死劫。394Please respect copyright.PENANAHkOFw6U9nb
但這次遇到的不是我......而是你。394Please respect copyright.PENANAyv2L82QqSW
當列車斷裂開來,翻騰跳起,而你被彈飛出去的那個瞬間,一切彷彿靜止了,394Please respect copyright.PENANAaD68UXOq1Z
我不確定,在怒海翻騰之中,自己是否大聲喊出了,你的名字。
列車長一個箭步,將你拉回來的時候,394Please respect copyright.PENANAqKxP0hdJsK
我兩腳一軟,跌坐在旁邊的位子上,全身顫抖。
所有人來到前面的車廂,擠在不夠坐的位子上。394Please respect copyright.PENANAa9iCpQxH5M
甯菲抱著你,哭了好久。394Please respect copyright.PENANAlKNLybRAXQ
我第一次體會到,國文課本上學過的,什麼叫「五味雜陳」。394Please respect copyright.PENANAMfOtzh8HaJ
幸好上天沒有將你再次奪走,394Please respect copyright.PENANAnHds770OYY
在這場時光洪流之中,394Please respect copyright.PENANAZxCovw35pE
如果你不在了,我活著還有什麼意義?394Please respect copyright.PENANAXKzUPnyR94
縱使這個曾經傷你千萬遍的我不配,394Please respect copyright.PENANANT6cmoFa6B
我卻還是無法抑制,那份深沉而造作的不甘。394Please respect copyright.PENANAckS1JxM7cn
多希望,此刻抱緊你的,是我......394Please respect copyright.PENANAEctdfMxkNB
然而,酸與苦,縱使疼痛萬分,卻還是比恨好,394Please respect copyright.PENANACyp6qgotdF
我希望你不要恨我,394Please respect copyright.PENANA0KllW4VzTk
我奢望著,你的心還看向我,不要就這樣,飄向遠方。
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本以為,民權西路站的基地,是新的安身之處。394Please respect copyright.PENANAaI1rz4lRj1
結果待沒多久,又是一場新的劫難。394Please respect copyright.PENANATCCZPjrsOb
慌亂之中,我們很幸運的,搭上了黃線的列車,逃離將被大群蜈蠓毀滅的車站。
在列車上,看到你照顧著其他人的行為,遠遠超過了十七歲該有的成熟穩重。394Please respect copyright.PENANAknncV0qJCb
我不禁猜想,該不會你和我一樣重生了?394Please respect copyright.PENANAZ2tWXUE5WU
為了弄清楚真相,我鼓起了這兩輩子從沒有過的勇氣,394Please respect copyright.PENANAdM4MqwTHMV
無論你是否,是從前那個被我深深傷害了的你,394Please respect copyright.PENANA7P8F5bS9Gk
我都想真心的,向你道歉。394Please respect copyright.PENANAo2tYyAMjWB
卻不敢想,你真的也重生了,
我撇過頭,淚水彷彿潰了堤般的傾瀉而下。394Please respect copyright.PENANAayTklrL6u4
好害怕,我是不是要,真正的失去你了?394Please respect copyright.PENANAjsc4IGIaKu
明明想要灑脫一笑的......394Please respect copyright.PENANAuW86imBIFS
但我知道......我做不到
也許在此生,你會遇到另一個人,讓你許下相似的諾言......394Please respect copyright.PENANAAVE2Qdppvx
猜想到一半,你卻將我,擁入懷中。394Please respect copyright.PENANAHtak3d0QWg
我沒想到的是,你也哭了。
葉雨聲,你還愛我嗎?394Please respect copyright.PENANAVDqHkM3QBy
在這場天翻地覆的時光洪流之中,394Please respect copyright.PENANAJ1ZDRQNxGI
是否可以,讓我再愛你一次?