這一篇是之前參加寒天七舞的創挑《曲中事,歌中人~歌曲中的故事》時寫的,以下會先放一段歌的連結和歌詞,接著再往下一段是逆空裡面的人物「張盈月」在幾個重要時刻的心聲。
我是在無意間剛好有機會聽到,才知道有這首歌。很幸運能遇到一首幾乎完全符合故事中人物心境的歌,就像是為了這個角色寫的。如果您還沒閱讀完逆空#22(含)以前的篇章,建議先不要看這篇,會爆雷。
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《時光洪流》--程響
傳送門:
歌詞:
我預演過千次百次的重逢432Please respect copyright.PENANAtMgJFvMJbw
你卻始终站在夢裡難觸碰432Please respect copyright.PENANAMxIauc2g8q
太難回頭只能一直走不停432Please respect copyright.PENANAnFYZD1gwCw
曾經兩個人流失人海之中432Please respect copyright.PENANAl6GasFQJhU
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明明不甘心 明明還在等432Please respect copyright.PENANAUI7RHgSPXM
卻偏要假装 早就不痛432Please respect copyright.PENANAAQ4Zv1iYV4
明明奢望著 你也再次心動432Please respect copyright.PENANAB8Prq1vCd5
越美好期待 越容易落空432Please respect copyright.PENANAnDltqkHG1C
承認我不配 反倒更輕鬆432Please respect copyright.PENANAJYnhohCISz
有些愛與妒 只有自己才懂432Please respect copyright.PENANA6rJkshHwdf
432Please respect copyright.PENANAMJlvLh03Mv
時光洪流中這份愛多渺小432Please respect copyright.PENANAxAp17N8W7v
一放手就消散掉432Please respect copyright.PENANAGGTL8gNkgP
我也想灑脱一笑432Please respect copyright.PENANAZyg68hdXJc
說一生那麼長432Please respect copyright.PENANAKdsdPBtSDT
爱與你都不重要432Please respect copyright.PENANAwvL8jwtOgs
也許還會遇到另一個人432Please respect copyright.PENANA3RkpoHv4RB
許下相似的諾言432Please respect copyright.PENANAVjiRm5RX5W
我知道我難以做到432Please respect copyright.PENANAQQa95luWz0
432Please respect copyright.PENANABGmL6QYiVF
明明不甘心 明明還在等432Please respect copyright.PENANAyUNfJ6GUAF
卻偏要假装 早就不痛432Please respect copyright.PENANA8iqGEFKgTN
明明奢望著 你也再次心動432Please respect copyright.PENANARLqEghesII
越美好期待 越容易落空432Please respect copyright.PENANAullQao64aT
承認我不配 反倒更輕鬆432Please respect copyright.PENANAE4L5qe0BLL
有些愛與妒 只有自己才懂432Please respect copyright.PENANAeu70JedfVW
432Please respect copyright.PENANAQmkhJDx8Gy
時光洪流中這份愛多渺小432Please respect copyright.PENANAosZEasyPHs
一放手就消散掉432Please respect copyright.PENANARi17pVwpLf
我也想灑脱一笑432Please respect copyright.PENANAPPdTt73pUu
說一生那麼長432Please respect copyright.PENANAxNoJecImQp
愛與你都不重要432Please respect copyright.PENANA8KBDITCxQJ
也許還會遇到另一個人432Please respect copyright.PENANAsz6IzsMKHS
許下相似的諾言432Please respect copyright.PENANALNxHI6N1Ry
我知道我難以做到432Please respect copyright.PENANARrQOPMypud
432Please respect copyright.PENANAZ1sHyaQpPu
時光洪流中這份愛多渺小432Please respect copyright.PENANAstqTMfQSI8
一放手就消散掉432Please respect copyright.PENANANzRnqvdM0U
你的心飘向遠方432Please respect copyright.PENANAZiLD2wXTMW
我留不住也好432Please respect copyright.PENANAB2vmQeU0uD
酸與苦比恨要好432Please respect copyright.PENANA42tp87shwD
所有的滋味都在夜裡品嚐432Please respect copyright.PENANAArUoC6VKn5
天亮就繼續微笑432Please respect copyright.PENANAn3PXKUylTY
我知道我可以做到432Please respect copyright.PENANAYyIvfsCQkW
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我知道我難以做到
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盈月的心聲:
葉雨聲,你過的好嗎?432Please respect copyright.PENANA4un6YPseUt
過去十年來,不知怎地,我總是一直無法忘記你。432Please respect copyright.PENANA2pfmTz3JEg
明明當初,選擇離開的,是我.....
三年前,接受那個垃圾求婚的時候,432Please respect copyright.PENANA9ynf76Y7i8
我一度認為,終於可以忘記你,432Please respect copyright.PENANARFSC1uaLtp
讓我灑脫一笑吧,因為他會對我更好。432Please respect copyright.PENANA6T8DyQngwh
發現他從一開始就同時劈腿的時候,我無法控制的,浮現了「如果是你,一定不會」432Please respect copyright.PENANA6KYFmx5Fpi
......對吧?
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從美國回到台灣以後,每天總是,想著如果......432Please respect copyright.PENANAD4UO9Q1YPp
如果當初,沒有推開你,432Please respect copyright.PENANAS3lZDMMNIq
記得那時聽柔蓉說,你被我傷得很深,432Please respect copyright.PENANAM4AGHHjFc3
那我現在這樣,是否就是一場來遲的,報應?
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從劍潭站休息室的床上醒來,突然發現回到了十七歲的那年。432Please respect copyright.PENANAxkUqjo87xf
可是,我們的世界,早已面目全非。432Please respect copyright.PENANAbzpsI1egXu
剛經歷一場死劫的我,即使頭痛欲裂,卻不知為何,心跳不已,432Please respect copyright.PENANA3W3v8y6CQQ
好像在期待著,可以再次見到你......
然而,當你站在休息室門邊,半倚著門框,432Please respect copyright.PENANAVLFfPSBMqa
我們四目相接的那一瞬間,我卻慌了。432Please respect copyright.PENANAjNvfOybf3Y
十七歲的你,為什麼,有著和「十年前」相同的那雙眼睛。432Please respect copyright.PENANAGvtbvjVImI
那雙在機場,目送著我離去的雙眼......
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上天既然給了我重生的機會,為什麼一切卻顯得更加折磨?432Please respect copyright.PENANAHAtOs2McYu
滄海桑田,人事已空,432Please respect copyright.PENANAIpuIMROc8q
如今你旁邊的位置,好像已經,不再為我留下。432Please respect copyright.PENANA3r8Hm1CBDQ
但我可以奢望,厚著臉皮,再鼓起勇氣一次嗎?
來到休息室外,我們和其他難民一樣的,披著毛毯席地而坐。432Please respect copyright.PENANAH34rtSyXLd
我抱著腿,默默把臉埋進兩膝之間,432Please respect copyright.PENANANi3cTlLOkb
也許是我想太多了,現在的你,根本不知道未來會被我傷害。432Please respect copyright.PENANAbIsys75H5X
但是我不知道,該怎麼面對你。432Please respect copyright.PENANAZDS1w4Vo1J
明明,上天已經給了我重生的機會,432Please respect copyright.PENANA46BjBMv591
明明,妄想著在你身邊,還保留著那屬於我的位置。432Please respect copyright.PENANA3om3RM8ddk
但我卻害怕了,432Please respect copyright.PENANAx9mhhCq3zD
聽著甯菲和你有說有笑,432Please respect copyright.PENANAFMVnL19mHI
即使我沒有資格,卻還是無法控制的,胸口抽痛了一下。
柔蓉輕輕擠了我一下,關心的看著我432Please respect copyright.PENANAsMpBFwYKAF
我抬起頭,披著的毛毯掉了。432Please respect copyright.PENANA4ZZz9iamBS
你毫不猶豫地,轉過身來,幫我重新披好。432Please respect copyright.PENANAwgwGSRxDmM
驚訝之餘,十七歲的身體,似乎還保留著從前喜歡你的記憶。432Please respect copyright.PENANA1vRNbdCavd
我抓緊了毯子,把眼睛以下全包了起來,試圖遮住紅了一片的臉頰和耳根。432Please respect copyright.PENANAkyKCFDUb1I
顫抖著聲音,說了一聲「謝謝。」
原來,從前的我,這麼......喜歡你嗎?
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離開劍潭站後,432Please respect copyright.PENANAnEssa7aL5E
沒想到我們會在海上再一次遇到......一場死劫。432Please respect copyright.PENANAg3tikzdCHx
但這次遇到的不是我......而是你。432Please respect copyright.PENANAb1THR7pgIO
當列車斷裂開來,翻騰跳起,而你被彈飛出去的那個瞬間,一切彷彿靜止了,432Please respect copyright.PENANA2HLpOpDy5o
我不確定,在怒海翻騰之中,自己是否大聲喊出了,你的名字。
列車長一個箭步,將你拉回來的時候,432Please respect copyright.PENANAWjMH5INCBz
我兩腳一軟,跌坐在旁邊的位子上,全身顫抖。
所有人來到前面的車廂,擠在不夠坐的位子上。432Please respect copyright.PENANArKtwFw3MnX
甯菲抱著你,哭了好久。432Please respect copyright.PENANAwI5p3cIaEw
我第一次體會到,國文課本上學過的,什麼叫「五味雜陳」。432Please respect copyright.PENANAICFxHcjC5S
幸好上天沒有將你再次奪走,432Please respect copyright.PENANAxicU4B5E7c
在這場時光洪流之中,432Please respect copyright.PENANAWPeRr4VSiw
如果你不在了,我活著還有什麼意義?432Please respect copyright.PENANABAhYbkt39v
縱使這個曾經傷你千萬遍的我不配,432Please respect copyright.PENANAT1vpBpgRIi
我卻還是無法抑制,那份深沉而造作的不甘。432Please respect copyright.PENANAt43iQG1fCh
多希望,此刻抱緊你的,是我......432Please respect copyright.PENANAY7xfgwt8o6
然而,酸與苦,縱使疼痛萬分,卻還是比恨好,432Please respect copyright.PENANA3Xbo8fi3MZ
我希望你不要恨我,432Please respect copyright.PENANApfCySX1mfZ
我奢望著,你的心還看向我,不要就這樣,飄向遠方。
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本以為,民權西路站的基地,是新的安身之處。432Please respect copyright.PENANAgAM9P7Vsml
結果待沒多久,又是一場新的劫難。432Please respect copyright.PENANAv2MSGGOdME
慌亂之中,我們很幸運的,搭上了黃線的列車,逃離將被大群蜈蠓毀滅的車站。
在列車上,看到你照顧著其他人的行為,遠遠超過了十七歲該有的成熟穩重。432Please respect copyright.PENANAJBnBmrNRHG
我不禁猜想,該不會你和我一樣重生了?432Please respect copyright.PENANA3OGFIC0ntx
為了弄清楚真相,我鼓起了這兩輩子從沒有過的勇氣,432Please respect copyright.PENANAH3IQxBjRCI
無論你是否,是從前那個被我深深傷害了的你,432Please respect copyright.PENANAoT8qXyYaUx
我都想真心的,向你道歉。432Please respect copyright.PENANAJQX3ZLlktl
卻不敢想,你真的也重生了,
我撇過頭,淚水彷彿潰了堤般的傾瀉而下。432Please respect copyright.PENANAOrRgxpjaFs
好害怕,我是不是要,真正的失去你了?432Please respect copyright.PENANAe2fnT4ahvs
明明想要灑脫一笑的......432Please respect copyright.PENANA7JmTQSduvQ
但我知道......我做不到
也許在此生,你會遇到另一個人,讓你許下相似的諾言......432Please respect copyright.PENANAGDVeNiafCv
猜想到一半,你卻將我,擁入懷中。432Please respect copyright.PENANAQV5mGkk4Qp
我沒想到的是,你也哭了。
葉雨聲,你還愛我嗎?432Please respect copyright.PENANAmTMOlMa1jd
在這場天翻地覆的時光洪流之中,432Please respect copyright.PENANAzVfzylqeid
是否可以,讓我再愛你一次?